Fighting Temptation (Men Of Honor) (31 page)

“Oh god!” she screams and moans, her hands clawing at my shoulders, desperately trying to keep their grip, but slide off from the sweat. Her muscles contract around me, loving ever frantic thrust of my cock. Her eyes are closed and I can tell she’s getting close.

“Look at me Julia!” She snaps her eyes open at my harsh command.

“You feel this? Do you feel how perfect this is? This is the only pussy I want to feel around my dick, the only one. I could be the last man on the fucking planet having my pick and I would always, only, pick you.”

I stare deep into her eyes willing her to see the goddamn truth. Suddenly she smiles and it’s the biggest happiest fucking smile I’ve ever seen on her. “Well, you certainly know how to make a girl feel special.”

Her response surprises the shit out of me, making me falter, and I can’t help it, I burst out fucking laughing. I’m not a dude who bursts out laughing… ever. Especially when my dick is inside the only thing that has ever mattered to me.

I lean down and give her a deep hard kiss then rest my forehead against hers, “Jesus woman, you drive me crazy.”

She smiles again and wraps her legs around my waist, “Good, now finish the statement you were making.”

I grab her legs from around my waist and place them high on my shoulders. Her eyes flare and she moans from the new position. I smirk back at her, “Oh I fucking plan on it.”

And by the time I finished with her there was no way she remembered Dr. Med Student whatever the fuck his name was…

The next morning I wake up to the sound of a text on my phone. I squint my eyes open and moan, feeling a slight throbbing in my head. Damn! Too much to drink. My phone blares another text and it sounds way louder than it usually does. Moaning again I reach under me and grab my pillow throwing it over my head. Suddenly I hear a muffled chuckle. I pull my pillow off and squint at the sexiest sight of my life. Jaxson is standing at the end of my bed, freshly showered, wearing only kick-ass sexy jeans that hang low on his hips, with the top button undone. I ogle his bare chest for a few seconds, remembering what it felt like to roam my hands over the taut muscle. Then I start remembering where I had my mouth…. mmm. I squeeze my legs together, feeling a glorious tenderness, having muscles ache that haven’t been used in a long time, especially as well-used as last night. I move my gaze up to his face now and see a cocky grin, knowing I was just checking him out.

I narrow my eyes, “What are you doing looking so sexy and chipper this early in the morning?”

His grin turns to a full-fledged smile.
God, the man is beautiful.

“Jules, it’s noon.”

“What!” I gasp and shoot straight up in bed, instantly regretting it. Groaning I grab my head.

Jaxson walks over immediately, “Easy baby, it’s not a big deal. Here, take this.” He hands me a glass of water and two aspirin that I never noticed he had. Probably because I was too busy looking other places…

“Thanks,” I whisper before throwing them back, drinking half the glass of water. The cooling liquid feels amazing on my dry parched throat. Jaxson takes the glass from me and I drop back down with another groan, which causes him to chuckle again. Peeking back up at him, I can’t help but smile back. “Hi,” I whisper softly, reaching up to cup his face.

He grabs my hand and kisses the inside of my wrist, “Hi baby.” He pulls the sheet from my body to see me covered in his button down shirt that he wore over his t-shirt last night. A low growl erupts from his throat, “You look fucking sexy in my shirt.”

I’m pretty sure I don’t look any kind of sexy at all this morning. He leans down and buries his face in my neck, licking and nipping at my skin.

“Mmmm,” threading my fingers in his freshly damp hair I breathe in deeply, loving the scent of his shampoo.

He trails his mouth up close to mine and I quickly slap my hand over it before he can make contact.

His eyes narrow when I shake my head, “Morning breath.”

He rips my hand away, “I don’t give a shit about morning breath.”

He tries to descend again but I turn my head away, “No! I care…”

He grasps my chin and forces my face back, planting his mouth on mine. I force my lips shut but he presses down on my chin giving him the access he needs. Once his tongue slips in I’m lost. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him with a passion that steals our breath.

He rips his mouth from mine, “Morning breath my ass. You taste fucking amazing.”

I giggle and he smiles back with an easiness that I haven’t seen since he’s come back, “What are your plans today?”

Just when I’m about to respond my phone beeps with another text. Reaching over I grab it and see 6 text messages from a group text between Kayla, Grace and I. They want to meet me at the diner for breakfast… well lunch now. I burst out laughing when I read the last text from Kayla:

Damn Julia, tell that man to take his dick out of you already. You can make up for lost time after. I’m fucking hungry!

I look up to see Jaxson staring at me expectantly, “Uh it’s just Kayla and Grace, they want to meet me for lunch at the diner.”

“What’s so funny about that?”

I clear my throat, “Uh nothing…”

Before I can think of something to say Jaxson rips the phone out of my hand. “Hey give it back!”

He stands up holding it above his head to read it. Getting up I try jumping to reach it but the man is a freaking giant. He wraps an arm around my waist, pulling me against him, effectively stopping me from jumping.

“Jesus that girl has a fucking mouth on her,” he says exasperated.

I scoff, “Coming from the guy who swears like a sailor,” realizing what I just said I burst out laughing.

Jaxson grins back, “Maybe that’s why I made such a damn good one.”

“Mmmm, maybe.” Reaching up on my tip toes I wrap my arms around his neck, “Or maybe it’s because you’re really smart, strong and honorable.” I kiss across his freshly shaven jaw to his ear. Nipping his earlobe I whisper, “Can I have my phone back now?”

Growling, he leans down picking me up by my ass and pins me against the wall. The fire that burns in his eyes ignites in my own body. His erection presses exactly where I need it too.

He rests his forehead against mine, “You can tell Kayla that I’ll let you go for now, but don’t plan to be gone too long. My dick and I have plans for you later.” After his husky order, he presses a hard kiss to my mouth while slamming his erection into me.

I gasp, “Ok, I’ll pass the message on.”

Chuckling, he sets me down on my feet, hands me back my phone and presses a gentle kiss to my forehead. When I open my eyes he’s already gone, leaving me with a stupid grin and my hand on the wall trying to regain my balance.

An hour later Kayla, Grace and I are all seated in a booth waiting for our lunch.

“I still can’t believe after all these years Jaxson has finally pulled his head out of his ass. Okay, give us the details, how was it? I mean obviously it was good given the ‘I was just amazingly fucked look on your face’, but was it sweet and romantic or hot and desperate? My guess is hot and desperate. Grace, what do you think?” Kayla asks looking over at Grace.

Grace giggles, “ Umm, I’m gonna say sweet and romantic. I mean Jaxson doesn’t seem like the sweet kinda guy, but you can tell he and Julia have something special.”

I smile, “Actually, you’re both right. It was all of the above, it was… perfect.”

Kayla leans back with a smirk, “Damn girl, I’m so freaking happy for you. Ok next question, how many times did you come?”

Grace gasps in surprise at Kayla’s question, “Oh as if you weren’t thinking it too.” Kayla says rolling her eyes.

Grace laughs, “Ok, you’re right, I was.”

They both look at me expectantly, waiting for my answer. Normally I’m a pretty private person but Kayla and I have always shared everything with each other and I have come to trust Grace just as much.

I feel myself blush before I say, “Four.”

Grace gasps again, “No way!”

I laugh, “Yes way!”

Where Grace’s response is unbelieving, Kayla’s is the opposite, “Not bad,” she says with a smile.

“You’re serious?” Grace asks again, as if she thought I was only kidding.

“Yes I am.”

“Wow!”

Kayla speaks up, “Why? What’s the most times you have in a night Grace?”

Grace’s cheeks turn pink now, “Ummm well, uh… never actually.”

“WHAT!?” Kayla and I both yell at the same time, causing people to stare in our direction.

Oops.

Kayla leans in and whispers, “What do you mean, never? Are you seriously telling us you have never had an orgasm Grace? Are you a virgin?”

Grace’s face is furiously red now and it starts to make me feel bad. “It’s ok Grace, you don’t have to tell us if you don’t want to.”

“The hell she doesn’t!” Kayla says exasperated, “you can’t tell us you have never had an orgasm and that’s just the end of the discussion.”

Grace laughs, “I don’t mind telling you. I am not a virgin, but I’m not real experienced either. After what happened to my mom I was always a little scared that I wouldn’t want to have sex. I’ve only been with one person and I remember being happy that I wasn’t too traumatized to have a sexual relationship with him, but I also wondered what all the fuss was about. I still do. I love romance novels and I have heard other women talk about it like you and Julia do, but I thought it was lies or exaggeration. With my experiences, it wasn’t awful, but it most certainly wasn’t what others make it out to be.”

Kayla interrupts her again, “Well no shit! If you’ve never come then ya, it isn’t all that fucking great. Either he didn’t know what the hell he was doing or he was too selfish to care.”

“Or maybe it’s me? Maybe something is wrong with me?”

“I doubt it. But have you tried to give yourself one?” Kayla asks so nonchalantly that she may as well just have asked Grace what her favorite color was.

Grace’s face turns a furious shade of red, “Uh no, I haven’t.”

“This is fucking insane!” Kayla says, still not believing Grace’s unfortunate circumstance.

“Well how many have you had in a night?” Grace asks her now.

“The most I have topped off at was 6,” Kayla says smiling proudly, “and that was the night after I smashed his truck in. I’m considering doing it again sometime soon.”

We all burst out laughing, drawing everyone’s attention on us again. Kayla leans in, “We need to get this rectified Grace, and fast. I know just the person…” We wait with anticipation for who Kayla’s going to name. A beaming smile takes over her face, “Sawyer Evans.”

“No way!!!” Grace says, shaking her head vehemently.

I agree with Kayla, “Why not?”

“Because he is the most arrogant man I’ve ever met…”

“Exactly,” Kayla says cutting Grace off, “he’s cocky for a reason Grace. I mean, look at him. Don’t get me wrong, I think Coop is sexy as fuck but I’m not dead and you can tell Sawyer is the kind of guy who can back up that mouth of his. I’ll just bet that cocky mouth could do all sorts of things to you…”

“Oh god stop!” Grace says covering her ears.

“And just look what happened last night? I’ll bet he would be more than happy to help you out with your little problem.”

I look at them confused, “What happened last night?”

Kayla smiles, “Oh after you left Sawyer got all sorts of possessive and cranky when some guy got a little too touchy with Grace. He wouldn’t lay off when she told him to. Sawyer almost came to blows with the guy while defending Grace’s honor.”

Grace scoffs, “Ya but then he was all moody at me like it was my fault, which really ticked me off by the way. I mean it’s not like I knew the guy was gonna try to have sex with me right on the dance floor, for crying out loud. I’m telling you, no way. Sawyer is out of the question… that man drives me crazy.”

I smile thinking about Jaxson’s words last night to me:
Jesus woman, you drive me crazy.

I have a feeling Sawyer isn’t all that out of the question…