Probably, or some movie. But he's fixed on these demands, and once Freddy is fixed on an idea there's no way to change his mind until he gets bored. So we have to make him think you' re trying to put the deal together and let me work on him. I'll try to get as many people out of there as I can, and I'll try to talk Freddy out as soon as I see he's losing interest.
I don't want anyone hurt. Freddy is my best friend. He had a real rough time growing up and it screwed up his mind. Also, he's not too smart. If it's possible, I want to keep him, the warden, the guard, and those ladies alive.
What's in this for you? McDermott asked.
Nothing. I' m only in on a credit card fraud beef. I' m up for parole real soon. I just want everything back the way it was before Freddy went off on those people.
All right. Tell Clayton I' m working on getting him the plane and the money.
The hostages will need food soon, and water.
I'll see what I can do, McDermott said. And you' re doing the right thing by helping us, Marsh. I remember cons who do the right thing. He paused. And I particularly remember those who don' t.
The assistant warden waited until Charlie reentered the library. Then he turned to the guard with the buzz cut.
Find out where the SWAT team is and let's get some more men up here.
Are you going to wait for Marsh to work on his buddy?
I'll give him some time, but not much, McDermott answered, his close-set eyes concentrating on the library door as his mind swept through various scenarios, all of which ended with Freddy Clayton's bullet-riddled body being dragged out of the storeroom by his heels.
A RABID CONVICT holding three helpless women and a prison warden hostage is the answer to a twenty-four-hour news station's prayers, but there was no television or radio in the library, so Freddy was unaware of the media circus that had sprung up around the prison. Charlie knew about the news coverage because McDermott had given in to requests to let a pool of reporters from the papers and television into the prison. The lights on the TV cameras would flash on whenever he stepped out of the library door to continue his dialogue with McDermott.
During the next two days, Charlie shuffled back and forth between the storeroom and the hall outside the library as Freddy's patience dwindled to almost nothing. As it turned out, the assistant warden and Crazy Freddy had about the same tolerance for inaction. Charlie was constantly talking his friend out of cutting throats and McDermott out of sending in the troops. An arson expert had informed McDermott that the flammable qualities of the paint thinner would dissipate over time, upping the chances that the SWAT team could prevent major injuries if they acted fast enough. Charlie found out about this plan and squelched it by telling McDermott that Freddy kept dousing the hostages with more fluid whenever he grew bored.
The prison standoff came to a head on the third day. The close air in the storeroom stank of sweat, fear, and paint thinner. The hostages were exhausted, frightened, and depressed, and Freddy was at the end of his rope. He hadn't slept for more than twenty minutes at a time since precipitating the hostage crisis and his nerves were completely frayed. Charlie watched him pace back and forth in front of the hostages, the shiv clutched in one hand and the lighter in the other. Freddy would tense every time a thump-thump-thump signaled a helicopter passing overhead and grow even more tense when there was silence, which he took as the lull before a SWAT team stormed the storeroom.
This is it, this is it, Freddy mumbled under his breath. His eyes were bloodshot and his jaw was clenched so hard that his skin was drawn tight across his cheekbones.
Be cool, Freddy, Charlie said, trying to sound confident through his exhaustion.
The motherfuckers are stalling. The SWATs are coming any minute. I can smell them.
I don't think so. I really believe they' re getting the money together.
Freddy stopped pacing and stared at Charlie.
Bullshit.
Normally, Freddy yelled and ranted, but now his voice was calm and pitched low. His self-possession terrified Charlie.
They' re not sending a plane. They' re playing you. It's time to show those motherfuckers I mean business or they'll lose respect for me. Once that happens it's the SWATs for sure.
They'll definitely send in the troops if you send out a body. You'll be giving them no choice.
Freddy's shoulders sagged and Charlie knew that his friend had given up all hope of lying on the beach of a tropical island.
I don't give a fuck anymore. The SWATs come in, I' m a dead man. I go out there, I' m a dead man. You don't think some accident is gonna happen to me somewhere down the line if I survive today? Sending a body out is my only chance.
Freddy turned away from his friend and studied the hostages. Most of them were too tired and hungry to show emotion. Larry Merritt was the only one who had the courage to meet Freddy's eyes. Freddy pointed at the guard.
I'll slit his throat and you'll drag him out. Tell McDermott that a hostage dies every hour the plane and the money aren't here.
No, Freddy. Don't do this.
I gotta, bro. Ain't no other way.
If you kill him you' re killing me, too. They'll come in shooting and no convict is gonna walk out alive.
You can hide behind that, Freddy said, pointing to a broken, three-legged office desk that canted sideways, one corner touching the floor. Then you surrender. You' re smart. You can talk your way out. Me, I gotta act.
Freddy started toward the guard. Say good night, motherfucker.
Freddy started his downward thrust and Charlie hurled himself between the prison guard and Freddy's knife.
What the fuck! shouted Freddy as the shiv buried itself in Charlie's shoulder blade. Charlie was sprawled across the startled guard. Freddy jerked the knife out of Charlie's back and Charlie rolled sideways so he could see his cellmate.
Shit, he groaned. You stabbed me, Freddy.
What the fuck were you doing? asked his shocked friend.
Saving your life.
Charlie pulled himself into a sitting position and gathered his courage, still keeping his body between Freddy and Merritt. What he wanted to say was hard for a man to express.
I love you, Freddy.
What?
Not like that. I' m not queer. I love you like a brother. Hell, we are brothers. We don't have the same mother or father, but we' re more brothers than natural brothers. You hear what I' m saying?
Freddy looked stunned. Outside of bitches in the throes of passion, who he knew were just after his dope or money, no one had ever told him they loved him.
Charlie reached over his back and felt blood leaking from the knife wound. He grimaced.
You okay? Freddy asked with genuine concern.
No, man, I' m not okay. You fucking stabbed me. But I'd let you kill me if it would save your life. That's why I couldn't let you off the guard. If he died, you'd be a dead man for sure.
You'd die for me? Freddy said, trying hard to get his mind around the fact that Charlie was willing to take a bullet for him.
To save you, yeah. Hell, how many times have you rescued me? I can't count them. It's time for me to pay you back.
Oh, man, you don't owe me shit. You' re my friend, Charlie, my only friend.
Freddy's eyes filled with tears, something that hadn't happened since he'd built an iron shell around his feelings to shield himself from his father's vicious abuse.
Naw, Freddy, you got plenty of friends, Charlie lied, embarrassed by Freddy's unexpected and unprecedented display of emotion.
You' re lying, bro, but I ain't mad. I know you just want me to feel good, but I don' t. I know plenty of people fear me, but you' re the only one who cares. You protected me from my old man when he, well, when he done that shit.
Charlie felt a spasm of pain and moaned. Freddy knelt next to him and looked at his shoulder. The back of the blue prison-issue shirt was turning red. Freddy helped Charlie take it off, then made a compress by folding the shirt and tying it in place over the wound with his own. As he helped Charlie to his feet, Freddy noticed an empty liter bottle of cola that had rolled against the wall. A wave of strong emotion swept through him as he realized what he had to do. Then he threw his arms around Charlie and hugged him.
I' m sorry I got you involved in this, Freddy said when he'd released his friend. I wasn't thinking. You could have been killed, but I was just thinking of myself.
Hey, man
Don't say nothing, Charlie. Let me talk. You always think about me, man, but I' m a selfish bastard. It's time I did something for you. I' m setting everyone free. You' re gonna take them out of here. Tell McDermott I' m gonna surrender and face the music. I fucked up and I gotta pay.
That's great, Freddy. You' re doing the right thing.
Yeah, bro, I believe I am. Cut them loose and get your ass out of here.
Charlie felt lightheaded from his wound but he knew he had to move fast, before Freddy changed his mind. Charlie used the shiv to cut everyone's bonds. Then he gave it back to Freddy and led the hostages out of the storeroom.
It's Charlie Marsh, Mr. McDermott, he shouted through the library door. I've got the hostages with me. They' re free and unharmed. Don't shoot, we' re coming out.
The door opened and the hostages rushed into the corridor. Some were sobbing; others were too exhausted to show emotion.
Mr. McDermott, Freddy wants to surrender. If you go in now he'll give up, Charlie managed. He was feeling dizzy from blood loss and the pain was making it hard to think. Suddenly, Charlie staggered and collapsed to the ground next to Warden Pulliams.
Get a medic, the warden told McDermott. This man was stabbed saving Larry's life. He's a hero.
The captain of the SWAT team sent a medic over to Charlie. Then he and McDermott and several members of the SWAT team entered the library. The point man led them through the stacks until they could see the door to the storeroom. The captain used hand signals to place his men where they would have a clear shot.
Mr. Clayton, this is Assistant Warden McDermott. We' re grateful that you've released the hostages unharmed. Please come out now and we'll take you into custody. I assure
The storeroom door burst open to reveal Crazy Freddy Clayton. He was stripped to the waist and his sculpted body gleamed with sweat. In one hand he held his shiv; in the other he held the soda pop bottle. The bottle was filled with paint thinner. A rag had been stuffed through the neck and into the liquid. Bright flames were eating away at the rag.
FREEDOM OR DEATH! howled Freddy as three shots fired simultaneously by members of the SWAT team caught him in the chest.
Freddy staggered a step and the Molotov cocktail exploded, bathing him in flames.
C harlie Marsh had always been a nobody; an insignificant member of the human race who had left no mark on history during his time on Earth. Now he was a hero and, as Warden Pulliams was quick to point out to anyone who would listen, walking proof that the warden's theories of rehabilitation worked. What better example could there be than Charlie's willingness to sacrifice his life for that of his jailer?
The warden was wise enough to realize that many convicts would not view Charlie's actions in a positive light and would consider Freddy Clayton, who had died in flames rather than knuckle under to The Man, as the true hero of the prison standoff. To protect Charlie from those inmates who had not yet turned a moral corner, the warden sent Charlie to the county hospital to recuperate while he arranged for an early release, an appropriate reward for his gallantry.
The first evening Charlie spent on clean sheets in the air-conditioned luxury of his hospital room, the nurse tuned his television to the national news, where the prison standoff was the lead story. It was surreal, watching himself stagger out of the library behind the hostages and collapse to the floor while Mabel Brooks told the world:
That guard wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for Mr. Marsh. None of us would be alive. He threw himself between that knife and Mr. Merritt. And he kept that animal from setting us on fire. I know we'd all be dead if Mr. Marsh hadn't protected us. God bless him.
Charlie should have felt proud of his heroic actions and elated by his proximity to freedom, but the primary emotion he experienced was guilt. Was he really a hero? Had he thrown himself between Freddy's knife and Larry Merritt's body to save an innocent man or to save himself from being charged as an accessory to murder? And why had he told Freddy he loved him? Had he spoken from the heart or was he trying to distract Freddy to keep himself from being murdered for interfering with his lunatic friend's insane plan? Charlie had been living the con for so long that it was hard at times for him to divine his own motivations.
Life moved quickly for Charlie. While the parole board considered Warden Pulliams's recommendation for early release, he waded through offers from literary agents and movie producers. The offers were a surprise, and the fact that he was going to make a huge profit from Freddy's death increased his guilt. An image of Freddy Clayton in flames seared his brain whenever he thought about the money he was going to make. This image didn't deter him from hiring an agent or accepting a seven-figure movie deal and another seven-figure book deal for his autobiography, but it kept him from experiencing unfettered joy at his sudden reversal of fortune.