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When Kellen had returned from the Barrier, and she had healed him, Idalia had almost grown used to that, but then she received another unsettling reminder of how much things had changed. When she summoned up the power to heal her brother, no personal price was asked of her… and there was always a price to the Wildmage over and above the personal power expended.

But no longer. Wildmagery still drained her personal energy, just as it always had, but now no additional obligation was set upon her when she did her work, as if all prices had already been paid.

Perhaps they had. Perhaps accepting the greatest price she could pay had negated the need to pay any other. Ever.

As much as possible, she tried to forget the choice she had made, trying to live in the present moment, as the Elves did. When she was not with Jermayan, she went where she was needed in Sentarshadeen, or worked steadily at creating a store of items that would be useful later, when Shadow Mountain showed its hand at last. Tarnkappa were the most obvious of these; cloaks that would conceal all sight, sound, and scent of the wearer from enemy detection. Such things would be useful for spies and scouts.

But each one took sennights to complete, and she had other things to do as well; the distillation of medicines that only a Wildmage could make. The Elves were master herbalists, and she had learned many of the recipes she used from them, but even their most potent cures for Taint and Shadowed poison were stronger when infused with a Wildmage's power.

No one questioned the obsessive haste with which she worked. The Elves thought all humans rushed around anyway. Only Kellen would have noticed anything out of the ordinary in her behavior, and he was away from dawn until well after dusk these days, engrossed in learning all that his Elven Masters could teach him about the Way of the Sword.

Gone was the gawky unsure boy who had ridden into her forest clearing half a year ago on Shalkan's back, half-dead of his wounds. Gone even was the uncertain half-trained young Wildmage who had set out with Jermayan to destroy the Barrier. No one would ever call Kellen Tavadon clumsy again, in or out of armor. And now that he had accepted his Knight-Mage gifts, there was an assurance, a maturity to him that simply hadn't been there before.

And had he stayed in Armethalieh, there never would have been that assurance. Not with the way Lycaehn Tavadon tried to break his spirit! Idalia thought with a rare flash of spitefulness.

Idalia's happiest hours of all were spent with Jermayan in his home. Every hour—every moment—was a gift that might not come again.

And certainly would not last.

THE temperature had been dropping for the last sennight, and the morning frosts and fogs had been growing heavier. To complicate matters, though the rain had lessened recently, it had never really stopped. It had turned to sleet instead, so that everything became covered with an increasingly-thick shell of ice. Beautiful, but treacherous. Even the simplest journey became fraught with unexpected peril, and the newest article of outdoor wear was cleat-bottomed sabatons to strap over one's boots for the navigation of the ice-covered streets. Crews went out at intervals, day and night, to use simple, minor magics to break the ice from the tree branches, lest the branches themselves snap under the weight of the ice.

With all the ice, it was no longer possible for Kellen to work with Deyishene in the afternoons, as the practice-ground had become a solid sheet of ice, too slippery to use. Master Belesharon said he would be able to resume his practice once the snows came, for snow provided a less treacherous footing than ice, but at the moment, Kellen's afternoons were spent with extra sword practice.

It had also become necessary to begin laying out fodder for the horses, since the meadow grass was fast being covered by the ice. But neither activity took as much of his time as working with Deyishene had.

It gave him a lot of time to think about other things.

ONE afternoon he left the House of Sword and Shield early, and went home to change into his best clothes. He intended to go to the House of Leaf and Star and ask a favor of Ashaniel—if she would see him. And since he was going to ask a favor, it only made sense to look as if he really meant to approach the Queen with the greatest of respect.

When he opened the door—having stopped on the porch to shake frozen sludge from his heavy hooded cloak—he saw Idalia leaning over a large bowl on the table, peering into it intently. She glanced up when she saw him, startled.

"Kellen! I wasn't expecting you this early."

"I've got an errand to run, and I thought I'd change first. What are you doing?" he asked, coming over and peering down at the bowl. It was a large blue-glazed bowl of heavy pottery, filled to the brim with water.

"Scrying—or trying to. Normally I'd try this at one of the springs, but I'd rather not freeze solid. And I haven't been having any luck anyway." She sighed. "I've been trying to see what's been going on back in the Wildwood after the Scouring Hunt went through there. I've been trying to find out for moonturns, actually, but my scrying won't show me anything reliable."

"It's supposed to show you what you need to see, not what you want to see," Kellen reminded her.

"Yes," Idalia agreed. "And nothing I've seen makes any sense from that point of view either, really. Just a lot of flowers."

"Want me to try?" Kellen offered.

"Well, a change is as good as a rest, so they say," Idalia said. "If you wouldn't mind, I would be glad of your help." She sighed. "Perhaps I'm just trying too hard."

The ingredients—fern leaf (dried, at this time of year) and wine—were ready beside the bowl. Kellen cast four drops of the wine into the bowl and then floated a bit of the fern leaf on the water.

" 'You who travel between Earth and Sky, show me what you see,'" he said.

He remembered the first time he'd scryed, in the spring behind Idalia's cabin in the Wildwood. How reluctant and resentful he'd been at having to try, and how sure he'd been it wouldn't work. Now it seemed an obvious and natural thing to do.

The vision came immediately. The water in the bowl turned white.

"Snowstorm," Idalia said, since she could see what Kellen saw.

"Not really helpful," Kellen said, peering into the bowl. "Unless this just means there's a really, really big blizzard going on somewhere—or coming straight at us. Which it is, I can't tell. Even if there's something there I ought to see, I can't see it."

As if taking exception to his comments, the snowstorm faded, and was replaced with the image of a face.

It was a young man, about Kellen's age. His face bore the unmistakable stamp of Mage-breeding. He had auburn hair and pale blue eyes, and looked angry—or possibly scared. Or both. Kellen knew that feeling only too well. He was wearing the pale grey cap-robe-and-tabard of the Entered Apprentice. Wherever he was, it was dark, for Kellen and Idalia could see nothing more than his head and shoulders.

Then that image, too, faded, and the bowl held nothing but water once more.

Kellen frowned. "I think I know him—or knew him. But I don't remember his name. Why show me that, though? It's not as if I'm going back to Armethalieh—or an Apprentice is ever going to leave it."

"Who knows?" Idalia asked. "What I do know is that if I can't get any sense out of this pesky bowl of water, I think I'm going to have to take a trip over the Border to see for myself how things are in the Wild Lands. That will serve a double purpose, as I can warn the crofters and the High Hills that the Enemy is on the move again. Maybe I can convince Jermayan to go with me."

"I don't think you'll have much of a problem there," Kellen said, grinning. "I think you'd have a lot harder time keeping him from coming with you." He picked up the heavy bowl carefully and walked over to the sink to pour out its contents.

The Room of Fire and Water

AN HOUR LATER, suitably dressed, Kellen presented himself at the House of Leaf and Star.

Ice had turned the entire building into something magical, and the Elves, connoisseurs of natural beauty, had left it as it was. Every surface was covered with a thick sheet of nearly transparent ice, so that the House took on the unreality of a structure cast out of colored glass. Long icicles hung down from the eaves, and each one was filled with rainbows from the watery sunlight.

Kellen knocked at the front door, and, when it was opened, asked if the Lady Ashaniel would receive him—or to be more precise, he suggested to the august personage who answered his knock that it would give him very great pleasure to attend upon the Lady Ashaniel, if she happened to be at home, and was willing to take time from her busy day to allow him to do so.

"Be welcome within our house, Kellen Wildmage," the august personage told him, bowing.

Kellen bowed back—his bows were much improved, after a few fortnights under Master Belesharon's tutelage—and he followed the Elf into a small side parlor.

"I will see to your refreshment," the august personage said, closing the doors behind him as he departed.

It was only after he'd left that Kellen realized the man hadn't said he'd tell Ashaniel that Kellen was here, but he supposed she'd find out eventually. He doubted there was much that went on beneath her roof that the Lady Ashaniel didn't know about.

Even if he had to wait a long time, there was much here to keep his attention. At one end of the room was an enormous fireplace, its elaborate hearth stretching all the way to the ceiling. It was designed after the fashion of a dragon—the hearth being in the belly—and the outswept wings were carried out in tiles that covered the entire wall of the room. A cheerful fire leaped and crackled on the hearth. It was an astonishingly cheerful-looking dragon. Quite friendly, in fact. More like a winged cat with scales than a dragon; the artist had managed to convey the impression that this dragon not only did not mind that its belly was being used to warm the room, but positively welcomed the idea.

At the opposite end of the room, a fountain played. A column of water bubbled high into the air, falling back into itself and down into its catch-basin. There were glittering motes of color caught within the water; coming closer and inspecting it, Kellen realized they were tiny shapes of colored glass, but they were moving too fast for him to be able to tell quite what they were meant to represent…

"I see that the fire-and-water room pleases you," Ashaniel observed from behind him.

Kellen turned around. While he'd been studying the fountain, Ashaniel had entered the room, Morusil with her. A servant entered behind them, bringing a wheeled cart with tea-things.

"Yes, it does. Very much," Kellen answered honestly. Looking around—now that he was not so thoroughly distracted by the fountain—he could see that the end of the room with the dragon fireplace was decorated in reds and oranges and fire motifs, while the other end, where the fountain was, ran to greens and violets, and the walls were covered, not with tiles, but with seashells in every shape and size. It should have looked garish or busy, but somehow it managed to be a harmonious whole.

"And Morusil," he said, bowing. "I am happy to see you again."

"And I to see you, and to have the opportunity to thank you for bringing me such an eager student," Morusil replied.

"I am glad that Vestakia has found a friend in you," Kellen said, as sincerely as he could manage. "Your wisdom inspires her, and your encouragement heartens her."

"It is always a privilege to hear the words of the young," Morusil said. "But you will have come to visit with Ashaniel, and I do not wish to intrude."

"I don't wish to interfere with your plans, but I would welcome your company as well," Kellen said hopefully.

"Then we shall all take tea," Ashaniel said decisively.

They settled themselves around the fire, and the servant set out the teapot, the cups, and a plate of assorted cakes on a small table between them. When she had left, Ashaniel and Morusil began discussing the weather, and the prospects for the Winter Running Dance, which would be held on the first Full Moon after the first snowfall, which was expected any day now.

"Perhaps you will not wish to participate in the Dance, young Kellen—not everyone does, you know—but it is quite beautiful, and few humans have seen it," Morusil said.

"I am quite certain it is worthy of seeing," Kellen agreed politely. Elves do not rush, he reminded himself. And it would be nice to finally know what a "Winter Running Dance" was, since people had been mentioning it, one way and another, since he'd gotten here.

"But though we find your company agreeable, of course, and it has been too long since you visited the House of Leaf and Star, I think perhaps you did not come to talk upon these subjects," Ashaniel said with a teasing smile.

Kellen found himself smiling in return, half-dazzled, as always, by her beauty. "I am afraid I've come for something else, and perhaps to raise a subject that you will find tiresome, for I have probably spoken of it far too much for your comfort."

Morusil and Ashaniel exchanged a look, one that Kellen was unable to interpret.

"It is to be hoped that you will always feel free to speak your heart here in the House of Leaf and Star," Morusil said, after a pause. "Even if the ways of humans are not our ways, there is often much wisdom to be gained from listening to the words of those who are unlike ourselves."

The two Elves regarded Kellen expectantly.

Kellen took a deep breath, trying to get everything he was about to say organized in his mind.

"I know I'm not going to get this all right, but… at the Council meeting, I know you really didn't want to send someone to tell Armethalieh about the—the Enemy. Because, well, you didn't think it would do any good. And you thought it might make matters worse. And you might be right. But, well, what if—I mean, that might not be true. And they need to know. They hate De—the Enemy there. Really, they do! The reason I was cast out was that they believe that the Wild-mages are allied with—the other side. If they knew the Enemy were active again, they might not help us—they probably wouldn't—but they'd at least protect themselves. And that's important, too. So is there—Maybe there's some way to get a message to Armethalieh that they'd listen to. Because I think it's important to try, at least." He swallowed, his mouth gone dry despite his tea, feeling as if he must have sounded as clumsy as an untutored bumpkin. "And I think we ought to try as soon as possible; I can't tell you why I feel this way, because I don't know, and even though I've tried scrying, it hasn't told me anything. But I still do. That's all."