Authors: Antoinette Stockenberg
Plunge right in, or hang around the edges?
Plunge.
The crowd was thickest near the unlit tree. Several hundred citizens were drinking hot chocolate while they waited, as they did every December, for the mayor to plug in the cord and kick off the holiday. The first familiar face Quinn saw belonged to a beefy citizen wearing a jacket in the town's high-school colors. The man had been there awhile: his green cap was white with snow. When he saw Quinn, he did a double take.
"Leary
...
?
Leary!
What the
hell
are you doing here?"
"Coach," Quinn said, greeting him with a wary nod. "It's been a long time." He held out his hand.
Coach Bronsky stared at it as if it were a bloody stump. "You've gotta be kidding," he said with loathing. He swivelled his head left and right. "Where's your old man?"
"Beyond your reach now," Quinn shot back. "He died last month." He had wondered how he'd break that news to Keepsake. Now he knew.
"Dead!" The coach's face congealed into a dark pudding of anger and resentment. "You have a hell of a nerve, in that case. You think you can stroll up here
... announce that he's kicked the bucket
... and what? Have us carry you around on our shoulders again? You ran, Leary! You left us in the lurch. Left your team
... your town
... everyone. The two of you ran like a couple of scared dogs."
Quinn stood ramrod stiff under the attack, as if he were still a quarterback in the locker room after a so-so half. He didn't have to ask whether Keepsake High had won the state championship that year. The answer was a bitter, resounding no.
Offering no excuses, he said, "I'm not here either to apologize or to explain. I'm sure not here to gloat."
"Oh yeah? Then what
are
you here for?"
Quinn's response was a snort.
To find out who killed Alison. Shouldn't that be obvious?
"To look up old friends," he said after a deadly pause.
"You won't find any in Keepsake. Get the hell out. Now."
"Thanks for the advice—but I think I'll stick around."
With a snarl the coach said, "Vickers may have other ideas," and brushed past Quinn with the force of a fullback.
Caught off balance by the shove, Quinn staggered, but he managed to say cheerfully, "Sergeant Vickers! He's still around?''
"'Chief
Vickers now, pal." The coach muscled his way into the crowd, undoubtedly to spread the word.
Not exactly the welcome wagon, but it was about what Quinn had expected. He brushed heavy snow from his bound hair and the back of his neck and wished he'd bought a hat. Too many years in
La-La
Land
, he realized. He'd forgotten what a
New England
winter was like.
The cold wet snow set the mood for his next three encounters, the first of which was with the assistant librarian. When Quinn last saw her, she had been a thirty-year-old single woman who always had enthusiastic words of praise for a quarterback who actually read the novels and not the Cliffs Notes. The lady whom he approached was easily recognized as a grayer version of herself, but any enthusiasm was in short supply.
Quinn gave her a tentative smile anyway. "Hi, Miss Damian. Read any good books lately?'' It used to be a standard greeting between them.
The librarian stared over the rim of her uplifted paper cup. Her eyes got wide and she choked on her hot chocolate, then recovered enough to gasp, "It's you! My God, how did you get here?"
"American Airlines and Hertz," he quipped.
Her voice dropped a scandalized octave. "So your father's turned himself in! All these years people have been waiting, and now—"
"They'll have to keep waiting, I'm afraid. My father passed away last month."
She stared at him. Her distress seemed to increase. "Oh, but
... but how can we be sure?" she blurted out. "He could be a fugitive still!"
Quinn blinked. He hadn't anticipated that one. "Trust me," he said dryly. "He died in my arms on November twelfth."
"Yes
... yes, I'm sure you're right," she stammered. Then she threw down her cup and hurried away.
Quinn indulged in a wry smile. Freddy Krueger couldn't have frightened her more.
He reached down to the brown stain on the fresh-fallen snow and picked up the paper cup. Come the January thaw, he wouldn't want litter popping up all over the quaint town green. He was a gardener's son, and he'd been trained well.
He was at a loss during the next encounter. The woman clearly knew him—she was sneaking looks from the edge of the crowd—but he wasn't at all sure about her.
Finally he turned directly to her, a matronly woman whose apple-cheeked face was tightly wreathed in fake fur. "
Myra
? Myra Lupidnick?" he ventured.
"Myra Lancaster now," she said, coming forward with a nervous smile to shake his hand. "I thought it was you. How are you, Quinn?"
"Not bad. It's good to see you,
Myra
," he said with nostalgic affection. "Really."
Myra
was the first person in Keepsake to befriend Quinn after he and his dad moved into the gardener's cottage on the Bennett estate. Quinn had just turned eight. He had made out with
Myra
under the bleachers shortly afterward; it was
Myra
who had taught him how to French kiss. For at least a year after the Frenching episode, he'd convinced himself that he wasn't a virgin anymore.
"You settled in Keepsake, then?" he asked. She had always gone on about moving up and out of it.
"Sure! I got married—George Lancaster, remember him?"
"Tall guy, red hair?"
"He's a plumber now, and doing really good. We have
four kids. And a four-bedroom house in Greenwood Estates."
"Hey, that's great," he offered gallantly.
She didn't ask Quinn what he had been up to all those years, which was hardly surprising. He could see the struggle in her face as she debated what to say. Suddenly she seemed to give up the effort. She shrugged and murmured, "Well, I've got to go. The kids'll be wondering where I got lost. I
'll ... s
ee you," she said.
She fled from him as well, with only slightly less panic than Miss Damian, the librarian.
Shit. At the rate he was alienating people, he wouldn't find a friendly ear in the entire town. He had based his whole mission on the belief that after seventeen years, the citizens of Keepsake would have let their guard down about the scandal that had rocked the town like a West Coast earthquake; that they'd be mellowed to the point of apathy. So far, apathy was the only response he
hadn't
got.
He made his way through more of the crowd, searching for people he'd known. Near the cocoa-and-cookies table were stationed half a dozen carollers wearing Victorian capes and top hats. They had been alternating between Santa songs and Christmas hymns and at the moment were belting out a peppy rendition of "Let It Snow." As they sang, Quinn circled behind the listening audience, scanning their faces, looking for anyone who might be sympathetic to his side.
Instead he found the barber. Quinn practically knocked him over as he was making his way toward the gazebo. Tony something? Tony Assorio, that was it. The man looked the same, exactly the same: small, gray, and contained, like one of the bottles of mystery liquid that he kept lined up in front of the mirror on the na
rrow marble counter in his one-
chair shop.
"Mr. Assorio—Quinn Leary," he said, shaking his hand. "You used to cut my hair when I lived in Keepsake." Why Quinn expected the barber to remember him as a customer rather than as the son of a fugitive wasn't clear, even to him.
The barber scrutinized him, then said, "I remember. You always did have a good head of hair. Looks like you could use a trimmin' up," he added, eyeing Quinn's ponytail. "Come in tomorrow. Two-thirty. I have an opening."
"Uhh... yeah, well—thanks. I may do that."
The barber moved on, greeting people like a
Rhode Island
politician. Quinn made a mental note to drop in on him the next day. No one had his fingers on the pulse of a town more often than a barber.
Quinn paused where he was, not at all surprised that furtive glances were beginning to be cast his way. He had wanted people to know he was back, and he was succeeding; but he was surprised at how alienated he felt from them all. By the light of the nearby gas lamp, he was able to make out the time: four-seventeen. Soon the tree would be lit and people would begin to disperse. He was, he had to admit, disappointed. He'd hoped to meet a friendly face before then. Any friendly face.
The snow was falling now in big, paper cutouts that lay on his jacket for a mere twinkling before melting into oblivion. Quinn held up a sleeve and marveled at the sheer magic that was coming and going there. Whether it was the carollers or the children, the deer or the snowflakes—for an instant Quinn was a kid again, in harmony with the universe around him. God, how he'd missed
New England
.
He felt a tug on his jacket and, still smiling, turned to see a small boy looking up at him.
"Mister? Did your daddy really kill a girl in school?"
Quinn gazed down at the kid. He was six, maybe seven. What kind of parents talked about stuff like that in front of a six-year-old
?
"My dad didn't hurt anyone, sport," he said as gently as he knew how. "That was just a rumor."
"What's a roomer?"
"It's when someone tells stories that might not be—"
"Andrew!" a woman said shrilly behind the child. "Get over here right now.
Right
now!"
She rushed up to the boy and hauled him off with a brutal yank on his parka. For the first time since he'd stepped into the Currier and Ives scene, Quinn felt some of his resolve falter. If every citizen in Keepsake was going to treat him like a leper...
"Quinn, dear! Quinn! Yoo-hoo!"
Surprised at the enthusiasm in the voice, he turned in time to behold a petite, elderly woman angling a four-legged walker before her as she made her way by lamplight across the snow-covered grass. She wore a black wool coat and was muffled under several circuits of a fluffy red scarf; her red knit hat covered all but a few white curls. Only her eyes showed, and that was all he needed to see.
"Mrs. Dewsbury!"
It was his old English teacher, the first and only mentor he'd ever had. He'd had her for homeroom once and for English twice. Quinn had always known he was a natural athlete, but it was Mrs. Dewsbury who had convinced him that he could compete in the classroom as well.
She had to be eighty by now. He didn't like seeing her using a walker; but he liked the fact that she was still out and about.
"Mrs. Dewsbury, it really is you," he said, grinning as he approached her.
She lifted a welcoming arm for his embrace. He hugged her gently and kissed her cheek and said, "You look great. No kidding; you look great."
"Oh, tish! I'm old and decrepit and I've got two new knees that I don't trust a damn. And speaking of bones, I have one to pick with you, young man. Where have you been hiding for the last seventeen years? You might have let me know."
"Right. I'm sorry about that. We, uh, took up residence in
California
."
She cocked her head thoughtfully and said, "You know,
I'm not surprised. They hired your father, no questions asked out there, am I right?"
"Californians tend to do that," he agreed. "They get lots of practice with illegals."
"Hmph. Well, Frank Leary was a wonderful gardener, and the Bennett estate hasn't looked as good since. Just last fall—
early
fall, mind you!—their latest gardener went and flat-topped every rhododendron he could reach. The things looked grotesque, and after the inevitable winterkill, they looked even worse. Well, never mind. How have you been, dear? How have you
been
?
"
she demanded, squeezing his forearm through his thin jacket. "Oh, my," she added after she did it. "Do you still play?"
"Football? No, I left that all behind me."
"I always watch for you during the Superbowl."
He laughed and said, "I have a masonry business. I do a lot of stonework. I guess that's what's kept me in shape."
She pulled her scarf away from her face and snugged it under her chin. "And your father I just heard has passed on?"
Quinn nodded. "Last month," he said quietly. "Of a stroke. He didn't linger long
... two and a half weeks."
"I'm sorry, dear. I know how close you must have been to him."
Somehow Quinn didn't want to talk about it, despite—maybe because of—the sympathy he heard in her voice. He said, "Can I get you something? Hot chocolate?"
"Actually, I've brought my own refreshment." She reached into the leather handbag that was hooked on her walker and came up with a silver hip flask. "Blackberry brandy is what warms me these long, cold nights."