The dust was clearing. The black ship ran on, slowing now, because its sails were full of holes. It began to pass through the shadows of tall towers of rock around whose summits hopeful vultures wheeled. Some of the towers looked like crude, wind-worn statues, and perhaps they were, for all sorts of civilizations had made their mark on the old earth, and some had left some very strange things behind. The towers filled the desert ahead, whittled by the wind into flutes through which the dry breeze moaned. In their crisscross shadows Theo began to feel safe again.
The sand ship slowed, slowed, and came into a shady place where dwarf acacia trees grew. Grike flung out the anchor and furled the sails. He jumped overboard and scaled
one of the smaller towers, climbing the fissured rock quickly and easily like a steel lizard. He stood for a while on the summit and then clambered down, calling out that the pursuers had turned tail, and that nothing else was moving in the desert. The sand ship creaked under his weight as he came back aboard. Theo, who had always hated Stalkers, recoiled from him.
Grike sensed the boy's unease, "I will not harm you ," he said. "even if i wanted to, i could not."
"Why?" asked Theo, remembering how Grike had spared the man he'd caught during the battle. "That's what Stalkers are for, isn't it? Harming people?"
Grike's steel teeth gleamed as he tried to smile, " not in dr. zero's opinion."
"Dr. Zero?
She
built you?"
"i was built by the nomad empires. i am older than the storm. older than municipal darwinism. the last of the lazarus brigade. but i was rebuilt by oenone zero, and she must have altered me. now if i think of killing once-born, my head fills with pictures of all the once-born i hurt and killed before, and i cannot do it."
"Dr. Zero's
here!"
said Theo eagerly, remembering his promise to protect Oenone. "She's aboard Cutler's Gulp! She's called Lady Naga now. They said she was being sold to that trader Varney.... We have to go back! We have to help her!"
Hester, coming out of the cabin with food and the makings of a fire, looked coldly at him. "We don't
have
to do anything, boy. We're not going back. And if you mean Napster Varley, I saw his
Humbug
lift off from the Gulp as we were pulling
away. Anything he bought there he'll have taken with him."
Grike hissed like a thoughtful kettle. "WE COULD GO AFTER HIM."
"Not you as well!" cried Hester angrily. "For all the gods' sakes, Grike, she's the vet who neutered you! What do you care if she's been 'slaved?"
Noises came from inside Grike's armored skull. Theo wondered if they were the sounds of thoughts whizzing through the Stalker's brain. "IF I CAN FIND HER, SHE WILL TELL ME WHY SHE HAS DONE THIS TO ME. WE COULD GO NORTH, SELL THE SAND SHIP AND BUY AN AIRSHIP. NAPSTER VARLEY'S VESSEL IS SLOW. ITS WIDMERPOOL-12 AERO-ENGINES ARE INEFFICIENT. WE COULD CATCH IT UP DESPITE HIS HEAD START."
Hester turned away from him and kicked the gunwales of her sand ship. "I like the desert," she said angrily. "It's good. It's simple. It's clean. I can make a living here."
"YOU ARE NO MORE ALIVE THAN ME," said Grike.
"No?" Hester glared at him. She was good at glaring; she could glare better with that one eye than most people could with two. "Well, isn't that what you wanted? Didn't you always want to make a Stalker of me, so we could wander about dead together?" She appealed to Theo. "Grike wants to make me like him. That's the only reason he's stayed with me since Cloud 9 came down. He's not got the stomach anymore to kill me himself, so he's been waiting for one of these sand rats to do it for him. Then he'll take my carcass to his old friends in the Storm and get me Resurrected."
"Oh!" said Theo, horrified. Resurrection was the worst fate he could imagine, yet Hester spoke of it as if it were nothing.
"I won't care,"' she said. "I'll be dead. He can do what he wants with what's left."
"no," said Grike. If he could have whispered, he would have whispered it, but all Grike's words came out the same, loud and sharp and scraping. He wished Oenone Zero had done something about his voice instead of tinkering with his brain. He said, " when your death comes, i will have you resurrected, as we agreed long ago. but i can wait. i want to see you live again and be happy. you will be neither while you stay in this desert."
Hester sat down and hid her face in one hand. She was only in her middle thirties, but she looked ten years older, and very tired. Theo felt sorry for her. He wanted to put his arms around her, but he didn't think she'd like that. He glanced at Grike, but the Stalker seemed to have said all that he was going to.
"Mrs. Natsworthy," said Theo, "it's not just Dr. Zero who's in danger. It's lots of people. The truce depends on her. Who knows what General Naga might do if he doesn't get her back? He loves her."
"He's a fool, then," muttered Hester. "People shouldn't love each other. It only leads to trouble." She looked at Theo. "I don't care about your truce. I don't care about General Naga or this wife of his."
She jumped down onto the sand and started walking away from the ship, gathering dry acacia branches to make a fire. Although she kept her back to Grike and Theo, she knew that they were both watching her. She felt shivery, and cold despite the heat, as if she had a fever coming on, but she knew it wasn't fever.
At first, when she'd found herself alone with Grike, she had been terrified. She had remembered his ghoulish plans for her, and imagined that he was going to kill her at once. But when she learned that he couldn't or wouldn't kill, she had decided that Grike was the person she belonged with. Had it not been Grike who rescued her, all those years ago, after her own father tried to murder her? Grike had looked after her when she was a child, long before she met Tom; now her life with Tom was over, and she was with Grike again. There was a Tightness about it.
Anyway, she was glad of someone to talk to. During these months in the desert she had told him things that she had never told anyone before. She told him about her first meeting with Tom, and how she had fallen in love with him; about the
Jenny Haniver,
and Wren. And she told him how she had betrayed Anchorage, and murdered Piotr Masgard, about how she had driven her own daughter away.
Grike did not judge her the way a human being would have; he just listened patiently. Hester felt that when she had told him everything, then she would be able to forget her previous life; she would become as blank as the sand and the red-rock hills, and her memories would not be able to hurt her anymore.
And now this boy had dropped into her life like a shower upon the desert, making all sorts of things stir under the parched surface. Hope, for instance. Little dreams. She tried not to let them grow, but couldn't stop them. Theo was still in touch with Wren and Tom, and one day he might tell them of his meeting with Hester in the sand sea. She liked the idea that he might have something good to say about her. She
imagined her husband and daughter, in some far-off harbor, hearing that she had done something good again, just once, to balance all the bad things.
She turned and started lugging her bundle of branches toward the ship. "All right, old Stalker," she said when she drew near. "All right. All right then. Let's sell this old tub and find ourselves an airship."
13 Time to Depart
***
AMV Jenny Haniver
Murnau Air Harbor
21st May
Dear Theo,
I thought I should write to you, because I am starting on a journey, and it may be dangerous, and I shouldn't want to die and disappear and leave you thinking that I just hadn't got in touch because I couldn't be bothered. A wealthy Murnau gentleman, Wolf Kobold, has hired us to do a little exploring, and we have been in Murnau Harbor for the past week, loading provisions and making plans. Mr. Kobold has left now, gone north to a suburb he runs called Harrowbarrow. (He's important enough that he can just commandeer Abwehrtruppe airships to give him lifts, which makes you wonder why he needs us, but I think he
likes to do things for himself really, and not make use of all the privileges his position brings.) Tomorrow we shall fly out to join him on Harrowbarrow, and our journey will begin. So I am going to leave this letter at the Air Exchange and hope that they will pass it on to the captain of a westbound ship who will pass it on to someone else, and before the year's out it might, with luck, find its way to Zagwa, and to you.
This is all rather complicated to explain, but I shall try. It seems that some survivors may be living still among the ruins of London. This is news to me, because I didn't even know that London had any ruins--I thought it had been completely burned up. But apparently there are quite a lot of bits left, scattered about in the Out-Country west of the Green Storm fortress at Batmunkh Gompa. Wolf Kobold went there once, and wants to go back and find out more, and Dad is keen to take him, not just because of all the money he is paying us, but for old times' sake. And I want to go too. It sounds exciting: just the sort of adventure I used to imagine when I was stuck in Anchorage. I've seen old pictures of London, and heard Dad's stories of it, but imagine actually being there, and walking in the ruins of those streets Dad walked along when he was little! I'm a Londoner's daughter, which makes me a Londoner too, in a way; at least, it's part of me, and I want to see it nearly as badly as Dad.
Sorry, no time to write more. Dad is over at the air chandler's, and I promised him I would prep the Jeunet-Carots for takeoff before he gets back. Hopefully, by the time this reaches you, I will be safe in friendly skies again. If not, look for me in London.
Wren hesitated, then wrote carefully at the bottom of the page:
With love,
From Wren
She blotted the letter and started to read through it, then realized that if she did, she would lose her nerve and crumple it up, the way she had almost all her letters to Theo. She folded it quickly and slipped it into an envelope.
A few days earlier, while she was studying the price list in the window of a photographer's shop at the Murnau Air Exchange, Professor Pennyroyal's journalist friend Sampford Spiney had appeared and offered to photograph her for free. She had sat in the sunshine near the harbor mouth while his colleague, Miss Kropotkin, took half a dozen portraits, and Spiney chatted pleasantly and listened with interest to Wren's account of her adventures in Brighton. She had done her best not to expose any of Pennyroyal's fibs, though several times Spiney had picked up on something that contradicted one of the Professor's accounts. "He does tend to exaggerate a little," she admitted at last, and the reporter seemed quite satisfied.
The finished photographs had arrived at the
Jenny
's berth that morning. Wren thought they made her look grown-up and serious, and they didn't show her spots too badly, so she slipped one into the envelope along with her letter before she sealed it. She liked the idea that Theo would have it to remember her by if they never met again.
Letter in hand, she set off through the busy harbor,
making for the Air Exchange. She had not gone far when she met her father coming back from the chandlery, where he had been settling the
Jenny's
account. She guessed the bill had been fairly enormous, for not only had the little ship been repainted and refueled and overhauled, but Dad had bought a new compass and altimeter and filled her holds and lockers with tinned food and bottled water, and laid in stocks of rope and envelope fabric, spare valves and hoses and engine parts, enormous rolls of camouflage netting, and everything he could think of that might be needed on a voyage into hostile territory. Still, it was affordable enough when you remembered what Wolf Kobold was paying them, and Dad didn't look too shocked.
Wren waved to him, then remembered the letter and tried to hide it behind her.
"What's that?" he asked.
"Just a letter," said Wren. "I was going to ask one of the balloon taxi men to--"
Tom took the letter and looked at the address. "Wren!" he cried. "Great Quirke! You can't send this! If the Murnau authorities find out you're writing to somebody in Zagwa, they'll think you're a spy, and we'll both end up in a prison on the Niederrang!"
"But Murnau's not at war with Zagwa! The Zagwans are neutral!"
"They're still Anti-Tractionists." Tom put one arm around her shoulders and started to lead her back to the
Jenny.
"I'm sorry, Wren."
Just then, from a neighboring pan, they heard a loud, familiar voice. "Of course, I used to fly my own ships. Got
quite expert at it, riding the Boreal hurricanoes and so forth. But I can't be bothered on these little intercity hops. I remember a time in Nuevo-Maya when--"
Pennyroyal was strolling toward a smart and expensive-looking dirigible taxi, whose crew were waiting beside the gangplank for him to board. His companion, a handsome high Murnau lady in a dress that had probably cost more than the
Jenny Haniver,
was listening with great attention to his anecdote, and looked annoyed when he broke off to call out, "Tom! Wren! How are you, my dears? Have you met my dear friend Mrs. Kleingrothaus? We are just on our way up to Airhaven. We have been invited to dine with Dornier Lard, the airship magnate, aboard his sky yacht there."
"Airhaven!" cried Wren. "Then you could take this letter for me, couldn't you? Just leave it at the harbor office and ask them to put it aboard a ship bound for Africa."
Pennyroyal glanced at the envelope as she pressed it into his hands, along with a silver coin to pay for postage. "Zagwa?" he hissed. "Good lord...."
"I know the Murnauers would not approve, but you aren't afraid of them, are you?" urged Wren.
"Of course not!" said Pennyroyal at once, with a glance at his companion to make sure she understood how brave and helpful he was being. He tucked Wren's letter into the innermost pocket of his coat and winked slyly at her. "Never fear, Wren! I shall make sure young Ngoni gets your billet-doux if I have to take it to him in person!" He looked at Tom. "I noticed at the Air Exchange that you are scheduled to leave Murnau tonight."