“No.” Reynolds’s gaze narrowed sharply. “What child?”
“She called me earlier in the week, saying she’d had my child, a son she named Devin,” he admitted, the grit in his eye burning from the lack of sleep. He’d driven straight through from Colorado Springs to this little hole-in-the-wall place outside of Laramie, where Abby’s body had been found earlier that day. He’d shortened the nearly four-hour drive into three; it was a damn miracle he’d arrived alive. “She told me to meet her at this little diner, some greasy-spoon place about forty miles south from here,” he said. “But she never showed. I should’ve known something went wrong.”
“How well did you know the victim?”
“Not well,” he said, embarrassed by his admission. He wasn’t the kind to sleep around, but he’d met Abby while away at a medical conference in the hotel bar. One thing had led to another and before he’d known it, they’d stumbled to his room for drunken sex. Not his finest hour, for sure, and one he hadn’t planned to ever repeat. “We had a one-night stand a little over a year ago. I hadn’t seen or heard from her since, until she called saying she was in some kind of danger and needed money.”
“And you sent it to her?”
He nodded. “Ten thousand.”
At that, Detective Reynolds paused, speculation in his flat, squinty eyes. “Ten large, eh? That’s a lot of money to send to a virtual stranger.”
“She wasn’t out to scam me. I heard the fear in her voice. She was terrified.”
“Some women are good actresses,” Reynolds said with a subtle shrug. “You believed it was your kid before a paternity test?”
“Yes,” he said, growing angry at the detective’s implication that Abby had duped him for some reason. This was starting to feel like less of a good idea as he sat across the table from the detective. “Let’s get to the point. There’s a woman dead, and her child is missing. Are you going to put out an Amber Alert or am I going to have to go up the ladder for some results?”
“Cool your jets, hotshot,” Reynolds said, his tone hard. “Of course we’ll issue an Amber Alert but let me tell you what I’m seeing.... Motive.”
“Motive?” Rafe stared, unable to fathom what the hell the detective was getting at. “What kind of motive?”
Reynolds leaned back in his chair, his gaze never leaving Rafe, watching his every move as if Rafe was some kind of deranged killer who might jump for his throat at any minute. “Maybe you’re pissed that she duped you for a kid that wasn’t yours? Ten large is a lot of money. But then, I hear doctors make good money. Better than cops, that’s for sure.”
Rafe ignored that. “He’s my son. I don’t need a paternity test to confirm what I see with my eyes—that he looks just like me. And what kind of killer drives four hours to the police station to help identify the body and then leaves a DNA sample?” he asked in disgust. “You need to look into the last place Abby was before she was killed. The news report said the one thing the murdered women had in common was this place called Cold Plains.”
Reynolds grunted. “Nice place. Ever been there?”
“No.” He bit back his irritation at the man. “Does the name Samuel Grayson mean anything to you?”
“Should it?”
“I don’t know,” Rafe said, frustration getting the best of him. “But Abby…she was running from this Cold Plains.... I did some looking around, and I guess this Samuel guy runs the town. Maybe you ought to ask around, do some actual investigative work,” he muttered under his breath.
“I don’t tell you how to be a doctor—how about you zip your lip when it comes to police work?” Reynolds growled, bristling at the insult. But he relented, as if realizing Rafe’s suggestion had merit, and said, “I know a guy in Cold Plains, Bo Fargo. He’ll know if there’s something hinky going down in his town. I’ll make some inquiries,” he said then slid a card across the table. “We’ll be in touch. If a child turns up and he matches your DNA profile, we’ll call. In the meantime, don’t do anything rash like leave the country.”
It was everything Rafe could do to keep a civil tongue. He’d get no satisfaction from the local law enforcement; that much was abundantly clear. They were too busy eyeing him for the crime rather than chasing down any real leads. Abby had been shot, execution style, in the back of the head, and then her body had been dumped in a wooded area. If a hunter hadn’t come across her body, likely the wildlife would’ve taken care of any evidence left behind. If he wanted answers, he’d have to find them himself.
He was going to Cold Plains.
Ah hell,
a voice in his head said, worrying about the everyday details of his life—his practice and his patients, mostly—but all he had to do was pull that picture and stare into those baby eyes and know none of that mattered until that boy was safe. Tears stung his eyes and he blinked them away, focusing to a narrow point out of necessity. If he allowed himself to slip into the fear that ate away at his control, he’d lose whatever edge he might have that could help him find his son.
Who are you kidding? You’re not a cop, man,
the voice intruded again.
Leave it to the professionals.
Professionals like Detective Reynolds with his cold eyes and ignorant small-town disposition? Not a chance. He was a smart man, capable of figuring a few things out on his own. He wished he’d known more about Abby. Why hadn’t he tried to find her after that night? They’d had good chemistry. Her soft laugh had been like a warm caress. Or maybe he’d just been really drunk. No, that couldn’t have been it entirely. Abby had had something special. The only reason he hadn’t pursued her after that night was because of his single-minded career focus. Well, that, and the discomfort of having to tell people that they’d met in a bar and hooked up after tequila shots. He scrubbed his face, pushing away the sting of guilt. Now wasn’t the time for that—he’d have plenty of time to twist with remorse after his son was found.
If
he was found. No, don’t think like that. He would find him. That was a promise.
Until then, he had to be ruthless with himself.
And everyone he came into contact with. All that mattered was his son.
Chapter 2
Present day…
D
arcy Craven’s stare drifted over the familiar items of her childhood, standing in her mother’s—scratch that, as of two days ago,
adoptive
mother’s—living room, and she wondered how such a big secret had been kept from her.
She was not the biological daughter of Louise Craven but rather the daughter of a woman Darcy had never known existed until today. If she weren’t cracking in two from grief over Louise’s death, she would’ve thought she was numb inside. But no, there was a pulsing raw wound inside that gushed each time her heart beat. She’d been lied to, but worse was that her mother had been forced to give her up because she’d been in danger.
She couldn’t muster an ounce of anger against Louise, but she wished she had more answers than what she’d been left with.
“I never wanted you to find out, but you need to know,” Louise had rasped from her bed, the cancer eating her from the inside out, stealing her breath along with her strength.
“Shhh,” Darcy had urged, distressed over how Louise was exerting herself when the doctor had plainly told her to rest. “Whatever it is, it’s fine,” she said, trying to soothe her. She checked the morphine drip. Louise was dying; there was no coming back from that ledge now that the cancer had metastasized from her pancreas. All they could do was offer her comfort, which was why she was home instead of the hospital, and Darcy wanted to make sure that her mother died in peace. “You need to rest.”
“Darcy, honey, I’m dying. We both know that,” Louise said, her shoulders shuddering on a cough. “But before I go I have to tell you something that I’ve been carrying around since the day you came into my life.”
At that Darcy stilled, a knot settling in her stomach even as she tried to logically explain away the feeling. The doctors had warned her that the high-octane narcotics could cause erratic behavior. “What are you talking about?” she asked. “In the overall scheme of things, I’m sure it’s not as big as you think it is.”
“Darcy,
listen,
damn it.”
Her mother never cursed. “What’s wrong?” Darcy asked, settling to meet her mother’s stare.
A single tear oozed out from the corner of Louise’s eye, and she appeared to sag into the mattress a little farther, but she rallied with a brief show of strength as she clasped Darcy’s hand. “There’s a picture in my jewelry box,” she started, and Darcy shook her head.
“Mom, I’ve been in your jewelry box a thousand times. There’s no picture,” she said.
“There’s a false bottom. Open it and bring it to me.”
Darcy gaped. A false bottom? That unsettled feeling returned with a vengeance. Her mother was not the sort to hide things in secret. She’d been a PTA mom, for crying out loud. She’d baked cupcakes and cookies for bake sales and had volunteered on the safety patrol. She wasn’t the kind of woman who harbored secrets. Yet, here she was, knocking on the bottom drawer to find, yes indeed, it had a false bottom. She gave a gentle tug and the top popped up, revealing a single photograph, aged and yellowed, of a beautiful woman. She flipped it over, but there was nothing written on the back. She returned to her mother. “Is this it?” she asked quizzically, handing the photo to Louise.
Her mother took the photo and stared, her eyes filling. She passed a shaky hand over the image of the smiling young woman, and she closed her eyes, as if seeing the photo brought back painful memories.
“Who is she?” Darcy asked. What was going on? Wasn’t there enough tragedy in the Craven household without the added burden of some secret that she was fairly certain she didn’t want to know? She maintained a façade of calm, but inside she felt nauseous.
“Your biological mother,” Louise answered, that single admission kicking the bottom out from Darcy’s world as if the only mother she’d ever known dying from cancer wasn’t a big enough blow. “I’m sorry…you were never supposed to find out this way but there’s power in knowledge, and my darling sweet girl, you’re going to need all the power you can muster to stand up to that man.”
“What man?” Darcy asked hollowly, her bewilderment giving way to shock. “What are you talking about? You’re my mother. I don’t even look like her. This is crazy talk—”
“There isn’t a lot of time,” Louise cut in, yet was stopped short as a racking cough stole the air from her lungs. Darcy helped her drink some water, but it was several moments before Louise could speak again. Darcy’s thoughts were spun out on a surreal setting. Surely this was happening to someone else, not her.
“Darcy, your mother was a good friend of mine even though I was a bit older than she was. Her name was Catherine. She got pregnant at seventeen and entrusted you with me when she had to run. At first I thought she would return, but as the years went on, I realized she wasn’t coming back. I raised you as my own, and I couldn’t love you more than if I gave birth to you myself.” Louise’s weak grip on Darcy’s hand tightened and Darcy knew her mother wouldn’t lie. Still, it was a lot to take in and, frankly, Darcy was not above wanting to shut it all out and forget she’d ever heard it. “There’s more,” Louise said, the urgency returning to her voice. “Your mother was involved with a very dangerous man. And he’s only gotten more influential as time has passed. You might’ve heard of him. His name is Samuel Grayson.”
Darcy startled, the name jumping out at her from a recent news story on rising cult leaders. “That’s the man who’s running that town outside Laramie? The one who claims he’s found the secret to running a perfect society? He’s a nut,” she said, horrified.
Louise agreed with a weak nod. “The very same. He’s got a whole town of followers now, and there’s no stopping him when he’s got something in his sights. And I’m afraid for you.”
“Why? Does he even know about me?”
“I don’t know,” Louise admitted, a shudder wheezing from her frail chest. “But I couldn’t let you face the future without knowing. There’s a possibility…that he may have done something to Catherine.”
“How do you know?”
“I haven’t heard from her in a long time, years, actually.”
Darcy swallowed. “You…had contact with her?”
“Not truly, honey. A postcard here and there. Just something to let me know she was all right. I never had an address or a phone number. She was scared that if she was too close to you, he’d find you. She loved you so much, she wanted to make sure you were always safe. But the last postcard came years ago. I’m afraid something happened to her, and the only person who would’ve had reason to hurt her was Samuel Grayson. You have to promise me you’ll stay away from that man. He’s evil.”
Darcy nodded. At that moment she’d have agreed to anything to ease the torment in her mother’s eyes. That was two days ago. And her mother was gone. She was alone.
Something toxic burned in Darcy’s chest—a combustible mixture that was equal parts rage and grief with a healthy dose of insatiable need to know the truth about her mother—and she knew she’d lied to Louise.
She had to know where her mother was, had to know if she was safe and she had to know what part Samuel Grayson played in this whole twisted drama that had somehow attached itself to her formerly happy life.