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Authors: Kathryn R. Blake

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Finding his words as seductive as his sinful fingers, Kelly went back up on her toes again. She was going to lose it now. She knew it. “Ahhh. Please, Sir. Please. I beg you–”

“All right, Kelly. You’ve pleased me greatly tonight, so you may come.” Then he caressed her exactly where she needed his touch. The nerves inside her flared to life faster than flames from a torch put to dry kindling. Heat engulfed her as pleasure sizzled through her veins. With her neck arched, her vision blazed white as she screamed out her orgasm while he continued to milk every delicious ripple out of her until the tingling spasms ceased, and she flew on a cloud of ecstasy–lighter than a feather.

* * * *

Jim watched the girl come apart under his guiding fingers with pride. He was right. She was beautiful when she gave into the pleasure he drew out from her depths. Oh, he wanted her. His desire to be inside her at that moment was so strong, he suspected his aching balls had turned a dark blue.

Unwilling to let Kyle see how intensely Kelly had affected him, Jim took a deep breath, then turned back to his friend with a casual, almost indifferent expression. “I think we can work together. She needs a bit more tutorin’ on obedience, but she appears to want to please, which is good. I’d like a little down time with her before I take her over to the medical station to give her a full examination, measure her for a few toys, and then administer a thorough cleaning. Any objections?” After Kyle shook his head and moved to leave, Jim wanted to shout out his victory, but held off celebrating when the other Dom stopped and turned back.

“Look me up tomorrow, if you get the chance,” Kyle requested. Jim knew Kyle was still fond of Kelly, even if he no longer wanted to master her. And though he understood why, the knowledge Kyle had been the one to previously pleasure Kelly caused a fierce stab of jealousy to pierce Jim’s ego … which surprised him. He wasn’t usually this possessive over subs, especially not new ones.

“I’d like to know how things go,” Kyle added.

“Will do,” Jim replied with a nod, careful to support Kelly’s weight before releasing her from her bondage. She felt so small and fragile in his hands, and yet he’d experienced firsthand the depth of her inner strength and passion. Her arousal and subsequent climax still surged through his blood like a potent aphrodisiac. Once he got her released and secure in his arms, she gave a soft moan of pleasure and curled into him with a sigh. Trust.

While pressing his lips against Kelly’s hair to let her know how much she’d pleased him, Jim realized Kyle still watched them. Masking his eagerness to be alone with his new girl, he turned to reassure his fellow officer. “I’ll make sure she gets home safely,” he promised, holding his lovely, sensual, satisfied bundle close to his heart, his feelings for her deeper than he wanted to admit … even to himself.

Once Jim had wrapped Kelly in a soft, pink, velour subbie blanket, he carried her over to an unoccupied couch in one of the many resting stations, and stretched her out. Aware just how rough he’d been, he wanted to ensure her extremities didn’t cramp on her. So, he began a slow, thorough massage, starting with her tiny feet, and following up those incredibly long legs and torso, all the way to her slender wrists.

She moaned softly as he worked her muscles, but didn’t come to full consciousness. She wasn’t insensible, merely flying high on endorphins.

Jim knew from experience that after he’d examined her and taken her through a thorough bowel cleansing process, she would be far too drained to make love. But his cock was so hard now, he doubted he’d be able to go the entire night without claiming her. She’d probably be more than willing, submissive little thing that she was, but he didn’t want to take unfair advantage of her. If she wasn’t too sore, maybe they could appease their appetites in other ways. He’d have to see. And it was his decision to make, not hers.

In any case, he intended to keep her as long as she’d stay with him. He planned to show and teach her things she never dreamed of before, while making sure she found all the pleasure and satisfaction he could give her.

When he’d finished the massage, Jim picked Kelly up to cradle her on his lap and rock her as he murmured inconsequential nothings into her ear until she fell asleep.

As he watched her rest, he noticed a small furrow appear between her eyebrows the moment he stopped talking. Testing a theory, he talked about how he enjoyed galloping on a horse through wide open plains and her forehead smoothed out again. She was listening to him, and wanted to hear him talk. So, he obliged her with more silly chatter about clouds, swimming naked in rivers, and spying on girls swimming naked in the same rivers. Seeing a soft smile curve her lips, he marveled again at how trusting she was of him to care for her when she was most vulnerable.

Such trust was a rare gift, not often offered on the first day of a relationship. At least not in his experience. And knowing Kelly was unconditionally offering him hers filled Jim with a strong need to shelter and protect her. Although his desire to keep her safe didn’t alter his plans for the evening, it did make him hope he could get her through these next few hours without scaring or upsetting her.

After about a half-hour she blinked her eyes open and gazed up at him. “Welcome back, sleepy head,” he murmured with a smile.

She blinked again then turned her face into his chest and stifled a yawn before gazing up at him with an apologetic expression. “Did I really fall asleep on you? I’m sorry.”

He shook his head. “Don’t be, darlin’. I wanted you to rest, so I just kept talkin’, figuirin’ that would knock you out quicker than a shot of whiskey.

She smiled, then frowned. “Why did you want me to sleep?”

“I am very pleased with you, Kelly, and decided you deserved a rest after what I put you through. That’s beside the fact you’re a pretty little armful, and I like holdin’ you.”

Her smile turned soft and sexy. “Are those the only reasons I’m sitting on your lap now, Sir?”

“No, darlin’, but they’re the best reasons.”

“And what other reasons might you have for cuddling with a sub, Sir?”

He chuckled and lightly pinched her chin. “You are a curious little subbie, aren’t you?” At her smiling nod, he relented. “Well, I’m not in the habit of explainin’ myself, but you’ve been so good, I’ll make an exception this time.” She gazed up at him with a guileless expression. “Next we’re gonna be doin’ some things that might be a bit difficult for you. So, I wanted you rested and ready.”

Her smile dimmed and her bright blue eyes took on a wary look, but she didn’t attempt to pull away or even sit up on his lap. “What sort of things, Sir?”

CHAPTER THREE

Jim regarded her carefully. “Does it really matter, darlin’? Unless you safeword, you’ll be doin’ ‘em, whether you want to or not. And I think you already know that. Don’t you?”

“Yes, Sir.”

“That’s my girl. Now do you need water or a chance to pee before we go on?”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Okay, up you get, then,” he ordered, shifting her so she sat up on his lap. “Take a moment and get your bearin’s. Know where you are?”

Making no attempt to leave her nest on his knees, she looked around and nodded. “Yes, Sir.”

“Good. Then head on over to the bathroom, and I’ll meet you back at the Medical Station when you’re ready to begin.”

“Medical Station, Sir?” she asked, her voice emerging as little more than a squeak while her lovely face crinkled with worry.

“Yup, that’s the place,” he answered, helping her up to make sure she could stand on her own without faltering. Once he was assured she was steady, he removed the blanket and gave her round, pert bottom a playful swat. “You have fifteen minutes, sub, before I come lookin’ for you. And if I have to do that, you’re not gonna be happy about what’ll happen when I find you. I promise.”

She swallowed and gazed at him with such unease now, he instinctively knew she’d need a touch more reassurance or she’d work herself into a panic. Giving her fingers a light press, he lowered his voice and murmured, “Don’t you worry none, Kelly girl. I’ll take real fine care of you, I promise. And, if you’re good, and do exactly as you’re told, I’ll make sure you also get plenty of hugs and kisses. Okay?”

Still a little unsure, she nodded, then obediently trotted off in the direction of the bathroom. He watched her hips sway, enjoying the view until she was out of sight. Yeah, he wanted her all right, and bad. Shifting his stance, he adjusted himself and strode over to the medical station to get everything set up and ready to use. George, a young Dom in training, worked as an attendant at the station. His job was to aid the senior Dom with whatever he needed and to help soothe the sub if she grew anxious while her Dom was occupied … elsewhere.

Jim had worked with George before and liked his style. The young man had the right touch of firmness mixed with a soothing gentleness the subs responded to. In another month or so, he figured George would be out on the floor, working his own girl into a climax through the sort of painful pleasure only a Dom could provide.

About ten minutes later, Jim noticed Kelly standing a small distance away, hands behind her back, watching him with a wary, doe-eyed expression. Smiling, he crooked a finger at her, but rather than come to him, her face crumbled, and he knew she feared what he intended to do.

Giving a slight shake of his head, he opened his arms in invitation. “Come here, Kelly girl. I’m not gonna hurt you.”

She ran over and curled against him as if she wanted to escape inside his body while her small frame trembled something fierce. Hugging her close, he soothed her for a minute. “Hey there, girl,” he scolded gently. “You’ve been to a doctor’s office before, haven’t you? Well, this first step won’t be any worse than that, I promise. And once it’s over and done with, we’ll talk about the rest. All right?”

He felt her nod against his chest. Not an appropriate response, but he let it slide. She’d agreed, despite her fear, so he pressed his lips to top of her head, and when she glanced up, he kissed her lightly on the lips.

Though Jim had only meant to offer a quick peck to reassure her, Kelly immediately went up on tiptoe and wrapped her arms about his neck, desperate for more.

A part of him longed to give in to her unspoken desire, but he drew her arms down and held her wrists. “Easy, Kelly girl. Easy. Okay, come with me, hop up on the table, and lie back. She shook her head, but allowed him to lift her up and position her. However, when he reached for the restraints, she placed a hand on his arm.

At his questioning frown, she whispered, “Please, Sir. I’m afraid of being tied down.”

Realizing this could be serious, Jim stopped and gazed at her with concern. “You weren’t afraid of being restrained when I chained you up a little bit ago. So, what’s got you all atremble now, darlin’?” With her lips drawn into a tight line and her eyes scrunched up to keep from crying, she shook her head. So, he pressed his finger over her mouth. “Easy there. I can see you’re scared, sugar, so I gather somethin’ bad happened when someone tied you up before. Is that right?”

“Yes, Sir,” she affirmed softly, so he bent down to give her another quick peck.

“I’m not him, Kelly girl. I will honor your safe word if you wish to use it, but if you do, I will help you get dressed and take you home. That will be it between us.”

Tears had started to fall, and she shook her head again, clearly not wanting that either. So, he bent closer and pressed his lips to hers in a deeper kiss, which brought a responding tug to his groin and her arms wrapped around his neck again. Rather than scold or pull away, he lightened the kiss and palmed her face between his hands.

“I know you’re upset, darlin’, and I’m gonna do what I can to reassure you, but this is a matter of trust. Now, I’m not a doctor, and this isn’t a doctor’s office, though it is meant to look like one. This is BDSM Kelly, so I get to say what we do, not you. And I want you securely tied down for my peace of mind, not yours. So, what’ll it be? Do I take you home, or do we continue?”

“Can you at least tell me what you’re planning, so I won’t feel so afraid, Sir?”

He seemed to be making exceptions left and right for her when he should be reprimanding and reestablishing his dominance. Except that would only make him feel like he was browbeating a child. Instead, he gently drew her arms down and placed his hands over hers. “For right now, I’m just gonna examine you, darlin’. I want to see your private parts inside and out. I want to see what brings you pleasure, or find out now if somethin’ I wanna do might cause you problems. Now, I won’t be far. I’m gonna be sittin right between your legs, so I’ll probably wanna steal a couple of kisses while I’m there, but Master George here is gonna help you, too. He’ll hold your hand and talk to you if you need him to. Does that help ease your fears any?”

She nodded. “Yes, Sir. Thank you, Sir.”

“Very good. So, I’m gonna bring this strap under your breasts and secure it, then I’ll put one over your hips. We’re also gonna strap your feet to the stirrups and your wrists to the table.”

“Could you please leave my hands free, Sir?”

Jim shook his head. “No, Kelly. It’s all or nothin’. So, what do you say?”

She turned from him for a second, so he grabbed another tissue and turned her back to face him. With the gentlest touch possible, he wiped away those small traces of her unhappiness and soothed her by running his fingers through her hair. “All better?” he asked when her tears stopped. She nodded uneasily. Again, not an appropriate response, but he let it go. “That’s my brave girl. I’m gonna strap you in tight now, so take a deep breath and relax.”

Receiving another nod, he made sure she was well-secured to the table, pausing a moment to catch her gaze before he fastened her wrists. Then Jim checked her pulse and respiration while George positioned her feet in the stirrups and strapped them in place. First step accomplished without too much stress. Her breathing was a trace faster than normal, but her color looked good and she was fairly relaxed. She tensed a little when George touched her legs, but Jim held her chin for a moment and shook his head, so she closed her eyes and allowed George to position and secure her feet to the stirrups.

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