A Highland Knight's Desire (A Highland Dynasty Book) (37 page)

“Very well.” She curtsied. “Do you need your dressing changed?” she asked, trying to keep the longing from her voice.

He looked at Gyllis and frowned. “Mother has seen to it—the healer has been tending me.”

Meg had thought that might have been the reason she’d not seen Duncan more.
Mothers could be meddlesome
. She wanted to comment about her disappointment, but anything of the like with Gyllis present would have been untoward. “Until supper, then?”

He again bowed. “Ladies.”

Gyllis giggled as he took his leave. “I do not believe I’ve ever seen my brother so serious.”

Meg cringed. Hopefully whatever he needed a private audience for was not grave. Wincing with the trepidation crawling up her spine, she hid her misgivings by wrapping her arm around Gyllis’s shoulder and leading her toward the stables. “In my opinion, Sir Sean is an accomplished horseman. Do you like to ride?”

Trotting through the Glen Orchy wood with Gyllis did nothing to settle Meg’s nerves. By the time the ram’s horn announced the evening meal, Meg had herself convinced that Duncan would use the healer to tend his wounds from here on out, her avens oil had caused a rash, and he’d decided to take her back to Tantallon at his first opportunity.

She clutched the claw against her midriff and squeezed. If only she weren’t a cripple, she might find happiness in this life. She stood outside the solar door wondering if Duncan was already within. Meg stared at the latch, deliberating as to whether to turn tail and lock herself in Gyllis’s room, or collect her wits and continue on with it.

Should she knock?

Meg slapped her cheeks to clear her head. She wasn’t one to dally and she most certainly wouldn’t start now. With a deep inhale, she grasped the latch and pushed open the door. Then she gasped.

Duncan snapped his gaze to her and quickly stood. Meg had never seen a man look so magnificent. He wore a forest-green plaid emboldened with a hint of yellow in Highland style, gathered around his waist and pulled over his left shoulder, held by a large brooch with an amethyst center. Beneath, he wore a quilted black doublet atop a ruffled linen shirt.

His black hair was combed away from his face and touched his shoulders in thick waves. He’d shaved since Meg had seen him that morning. His chin almost glistened, and when he looked at her, his eyes turned dark, as if telling her to step inside and lock the door behind her.

She did exactly that.

“Lady Meg, you look lovely this evening.” He approached and raised her hand to his lips. “Thank you for meeting me. I’ve no idea what I would have done if you hadn’t come.”

Meg allowed him to lead her to a seat. Then she noticed the lavish display of food upon the table. “Will the family be dining with us?”

“Not this eve.” He chuckled. “This night my desire is for you not to want for anything.”

So much extravagance when he’s planning to send me back to Tantallon on the morrow?
Meg sat in the chair he held and looked closer at the dishes spread on the table. Pheasant stuffed with sweetmeats, apple pottage with currants and aromatic spices, lamb shanks, stewed dates, and a trencher of hearty bread.

He reached for a glass bottle with a wide, flat bottom. “This wine is from our finest vintage.” Duncan poured for Meg and then for himself. He held up his goblet. “To us.”

Meg lifted hers and arched a brow. “Us?”

“Yes, I wanted to enjoy a delicious meal with you before I . . .”

She couldn’t breathe. “Yes?”

“Before we partake in the most scrumptious dessert.”

The delicious scent of cloves wafted from the apples. “You mean there’s more?”

Duncan brushed his fingers across the back of her hand. “Aye, so much more, but first we must eat. I want this evening to be perfect.”

Meg’s hand trembled as she sipped her wine. The more Duncan talked, the more confused she became. She studied him, sitting back in his chair. Did the healer have a better salve? “How is your back feeling?”

“’Tis coming good, thanks to your avens oil.” He cut the leg quarter of the pheasant. “You prefer the dark meat, as I recall?”

“Thank you.” She held up her pewter plate. “Has the healer been applying my avens oil? I have scarcely seen you in days.”

“Apologies for that, there was much to be addressed. And yes, my prying mother instructed Alana to apply your salve, though I daresay your hands are far gentler.”

“You mean my hand.” Meg held up the claw. “This one isn’t of much use.” When Duncan frowned, she clasped it in her lap. Why must she draw attention to her deformity? He was well aware she was impure—never would she be an acceptable match, especially for a man as virile as Duncan Campbell.

He sat like a statue and stared. “I disagree. Both of your hands are gentle. I hardly notice the crippled one, except when you mention it. Honestly, Lady Meg, it is functional. You can pick up objects and hold them. I’ve yet to see where it has caused you to live a lesser life.”

Meg’s jaw dropped. No one had ever spoken about the claw in such explicit terms. And then he’d just babbled on about it as if the blasted thing caused no consternation. If she had been formed normally, Arthur may have married her off by now, but no. When callers came, they smiled at her face, took one look at the claw and dashed for the nearest escape. Before she left for Melrose, Arthur had started corresponding with older suitors. Meg took a healthy swig of wine and wiped her mouth. “My, that is good
.” Leave it to Duncan to charm me with delicious wine so that I cannot fixate on that which irritates me
.

He smiled as if he had just read her thoughts. “It seems you have become good friends with Gyllis?”

“Aye.”
Should I mention her interest in Sean?
Duncan was still grinning, and Meg chose to save that conversation for another day. “She’s ever so pleasant.”

He took a bite of pheasant. “You’re both spirited.”

Meg turned her attention to her food as well. “Scottish lassies need to be spirited to keep up with the likes of lads like you.”

“Like me?” His smile turned devilishly rakish. “Whatever do you mean?”

She scooped the stewed apples with her spoon, forcing her racing heartbeat to steady. “Ye ken what I mean.”

He must have, because he picked up a lamb shank and tore the meat from it with his healthy white teeth. Chewing, he rubbed his fingers together to dispel the grease. “I haven’t thanked you properly for coming to my aid in the gaol. There are no words to express how much your kindness meant to me.” He smoothed his fingertips over the table’s grainy wood. “I thought I’d never breathe the air of Kilchurn again.”

Meg set her spoon down. “When I heard of your incarceration, I could think of nothing else.”

“But why did you not return to Tantallon as Eoin proposed? Your presence here could be ruinous for your reputation.”

Meg’s mouth went dry. Did he not know how much she loved him? She’d given him her virtue. Yes, he had a reputation for womanizing, but she’d always sensed they shared something deeper. Was Duncan so shallow he was ignorant of the love she bore for him? Did he harbor no such feelings for her?

How on earth could he talk about ruining my reputation, when he himself has taken my maidenhead?
Suddenly unable to sit a moment longer, Meg shoved back her chair and raced for the door. Tears rimmed her eyes as she reached for the latch.

Duncan’s hand squeezed around her arm. “Wait.” He pulled her so close, she could smell spicy cloves on his breath. “Forgive my impertinence.” His eyelids lowered as his gaze shifted to her lips. “Perhaps the reason you could not return home is the same as why I do not want you to go.”

Meg’s heart thrummed in her chest and a flash of heat ignited deep inside her loins. Duncan lowered his mouth to hers and gently kissed her. Unable to resist, Meg welcomed his mouth, her hands growing a mind of their own and sliding around his shoulders. How much she’d craved his touch.

Duncan tapped his forehead to hers. “Again I must ask your forgiveness.”

“It appears I am powerless to resist you, even when you’re planning to send me away.”

He straightened. “Pardon?”

She tried to step aside but his arms remained clamped around her, his chest ever so warm against her aching breasts. “I cannot remain here, especially since you have ruined me.”

“Is that what you think?” He groaned and clasped her hands between his palms. “I am making a mess of this.”

“Of what, exactly, m’lord?”
Please embrace me again. Please
.

Then he chuckled. Meg had no doubt he’d gone mad when he dropped to his knee. “Since we first met, I have been unable to look at any other woman aside from you.”

“But . . .”

He held her tightly and drew her hands to his heart. “What I’m trying to say is I cannot imagine my life without you, Lady Meg. I love you and I want to marry you.”

Her entire body went completely numb, her mouth dry, then gooseflesh sprang up upon her skin. Had she heard him correctly? “M-me?”

“If you will have me.”

“I . . .” Meg glanced to the claw, which was covered by his large hand, then her gaze returned to his eyes and her stomach spun in a circle and flipped upside down. “You could love a woman like me?”

“You mean a woman who’s not afraid to stand up against English tyrants, who is bold enough to ride in the back of a Gypsy wagon?” Still kneeling, he kissed her hands. “A woman who would risk everything to visit me in the bowels of the Edinburgh dungeon, just to apply a new salve she’s concocted—and then risk complete and utter ruination by administering a potion to her guard and following a band of knights into the Highlands?”

She cupped his cheek with her hand. “I do not sound so awful, when you put it like that.”

He pulled her onto his knee and wrapped his arms around her waist. “Awful? You are an angel, Meg. You’re
my
angel.”

Gazing into his intense eyes, Meg saw pure determination and something else. He did love her. Truly. Flitting fairies took up residence in her breast. If Duncan didn’t have his hand around her waist, she might float to the ceiling. She ran her palm across his smooth jaw. His tongue slipped out, inviting her to kiss him. Ever so slowly, Meg moved closer, watching his eyes until her lips met his welcoming mouth. Filled with warmth and happiness, she molded into him like a river molds around a solid rock that will stand proud through the ages of time.

“Please,” he gasped. “Will you marry me?”

Her limbs weightless, she thanked heavens for Duncan’s strong hands. “Aye. There’s no place I would rather be than by your side.” Throwing her arms around his neck, Meg kissed him, swirling her tongue with his in blissful union.

In one movement, Duncan stood. Cradling Meg in his arms, he carried her back to the table. Resting her in her chair, he gently kissed her forehead and knelt beside her. “We must drink to our engagement.”

Holding her hand with his left, he raised his goblet with his right. “May we enjoy a lifetime of happiness together and, God willing, our children will grow into fine Campbells.”

With tears rimming her eyes, Meg raised her goblet and tapped it to Duncan’s—so overcome with emotion, she couldn’t speak. After she sipped, he kissed her, the fruity bouquet of wine deliciously swirling in their mouths as they sealed their love.

Meg set her goblet on the table and giggled. “I do not suppose I would have made a good nun.”

“I cannot imagine your loveliness ever being covered up by a nun’s habit.” He reached into his sporran. “But there’s more.”

Meg glanced at his hand and gasped. Duncan held up a ring of gold, set with a ruby the size of a hazelnut.

He took her right hand and slid it onto her ring finger. “With this ring, I pledge my love and my betrothal. I pray you never remove it.”

She held it up to the candle and the stone flickered with red. “’Tis the most beautiful stone I’ve ever seen.”

“It reminds me of your hair of fire.” He rubbed a lock between his fingers. “Do you like it?”

“Aye.” She grinned. “But you indulge me.”

He nuzzled into her tresses. “I intend to spend the rest of my life ensuring you are pampered, my love.”

Closing her eyes and surrendering to his touch, Meg prayed this moment would last forever.

Duncan went about his affairs with renewed zeal. His only frustration was Mother. Though she was ecstatic with the news of his betrothal, it seemed to make her all the more intent on ensuring Meg’s virtue remained safe from further tarnish. Or so she thought.

At the very least, Lady Margaret did everything in her power to keep the couple separated, especially after the evening meal. She’d even gone to the extent of posting a guard outside Gyllis’s chamber at night. When Duncan confronted her about it, she had expostulated that if he wanted the marriage to be carried out with the Earl of Angus’s blessing, Duncan had best behave chivalrously and with the utmost respect for the lady’s reputation.

But today, Duncan had devised a plan that even his stepmother begrudgingly agreed to allow—not that she had the capacity to order him around in any way. Mother always managed to dictate her desires through the use of other means, like his sisters.
Ballocks to my Meg sleeping in Gyllis’s room with a guard posted outside the door, and ballocks to a chaperone
.