Authors: Phyllis Bentley
“Walter, Walter!” cried Elaine, weeping. “My poor boy!” She threw her arms round him and laid her head on his breast. Walter held her close, but kissed her abstractedly, his brown eyes staring.
“I told you I never did anything deliberately wrong,” he went on in the same calm firm tone. “Well, it's a lie. I've known lots of things that Tasker intended to do, and agreed to them willingly, so that we could go on living in the way you liked. And I fastened down the Heights machinery deliberately, knowing the game was up, so that it might be saved for you, you being the landlord, you know, and help to make a fresh start for me. I was deliberately swindling the shareholders, then. Nobody knows that except Harry Schofield and me, but it's true. You mustn't claim for the rent, Elaine. But I don't care so much about that. It's Ralph that worries me. I was beginning to corrupt Ralph. You must be
sure
to tell Ralph, Elaine, that I was as guilty as hell.”
“Oh, my dear, my dear!” sobbed Elaine, kissing him passionately. “Why didn't you tell me before? How you must have suffered! How could you bear it all, alone? My poor, poor Walter!”
“It's all my faultâyour grandfather's death, and everything,” said Walter heavily. “And I'm sorry.”
He sank down limply on the edge of the bed, his strength exhausted by his confession. Elaine knelt beside him, drew his head to her breast and began to caress his crisp dark hair, in which there had appeared, during the past week, some threads of grey. Somehow this detail seemed to her infinitely pathetic, and she began to weep as though her heart would break, rocking him gently on her breast and murmuring
lovingly in his ear. “My poor, poor Walter!” she whispered. “Why didn't you tell me, love, before? I should have understood! You did it all for me. You didn't mean to do wrong, did you?”
“I did wrong, though,” whispered Walter, his head bowed against her breast, “and I'm very sorry.”
“Never mind, love,” wept Elaine. “It doesn't matter. We'll face it together. I love you, Walter!”
That night she gave herself to him with rapture, and prayed that she might conceive.
IT WAS THE last day of the trial, and Rosamond was journeying to the court alone.
Walter had visited his mother on the previous evening to say farewell to her; he was sure the verdict would go against him, and indeed admitted to Mrs. Haigh that he was guilty, but could not now change his legal plea without prejudice to Tasker. His bearing during this painful interview had excited Rosamond's admiration; he looked old, but no longer wore the glib sophisticated air which had spoiled him of late; instead his behaviour was mature and experienced, that of a man who has suffered and learned from his suffering. Before leaving Moorside Place, Walter had asked Rosamond not to attend the court for the final day, telling her that Elaine too had agreed to remain at home. He felt it would be easier for him to go through the ordeal of the judge's summing-up and probable sentence, alone. Rosamond allowed him to suppose that she would not be present, for she could not add to the heavy load of misery he was bearing by opposing him; but secretly she resolved to go, deciding to submerge herself in the general public in the gallery of the court, where he would not think of looking for her, for she could not bear to think that she had looked on Tasker for the last time. Accordingly this chill grey autumn morning Rosamond was travelling to the city of the assizes, by bus.
At one of the intervening towns the bus was timed to halt for a few minutes. There seemed to be some excitement in the neighbourhood of the station; driver and conductor both wandered away down a side street, and after some lively
dialogue, a few of the passengers did the same. They all seemed to be gazing eagerly in one direction; Rosamond, thankful for anything which might distract her from the pain she bore in head and heart, descended too, and followed them. “What's going on here?” she asked the conductor. “It's the unemployed having a meeting; they're hunger-marching to London to present a petition,” replied the man. Rosamond exclaimed, and withdrew to one side of the group, so that she might see what passed more clearly.
It was a dreary and tragic spectacle which met her eyes.
Across the road an open space lay before her, covered with ashes and rubble; from the sign
Cloth Hall Garage
on a neighbouring building, Rosamond surmised that the waste was the site of the former cloth market of the town, long fallen into desuetude and disrepair from its eighteenth-century splendours, and lately, to the horror of antiquarians, pulled down by local authorities. This had happened to too many West Riding piece halls for Rosamond to doubt the accuracy of her guess, and an enquiry from a neighbour in the gathering group confirmed it. Against the side wall of the garage planks had been arranged on chairs and barrels to form a rough platform, and around this were gathered a few hundred men. They were of various ages and types, but all bore the pitiful marks of poverty and wretchedness. The older men had cracked boots and patched trousers and old stained cloth caps, and wore mufflers round their necks to conceal their lack of collar. The faces of these were grey and weary, and had a hopeless, beaten look which wrung Rosamond's heart. The younger men had at a distance a much more cheerful air; they wore coloured knitted pullovers and shirts open at the throat, and were bare-headed. When they were viewed more closely, however, it was to be seen that their faces were sallow, yellow and pinched, and their flesh, long inadequately fed and clothed, prickled with gooseflesh
in the chill autumn breeze. Their eyes had a reckless, determined, undaunted air, however; Rosamond found something within her respond fiercely to that look. Banners wavered about aloft among the crowd, and were presently deposited in a row beside the platformâred banners which cried:
Organise! Organise!
and
Better Fight than Starve;
a large white banner on which was crudely painted a picture of a mother holding a young child, with the inscription below: 2/â
a week to feed me.
“Modern version of the Madonna-and-child theme,” thought Rosamond sardonically; her heart was beginning to beat with passionate sympathy.
A young man, tall and dark and sallow, with round fiery eyes, now climbed to the platform and began to address the meeting through a megaphone, which gleamed silver against the dingy background. “Come over here, Comrades!” he shouted, and after a moment's hesitation a few men broke sheepishly from the group round Rosamond, crossed the road between and added themselves to the meeting. “You all know why we are here, Comrades,” shouted the man with the megaphone slowly. “We are on our way to join other comrades, to form part of the great Hunger-March to London, to present a petition to the House of Commons, against the government's attack on the unemployed.” At this point Milner tired of the restraint imposed by the megaphone, suddenly threw it down with a reckless gesture, and began to speak rapidly without its aid. Rosamond was thus deprived of much of his speech, but found him more effective and appealing as a spectacle; his gestures told their story more powerfully than wordsâhe raised his clenched fist above his head, brought it down thunderously in his palm; flung his arms wide in appeal, threw out an accusing forefinger. While he spoke his face worked convulsively; he was an impassioned and heroic figure. The men near him listened to him with upturned faces, open-mouthed, and applauded his periods
heartily; a group of the younger fellows, who had seated themselves on the ground with their backs against the brick wall of the garage, and were accepting cigarettes from the bystanders, exchanging cheerful badinage with some girls who evidently belonged to the party, and not listening to the speech at all, cheered louder than any, with a kind of cynical jollity which Rosamond found disheartening. Marchers wearing red armlets and red rosettes in their buttonholes moved through the gathering crowd, shaking collecting tins hopefully; and a little tailless black dog ran in and out, its small nose trembling, its beady eyes bright, with anxiety, though everyone seemed to know it and patted its head in a friendly and encouraging fashion.
“Now, then, lads, all together three times!” shouted Milner.
“We refuse to starve in silence
âall together!”
He conducted his audience as though it were a band; the first utterance of the slogan was timid, the second was a mournful plaint, the third rolled passionately up towards the grey autumn sky and shook the windows of the Cloth Hall garage. Milner looked delighted; springing from the platform he pushed his way (rather roughly, Rosamond thought) through the crowd into the road, and began to marshal the hunger-marchers in a pre-arranged order, with considerable ability. He himself led the van, holding the banner which urged men to fight rather than starve; then came a group carrying drums, mouth organs and concertinas; then a few women wearing rosettes, and the rank and file of the column. The little black dog scurried out of the crowd, and watched the men form into rows with piteous anxiety; one paw upraised, barking confusedly. Rosamond felt its distress somehow quite intolerable, and was intensely relieved when one of the men picked it up and tucked it into his coat with an accustomed movement. He was a man she had noticed before as one of the most poverty-stricken and disheartened in appearance;
he was short, and carried his meagre shoulders hunched together; his clothes were neatly patched, and the clogs he wore were in fairly good condition, but he was dirty and unshaven, and the fair hair beneath his old cloth cap looked matted and unkempt. He was so self-conscious that he could not raise his eyes, but slouched along with his head down, an attitude which gave him a sullen, despairing, hangdog air.
“He's lost his self-respect,” thought Rosamond wretchedly, wincing as she imagined the wife, the home, the children, he had perhaps left behind him to come on this desperate errand. Suddenly there was a loud beat from the drum; the leader jumped on a doorstep to shout some final instructions; the man with the dog looked up, and Rosamond recognised him. It was the man whom Rosamond and Walter had seen at Blackpool four years ago, fresh and merry, with his wife in an immense blue hat hanging on his arm, coming away from those jolly careering motorsâold Isaiah's son, Harry Schofield.
“Oh!” exclaimed Rosamond in horror. “One of the Valley men! One that Walter ⦔
The procession now began to move, gathered speed, and swung down the street in fine style; drums beating, banners blowing. Rosamond watched it in horrified fascination. Harry slouched past, his head down, his expression sullen, Nance's black nose quivering anxiously out of his coat. Milner, supporting the
Better Fight than Starve
banner at the full stretch of his arm, strode forward with his head in the air, a proud smile curving his lips, his eyes fixed and wild, his whole person expressing a tense and burning determination.
“A fanatic,” thought Rosamond soberly. “He's ready to die for his cause. A good organiser. Eloquent. A born leader. And all the era can find him to do is to head a hunger-march.”
The pitiful procession turned the corner of the street and
disappeared, and the sound of the drums gradually died away in the distance.
Rosamond, trembling with compassion, her mind full of whirling thoughts which she could not settle into a coherent chain, resumed her journey.
The bus in which she had entered the town had left without her, and she had to wait for another; then when at last she was on her way again, her vehicle overtook the hunger-marchers on the road, and had to proceed slowly past them. All this made her late at the court; but this was no great disadvantage to her purpose, for she was able to slip into the gallery with a party of women, and found it already sufficiently full to conceal her from Walter's unexpectant eyes. It was some time before she could gather her thoughts to the business in hand, so powerful had been the impression made upon her by the spectacle of the march; but gradually the judge's words began to penetrate her mind, and she realised afresh the sadness of her errand.
The judge's summing-up lasted for some three hours. It was an incisive, cold, logical statement which destroyed, as it seemed to Rosamond, every possibility of a favourable verdict. The judge implied that though it might be possible to believe that at the outset the two men had honourable intentions towards their shareholders, inasmuch as by their questionable methods they paid the dividends and hoped that times might change; yet it was difficult to reconcile the false statements on the prospectusâadmitted by one defendant to be falseâwith any integrity of intention of any kind. Each detail of each of Tasker's innumerable and complicated proceedings was set forward judicially in perfect order, supported by the testimony of witnesses on either side; Rosamond, who now that she was present as it were unofficially felt able to divide her interest as it was really divided, watched Tasker during all this, and observed a glint of admiration in his eyes.
The judge was particularly merciless upon Walter's attempt at justification, showing it to be what it in fact was: a tissue of lies. Walter neither moved nor changed colour under this attack; he sat erect, with his arms folded, wearing a grave but steady expression, throughout the day; and Rosamond felt that from being a pathetic, he had become a tragic, figure; for the first time in the trial he appeared to equal, if not to surpass, Tasker in strength and courage.
At length the long summing-up was over, and the jury retired.
Rosamond did not leave the court, not wishing to risk being absent when they returnedâthe general expectation being that their decision would not be long in coming. She faced the high windows as she sat, and now had time to notice that the grey day had turned to wind and driving rain; for the sake of the hunger-marchers she grieved; and wondered, with an ache in her heart, where they were now. There was some connection between the hunger-marchers and the trial, she felt, if she could only see it; a deep organic connection, not just the surface link of Harry Schofield. Outside, hungry and desperate men paraded; within, the men who had most experience in organising their industry were being tried for a crime of personal greed. But it was not fair to accuse Tasker and Walter of that column of wretched men, thought Rosamond; if they had been as honest as the day, that column would yet have existed. Still, they had added units to its ranks. Which of the main personages in this drama in which Harry Schofield was concerned, she wondered, had ever thought of him, ever considered the result their actions might have upon his fate? Henry Clay Crosland had thought of his work-people, Rosamond felt sure. Arnold? Perhaps. But Tasker? And Walter? And I myself, thought Rosamond with shame; did I give a thought to the work-people concerned? When I saw Harry Schofield holidaying
at Blackpool, did it occur to me to think that his life was linked with Arnold's and so with ours? That we were part of the same scheme, the same action? I admit to my shame that I regarded him as a spectacle alone. And did Harry Schofield on his part consider the result his actions might have on his employers? Had the leader of the hunger-marchers considered anyone but his own class? Rosamond thought not; fearful of losing his footing on the economic battlefield, eager to gain safety and ease and power, each fought for his own hand. And she began to think that it was this universal limitation of vision which had caused the frightful, the altogether terrible, the tragic, waste represented by that column of marchers outside and the men on trial within.