A Murder at Rosamund's Gate (16 page)

“Indeed. And Lucy,” he said, as she started out the door. He held a coin. “A half-crown for your troubles, for bringing me my package and for so closely, ahem, guarding it on your person. But not a word, if you will. It’s best not to talk about Bessie’s death. We shan’t want to upset anyone. Don’t you agree?”

After he walked out, she had the feeling he had been about to say something else but then changed his mind. She did think, though, he was warning her. She looked at the last penny piece that had stayed hidden under her skirts. Like the others, it insisted “Murder will out” and described how Bessie’s arm did willingly and truly move on her own and did, with the will of God, then point to her killer. Lucy read the passage again: “‘After her body was found, a crowd gathered to see her. Then, her eyes did open of their own accord and her finger did point to a certain young gentleman studying law at the Inns of Court who most certainly did live in the same household as the comely wench—”

“I thought you were hiding one more from me.”

Lucy whirled around. Adam had doubled back, moving so stealthily she had not heard him.

“Give it to me.”

She shook her head dumbly. “‘Tis nothing, sir.”

“Oh, my dear Lucy. As if I am not well aware that there was one that accused me so directly. And I can see by your rapid pulse that you believe every word of it. Or, at least, the part that has to do with me.”

“No, sir, I don’t. It’s full of lies.” Her protest was weak, and they both knew it.

“It is quite true, I’m afraid.” Adam laughed at her shocked expression. “I was indeed there, and her arm did drop and look to point at me. I was as surprised as anyone, although perhaps more surprised that the silly tale has gotten about.” He frowned. “Tell me, Lucy. Why would I want to kill Bessie, a girl I scarce had a single conversation with? I wish someone could tell me.” He stood close to Lucy, his eyes fixed on her face. “Do
you
, Lucy, really think I could have killed her?”

The image of Adam stumbling up the front walk, covered with blood and feverish, the morning after Bessie’s disappearance flooded Lucy’s mind. She blanched at the memory and stepped back from him.

For a moment, he looked hurt and puzzled, then his familiar mocking gaze returned. “I guess I have my answer. The scullery maid thinks I’m a murderer. I should just like to know my motive.” He reached over and picked a tendril of hair from her shoulder. She stood, frozen, as he rolled the lock between his fingers. A final tug and he let it go. “Best have a care, then. Living with a murderer under your roof may not be so good for your health.” She heard his scornful laugh all the way down the hallway, and she sat down hard on her bench.

*   *   *

Lucy was still mulling over what she had pieced together from the penny pieces as she walked home from market the next day. She remembered what Avery had said about the witches taking the clothes off a dead woman’s body. She reread the passage about Jane having last been seen with a red sash.

Could the gypsies have had something to do with Jane Hardewick’s death?
she wondered. Not that she’d ever dare ask Maraid such a thing. She couldn’t anyway, because she’d heard the gypsies had cleared out and were off to who knew where. Besides, according to Avery, Jane had already been dead when the witches removed her clothes, so they may not have been the ones who killed her.

None of it made any sense. Lost in thought, it took Lucy a moment before she realized that an older man she did not know had fallen in step beside her. Uneasy, she began to walk more quickly, not nearly as carefree as she had been before Bessie’s death. She looked about; a few other people were walking back from market, but none that she knew.

“Hey there, young lady,” the man called. She began to walk faster. The man tried again. “Lass, please wait. Thee dost work in the house of Adam Hargrave, dost thee not?”

Hearing the peculiar form of address and the mention of Adam, Lucy stopped and turned warily around. Breathing heavily, she regarded the man. He was dressed in sober woolen clothes, a nondescript gray. His beard was neatly shaved in a good somber fashion, shading a careworn face. She thought he was likely about forty years old, but his gaunt frame aged his body even more. He looked and sounded for all the world like a Quaker. His next words seemed to confirm her guess.

He held up both hands. “I have no wish to harm thee. I am a Friend. ’Tis Lucy, is it not?” Seeing her surprise that he knew her name, the man smiled, looking years younger. “Adam Hargrave said thee art a good and loyal lass, and that thee could be trusted, should I ever need to send him a message.”

Flattered by the unexpected compliment, Lucy held out her hand for a note. “What is the message, sir?”

He shook his head. “’Tis not a message I dare write down. Pray tell Adam that we are set for tonight. When the moon is high. By Jamison’s paddock. Will thee remember that?”

Lucy repeated the words dutifully. “I’ll remember to tell him, sir.”

“And Lucy?”

Something about the man’s grave and humble stance commanded her respect. “Yes, sir?”

“This message is for Adam only, dost thee understand?”

She gave a quick bob before walking thoughtfully home.

*   *   *

Later, Lucy lay in bed, huddled in her brown muslin dress, having foolishly made up her mind to follow Adam that night. When she had delivered the message to Adam that afternoon, he had simply nodded and then bent back over his thick law volume. Clearly, he was not interested in continuing any conversation with her.

She cracked open her shutters, peering down at the cobblestone street below. The rising moon was bright. Her heart beat quickly as she thought about leaving the safety of the house. For Bessie’s sake, she would do it. Her dreams of late had been restless. In them, Bessie kept coming to her, dressed in her green taffeta. Rather than the beautiful girl Lucy remembered, this specter had long jagged scars down her body and entrails spilling from her gown. Each time, the specter would stretch out her arms, searching, pleading.
Lucy! Help me, please!

The last time Lucy had awoken, breathing heavily and sweating, a sheet wrapped around her neck like a shroud. To Lucy, the message of the dreams was clear. No matter her own fear, no matter who the murderer turned out to be, truth must out—and she had to play a role in its discovery. If Bessie’s murderer turned out to be Adam … Lucy shook her head. She didn’t know what to think. What could he be doing, so secretly, this late at night?

“He simply can’t be a Quaker,” she said out loud. The magistrate would throw his son into jail if he took up with that wretched sect. “It’s easier to believe him a murderer than a Quaker.” She laughed, without mirth, to herself. Yet, of course, it wasn’t easy at all to think Adam had killed Bessie. Because he was the magistrate’s son. Because he had once been kind. For other reasons, too, that she knew would be too heartbreaking to face.

Though Lucy could barely keep her eyes open, her patience was finally rewarded when she saw a furtive shadow slip from the house. Hurriedly, she laced up her shoes and tiptoed down the stairs. Hearing the reassuring sound of Cook’s and John’s snores from the kitchen, she pushed open the back door. As she stepped out, she made a small prayer that no one would awaken in her absence.

Lucy raced lightly down the street, thankfully bathed in moonlight, hoping that Adam was still heading in the direction she had glimpsed from the window. She was not sure where Jamison’s paddock was and was relieved when she caught sight of Adam’s tall, wiry form walking swiftly down the road. Lucy caught her breath. He was moving toward the fields where the tinker had found Bessie’s body. What was he doing?

Adam moved toward a farmer’s paddock, where Lucy saw that several people were already waiting. Puzzled, she stepped behind a tree to watch. No one greeted Adam when he approached, although a few glanced at him silently. All were dressed simply in Quaker garb. Lucy recognized the tall, thin man who had approached her earlier. Soon, eight people had gathered. One of the women held a sleeping child in her arms. Nervously, Lucy realized that this was indeed one of the secret conventicles banned by the king and the Church. For a long time no one spoke, although Lucy thought she heard a woman weeping. A moment later, someone spoke quietly. Adam kept his head bowed, as if in prayer.

Finally, another man spoke. Lucy had to strain to hear him. “The king has seen fit to cast another dozen of our brethren into jail. Mistress White is alone with three young babes. How can we help her?”

The woman shifted the sleeping baby in her arms and spoke quietly. “I can spare some victuals.”

Another man declared, “Myself and Garret here shall visit our brethren in Newgate and seek to sustain their spirits.”

One by one, each Quaker promised ways to help their imprisoned brethren. None looked very wealthy, so Lucy thought they could scarce afford it.

Throughout it all, Adam had remained silent. Finally, he spoke. “I shall draft a petition to the king and deliver it to Whitehall.”

The tall man nodded gravely. The group began to disperse, everyone sidling off in different directions, the meeting apparently over. The baby still slept sweetly in his mother’s arms. Adam said something else to the Quaker who had spoken to her, and she saw him nod.

Lucy pressed herself against the tree, hoping Adam would pass her by without noticing. As she shifted her weight, though, a twig cracked beneath her foot. Adam stiffened and stared into the copse where she stood hidden in the shadows. Lucy was glad that clouds were passing before the moon, offering some cover.

“Who’s there?” Adam called. “Show yourself!”

A long moment passed. Lucy longed to peek out from behind the tree trunk, but she was afraid he would see her. The chill of the night began to seep into her bones, and she desperately longed to move her legs and arms and to get some life back in them. Warily, she slid from her hiding spot, trying to avoid the great pools of light that spilled through the branches. Looking around, she heaved a great sigh. Adam had left. She started down the path.

The next instant, a man’s hand clamped tightly over her mouth, and an arm about her waist immobilized her. In her panic, she began to thrash about, remembering how Richard had attacked her.

Adam’s voice came angrily into her ear. “Lucy. It’s me! Stop it!”

She stopped squirming, and he let her go, standing a few feet from her. His clothes were rumpled as if he had not sat comfortably in a while, but his stance was watchful. He looked like he could knock her down without a second thought.

“What are you doing here?” he demanded. “Spying? Certainly a foolhardy thing, to spy on a man who you believe to be a killer. I guess this is my chance, then. We’re alone. No one around.” Lucy gaped at him, at a loss for words. Adam went on, ignoring her distress. “Unfortunately, the opportunity will have to pass. I seem to have no knife, or rope, or even a bit of cloth. I suppose I could smother you with your cloak, but that seems a lot of trouble. Plus, I prefer to keep you alive.”

Adam ran his fingers through his dark hair. “Oh, come on, Lucy! Where is the intelligence my father alleges you to have? Or is it you are blessed with too keen an imagination? Please understand, I’ve no wish to kill you! Not now or ever!” In a different tone, he asked, “Now, will you please tell me what you are doing here, in the middle of the night? I trusted you enough to think the message could be relayed to you, but clearly I underestimated your distrust of me.” He shook his head. “What did you think you were going to find out? That we were meeting tonight to murder someone? There must be so many easier ways to go about it! Yet I did manage to lure you here, it would seem. So perhaps my plan was not so far-fetched.”

Although Lucy bristled at his mocking tone, she thought about how he had silently prayed with the Quakers. Something about the obvious trust they placed in him confused her.

He continued to wait for her answer, almost daring her to ask the question on the tip of her tongue. Still, she couldn’t very well probe him about his bloodied hands here in this desolate spot. Why else would she have come, if not to spy on him?

A sudden flash of inspiration came to her instead. “My conscience!” she declared, trying to keep the note of triumph out of her voice. “I knew that man was a Quaker. I knew you would be meeting with them, and my conscience told me to follow you.” She thought that was a safe enough answer. Everyone knew that Quakers were led in all their decisions by their conscience and did not feel the need to obey earthly authority or rules.

“Hmm,” he grunted, a disbelieving look on his face. “If that were true—”

Lucy sought to shift the conversation. “You’re a Quaker, then?”

A long moment passed. Lucy thought he wasn’t going to respond. When he did, it was in his old measured way. “No,” he admitted. “I’m not. But I do have some sympathy for their cause.” Then, unexpectedly, Adam began to talk, and kept talking as they walked home. He had long questioned the Church of England’s policies and doctrines on certain matters, and he certainly did not approve of King Charles’s hardening response to the nonconformists. He had, he admitted, written a tract or two pleading their cause. “Father would not much like that if he knew, Lucy,” he said, a warning evident in his voice. “Of course, I’m not too likely to use his name, am I?” he muttered more to himself than to her.

She nodded, uncertain what to say.

Adam glanced at her. “I must say, there is something else that interests me about these Quakers.”

“Oh?” she asked, pulling her thin cloak more tightly around her. For a moment, she was reminded of their walk from the Embrys’, although she thought it unlikely he would share his cloak again with her. “What is that?”

“They move in and out of the jails. They pick up information. That kind of information can be useful.”

“What kind of information?” Lucy asked.

Instead of answering her, Adam stopped and looked down at her, a questioning look on his face. “So, how can I account for this sea change?”

She stopped, too. “Sir?”