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A Necessary Deception

A Necessary Deception

By

Georgie Lee

Please visit
www.Georgie-Lee.com
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Other Novels & Novellas by Georgie Lee

The Cinderella Governess*
- Book #1 Governess Tales

Rescued from Ruin*
- Book #1 Scandal and Disgrace

Miss Marianne’s Disgrace*
- Book #2 Scandal and Disgrace

A Debt Paid in Marriage*
- Book #1
Business of Marriage

A Too Convenient Marriage*
- Book #2
Business of Marriage

It Happened One Christmas*

The Captain’s Frozen Dream*

The Courtesan’s Book of Secrets*

Engagement of Convenience*

Lady’s Wager

Studio Relations

Hero’s Redemption
– novella

Mask of the Gladiator
– novella

A Little Legal Luck
– novella

Rock ‘n’ Roll Reunion
- novella

Sweet Chances
– novella anthology

 

*also available in paperback

COPYRIGHT
©
2016
by
Georgie
Lee

 

A Necessary Deception
is
a
work
of
fiction.
Names,
characters,
places,
and
incidents
are
either
the
product
of
the
author’s
imagination
or
are
used
fictitiously,
and
any resemblance
to
actual
persons
living
or
dead, business
establishments,
events,
or
locales,
is
entirely
coincidental.

All
rights
reserved.

No
part of
this
book may
be used
or
reproduced
in
any
manner
whatsoever
without written
permission
of
the
author.

Published in the United States

CHAPTER ONE

 

Hampstead Heath, England - October, 1811

 

"Mary, your husband is back. He isn’t dead!" Mr. Ogden called out from his place behind the bar. He pointed to a circle of cheering patrons surrounding a man in the center of the Marquis of Granby pub.

It can’t be.
Mary Thomas dropped the tankard she carried, barely aware of the beer wetting the tops of her shoes. The thrill of being innocent and in love, the pain of separation and unalterable mistakes, loss, disappointment and fear unraveled inside her like the rope the brewers used to move the heavy casks. She braced one arm against the post beside her. Captain Charles Beven had left. He wasn’t supposed to come back.

She let go of the rough wood and picked up the empty tankard, leaving the beer to dry on the floor. With a shaking hand she set the pewter on a nearby table, struggling to gather her scattered wits. Emotion had carried her away once before with Charles, leaving her with nothing but regret and problems. She wouldn’t allow it to happen again.

Through a gap in the crowd surrounding Charles, she caught her first proper look at him. He was leaner than she remembered, his cheekbones sharper beneath his longer brown hair, but there was no mistaking the joyful spark in his rich hazel eyes while he accepted the good cheer heaped on him. His optimistic nature had, for a time three years ago, lifted her out of the routine of helping her parents run the Marquis of Granby pub. Then he’d left to return to his regiment in Spain, and she’d ignored his letters until they'd stopped coming.

"This will be trouble," Aunt Emily whispered as she came up beside her, leading Mary's two year old son John by the hand.

"It's worse than trouble." Mary tugged at the stubborn knot of her apron, her fingers shaking too much for her to get it loose. Then her hands stilled as Charles finally noticed her. She braced herself, waiting for his vivid eyes to turn hard with accusations.

I shouldn’t have pushed him away
. After the lie she and her family had told everyone, she’d had no choice.

He didn’t scowl at her but his smile stiffened as he stepped out of the center of the well-wishers and slowly approached her. She yanked the apron strings and they came apart, making the white garment billow out around her before she crushed it together and flung it down beside the tankard. In the fall of the fabric and the flicker of the lamplight above it, she could almost see his tanned skin against the sheets, feel the weight of his thigh on top of hers, and hear his deep voice caressing her in the dark. He wasn’t likely to speak so sweetly to her tonight, nor should he.

She straightened to face him, settling her shoulders but not the tremor making her knees weak. She’d cared for him, but their time together had led to the first of many problems that year, some of which still threatened her and the pub.

"Who’s the man?" her son asked in his small voice.

He was someone who'd chosen a bad time to return from the dead.

~*~

 

Charles fixed on Mary, ignoring the men clapping him on the back and welcoming him home. He’d pictured this moment so many times in Spain and during the crossing over when he’d stayed on deck to watch the shores of England come into view. The lantern light from overhead danced in the blonde streaks in her chestnut hair exactly as he remembered. The slight hue of red which graced her cheeks and the merry curve of her full lips were absent. There was no humor in her amber eyes, no teasing lowering of her lashes to brush her cheeks before she raised her gaze again, no softness in her movement as she removed her apron and set it aside.

She doesn’t want me here. I shouldn’t have come back
. Yet he couldn’t stay away. When she'd failed to respond to his letters, he'd railed at her inconsistency and then sworn to forget her. He never had. During the last month while he and his unit had struggled to rejoin the army after being stranded behind enemy lines, his regret over leaving her had haunted him. When he'd come home, grateful to have survived, he'd vowed to claim more from life than the hell of war, and if possible, to do it with her. There was no way to discover if they had a future together except to see her again.

He stopped before her, towering a good head over her petite yet curving figure. She eyed him with the same hesitation mixed with longing as the night they'd slipped upstairs to her room and made love before he’d left for Spain. He yearned to caress her cheek and banish the uncertainty hovering between them like the smoke in the pub’s common room but he kept his hands at his sides, still uncertain if she’d welcome his touch or his return.

“Mary, it’s wonderful to see you again. I thought about you while I was away.” The words were inadequate to express how he’d clung to the memory of her during the long and cold nights in the forest when he and his men had hidden from the French. But standing here before her at last, he tried to feel her out as he would a peasant whose loyalties in Spain were unclear.

“I thought about you too.” She glanced at the small boy who clutched her aunt’s hand and studied Charles with wide brown eyes. His amber eyes and round face marked him at once as Mary’s child.

Charles opened and closed his fingers at his side as all the dreams he’d carried through the darkest nights in Spain shattered. No wonder she hadn’t answered his letters. He’d lost her to another man while he’d been away.

Covering the crumbling of his imagined future beneath a shield of good natured confidence, he smiled at the boy and bent down to greet him. "And who is this fine lad?"

Mary exchanged a wary look with her silver-haired aunt. The noise of the pub patrons rushed in to fill the pause before it seemed to recede with her answer.

"He's your son."

CHAPTER TWO

 

 

 

“Why the hell didn’t you tell me I’d gotten you with child? I had a right to know, to take responsibility for him and you.” Charles thundered as he strode back and forth across the empty private drinking room.

Mary’s cheeks burned with shame. She wasn’t proud of having deceived him, and everyone, but it’d been necessary. “In a way you did. When I discovered I was with child, father and mother decided to tell everyone we’d married before you’d left and that you’d died in Spain. They said it would keep us from having to explain your absence in case you never came back.”

“Which is why you didn’t answer my letters. You didn’t want me to reappear and ruin your ruse.” At the far end of the room, Charles stopped and whirled to face her. The men’s laughter in the common room drifted through the closed door. “No wonder they cheered when I walked in. It’s not every day a woman’s husband is resurrected. Were you hoping the French would shoot me and guarantee I didn’t return?”

“No!” To imagine him lying lifeless in a Spanish field made her shiver. “I didn’t want to lie but I had to pretend we were married so the customers wouldn’t call John a bastard or shun the pub because of me. We couldn’t afford to lose business, especially not after father died.”

Charles’s stern expression softened. “I’m sorry about your father’s passing, and your mother’s.”

She nodded her thanks. It’d crushed her to burn his letters and with them the comfort of his affection. In his arms, she’d forgotten herself for a while, but their time together had been as big a mistake as her mother's poor choice of Paul, her second spouse. “I also had more freedom as a widow than a wife to protect the pub. If I’d decided to marry later, the right to pass it on to John without a husband interfering would have been mine.”

“Then why didn’t your mother do the same and give you the Marquis of Granby to run instead of remarrying?”

“I begged her to, but she wanted someone to take care of her and the business, and she didn’t trust me to do it. She said if I was weak enough to get myself with child out of wedlock, I was too weak to run the pub.” She lowered her head as the old failure seared her.

Charles strode to her and with two fingers tilted her face up to his. His touch lit up her cold soul and brought back the peace she’d experienced during their night together. Regret shone in his eyes as much as it tortured her heart. “I would’ve helped if you’d let me.”

“It wasn’t possible.” She lifted her chin off his fingers and took a step back, refusing to succumb to the same false promise of security which had trapped her mother in her disastrous second marriage. “As your wife, I would’ve had to follow you to Spain, and my mother would’ve lost everything to Paul. He had gambling debts and used money from the Marquis to pay loans and secure more for continued nights at the tables. Thankfully, the fever claimed him a week before it did my mother. If it hadn’t, Paul’s son would have inherited the pub and with it John’s legacy. Since their deaths, I’ve worked hard to clear what’s owed and keep from losing it, but
there’s one more sum outstanding.

And it was the worst. Mr. Pratt held Paul’s last and largest debt. With payment due in days, it was about to consume everything unless she could find a way to raise the money. Charles was a complication she didn't need.

"And now that I’ve returned?"

“You must keep pretending until you go back to Spain.” She couldn’t make their marriage legal and risk losing control of the pub, and John, to a man she barely knew. Nor could she saddle him with her debts and problems.

Charles leaned back against one of the round tables and rested his large hands on the scarred wood, something of the carefree officer she’d adored flickering in his cocksure smile. It made her toes curl in both desire and worry. “I’m not going back. Major Wilson is speaking with Lord Beckwith about a posting for me in London. I’m home for good.”

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