A Rockstar's Valentine (4 page)

   "They said you're just a playboy rocker but I know there's more to you."

   He just answers me with a shy smile and I feel awkward. Shit I shouldn't have said that. "Fuck it's really cold out here
;
I should take you back inside."

   I place my hand onto his arms to stop him from turning around. "No, it's fine."

   He looks down at my hand and I feel his hard bicep flex, his dark look makes me pull away but he places his large hand on top of mine. He looks deeply into my eyes and slowly removes his hand
;
I know he's telling me without words to keep it there, so I do. He takes a step into me so we're standing toe-to-toe, his stormy greys boring into my baby blues. His hand now reaches into my hair and grabs a fistful under my neck, it's not painful but it makes me gasp. "I know just how to keep you warm."

   All hell breaks loose
;
well you could say that heaven breaks loose instead because when Jax smashes his mouth onto mine with a loud growl, that's exactly where I am; in heaven. I am surrounded by Jax's heat and I don't want to move.

   Jax grabs my bottom and lifts so I wrap my legs around his waist and giggle when he roughly sets us down on a bench I didn't even see. I straddle him and settle into his warmth. This feels good. "I don't know what it is about you baby, but I wanna know more."

   I smile into his chest, damn he smells amazing. A mix of mint, aftershave and man. All man. I look up to him as I say. "I'm glad you're not the jerk I thought you were"

   He shifts under me and frowns. "No I am a jerk Kendal. Your friends are right to warn you away from me but I don't know what it is. With you I'm not, I act different. I can see that already after only one night with you." His smile comes back. "Told you there's something special about you."

   I'm glad it's dark out because my cheeks must be the brightest red. He softly rains kisses on my face but before we can take it any further we are joined by two of his friends. "Well, well, well, what do we have here?" The one I know as Leo asks.

   "What are you doing Jax?" Says the guitarist I don't know yet.

   "Go away Max. Fuck off Leo." Oh right, his name is Max. Jax stands, pulling me with him. Max ignores him and takes a step closer to me. I now notice that he has a phone in his hands and the way he's holding it looks like he's recording. Oh Lord!

   Max holds the phone right up to my face, how embarrassing! "Hi beautiful, what's your name?"

   I giggle because that's what I sometimes do when I feel awkward. Why wouldn't I? I'm with three hot guys and tonight I've been complimented the most I have in my life. "Kendal." I answer shyly.

   "Pretty name."

   Jax pushes Max away from me. "Fuck off Max."

   This makes him drop his phone, landing with a loud crack. The area we're standing on is a mixture of grass and tiled floor, well that's what it feels like anyway and by the sounds of it Max wasn't lucky enough to have his phone land on the soft grass. Leo laughs loudly now as Max shouts "Jax!"

   "Serves you right for distributing me and my girl."

  
His girl?
I shouldn't like the sound of that as much as I do but I can't ignore how I feel when I'm with Jax. I've never experienced this level of lust with anyone else, it's intense. The guys always seem to keep everyone away, so now I'm going to take full advantage.

   Leo decides to talk now that Max is trying to fix his phone. "Look man, Rhys is moaning saying he can't find you. It's time to leave for our next gig."

  
What?
I wanted to leave with him, I told my parents I might be staying at Jessica's, it was perfect. I thought he said I was having a man tonight?

   "Ah shit I fucking forgot!" He looks down at me with an odd look and grabs me into his side. "Give us a minute boys yeah?" Although it wasn't a question. They both leave us alone and Jax sighs. "I'm sorry baby, I forgot."

   "It's OK." Although I feel so sad inside.
 

   "Where's your phone?" I fetch it out of my pocket as he gets his out. I hand it over and he quickly types away on both of them and hands me mine back. "You have my number and I have yours. I'll call babe yeah?"

   "Yeah."

   We have one last kiss outside and he walks me back to my friends who look ready to leave too. I watch him drive away as we wait for our taxi home and I feel so sad. More than I should for a guy I've only known five minutes.

***

  When I return home later I go straight up to my room and get ready for bed. I thought that tonight I was going to hand Jax my V card but that quickly changed. I've never met anyone worth my time before but with Jax I was more than ready to. He turns me into a slut.

   I get into bed feeling sorry for myself. I know Jax has long forgotten about me. He's probably with another girl right now, a more experienced girl.

   I feel my eyes getting heavy and the vibrating sound of my phone has my eyes wide open again.

  
SexyJax: Hey baby U get home OK?

  
OMG he text me! I feel like jumping on my bed but I don't, instead I have a massive smile on my face.

  
ME: SexyJax, really? Yes thnx I did. UR show OK?

   SexyJax: Just telling it like it is babe :) No it's boring. R U alone?

   ME: Yes, I'm in bed

  
SexyJax: Good girl, U need a man now remember? U naked? I'm picturing U naked in bed right now

   ME: Yes I am. Come and see

  
I'm not actually but whatever. He doesn't need to know that.

  
SexyJax: What U doing tomorrow?

   ME: Nothing

   SexyJax: I wanna take U out. Dinner and shit. Give me UR address, B there about 6

   I let him know my address and agree to let him take me to dinner and shit.

   I can't wait!

Chapter 7

  
The next day I am so excited that I can't sit still! I am really tired too because Jax and I were texting well into the night. I fell asleep waiting for his last message, but when I woke this morning I not only had the missed one, but an extra one too that read:

  
SexyJax: I'm guessing that U didn't text back because U fell asleep. Night beautiful, C U later xxx

  
I mean, how freaking sweet is that? He looks like a bad boy rocker, talks like a dominant male who always gets his way and tells me he's a jerk, but I haven't seen anything to prove that right apart from the first time he spoke to me. However, he soon changed that when he saw it didn't impress me. How girls get off on that I don't know.

   Seeing as I'm not doing anything today until my date with Jax, I decide to spend my day slowly getting ready and pampering myself. The never ending playlist is on the stereo and I'm set to go. I start with a red hot bath, hot enough that I look like a lobster when I finally get out. It's not a proper bubble bath if it's not that hot in my opinion. I get dressed in my comfy and baggy leopard print trousers with a tight black t-shirt. I love these trousers, but I would never wear them outside. I sit at my dresser and start on my hair, pulling it up in big rollers where they will stay to dry. That way my hair will be in perfect loose curls that will stay in place. When I am done I smile at my reflection. I love the look of rollers. Again, not that I would wear these outside. Ever.

   I'm busy painting my nails when I hear my dad shout from the bottom of the stairs. "Kendal! Jessica is here!"

   "Send her up!" Honestly! I don't know why he always does that! I say the same thing every time! He might as well just send her straight up.

   Loud thumping sounds bang up the stairs and my bedroom door flies open, an extremely happy looking Jess skipping through. "Guess who had morning sex." She sings and lands on my bed. I'm happy she actually shut my door before she sang that out loud. "Sooooo, have you heard from Mr
.
Rock star?"

   "Yeah."

   Jessica scoots closer. "Sooo?"

   "We're just texting." She raises her eyebrows while motioning with her hand for me to carry on. "We're going out tonight."

   Immediately she's jumping up and down on my bed, screaming and causing all my nail polishes and make-up to scramble. It's a fucking good thing I have finished my nails and closed the polish! My mum knocks on the door. "Kendal, you OK?"

   Oh for fuck sake! "Yeah fine!" I pull Jessica back down on her ass. "Will you shut up? What is wrong with you?"

   She giggles and happily claps her hands. "Where are you going?"

   "I'm not sure. He said dinner and shit, but I'm not sure what the shit part is and he said....." I cut myself off, I shouldn't say that part.

   "And what?" I bite my lip and look away. "Kendal!"

   I look up at her and sigh when I see she has on her bossy face. "He said.....He said that I'm finally going to have a man."

   Jessica gasps and then her eyes widen, before she can scream I place my hand over her mouth. When her excitement has calmed, I remove my hand. Jessica whispers. "Holy shit."

   "I know, but Jess, I haven't been with anyone."

   She places her hand on my knee. "He doesn't know that you're a virgin?" I shake my head no. "That doesn't matter. He doesn't need to know."

   "Surely he will realize."

   "Of course he won't" She doesn't sound very convincing.

   "I should tell him."

   "Are you going back to his place then?"

   "He asked me to."

  "Right well, we will tell our parents you're staying at mine tonight." Good idea, I hadn't thought of that.

   We spend the rest of the day talking sex. Jessica shares enough details to make me blush. We pick out my outfit for later and then before I know it, I'm on my own waiting for Jax. My hair looks great. Red curls fall loosely down my back and my make-up looks flawless. My outfit is pretty damn hot too. I have a white shirt on that is covered in little black skulls, it shows my cleavage and it is a little tight. My great boob top as Jessica put it. I'm wearing my leather looking, ass hugging leggings and because I didn't want to look too dressed up, I'm wearing my high top black Converse. Jessica originally pulled out my red heels but I looked too dressy. No, this is much more comfortable.

  Tonight, my parents are over at my aunt and uncles having some sort of game night. Whatever they're doing it's fine by me because that means they won't be here when Jax comes to pick me up. I hear the sound of an engine and look out my bedroom window to see Jax walking up to my house. Man he looks good enough to eat. I'm down stairs before he even knocks and when I open the door to find him right in front of me I just stare at him. "Wow Kendal, you look amazing." His eyes fix on my chest and I feel my nipples harden. Thank God for the padded bra I have on. That would sure be awkward!

   I drink in Jax while he seems fixated on my chest area. He has on tight black jeans, a leather looking shirt and his high top black Converse. I can't help but laugh and Jax looks a little worried. "We're matching."

  I point between us both and he smiles back, looking down at my feet he nods. "Nice shoes."