Authors: Katharine Kerr
With a wrench of his whole body, Rhodry pulled the sword free and swung his horse round, but the second enemy was already down, huddled on the ground as his horse raced away. With a friendly shout the rider on the gray rode up beside him—Renydd, panting for breath and choking on the smoke in the air.
“Back just in time, silver dagger. My thanks.”
“Stick with me, will you? I don’t know one bastard from another in this lot.”
Renydd nodded and gulped for breath. His horse was sweating with acrid gray foam running in gobbets down its neck.
“I owe you an apology, silver dagger,” Renydd said. “I haven’t treated you too well.”
“Don’t let it trouble your heart. We’ve not got time for fine points of courtesy just now.”
Out on the field three men broke free and headed straight for them. When Rhodry called out Erddyr’s name, the three howled back their answer: for Lord Adry! The
name rang with
ill
omen. If the men from the dun had managed to fight their way out to the edge, the besiegers were losing the battle. With a whoop of laughter, Rhodry flung up his shield and charged to meet them. His thigh slashed open to the bone, one of the three was turning away. Rhodry swerved around him and headed for a man on a black. The enemy wheeled faultlessly to face him and slashed in from the side. Rhodry caught the sword on his shield and leaned, pulling him to one side and opening his guard. When he stabbed in, his enemy twisted back, but blood flowed from his side. Rhodry heard himself laughing his cold berserker’s howl. The enemy broke free of his shield and swung; sword clashed on sword as Rhodry parried barely in time. He could barely see his enemy’s smoke-stained face, his blue eyes narrowed in pain as he slashed at Rhodry’s horse.
The horse dodged too late, and the blow caught it on the side of the head. Staggering, it tried to rear, then stumbled, plowing into the enemy black and throwing Rhodry forward almost into his enemy’s lap. Rhodry flung up his shield and thrust as he felt the horse going down under him. With a shriek the enemy reeled back from a lucky gouge of the shield boss across his face, the blood running like a curtain from his eyes. When Rhodry stabbed at him, he missed and hit the black hard. In panic the black bucked up once and writhed, dumping his blinded rider, then pulled free to run away. Deprived of its support, Rhodry’s horse buckled to its knees. Rhodry threw his shield to avoid breaking his arm and rolled, falling across his struggling enemy. He heard hoofbeats and flung his arms over his head just as a horse leapt over the pair of them. Rhodry staggered to his feet and grabbed the wounded man by the shoulder.
“You’ve got to get up,” Rhodry yelled
His former enemy clung to him like a child. His sword in one hand, the other around the man’s waist, Rhodry staggered toward the open ground beyond the fighting. He had no idea why he was saving the man he’d just tried to kill, but he knew the reason somehow lay in their both being unhorsed, as vulnerable as weeds in a field. At last they reached a stand of trees. Rhodry shoved the blinded man down and told him to stay there, then ran back toward the
battle. He had to find another horse. Suddenly he heard silver horns, cutting through the shouting—someone was calling a retreat. He didn’t know who. Sword in hand, Rhodry gasped for breath and tried to see through the smoke. A rider on a gray galloped straight for him: Renydd.
“We’re done for!” Renydd yelled. “Get up behind me.”
When Rhodry swung up behind him, Renydd spurred the gray hard, but all it could manage was a clumsy trot, sweating and foaming as it stumbled across the open ground. The horns sang through the smoke like ravens shrieking. When Rhodry choked on a sudden taste of smoke, he twisted round and saw fire creeping through the grass round the tents and heading their way. Off to their right, a poplar blazed like a sudden torch.
“Oh, by the hells,” Renydd snarled. “I hope it reaches the bastard’s dun and burns it for him!”
As they trotted for the road, three of Comerr’s men joined them on weary horses. Cursing, slapping the horses with the flats of their blades, the men rode on while the smoke spread out behind them as if it were sending claws to catch them. Ahead they saw a mob of men milling in confusion around a lord with a gold-trimmed shield.
“Erddyr, thank the gods,” Renydd said. “My lord! My Lord Erddyr!”
“Get over here, lad,” Erddyr yelled. “We’ve got a horse for that man behind you.”
Rhodry mounted a chestnut with a bleeding scratch down its neck and joined the pack, about fifty men, some of them wounded. As they made their slow retreat back to the dun of another ally, Degedd, Lord Comerr joined them with close to a hundred. A few at a time, stragglers caught up and joined their disorganized remnant of an army. At the top of a hill, the lords called a halt to let the horses rest—it was that or lose them. When Rhodry looked back, he saw no sign of pursuit. In the distance, the smoke pall slowly faded.
Just at sunset, they reached Degedd’s dun and mobbed into the ward, bleeding horses, bleeding men, all of them stinking of sweat and smoke and aching with shame. Yelling orders, Lord Degedd worked his way through the mob while he cradled a broken left wrist in his right hand. Rhodry and Renydd pulled a wounded man down from his
saddle before he fainted and split his head on the cobbles. They carried him into the great hall, where Degedd’s lady and her women were already frantically at work, tending the wounded. The hall swarmed with so many men and servants that it was hard to find a place to lay their burden down.
“Over by the hearth,” Renydd said.
Rhodry cursed and shoved their way through until at last they could lay him down flat on the floor in a line of other wounded men, then started back outside to fetch anyone else who needed to be carried. Once the wounded were all brought in, they had the horses to tend.
Degedd’s small dun was crammed from wall to wall with the remnants of his allies’ army, so crowded that Rhodry felt a surge of hope. Although they’d fled the battle, the war wasn’t over yet. By the time Rhodry and Renydd returned to the great hall, Rhodry’s head was swimming. They got a couple of chunks of bread and some cold meat from a servant, then sat on the floor and gobbled it silently.
Up by the hearth of honor, the womenfolk were still working. His wrist bound and splinted, Lord Degedd sat on the floor with the other noble lords—Erddyr, Oldadd, and Comerr—and talked urgently. Although the hall was filled with men, it was oddly silent in a wordless chill of defeat. When Renydd finished eating, he leaned back against the curve of the wall and fell asleep. Many of the men did the same, slumping against the wall, lying down on the floor, but the noble lords leaned close together and went on talking. Rhodry thought he was
going
to ache too badly from his fall to sleep straightaway, but he was too exhausted to stay on his feet. He’d been awake and riding for the entire cycle of a day.
When he sat down next to Renydd, the captain stirred, looked at him blearily, then leaned against his shoulder. Rhodry put his arm around him just for the simple human comfort of it. All at once his weariness caught up with him. His last conscious thought was that they were all shamed men tonight, not just him.
Rhodry woke suddenly to Lord Erddyr’s voice. With a grunt, Renydd sat up straight next to him. Erddyr was on his feet in the middle of the hall and yelling at the men to
wake up and listen to him. Sighing, cursing, the drowsy warband roused itself and turned toward their lords.
“Now here, lads,” Erddyr said. “I’m going to ask you a hard thing, but it has to be done. We can’t stay here tonight and get pinned like rats in a trap. We’re leaving the wounded behind and riding back to my dun.”
A soft exhausted sigh breathed through the hall
“I know how you feel,” Erddyr went on. “By the Lord of Hell’s warty balls, don’t you think I’d rather be in my blankets than on the back of a horse? But if we stay, those horseshit bastards have us where they want us. Degedd can’t provision a siege. We’ve got to have time to collect our men on fort guard, and then we can make another strike on the bastards. Do you all understand? If we stay here, we lose the war and every scrap of honor we ever had. So, are you riding with me or not?”
Cheering as loudly as they could manage, the men began to get up, collecting shields and gear from the floor.
“Save your breath,” Erddyr called out. “And let’s ride!”
A few hours before dawn, Yraen went out for his turn on watch. Yawning and cursing, just on general principles, he climbed up to the catwalk and took his place next to Gedryc, the nominal captain of the fort guard, who acknowledged him with a nod. Together they leaned onto the rampart and looked over the hills, dark and shadowed in the moonlight, to watch the road. In about an hour, just as the moon was setting, Yraen saw a somewhat darker shape moving on the dark countryside, and a certain fuzziness in the air over it—probably dust.
“Who’s that?” Gedryc snapped. “Don’t tell me it’s our lord! Oh, ye gods!”
In a few minutes more the moving shape resolved itself into a long line of men on horseback, and something about the slumped way they sat, and the slow way that the horses limped and staggered along, told the tale.
“A defeat,” Gedryc said. “Run and wake the dun, lad.”
As Yraen climbed down the ladder, he felt a sudden sick wondering if Rhodry was still alive. Somehow, before this moment, it hadn’t really occurred to him that a friend of his might die in this war. He raced to the barracks over the stables, woke up the rest of the fort guard, then ran into
the great hall and the kitchen hut to rouse the servants. He came back out in time to hear the men on the walls calling to one another.
“It’s Erddyr, all right! Open those gates!”
The servants came pouring into the ward to help the night watch pull open the heavy iron-bound gates. Torchlight flared in the ward as the army filed in, the horses stumbling blindly toward shelter. Wrapped in a cloak over her night dress, Lady Melynda rushed out of the broch just as Lord Erddyr dismounted and threw his reins to a groom.
“Your husband’s come home defeated and dishonored,” Erddyr said. “But the war’s not over yet.”
“Well and good, my lord,” Melynda said calmly. “Where are the wounded?”
“Back in Degedd’s dun, but get the servants to feeding these men, will you?”
Yraen found Rhodry down at the gates. He’d dismounted to lead his horse inside and spare it his weight for the last few yards. When Yraen caught his arm, all the silver dagger could do was turn toward him with a blind, almost drunken smile.
“I’ll tend that horse,” Yraen said. “Go get something to eat.”
When he finished with the horse, Yraen went back into the great hall, filled with men—some still eating, most asleep. At the table of honor the noble lords ate silently while Lady Melynda watched them with frightened eyes. Yraen picked his way through and joined Rhodry, sitting on the floor in the curve of the wall with Renydd, who was slowly eating a piece of bread as if the effort were too much for him.
“Why did you lose?” Yraen said to Rhodry.
“What a comfort my friend is,” Rhodry said. “From his mouth no excuses or blustering to lift a man’s shame, only the nastiest of truths.” He paused to yawn. “We lost because there were more of them than us, that’s all.”
“Well and good, then. I’m cursed glad to see you alive, you bastard.”
Rhodry grinned and leaned back against the wall.
“We comported ourselves brilliantly on the field,” Rhodry said. “Renydd and me slew seventy men each, but there were thousands ranged against us.”
“Horseshit,” Renydd said with his mouth full.
“It’s not horseshit.” Rhodry yawned violently. “There were rivers of blood on the field, and corpses piled up like mountains. Never will that grass grow green again, but it’ll come up scarlet, all for grief at that slaughter.”
Yraen leaned forward and grabbed his arm: he was beginning to realize what it meant when Rhodry babbled this way.
“And the clash and clang was like thunder,” Rhodry went on. “We swept in like ravens and none could stand before us. We trampled them like grass—”
“That’s enough!” Yraen gave his arm a hard shake. “Rhodry, hold your tongue! You’re half-mad with the defeat.”
Rhodry stared at him, his eyes half-filled with tears.
“My apologies,” Rhodry said. “You’re right enough.”
He curled up on the straw like a dog and fell asleep straightaway, without even another yawn.
All that day, the army slept wherever it could find room, scattered through the dun. Before he went to his bed, Erddyr sent men from the fort guard out with messages to the duns of the various allies, warning their fort guards to be ready to join their lords. Other men rode out to scout and keep a watch for Adry’s army on the road. The servants went through the stored supplies. The army had lost all its carts, blankets, provisions, and, worst of all, its extra weapons. Not all the scrounging in the world could produce more than twenty javelins for the entire army. Yraen, of course, still had a pair, those he’d brought with him when he’d left home, but he gave one to Rhodry and hoarded the other.
“Here’s your saddlebags, too,” Yraen said. “I had no trouble with them.”
“Good. Huh. I’d say our enemy can’t track the whistle by dweomer then, but if that’s true, how by the hells did he know I had the ugly thing in the first place?”
“Well, was there someone else who could have told him?”
Rhodry swore under his breath.
“There was, at that, and I’ll wager it was our lovely Alshandra, all right,”
Yraen would have asked him more about this mysterious
being, but a couple of other men joined them with rumors to share.
In the afternoon, Yraen had a word alone with Lady Melynda, who bravely smiled her tight-lipped smile and talked of her husband’s eventual victory. It seemed that Comerr alone had thirty fresh men in his dun, to say nothing of the men they could muster from other allies.
“If they can assemble them all, my lord swears they’ll outnumber the enemy. He tells me that Adry and Tewdyr already had every man they could muster at the siege.” Her bright smile faded abruptly. “I wonder if that’s true, or if he’s trying to spare my feelings?”