Authors: Christina Schwarz
CF:
Because I live in Los Angeles, have small children, and am your friend, several people have assumed that I am the inspiration for Letty. This is frustrating because I think it’s apparent that I am, in fact, the inspiration for Margaret, the blocked and unsuccessful novelist. Could you please clear this up?
CS:
Are these people who know you? I mean, I love the way you’re (slowly) decorating your house, but, I repeat, are these people who know you? Aside from the fact that Letty is self-deprecating and has a sense of humor, you two have very little in common. You do share Margaret’s eye for the ridiculous and perhaps her penchant for color-coding (see aforementioned to-do lists and highlighting); all significant similarity, however, ends there, as you well know.
Someone at a reading asked me if I was “still friends with that girl.” I suppose she assumed that I was Margaret and had stolen a
friends material—yours, I guess—to make this book. I think this confusion comes from my use of the first person—I know I often have to remind myself when reading a novel in first person that this is not the author’s voice but the character’s.
All that having been said, you did provide the germ for the whole story. I remember quite distinctly working in my bedroom/dining room/office right after moving to New York and feeling like my life had pinched in to four walls and a sharply sloping ceiling, while your life was literally burgeoning—you were pregnant with twins. And I wrote to you that the idea of a would-be writer stealing the material in her friend’s letters—we were still letter writers then—for the plot of her novel might make a good book.
CF:
One thing I love about
All Is Vanity
is the juxtaposition of Margaret’s frugality with Letty’s wastrel ways. Clearly, Letty’s abandon with money leads, in part, to her downfall. I’ve always wondered: Does Margaret’s thrift in any way contribute to her—and Letty’s—ruin?
CS:
Oh, I wish it did. I remember a time in the early years of working on my first book,
Drowning Ruth
, when I thought every detail had to forward or echo the themes of the novel. In theory, I might still believe that this is necessary for a truly excellent book—I’m not sure— I haven’t thought about it enough. In practice, however, there’s no way I can keep the universe of a novel so tight.
Margaret’s frugality is mostly a reflection of Ted’s, and his came about because I needed some tension other than public humiliation—can you believe that isn’t enough?—to make Margaret worry about the time passing without a novel being produced. Ted’s concern about income—a realistic one, obviously—provided that. Once I’d set Ted on
his path, though, I admit he became a little extreme. I’d had the idea of the ledger in which he records all their expenses when I was writing my first book, because my great-grandfather apparently kept such a thing on his wedding trip, and I always found that interesting, really just because it was old. I never found a place to put it in that novel, but it must still have been on my mind because it somehow fell right into Ted’s lap. The scenes in which he and Margaret argue about money were some of the most fun to write.
Also, it seemed important that Margaret and Ted’s attitudes form a clear contrast to Letty and Michael’s. And finally, I didn’t want Margaret’s desire for the world’s respect to be clouded by a wish or need for money. She’s not writing to get rich, and because of the way she lives, she doesn’t care about making much money until Letty needs it.
Now that I’ve written all this, it occurs to me that I’m glad her frugality doesn’t contribute to her downfall. There may already be too many parallels between Margaret and Letty as it is. A novel shouldn’t be symmetrical.
CF:
I’ve taken a lot of advice from you in my life, and you’ve always given me sound counsel. I’m confident that you’ve never orchestrated anyone’s demise, but have you ever been tempted to nudge a friend toward something unwise, just for the thrill of seeing what happens?
CS:
No, and that’s why, back when I was trying to avoid becoming a writer, I performed miserably at my initial interview at the CIA. “Tell me about a time,” the interviewer said, “when you manipulated someone to do something you knew wasn’t in his or her best interest.” I couldn’t think of a single instance, and the whole idea so threw me that I couldn’t even
fake it. They offered me a job as an analyst, but they wouldn’t let me become a spy.
Although I wouldn’t go so far as to say I’ve never manipulated anyone, I’ve never done so deliberately, or even consciously. Wait—I take it back. My brother and I did try to convince our little sister that the middle seat in the car was the plum when we wanted the windows—does that count? Nudging a friend to do something I thought unwise would make me feel sick, not thrilled. I realize that dooms me to the world of the earnest, rather than to that of the clever, but it can’t be helped.
CF:
Drowning Ruth
took you a hundred and twenty-seven years to finish (or whatever you’re telling people), but I think you finished
All Is Vanity
in less than two. I’ve always worried that because we didn’t reconvene the seminar for your second novel, you were able to shave your production time, but I think you have some other reasons for the speedup.
CS:
The main reason is my fear of authority. I signed a contract to deliver a book in two years, and I was scared to ask for more time. I was also paid to deliver an outline before I began, so I wrote one, which helped a lot, even though I didn’t follow it faithfully. The plot in
All Is Vanity
is much more straightforward than that in
Drowning Ruth
. It has many fewer characters, and it takes place over the course of a year and a half, rather than fifty years, all of which made speedier writing possible. Also, I wasted a lot of time while working on
Drowning Ruth
, worrying about whether I was kidding myself when I thought I could write a novel. With
All Is Vanity
, I figured since I’d written one, I didn’t have any excuse not to do another. And finally, I know that with
Drowning Ruth
, I taught myself (with much help from you) to write at a very fundamental level. If not for the seminar, that book would have taken five times as long, if it had ever been finished at all, what with the pesky problems of plots that refused to
gel and characters that kept changing roles. People say you should write your first novel and put it in a drawer—I wrote my first three novels trying to get through that one.
CF:
During our long tenure as unemployed and unpublished writers, we were often encouraged to stop lollygagging and just submit our manuscripts, but we had a good reason for holding on to them: They weren’t very good. Or so we told ourselves. But now—at least as far as
Drowning Ruth
is concerned—I have to wonder: Was it self-doubt or accurate literary and commercial judgment that kept you from sending out your novel a year or two earlier?
CS:
I think we were absolutely right on two counts. First, that we didn’t write anything worth publishing for a long time, and second, that someday, if we just kept working on it, we would. That editor who imagined you were somehow writing these terrific pieces in national magazines from the first moment you put pen to paper or fingertips to keyboard has no notion of the years of seminar work in which we privately honed our craft (in between the laughing and the snacking).
CF:
Has motherhood made you a better writer, or simply a more harassed one?
CS:
This is a superb question. Since I’m not very far into motherhood yet, I’m hoping my answer may change someday, because so far I would have to say that motherhood has not only made me a more harassed writer but also a worse one. I am more efficient—I even think more efficiently—when I can think, but I can’t think very often or for very long, and very seldom is all of my brain focused on my work, even when someone else is taking care of my son. And I can’t even turn the computer on when Nicky is awake
anymore because he wants to push the buttons. It upsets women when I say this, but I’m pretty certain that over the course of my career I’ll write fewer novels than I would have if I’d never had a child and those that I do write will be less good than they could have been. But I don’t care. I am more than happy to pay that price.
CF:
Your two novels are so different in every way: in mode, style, setting, period. Why not stick to what worked the first time around?
CS:
Much as I loved the world of
Drowning Ruth
, the idea of having to climb back into it immediately after finishing that novel enervated me. I knew I couldn’t write another book like that well, at least not right away. So, in a sense, this book is a reaction to the first. I could do all sorts of things in
All Is Vanity
—express irony, for instance—that I couldn’t in
Drowning Ruth
. Also, in a way, the character of Margaret is responsible for this novel. Her voice sprang into my head full-blown very early on, as Amandas did in
Drowning Ruth
, and it certainly dictated the tone. I actually didn’t intend
All Is Vanity
to be funny when I began it—that’s all Margaret’s work.
CF:
Some people have complained that your characters aren’t admirable. What do you say to them?
CS:
A good person behaving well or an evil person behaving badly isn’t interesting. But a good person behaving badly—now that’s a compelling story. If people are honest, I think they have to admit that they don’t always do what they know to be right either. That’s what makes humans fascinating. Some readers want characters they can look up to, but to me that’s not the point of fiction.