All the King's Men (32 page)

For a moment Cass was genuinely confused.

“Her?” he questioned.

“Phebe,” she replied, “I took her to Paducah, and she’s gone.”

“Gone–gone where?”

“Down the river,” she answered, repeated, “down the river,” and laughed abruptly, and added, “and she won’t look at me any more like that.”

“You sold her?”

“Yes, I sold her. In Paducah, to a man who was making up a coffle of Negroes for New Orleans. And nobody knows me in Paducah, nobody knew I was there, nobody knows I sold her, for I shall say she ran away into Illinois. But I sold her. For thirteen hundred dollars.”

“You got a good price,” Cass said, “even for a yellow girl as sprightly as Phebe.” And, as he reports in the journal, he laughed with some “bitterness and rudeness,” though he does not say why.

“Yes,” she replied, “I got a good price. I made him pay every penny she was worth. And then do you know what I did with the money, do you?”

“No.”

“When I came off the boat at Louisville, there was an old man, a nigger, sitting on the landing stage, and he was blind and picking on a guitar and singing ‘Old Dan Tucker.’ I took the money out of my bag and walked to him and laid it in his old hat.”

“If you were going to give the money away–if you felt the money was defiled–why didn’t you free her?” Cass asked.

“She’d stay right here, she wouldn’t go away, she would stay right here and look at me. Oh, no, she wouldn’t go away, for she’s the wife of a man the Motley’s have, their coachman. Oh, she’d stay right here and look at me and tell, tell what she knows, and I’ll not abide it!”

Then Cass said, “If you had spoken to me I would have bought the man from Mr. Motley and set him free, too.”

“He wouldn’t have sold,” she said, “the Motleys won’t sell a servant.”

“Even to be freed?” Cass continued, but she cut in, “I tell you I won’t have you interfering with my affairs, do you understand that? And she rose from his side and stood in the middle of the summerhouse, and he saw the glimmer of her face in the shadow and heard her agitated breathing. “I thought you were fond of her,” Cass said.

“I was,” she said, “until–until she looked at me like that.”

“You know why you got that price for her?” Cass asked, and without waiting for an answer, went on, “Because she’s yellow and comely and well-made. Oh, the drovers wouldn’t take her down chained in a coffle. They wouldn’t wear her down. They’ll take her down the river soft. And you know why?”

“Yes, I know why,” she said, “and what is it to you? Are you so charmed by her?”

“That is unfair,” Cass said.

“Oh, I see, Mr. Mastern,” she said, “oh, I see, you are concerned for the honor of a black coachman. It is a very delicate sentiment, Mr. Mastern. Why–” and she came to stand above him as he still sat on the bench–”why did you not show some such delicate concern for the honor of your friend? Who is now dead.”

According to the journal, there was, at this moment, “a tempest of feeling” in his breast. He wrote: “Thus I heard put into words for the first time the accusation which has ever in all climes been that most calculated to make wince a man of proper nurture or natural rectitude. What the hardened man can bear to hear from the still small voice within, may yet be when spoken by any external tongue an accusation dire enough to drain his very cheeks of blood. But it was not only that accusation in itself, for in very truth I had supped full of that horror and made it my long familiar. It was not merely the betrayal of my friend. It was not merely the death of my friend, at whose breast I had leveled the weapon. I could have managed somewhat to live with those facts. But I suddenly felt that the world outside of me was shifting and the substance of things, and that the process had only begun of a general disintegration of which I was the center. At that moment of perturbation, when the cold sweat broke on my brow, I did not frame any sentence distinctly to my mind. But I have looked back and wrestled to know the truth. It was not the fact that a slave woman was being sold away from the house where she had had protection and kindness and away from the arms of her husband into debauchery. I knew that such things had happened in fact, and I was no child for after my arrival in Lexington and my acquaintance with the looser sort of companions, the sportsmen and the followers of the races, I had myself enjoyed such diversions. It was not only the fact that the woman for whom I had sacrificed my friend’s life and my honor could, in her own suffering, turn on me with a cold rage and the language of insult so that I did not recognize her. It was, instead, the fact that all of these things–the death of my friend, the betrayal of Phebe, the suffering and rage and great change of the woman I had loved–all had come from my single act of sin and perfidy, as the boughs from the bole and the leaves from the bough. Or to figure the matter differently, it was as though the vibration set up in the whole fabric of the world by my act had spread infinitely and with ever increasing power and no man could know the end. I did not put it into words in such fashion, but I stood there shaken by a tempest of feeling.”

When Cass had somewhat controlled his agitation, he said, “To whom did you sell the girl?”

“What’s it to you?” she answered.

“To whom did you sell the girl?” he repeated.

“I’ll not tell you,” she said.

“I will find out,” he said. “I will go to Paducah and find out.”

She grasped him by the arm, driving her fingers deep into the flesh, “like talons,” and demanded, “Why–why are you going?”

“To find her,” he said. “To find her and buy her and set her free.” He had not premeditated this. He heard the words, he wrote in the journal, and knew that that was his intention. “To find her and buy her and set her free,” he said, and felt the grasp on his arm released and then in the dark suddenly felt the rake of her nails down his cheek, and heard her voice in a kind of “wild sibilance” saying, “If you do–if you do–oh, I’ll not abide it– I will not!”

She flung herself from his side and to the bench. He heard her gasp and sob, “a hard dry sob like a man’s.” He did not move. Then he heard her voice, “If you do–if you do–she looked at me that way, and I’ll nor abide it–if you do–” Then after a pause, very quietly, “If you do, I shall never see you again.”

He made no reply. He stood there for some minutes, he did not know how long, then left the summerhouse, where she still sat, and walked down the alley.

The next morning he left for Paducah. He learned the name of the trader, but he also learned that the trader had sold Phebe (a yellow wench who answered to Phebe’s description) to a “private party” who happened to be in Paducah at the time but who had gone on downriver. His name was unknown in Paducah. The trader had presumably sold Phebe so that he would be free to accompany his coffle when it had been made up. He had now headed, it was said, into South Kentucky, with a few bucks and wenches, to pick up more. As Cass had predicted, he had not wanted to wear Phebe down by taking her in the coffle. So getting a good figure of profit in Paducah, he had sold her there. Cass went south as far as Bowling Green, but lost track of his man there. So rather hopelessly, he wrote a letter to the trader, in care of the market at New Orleans, asking for the name of the purchaser and any information about him. Then swung back north to Lexington.

At Lexington he went down to West Short Street, to the Lewis C. Robards barracoon, which Mr. Robards had converted from the old Lexington Theatre a few years earlier. He had a notion that Mr. Robards, the leading trader of the section, might be able, through his downriver connections, to locate Phebe, if enough of a commission was in sight. At the barracoon there was no one in the office except a boy, who said that Mr. Robards was downriver but that Mr. Simms was “holding things down” and was over at the “house” at an “inspection.” So Cass went next door to the house (When Jack Burden was in Lexington investigating the life of Cass Mastern, he saw the “house” still standing, a two-story brick building of the traditional residential type, roof running lengthwise, door in center of front, window on each side, chimney at each end, lean-to in back. Robards had kept his “choice stock” there and not in the coops, to wait for “inspection.”)

Cass found the main door unlocked at the house, entered the hall, saw no one, but heard laughter from above. He mounted the stairs and discovered, at the end of the hall, a small group of men gathered at an open door. He recognized a couple of them, young hangers-on he had seen about town and at the track. He approached and asked if Mr. Simms was about. “Inside,” one of them said, “showing.” Over the heads, Cass could see into the room. First he saw a short, strongly made man, a varnished-looking man, with black hair, black neckcloth, large bright black eyes, and black coat, with a crop in his hand. Cass knew immediately that he was a French “speculator,” who was buying “fancies” for Louisiana. The Frenchman was staring at something beyond Cass’s range of vision. Cass moved farther and could see within.

There he saw the man whom he took to be Mr. Simms, a nondescript fellow in a plug hat, and beyond him the figure of a woman. She was a very young woman, some twenty years old perhaps, rater slender, with skin slightly darker than ivory, probably an octoroon, and hair crisp rather than kinky, and deep dark liquid eyes, slightly bloodshot, which stared at a spot above and beyond the Frenchman. She did not wear the ordinary plaid Osnaburg and kerchief of the female slave up for sale, but a white, loosely cut dress, with elbow-length sleeves, and skirts to the floor and no kerchief, only a band to her hair. Beyond her, in the neatly furnished room (“quite genteel,” the journal called it, while noting the barred windows), Cass saw a rocking chair and a little table, and on the table a sewing basket with a piece of fancy needlework lying there with the needle stuck in it, “as though some respectable young lady or householder had dropped it casually aside upon rising to greet a guest.” Cass recorded that somehow he found himself staring at the needlework.

“Yeah,” Mr. Simms was saying, “yeah.” And grasped the girl by the shoulder to swing her slowly around for a complete view. Then he seized one of her wrists and lifted the arm to shoulder level and worked it back and forth a couple of times to show the supple articulation, saying, “Yeah.” That done, he drew the arm forward, holding it toward the Frenchman, the hand hanging limply from the wrist which he held. (The hand was according to the journal, “well molded, and the fingers tapered.”) “Yeah,” Mr. Simms said, “look at that-air hand. Ain’t no lady got a littler, teensier hand. And round and soft, yeah?”

“Ain’t she got nuthen else round and soft?” one of the men at the door called and the others laughed.

“Yeah,” Mr. Simms said, and leaned to take the hem of her dress, which with a delicate flirting motion he lifted higher than her waist, while he reached out with his other hand to wad the cloth and draw it into a kind of “awkward girdle” about her waist. Still holding the wad of cloth he walked around her, forcing her to turn (she turned “without resistance and as though in a trance”) with his motion until her small buttocks were toward the door. “Round and soft, boys,” Mr. Simms said, and gave her a good whack on the near buttock to make the flesh tremble. “Ever git yore hand on anything rounder ner softer, boys? he demanded. “Hit’s a cushion, I declare. And shake like sweet jelly.”

“God-a-Mighty and got on stockings,” one of the men said.

While the other men laughed, the Frenchman stepped to the side of the girl, reached out to lay the tip of his riding crop at the little depression just above the beginning of the swell of the buttocks. He held the tip delicately there for a moment, then flattened the crop across the back and moved it down slowly, evenly across each buttock, to trace the fullness of the curve. “Turn her,” he said in his foreign voice.

Mr. Simms obediently carried the wad around, and the body followed in the half revolution. One of the men at the door whistled. The Frenchman laid his crop across the woman’s belly as though he were a “carpenter measuring something or as to demonstrate its flatness,” and moved it down as before, tracing the structure, until it came to rest across the thigh, below the triangle. Then he let his hand fall to his side, with the crop. “Open your mouth,” he said to the girl.

She did so, and he peered earnestly at her teeth. Then he leaned and whiffed her breath. “It is a good breath,” he admitted, as though grudgingly.

“Yeah,” Mr. Simms said, “yeah, you ain’t a-finden no better breath.”

“Have you any others?” the Frenchman demanded. “On hand?”

“We got ‘em,” Mr. Simms said.

“Let me see,” the Frenchman said, and moved toward the door with, apparently, the “insolent expectation” that the group there would dissolve before him. He went out into the hal, Mr. Simms following. While Mr. Simms locked the door, Cass said to him, “I wish to speak to you, if you are Mr. Simms.”

“Huh? Mr. Simms said (“grunted” according to the journal), but looking at Cass became suddenly civil for he could know from dress and bearing that Cass was not one of the casual hangers-on. So Mr. Simms admitted the Frenchman to the next room to inspect its occupant, and returned to Cass. Cass remarked in the journal that trouble might have been avoided if he had been more careful to speak inn private, but he wrote that at the time the matter was so much upon his mind that the men who stood about were as shadows to him.

He explained his wish to Mr. Simms, described Phebe as well as possible, gave the name of the trader in Paducah, and offered a liberal commission. Mr. Simms seemed dubious, promised to do what he could, and then said, “But nine outa ten you won’t git her, Mister. And we got sumthen here better. You done seen Delphy, and she’s nigh white as airy woman, and a sight more juicy, and that gal you talk about is nuthen but yaller. Now Delphy–”

“But the young gemmun got a hanheren fer yaller,” one of the hangers-on said, and laughed, and the others laughed too.

Cass struck him across the mouth. “I struck him with the side of my fist,” Cass wrote, “to bring blood. I struck him without thought, and I recollect the surprise which visited me when I saw the blood on his chin and saw him draw a bowie from his shirt front. I attempted to avoid his first blow, but received it upon my left shoulder. Before he could withdraw, I had grasped his wrist in my right hand, forced it down so that I could also use my left hand, which still had some strength left at that moment, and with a turning motion of my body I broke his arm across my right hip, and then knocked him to the floor. I recovered the bowie from the floor, and with it faced the man who seemed to be the friend of the man who was now prostrate. He had a knife in his hand, but he seemed disinclined to pursue the discussion.”