For the first time, it seemed like Freja could trust Elsa, and it showed in her eyes. Smiling, Freja opened her grandfather's spell book. “I want to show you something,” she said. She opened the book to a clean page with an ornate design on the front, half of which was dark and the other half light.
“I do not have my grandfather's abilities, but he always told me there are good witches and there are bad witches. A bad witch cannot become a good one, and vice versa. The trouble, though, is that no one knows which warlock or witch you are dealing with. He also said that anyone could do magic, you just had believe in what you were doing. If a normal person were a good enough person, when trying to save someone, say, there were certain spells they could use to save the person they loved, or to protect themselves from other, evil witches.”
Elsa looked down at the page Freja had opened the book to. It was full of symbols which she didn't understand, but the center of the page had what appeared to be a small poem. Elsa pointed to the text. “What's that?”
“So my grandfather laid out the one spell a normal person could use in ordinary speech, whereas real witches and warlocks speak in an unknown tongue to cast their spells, if they even speak at all when they cast spells.”
“Have you ever tried this on someone? What does it do?”
“When my grandfather was murdered I tried this spell he showed me, in order to bring him back from the dead, but it didn't work. And honestly I don't know what is supposed to happen. This book is all I have left of him, so I keep it safe with me.” She reached into the book and tore out the page.
“Oh my gosh,” Elsa said. “What are you doing?”
“I want you to have this,” Freja said. Elsa's eyes opened wide and large.
“There's no way. This was your grandfather's! You can't give me this!”
“I can and will. You might need it. Besides, I have a whole book of spells right here in my grandfather's book.” Freja patted the book as she closed it, like a puppy she would always keep by her side.
“Yeah—a book you can't use!” Elsa said.
“You don't know that. Maybe there's something in it that might help me down the line. My grandfather was always full of unexpected things. I guess it's where I get it.”
“Well thank you so much. I really appreciate this Freja,” Elsa said, as she gave the woman a hug. She stopped for a second, realizing something. “I have just one question. Why would I need this?”
“Well that's the other thing I was going to tell you.”
“Oh Lord,” Elsa said, bracing herself for the weight of another confession.
“This world is not the only one there is, Elsa. You probably know this already, based on what you have told me about Theo. Most people don't see the alternate world of magic. They are either too dense, too unimaginative, or too wrapped up themselves to notice. when we were kids we all knew about it, because we were open to experiences that adults close themselves off to. That space between dreams and awake, that middle ground, that's where you can find the magic. There is a danger though, when you dream, that you might go too far into the other world. If you are not a witch or warlock, it will change you, permanently. In this world, if you stay when you really should leave, everything is backward or upside down. Up becomes down. North becomes South. And Good becomes Evil—”
“Is there where Theo is?”
“I don't know but—”
Suddenly the realization hit Elsa that, if Freja's grandfather was dead, where exactly was she leading Elsa? Freja cackled.
“I know what you must be thinking. If my grandfather was murdered, who exactly is it we are going to see?” Elsa nodded. “Well the truth is that my grandfather showed me all throughout my childhood what he could do with magic. I myself did not inherit his gifts, but there is someone else who might be able to help you.”
Elsa was somewhat nervous. “Who is it?” she asked.
“An old friend. He's a dragon, very old and very wise. He has been around for several centuries, as my grandfather told me about him. And I thought maybe he can help you.”
“What if Theo is gone forever? I don't think I would be able to survive that.”
“I can't answer that for you. But I want to warn you that if we meet my friend, you must follow my every step and direction. There is a cave on the farthest coast of our land, right where a cliff meets the ocean. In that case, my friend has dwelled for the last seven centuries. But in order to get to the cave, we must pass by the forest I mentioned.
“If you want any hope of finding Theo—or any hope of being able to use the spell I gave you—you must remain a good, decent person. You must make the right choice as stay as far away from the Forbidden Forest as you can. Do you understand what I am telling you?”
“Of course,” Elsa said.
“Good, because we must pass right by the Forest on our way to the my dragon friend's cave. The tree line runs right alongside it. The closer we get the more you will feel its pull. It will call to you, lie to you, make you believe things which just aren't true. It wants more than anything for you to walk right into the trees and be lost forever. You must resist the temptation. Promise me!”
“OK I promise. Who made the Forbidden Forest?”
“No one knows. Who made the moon? It's just part of nature, and it always has been around, I guess.”
“Did your grandfather ever tell you why it had no effect on witches or warlocks?”
“No he never got around to that. But he was adamant that I should never enter, because I wasn't one of them.”
“I wonder what is in there.”
“The Forbidden Forest is a place of temptation and madness, it corrupts you to the point you will never be able to recover from it. It makes you do things and want things you never thought you would want. You will lose yourself completely and never be able to understand what the difference between right and wrong is. I'm telling you, again, you must listen to me, do not go into the Forbidden Forest. I will not be able to come after you, and most important, like I said, you will no longer be able to use that spell, as it must come from a person who has pure intentions. People who emerge from the Forbidden Forest are corrupted, damaged beyond repair, and the forest continues to draw them to return. You will be broken, backwards, and damaged, and you can lose all hope of saving or finding out what happened to Theo.”
Elsa looked down at the floor, images of the night she lost Theo racing through her mind. He had come into her life in an instant, as if he were dropped from the sky, and he had been taken from her just as quickly. It was all very mysterious and confusing to Elsa, and she wondered if her status as a nonmagical person had anything to do with her confusion. Maybe if she were a witch she would have a better understanding of what happened to Theo, and more importantly, what to do about it. Her hopes lay in this dragon friend of Freja's. Elsa told herself how glad she was that she had Freja on her side, not to mention the fact that she had made the right choices and therefore was in the best position to use Freja's spell in case she needed it. What would happen if she didn't know about the Forbidden Forest and tried to save Theo all by herself? She thanked the heavens that she was doing the right thing. Even though she had dreamed of being saved by a knight in shining armor, she realized that in this moment she was Theo's savior and hero. She swelled with pride.
“What's your friend's name?” she asked Freja.
“I don't know. He's too old to have a name, and he's probably be called many things by villagers over the years. Myths and legends have been made about him. Lochness? The fire angel in the sky. There are many—”
“How do you know he can help me? Do you trust him?”
“He's the only creature besides my grandfather who I trust the most. Dragons, despite what you have been told, are very wise creatures. But you must trust what he says, because he only sees into the future so far.”
“What do you mean? He's an oracle?”
“Sort of. You're probably not going to understand everything he says, but you better listen because he doesn't repeat himself, and he's very impatient.”
Elsa's pulse pounded as she wondered just exactly the dragon would make her do. But her fear and anxiety dissipated when she realized that she would do anything to get Theo back—absolutely anything. She would murder, torture, lie, trade all her integrity and honesty and every whisper from her conscience in order to save him. Nothing, no matter what, no matter how, she needed to have the love of her life back in her sight.
CHAPTER 22
The women rode along the rocky coast by the raging sea, as aggressive mist spat at their horses every few minutes. On her left side view, Elsa saw the vast expanse of the ocean, and on her right, pure flat rolling tundra as far as the eye could see. She wondered where this Forbidden Forest was that Freja had warned her so intensely about. Elsa's horse slowed down, skittish, anticipating some terrible event about to befall them. Freja slowed and turn her horse to determine what was the matter.
“What's wrong?” she shouted over the roar of the waves crashing against the cliff side.
“He's scared!” Elsa said, the horse's fear infecting her as well. She just couldn't shake an uneasiness about the whole situation. Freja looked at her without responding and rode forward. Elsa pushed the edge of her heels into the horse's ribs just firmly enough that the animal got the message: time to ride. Elsa assumed they were almost there, as they had been riding for three days straight. She felt along the inside of her coat for the spell Freja had given her from the spell book, just to make sure it was there.
At first Elsa didn't notice the change, but she looked on her right after an hour or so to find the flat, empty tundra had somehow transformed to a dense forest, and the women rode between the darkened forest on one side and the relentless ocean on the other. There was a very narrow path they straddled between the two places, but there was enough room for Freja and Elsa's horses to ride side by side. Freja slowed down and trotted next to her. They were close enough to whisper.
“Do you know where you are?” she asked Elsa.
“This is the Forbidden Forest isn't it?”
“You bet, doll.” Elsa found herself somewhat excited at being so close to the place Freja described as being the most dangerous place on Earth. Some part of her thought it was all a joke, as the weight of the situation didn't fully sink in. Elsa looked all along the tree line for some sign of the danger and fear Freja told her she was going to encounter. But there was nothing.
“It doesn't seem all that terrifying.”
“That's what you think,” Freja said. To Elsa the place resembled any other forest, full of brown foliage and pale green trees. There was nothing out of the ordinary or magical about the place. But then Freja suddenly pointed to a solitary flower, crimson red, in the bushes ahead. “Look!” she said. “Oh dear, dear. This is not good.”
“What?”
“The forest is calling to you, doll. It knows you're here. It probably senses your innocence.” Elsa's heart began to pound. “Listen to me, doll. Look away now and don't listen to whatever thought pop into your head. I'll get you out of this.” Freja grabbed the reigns to Elsa's horse and trotted slowly ahead. “Just one step at a time, doll. Keep in good communication with me, you hear? OK?”
“Ok,” Elsa said.
“Did you hear me, doll?”
“Yes, I said okay.”
“Elsa listen to me. Can you understand what I'm saying?” It occurred to Elsa something was terribly wrong. In her mind, she was moving her mouth to tell Freja she understood her, but apparently nothing was coming out. Elsa entire body began to shake. She gripped the harness of the horse tightly and prayed that Freja would guide them through this mess. She wanted to ask Freja how long it would be before they were away from the Forbidden Forest but lost all her mental energy. She felt as if she were being pulled into a dream world—the image of the passing trees, one by one, along with the rhythmic trotting of the horses gave Elsa a sleepy feeling.
The forest hypnotized Elsa, telling her Theo was hiding in its deepest, darkest recesses. She looked to Freja, pulled on her wrist, but Freja didn't respond.
“Freja! Theo is in there! We have to go find him!” Freja didn't respond to her, riding on through the trail. Elsa looked up ahead and saw the forest begin to thin. She could see the tree line dissipate up ahead and the edge of the cliff over the ocean. Freja was going to walk her horse right into the water! The entire trip was a complete lie. Freja betrayed her, and she was just pretending to not hear Elsa. The woman was a liar, a cheat. Elsa pulled as hard as she could on her reigns, but the horse continued to follow Freja's lead.
“Stop! You're going to kill us!” Freja ignored her, Elsa thought. But as they emerged from between the forest's edge and the cliff, Elsa's sleepiness lifted. She opened her eyes to find Freja looking over her.
“Are you okay?” Freja looked genuinely concerned, but Elsa swatted her away.
“You lied!” Elsa screamed, her face hot with the rage she couldn't muster earlier next to the woods. “He's in there! I know it. And you almost killed us.” Freja looked hurt. She leaned back, her bony frame almost blowing over in the wind.