Angelus (17 page)

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Authors: Sabrina Benulis

“What is she talking about?” Kim leaned over and whispered hurriedly in Troy's ear.

Troy bristled at his closeness. “She means that this portion of the earthly Realm is somehow outside of time. It follows the river of time but is not bound by it. She can not only see the present, but the future.”

“How can that be? Even the Supernals don't have that ability.”

Troy ignored him for a moment. “There is a rumor that this angel foresaw Raziel's death, left him as his Throne, and chose to dwell here. This place existed before Luz.”

Kim felt the shock like a thunderbolt.

“The Thrones are actually Cherubim, but their bodies were tampered with to be more pleasing to the eyes, more typically angelic.” Troy's tone became nasty. “Those arrogant crows should have left well enough alone. Changing a creature's appearance can't change its soul. And so most Thrones kept their instincts. The deformities marked them from the start. But this one chose not to undergo the transformation.”

“Why is she down here? As a punishment?”

Troy shook her head grimly. “I doubt it.”


It is because I know the very hour, minute, and moment of my impending death,
” the Cherubim said. She had been listening the entire time. “
A death it is impossible to avoid. But, more important, it is so I can be here to help you.

What twisted logic was that? It was almost maddening. “Why not run away if you know you will die?” Kim shouted up at her.


You've just answered the question, half-Jinn,
” the angel said. “
Because it is both my choice and my fate to stay.

“Satisfied?” Troy said, smiling at him with evil sweetness.


If I don't help you, you are lost,
” the Cherubim said. “
How could I not stay here, then? Especially when you might arrive at any time?

Kim's head began to spin with the reasoning of that, but he chose not to say anything about it anymore. He'd only become more confused. He took a deep breath and held up his hourglass pendant. “So you know why we're here. Fine. Can you speak to your late master Raziel for us? This pendant links me to the Archon's soul. She knows how to open the Book of Raziel, but we need to find another way. We already know that the Angelus is the real power within the Book. Is there any way to obtain the song in its entirety without harming the Book itself?”


Yes
,” the Cherubim said. “
And no
.”

“That's not any kind of answer,” Kim snapped, struggling to keep his cool. He looked again at the Cherubim's ferocious teeth to remind himself not to be too brave.


It is the truth, half-Jinn, and that is answer enough. But first, ask yourself: are you aware of who and what the Book of Raziel truly is? As you can see, she appears human. But I can tell you that her age surpasses my own and that of all
Cherubim. She existed even before the Supernals, though in a slightly different form. What you see of her now is merely what remains.

The Cherubim looked down at the silvery water. On its smooth surface, a ghostly image of Sophia appeared.

She wore, of all things, a Westwood Academy uniform and appeared to be walking down a long shadowed hallway toward a door. Darker shadows in the background followed her. Two of them had the shape of crows. Another was frighteningly larger and seemed more mirage than creature.

It looked exactly like a Kirin with leathery wings, but then it vanished and Kim couldn't help wondering if his eyes played tricks on him.

Sophia was in Luz. She'd infiltrated the Academy again. But why?


The Archon cannot open the Book,
” the Cherubim continued, “
because She understands more than anyone else that the Book is a person. The being you call ‘Sophia' has a soul and a past. This is something everyone else has chosen to ignore to their peril. If things had been different, then perhaps the Book would have found within herself the final notes of the Angelus. But as facts stand now, she is Bound by the laws as we all are. If the Archon does not open the Book, those final notes will remain lost forever
.”

“Yet you also hinted there is a way to obtain those final stanzas
without
opening the Book,” Kim pressed. “How?”

The Cherubim stared at him with her sightless eyes. “
By creating new ones.

That hardly seemed possible. And it was a far cry from what Kim wanted to hear. “I need to speak to Raziel,” he said after a long pause. He breathed hard, trying to contain his impatience.

The Cherubim showed no emotion whatsoever. “
As you wish,
” she whispered.

She stepped backward and vanished as if into a thick darkness. Troy and the pool vanished with her instantly. Kim was suddenly alone in absolute nothingness. Yet before he could shout or scream, footsteps sounded behind him.

He whirled around—only to find himself face-to-face with the angel Raziel, exactly as he'd wished and hoped.

Eighteen

Kim had nothing to say at first.

The Supernal Raziel was everything Kim had ever imagined him to be and more. Raziel's large eyes resembled bluish opals and his four great wings shimmered blood red. Two more wings on his ears sparkled with white jewels dotting their arches, and yet more jewels swept up his brow and vanished into his thick hair. He wore a midnight-blue coat that reminded Kim of a starry night sky. He was as majestic and breathtaking as his siblings, yet there was one marked difference: Raziel's eyes exuded kindness and gentleness. There was none of Israfel's haughtiness or Lucifel's chilling apathy.

What do you want of me?
Raziel's kind face seemed to say. His eyes still held the same commanding force characteristic of the other Supernals, but they were tempered by an aura of compassion.

Kim opened his mouth, but nothing came out.

Was this really a ghost standing in front of him? If this was all an illusion, it was the most convincing one that Kim had ever encountered.

He noticed the hourglass pendant at his chest felt warm again. He held it and looked at the grains. An intense fire swept through him. They were now almost halfway gone. That quickly, his life was escaping him and would soon be Python's. But it was for Angela, so it was worth all he had to give in the end.

“I—I need to ask you something,” Kim stammered.

What an understatement. Every creature in the universe wanted to ask Raziel something by now. So many mysteries clung to his legacy that the list might go on forever.

Kim continued, blushing at his own appalling awkwardness. “I need to know how we can obtain the power inside the Book of Raziel without destroying it with the Glaive.”

Raziel sighed heavily. Without speaking, he turned and seemed to look up into the darkness. A spot of blinding bright light appeared. Kim shouted and shielded his eyes as the light raced toward them, swallowing them in a brilliant wash of color and sound.

He staggered, feeling like he'd been thrust across a threshold of some kind, and then he suddenly stood on a brilliant crystal staircase. All around him, feathers and blood fell through the air. Angels screamed and fought one another brutally, and in the background immense feathered serpents snatched the casualties amid a shining city within the stars.

This was the Celestial Revolution.

Kim glanced up to see Raziel ascending a transparent staircase.

He followed breathlessly.

The screams and the blood seemed to have no end as Kim climbed up and up. Finally, he paused steps away from Raziel and directly beneath a menacing portal pulsing with
darkness. With another flash of light they were both inside, surrounded by a deep blackness lit here and there by glowing hieroglyphs. A being of striking beauty stood in front of Raziel, looming over the Supernal angel. The being was neither male nor female, but its face struck Kim immediately. He almost forgot to breathe.

Its features were identical to Angela's.

It stared down at Raziel, fanning immense wings in varying shades of crimson, gray, and bronze. Ink-black hair fell across half of its face like an ebony curtain.

“. . .
you can put an end to all of this . . .”

Raziel was pleading with the being.

“. . . do what you know is right. Now that I've brought Sophia back, there is a second chance for all of us . . . I know what kind of pain you must be in. But nothing has to last forever . . .”

The being's eyes widened at this news. It gritted its perfect teeth and clenched a fist.

Raziel paused, his face shining with hope.

The creature that could have been Angela's twin looked at Raziel tenderly. It stroked his cheek and trailed its hand down to his heart.

Alarm bells seemed to sound in Kim's brain. He reached out a hand to Raziel, screaming in warning, but he knew no one could hear him, and that it was all too late, and he was about to see how Raziel had really died. A second later, a painful and blinding light overtook them. Kim staggered as Raziel's ghost rushed through him, his red wings nearly shredded to rags and streaming blood everywhere.

Kim followed him, running madly, consumed by the same fear.

Before he could stop himself, he was tumbling with Raziel, out of the portal, past the crystal stairs, down, and down into death's embrace.

He nearly fell backward as the vision sucked away and regressed to the white light that vanished, leaving Kim and Raziel alone again.

Kim gasped for breath. He couldn't believe he was still alive. He also couldn't quite believe what he'd just witnessed. Raziel had been murdered by a creature whose face resembled Angela's? That made no sense at all, until his mind started working, focusing especially on the mysterious identity of Angela's soul, and just why she of all people had been chosen by Raziel to become the Archon. Was there a connection of some kind between her and that mysterious being?

Raziel nodded, as if answering Kim's mental question.

Now the angel pointed down at the invisible ground. Kim obediently looked, and he realized they stood in nothingness. Yet far, far below them he could see a body, lying prone and still. The more he looked, the more he felt like he was flying toward whatever he and Raziel were examining. Kim could discern white limbs and a strange silvery dress. Whatever they were approaching, it looked a lot like a human woman, but she had even more wings, and her great gray eyes stared vacantly into the Abyss.

She was dead. Her stomach looked like it had been torn open.

Kim clutched a hand over his mouth, trying not to retch. He glanced at Raziel, the distance between them tightened, and a terrible image of the woman dying amid the endless stars burned into his brain. Silvery light that looked like water poured out of her. It scattered everywhere, flowing to the farthest reaches of the universe. As it did so, Kim could hear music.

The image of the dying woman was now replaced with Sophia, her back to Kim as she stood before Lucifel in the darkness of Hell, all her beauty dimmed by the shadows surrounding Lucifel and her onyx throne. Lucifel's great wings fanned above them menacingly.

Sophia was singing that same song he'd heard in Python's mansion: the Angelus.

Kim listened, waiting and waiting for the final stanzas of the song.

They never came. Sophia's voice faltered as if she'd forgotten something. She clutched at her throat, and as Lucifel sat above her, the Devil's pale mouth tightened into a firm line of irritation.

At last, every image disappeared once more and Kim and Raziel stood face-to-face.

But how was this an answer to Kim's question? All they had established was Angela's eerie resemblance to Raziel's murderer, the existence of the Angelus, and the corpse of a strange being hidden somewhere in the Abyss.

“Is that all you can offer me?” Kim said, allowing a hint of despair to creep into his voice.

Raziel shook his head. He held up his hand as if telling Kim to wait. The Supernal took a graceful step backward and an image of Lucifel appeared to his left, and an image of an oddly bronze-haired Israfel appeared to his right. Without warning, the images of all three Supernals layered on top of one another.

Wait! The creature who had murdered Raziel—was that who Kim was now seeing as the images of the Supernals blended together?

He leaned forward, as if that could help him examine them better. His heart pounded like mad, because Kim knew
he was on the verge of something immense. Now he saw that the winged deity's eyes were unlike the Supernals' and shone a brilliant green. Then one of the eyes glowed like a star. Kim remained riveted on it, unable to look away as it seemed to grow larger, and larger, swallowing his entire world and piercing into the farthest reaches of his mind.

It hovered for a moment before him, then everything disappeared and Raziel stood with Angela's image by his side.

Her left eye shone a brilliant green.

With a final deep sigh, Raziel took a step backward and vanished.

Instantly, Angela's hair lost its red color, and her blue eye went hazel. She now looked like her deceased brother Brendan Mathers. All that remained of her that could capture Kim's imagination and reveal her as anything more than ordinary was that brilliant green eye.

Frustration choked away Kim's breath and words. He felt so close to the answers to everything, yet he couldn't make absolute sense of what he'd just seen. He turned in the circle of darkness surrounding him. “And that's all, is it?” he shouted. “Now you're leaving us to discover everything on our own? You've shared this much with us—why not more? I don't understand you. You're protecting the spirit of a human girl because only she can open the Book. But she refuses. Did you know that? You must. So why are you staying silent? Why?
Answer me, damn it!

Raziel reappeared to Kim's left.

He jumped slightly backward, startled by their sudden closeness. Raziel's majesty up close was enough to stifle Kim's breaths.

You're correct,
Raziel said sadly in a voice that shivered through Kim's brain all the way down into his bones.
You
don't understand me. No one ever truly did. Perhaps Israfel was the single exception to that before the end of our glorious days together, but those times are lost in mists and ether, and there is no use summoning them anymore. If it were simply a matter of telling you what you need to know, I would have done so. Yet I can't, because what you see of me now is nothing but a memory brought to life. When I was truly alive, pleading with the Father and revealing the extent of what I'd learned ultimately led to my death. Now, Sophia is all that remains of my legacy.

It is she who holds your answer. Ask her about what you've seen today. You're very close to the truth. Indeed, it's right in front of you.

“But why can't you tell me now?” Kim demanded.

Raziel glanced at the hourglass pendant resting near Kim's chest. His expression became concerned.
There are other ears listening, other eyes watching. Be on your guard, or you will lose your chance.

With a flash of light, the angel disappeared, and the catacombs and their endless skulls and bones returned.

Kim slumped to the ground, gasping for breath as his knees knocked painfully into the hard rock. The Cherubim remained before him, seated like a sphinx. She regarded him coolly but said nothing.

“Well?” Troy snapped at him. She dashed in front of Kim and grabbed him hard by the shoulders, her nails piercing through his coat. She shook him like a leaf clutched in her fist. “What happened? Did you see Raziel? What did he say?”

Kim wasn't sure where to begin. Perhaps if he explained the visions to Troy, she could make better sense of them.

Yet he didn't dare open his mouth. He knew perfectly well what Raziel had been hinting at when it came to eaves
droppers, and the idea that Python had also seen everything sealed his lips shut. A dark sense of danger stole over him.

Kim's gaze darted wildly around, searching for shadows. What if that treacherous serpent had followed them into Luz? The more Kim thought about it, there was no way Lilith would stand sharing the now vacant Throne of Hell with her son. It would be in Python's best interests to crawl out of his den and find a new home. Most of the portals that connected the Realms were irreparably destroyed, so the Mirror Pools were one of the only escapes.

Just like the one that had been hidden beneath Python's mansion.

Had Python followed them, waiting for Troy and Kim to use the pool to return to Luz and then entering himself shortly afterward?

If events continued on their current course, Earth and Hell would vanish, followed shortly by Heaven if the Realms collided and disintegrated. But by now Python surely knew his best chances of survival lay wherever Sophia happened to be.

And if Angela and Sophia were now in Luz . . .

Kim's mind flashed to the Cherubim speaking about how she'd foreseen her death. The universe was on the verge of collapse and the angel hadn't died yet. So when was that going to happen? Now the suffocating sense of danger in the air choked him. He grabbed Troy by the wrists and flung her off him so hard, his cousin actually looked surprised.

“What is wrong with you?” she said impatiently. “
Speak!

“No. There's no time to speak anymore. We have to get out of here. Sophia and Angela are in immense danger, Troy.” Kim searched frantically for an exit.

The Cherubim watched him. Her sightless eyes blinked
slowly. She seemed to be waiting for whatever came next and that terrified him even more.

“Of course they're in danger,” Troy growled. “
That's why we came here
. To help Angela—”

Kim lost his calm completely. He stormed over to Troy and grabbed her so impulsively, she must not have thought of shoving him off this time. “Python followed us through the Mirror Pool,” he hissed at her.

Troy's face blanked. Her ears flipped back in irritation. “How do you know that?”

“Because he's here right now,” Kim seethed at her. “Or at the very least he's watching from a safe distance, so
be quiet
.”

Kim looked down at his pendant, clutched it, and nearly screamed. The entire time, he'd feared it was just one more way for Python to keep track of him. Kim wanted to toss it into the wall, but he needed it to see how much of his life was left at any given moment. That way, at least he would know when to hide from Angela so she wouldn't see the terrible fate that awaited him.

“How could he possibly have arrived here with us?” Troy snarled, ignoring Kim's request for silence. “He would have awakened after emerging from the Mirror Pool beside us. We would have seen him, you fool.”

“No,” Kim said, and he shook his head, pacing. Panic began to drown out his thoughts, but he tried to whisper again. “Not necessarily. Not if he arrived first. It's possible, isn't it? Python is a demon and his nature is more compatible with the pools. He can probably transport faster than us.” Kim turned to the Cherubim, aware that he probably looked as angry as he sounded. “Did anyone else arrive here before us?”

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