ANTONIO: Diablos MC (5 page)

She pulls out my chair from under my desk and sits down.  Looking down at her hands in her lap.  “I am sorry Toni.  Honestly I am.  I don’t really like playing games either but I just feel like we are too opposite that this is a waste of time.  I am just going to come out and say it. I am not like your club whores.  I don’t do one night stands.  I mean I have had a few one night stands but I don’t like them.  I am a relationship type of girl.”  Holy shit.  Too much too fast. She must see the small panic set inside of me because she back tracks a little. “I mean I am not saying let’s run off and get married or anything like that.  God I am saying this all wrong.”  She hangs her head. 

“You like commitment.”  I say.  She jerks her head up to me and after a few seconds she nods yes.  She wants a man.  She doesn’t want a boy who fucks around on her or isn’t there for her.  “So you want something stable.”  Yet again she shakes her head yes.  I shake my head yes.  I understand that.  “Ok then I will be committed to you and only you.”  I say with a shrug.

“What?”  She asks confused.

“I like you.  I don’t know why but I do.  And I would like to take the time and get to know you.  I don’t mind being committed to just one person.  As long as that person is just as committed to me.  If that is what you want, then I am all in.”  I say as if it is no big deal because honestly it isn’t. If I have someone I care about then that’s the only person I want to be with.  But if that person fucks around on me well then damn it so will I.

“So if I say no fucking anyone else while your fucking me you are all for that?”  She asks me with a look on her face like she thinks I am lying. 

I shake my head yes.  She huffs and rolls her eyes.  “Toni I don’t even know you.  You could be lying to me and I will never know.” 

“Then ask me anything and I will be completely honest with you.”

“What is your real name?” She asks.

Shit that’s easy.  “Antonio Riccardo Hernandez.  What is yours?”  She wants to know me, well I want to know her.

“Haylee Emma Harper.  Have you ever been married or engaged?”  She asks straight faced.

SHIT.  We go from very easy to hard ass shit within a matter of seconds.  I told her I wouldn’t lie to her but no way in hell am I going to tell her about Vera.  My biggest mistake of my life.  I married Vera right when I patched into the gang.  She was everything I thought I wanted in an old lady. But the second it was official everything went to shit.  She started using drugs heavily, she fucked around on me all the time, ended up pregnant with someone else’s kid, and ran off to live with that shit head who she cheated on me with.  Well one of the shit heads.  I am not even sure he is the kid’s dad but whatever that is his problem.  Except it isn’t just his problem because when I went and filed for divorce she up and disappeared.  Now I can’t find her.  No one can.  Not even the fucking court system.  So I could just simply tell her yes I am married but only because my bitch of a wife won’t come out of hiding.  Although I don’t assume Haylee would be accepting of that.  Knowing her that would be a deal breaker for her.  I am technically a married man so to her it would be cheating.  But hell I haven’t seen my crazy ass wife is over two years.  So that has to count for something right.  You would think but knowing a good girl like Haylee it wouldn’t mean anything.  I am a married man.  I can’t tell her any of this.  I hate to lie to her but I know damn well no one in this club house will tell her.  So what will it hurt to keep one small little lie.  So quickly I say “I was married before but we got divorced shortly after we were married. But since then nope.”  I mean eventually I will be divorced so it isn’t a complete lie.  It is just the half-truth.  To continue this back and forth I ask her the same question.  “What about you.  Ever been married or engaged?” 

“Nope neither.  Although I did date this one guy all through high school and we promised to be together forever.  You know that whole promise ring thing.  But he went to school a few states over and after a year of doing the long distance relationship I decided I had enough and broke it off.  But that was as close as I got.  What made you two get divorced?”

Rubbing my face in frustration.  Yeah I didn’t think this one through very well.  Just tell the truth here and eventually none of it will be a lie.  “She started using drugs and cheated on me.  Wound up pregnant with someone else’s kid and that was that.”

“You’re sure the kid isn’t yours?” She asks as if she thinks I would abandon a kid of mine.  I know I don’t want kids ever but fuck I am not that shitty of a guy.

“Well I am all Mexican as you can see and so was Vera so when the kid came out black as night I am gonna assume it wasn’t mine.”  I say with a chuckle.  That kid was so dark he almost looked purple.  “Plus, when she got pregnant I had been gone for a few months.  So the timing just all added up.”

She shakes her head in agreement.  Can’t really argue with any of that.  And all good reasons for getting divorced.  When I fucking find her.  “So do you have any kids.” She asks.

“Fuck no.  And hopefully it stays that way.”  I blurt out without thinking. 

“You don’t want any kids?”  She asks. Of course Haylee would want kids but I don’t at all. 

So I figured I would answer her honestly. “I don’t ever want to have kids.  I don’t have the first clue how to be a dad, never had a good one in my life so no good role model to look for, and honestly that is a burden I don’t fucking ever want to deal with. Sorry babe but no I never ever want to have kids.”

“Good to know.”  She says looking down at the floor. 

I am losing her.  All this is good information to have but damn we went all heavy hard questions in a matter of minutes while being in here.  I mean sure some day maybe I could enjoy spending the rest of my life with Haylee but I don’t even know the chick.  We need to slow some of this shit down and get to just learning each other the natural way and having fun along the way. Getting up I walk to her and grab her hands pulling her up against me. Grabbing her chin so she has to look at me “Baby look I get it.  All this information is important but it is not like we are deciding our entire future right here right now.  How about we take a breather, a step back and just go at this the normal natural way.  Learn about each other as we go and just fucking enjoy each other.  And I will stay committed to you and only you along the way as long as that is what you want and as long as you stay committed to me.  Does that sound like a good deal for now?”

Letting go of my hands she runs her hands up and down my chest.  “So when you say enjoy each other you mean fuck each other’s brains out?”  She asks as she slides her hand down over top of my jeans that is outlining my hard cock.  I moan to show her she affects me.  Slowly she slides my zipper down and rubs her index finger along the top of my boxers.  The tip of my cock is poking out the top so every time she runs her finger over it she brushes the head of my cock and sends a shock through my body.  God if she can affect me like this with just a light touch I can’t wait to further this along.  Needing more contact, a slowly start to pull her tank top off her body.  God she is beautiful.  We both have so much need for one another that within minutes we are both standing naked in front of each other.  I want to taste her juicy pussy so bad but right now all I can think of is burying myself deep inside her.  Grabbing her by the waist I pick her up and push her against the wall.  She wraps her legs around me and as soon as she does she a lines her pussy up with the tip of my cock.  The sensation on the tip sends me into a frenzy and I slam my entire length inside of her.  She screams out loud at the abrupt fullness.  I hold myself there for a little while just enjoying the feel of her sweet pussy wrapped around my cock.  I have slept with many woman and I mean many women but I have never felt anything like this in my life.  I have to sit still for a little while longer or I am going to blow my load before I even get to move.  Haylee starts to get frustrated and takes matters into her own hands.  She begins to lift herself up and down my hard cock.  Grabbing a hold of her ass I start to pound hard and fast into her.  Only a few pumps and Haylee is moaning loudly while her pussy clenches down hard on my dick.  Sending me over the edge and emptying every drop of cum deep inside of her.  I have to brace myself on the wall because the intensity of that orgasm made me light headed.  Out of nowhere Haylee starts to laugh.  Pulling back, I look at her a little hurt.  I thought that was fantastic and she laughs.

“Sorry. I am not laughing at you. Honestly I am not.  I am laughing because god damn that was good.  Like best I have ever had and we rushed into it.  I can’t imagine what we will be like if we actually took our time.”

Leaning up and kissing her hard and deep.  I pull back and say “Baby, you will get to experience all that soon enough.  Because I am nowhere near done with you.  I may never be done with you.”

CHAPTER 6

HAYLEE

              When Toni said he may never get enough of me he was right.  For the last two months we have spent every single second that we could together.  And any chance we can we are having sex.  Great mind blowing sex.  But he has very quickly consumed so much of my life.  Even when I am in class I am texting him just to keep a part of him with me.  On the nights when he isn’t out doing runs or something for the club I stay with him at his apartment.  It’s nothing to big or fancy but it is enough for the both of us.  I can honestly say I have fallen deeply in love with him.  But I just have a feeling.   A deep nagging feeling that something is changing.  Something is coming and I can’t put my finger on it.  Maybe it is just me not feeling well.  I have been fighting this flu for about a week now.  Thankfully I got into my primary doctor pretty quickly so I can get checked out and figure out what the hell is wrong with me.  Especially since we are about to take a little trip together with Monica and Tank to Las Vegas.  I am so excited.  Living so close to Vegas you would think that I would have been there at least once but nope I have never been.  And even though I am not old enough to drink, well drink legally, I am still looking forward to just going and having some fun.  All of us have been so stressed lately it will be good to get away.  But first stop for me is the doctor’s office.  Thankfully Monica came with me.  Toni convinced her to come with me since he couldn’t.  He said with me throwing up all the time I was too weak to drive myself.  I called major bullshit on that one but I have learned over the last two months that it is best to not argue with Toni.  When he says something it is best to just do it.

              “Haylee how are you feeling.”  Monica asks while we sit and wait in the doctors off for me to be called back.

              “I am doing pretty good today.  Haven’t thrown up as much today as the last few days.”  I say rubbing my neck.  I forgot how exhausting it is when you have the flu.  My body feels so drained and all I want to do is sleep. 

              “Well I hope the doctor can give you some good meds so when we get to Vegas you won’t be stuck in bed the entire time.” 

              Before I can respond the nurse comes out and summons me back.  Monica decides to stay in the waiting room and give me privacy with the doctor. When I first get back there they take all my vital signs and get me settled in before the doctor comes in.  She comes in while the nurse is finishing up.

              “Ms. Harper.  I am Dr. James.  I see here that you haven’t been feeling very well.”  I shake my head yes.  “I am sorry to hear that. Well let’s see if we can figure out what is making you so sick and help get you better.”  I nod in agreement.  Whatever it is she can do I want it. So tired of throwing up all the damn time. Doctor James continues asking me questions and everything seems to be going smoothly until she asks me one tiny questions that throws my entire world upside down.  “Haylee can you tell me when was your last menstrual cycle?”  I sit frozen. Shit when was the last time.  I can’t be pregnant can I? No, I can’t be. Oh shit. I sit trying to remember if I had my period last month. Or hell even the month before that.  I can’t remember. It isn’t uncommon for me to have one every other month since I get the shot. But I honestly can’t remember the last time I had my period.  Holy shit could I be pregnant.  I turn and look at Doctor James wide eyed breathing heavy.  “Ok so I take it there is a possibility you could be pregnant.”  She asks

              “I don’t know.  I mean I don’t think so.  I get the shot every 4 months.  I should be good still for another month shouldn’t I?”  I ask in disbelief. 

              “Well, have you been extra careful and using condoms when you have had sex.”  I shake my head no.  Toni and I have never used a condom.  But I was never worried about getting pregnant because I get the shot regularly. “Ok well Haylee I think it would be a good idea to take a look and see if you might be pregnant.”