“With all those attacks on Rearden that one hears everywhere,” said Taggart, “he might need a few friends.”
She glanced at him incredulously. “You mean you want to stand by him?”
He did not answer at once; he asked, his voice bleak, “That report of the special committee of the National Council of Metal Industries—what do you think of it?”
“You know what I think of it.”
“They said Rearden Metal is a threat to public safety. They said its chemical composition is unsound, it’s brittle, it’s decomposing molec ularly, and it will crack suddenly, without warning ...” He stopped, as if begging for an answer. She did not answer. He asked anxiously, “You haven’t changed your mind about it, have you?”
“About what?”
“About that metal.”
“No, Jim, I have not changed my mind.”
“They’re experts, though ... the men on that committee.... Top experts ... Chief metallurgists for the biggest corporations, with a string of degrees from universities all over the country ...” He said it unhappily, as if he were begging her to make him doubt these men and their verdict.
She watched him, puzzled; this was not like him.
The car jerked forward. It moved slowly through a gap in a plank barrier, past the hole of a broken water main. She saw the new pipe stacked by the excavation; the pipe bore a trademark: Stockton Foundry, Colorado. She looked away; she wished she were not reminded of Colorado.
“I can’t understand it ...” said Taggart miserably. “The top experts of the National Council of Metal Industries ...”
“Who’s the president of the National Council of Metal Industries, Jim? Orren Boyle, isn’t it?”
Taggart did not turn to her, but his jaw snapped open. “If that fat slob thinks he can—” he started, but stopped and did not finish.
She looked up at a street lamp on the corner. It was a globe of glass filled with light. It hung, secure from storm, lighting boarded windows and cracked sidewalks, as their only guardian. At the end of the street, across the river, against the glow of a factory, she saw the thin tracing of a power station. A truck went by, hiding her view. It was the kind of truck that fed the power station—a tank truck, its bright new paint impervious to sleet, green with white letters: Wyatt Oil, Colorado.
“Dagny, have you heard about that discussion at the structural steel workers’ union meeting in Detroit?”
“No. What discussion?”
“It was in all the newspapers. They debated whether their members should or should not be permitted to work with Rearden Metal. They didn’t reach a decision, but that was enough for the contractor who was going to take a chance on Rearden Metal. He cancelled his order, but fast! ... What if ... what if everybody decides against it?”
“Let them.”
A dot of light was rising in a straight line to the top of an invisible tower. It was the elevator of a great hotel. The car went past the building’s alley. Men were moving a heavy, crated piece of equipment from a truck into the basement. She saw the name on the crate: Nielsen Motors, Colorado.
“I don’t like that resolution passed by the convention of the grade school teachers of New Mexico,” said Taggart.
“What resolution?”
“They resolved that it was their opinion that children should not be permitted to ride on the new Rio Norte Line of Taggart Transcontinental when it’s completed, because it is unsafe.... They said it specifically, the new line of
Taggart Transcontinental.
It was in all the newspapers. It’s terrible publicity for us.... Dagny, what do you think we should do to answer them?”
“Run the first train on the new Rio Norte Line.”
He remained silent for a long time. He looked strangely dejected. She could not understand it: he did not gloat, he did not use the opinions of his favorite authorities against her, he seemed to be pleading for reassurance.
A car flashed past them; she had a moment’s glimpse of power—a smooth, confident motion and a shining body. She knew the make of the car: Hammond, Colorado.
“Dagny, are we ... are we going to have that line built ... on time?”
It was strange to hear a note of plain emotion in his voice, the uncomplicated sound of animal fear.
“God help this city, if we don‘t!” she answered.
The car turned a corner. Above the black roofs of the city, she saw the page of the calendar, hit by the white glare of a spotlight. It said: January 29.
“Dan Conway is a bastard!”
The words broke out suddenly, as if he could not hold them any longer.
She looked at him, bewildered. “Why?”
“He refused to sell us the Colorado track of the Phoenix-Durango.”
“You didn‘t—” She had to stop. She started again, keeping her voice flat in order not to scream. “You haven’t approached him about it?”
“Of course I have!”
“You didn’t expect him ... to sell it ... to you?”
“Why not?” His hysterically belligerent manner was back. “I offered him more than anybody else did. We wouldn’t have had the expense of tearing it up and carting it off, we could have used it as is. And it would have been wonderful publicity for us—that we’re giving up the Rearden Metal track in deference to public opinion. It would have been worth every penny of it in good will! But the son of a bitch refused. He’s actually declared that not a foot of rail would be sold to Taggart Transcontinental. He’s selling it piecemeal to any stray comer, to one-horse railroads in Arkansas or North Dakota, selling it at a loss, way under what I offered him, the bastard! Doesn’t even want to take a profit! And you should see those vultures flocking to him! They know they’d never have a chance to get rail anywhere else!”
She sat, her head bowed. She could not bear to look at him.
“I think it’s contrary to the intent of the Anti-dog-eat-dog Rule,” he said angrily. “I think it was the intent and purpose of the National Alliance of Railroads to protect the essential systems, not the jerk-waters of North Dakota. But I can’t get the Alliance to vote on it now, because they’re all down there, outbidding one another for that rail!”
She said slowly, as if she wished it were possible to wear gloves to handle the words, “I see why you want me to defend Rearden Metal.”
“I don’t know what you‘re—”
“Shut up, Jim,” she said quietly.
He remained silent for a moment. Then he drew his head back and drawled defiantly, “You’d better do a good job of defending Rearden Metal, because Bertram Scudder can get pretty sarcastic.”
“Bertram Scudder?”
“He’s going to be one of the speakers tonight.”
“One of the ... You didn’t tell me there were to be other speakers.”
“Well ... I ...What difference does that make? You’re not afraid of him, are you?”
“The New York
Business
Council ... and you invite Bertram Scudder?”
“Why not? Don’t you think it’s smart? He doesn’t have any hard feelings toward businessmen, not really. He’s accepted the invitation. We want to be broad-minded and hear all sides and maybe win him over.... Well, what are you staring at? You’ll be able to beat him, won’t you?”
“... to beat him?”
“On the air. It’s going to be a radio broadcast. You’re going to debate with him the question: ‘Is Rearden Metal a lethal product of greed?’ ”
She leaned forward. She pulled open the glass partition of the front seat, ordering, “Stop the car!”
She did not hear what Taggart was saying. She noticed dimly that his voice rose to screams: “They’re waiting! ... Five hundred people at the dinner, and a national hook-up! ... You can’t do this to me!” He seized her arm, screaming, “But why?”
“You goddamn fool, do you think I consider their question debatable?”
The car stopped, she leaped out and ran.
The first thing she noticed after a while, was her slippers. She was walking slowly, normally, and it was strange to feel iced stone under the thin soles of black satin sandals. She pushed her hair back, off her forehead, and felt drops of sleet melting on her palm.
She was quiet now; the blinding anger was gone; she felt nothing but a gray weariness. Her head ached a little, she realized that she was hungry and remembered that she was to have had dinner at the Business Council. She walked on. She did not want to eat. She thought she would get a cup of coffee somewhere, then take a cab home.
She glanced around her. There were no cabs in sight. She did not know the neighborhood. It did not seem to be a good one. She saw an empty stretch of space across the street, an abandoned park encircled by a jagged line that began as distant skyscrapers and came down to factory chimneys; she saw a few lights in the windows of dilapidated houses, a few small, grimy shops closed for the night, and the fog of the East River two blocks away.
She started back toward the center of the city. The black shape of a ruin rose before her. It had been an office building, long ago; she saw the sky through the naked steel skeleton and the angular remnants of the bricks that had crumbled. In the shadow of the ruin, like a blade of grass fighting to live at the roots of a dead giant, there stood a small diner. Its windows were a bright band of glass and light. She went in.
There was a clean counter inside, with a shining strip of chromium at the edges. There was a bright metal boiler and the odor of coffee. A few derelicts sat at the counter, a husky, elderly man stood behind it, the sleeves of his clean white shirt rolled at the elbows. The warm air made her realize, in simple gratitude, that she had been cold. She pulled her black velvet cape tight about her and sat down at the counter.
“A cup of coffee, please,” she said.
The men looked at her without curiosity. They did not seem astonished to see a woman in evening clothes enter a slum diner; nothing astonished anyone, these days. The owner turned impassively to fill her order; there was, in his stolid indifference, the kind of mercifulness that asks no questions.
She could not tell whether the four at the counter were beggars or working men; neither clothes nor manner showed the difference, these days. The owner placed a mug of coffee before her. She closed both hands about it, finding enjoyment in its warmth.
She glanced around her and thought, in habitual professional calculation, how wonderful it was that one could buy so much for a dime. Her eyes moved from the stainless steel cylinder of the coffee boiler to the cast-iron griddle, to the glass shelves, to the enameled sink, to the chromium blades of a mixer. The owner was making toast. She found pleasure in watching the ingenuity of an open belt that moved slowly, carrying slices of bread past glowing electric coils. Then she saw the name stamped on the toaster: Marsh, Colorado.
Her head fell down on her arm on the counter.
“It’s no use, lady,” said the old bum beside her.
She had to raise her head. She had to smile in amusement, at him and at herself.
“It isn’t?” she asked.
“No. Forget it. You’re only fooling yourself.”
“About what?”
“About anything being worth a damn. It’s dust, lady, all of it, dust and blood. Don’t believe the dreams they pump you full of, and you won’t get hurt.”
“What dreams?”
“The stories they tell you when you’re young—about the human spirit. There isn’t any human spirit. Man is just a low-grade animal, without intellect, without soul, without virtues or moral values. An animal with only two capacities: to eat and to reproduce.”
His gaunt face, with staring eyes and shrunken features that had been delicate, still retained a trace of distinction. He looked like the hulk of an evangelist or a professor of esthetics who had spent years in contemplation in obscure museums. She wondered what had destroyed him, what error on the way could bring a man to this.
“You go through life looking for beauty, for greatness, for some sublime achievement,” he said. “And what do you find? A lot of trick machinery for making upholstered cars or inner-spring mattresses.”
“What’s wrong with inner-spring mattresses?” said a man who looked like a truck driver. “Don’t mind him, lady. He likes to hear himself talk. He don’t mean no harm.”
“Man’s only talent is an ignoble cunning for satisfying the needs of his body,” said the old bum. “No intelligence is required for that. Don’t believe the stories about man’s mind, his spirit, his ideals, his sense of unlimited ambition.”
“I don‘t,” said a young boy who sat at the end of the counter. He wore a coat ripped across one shoulder; his square-shaped mouth seemed formed by the bitterness of a lifetime.
“Spirit?” said the old bum. “There’s no spirit involved in manufacturing or in sex. Yet these are man’s only concerns. Matter—that’s all men know or care about. As witness our great industries—the only accomplishment of our alleged civilization—built by vulgar materialists with the aims, the interests and the moral sense of hogs. It doesn’t take any morality to turn out a ten-ton truck on an assembly line.”
“What is morality?” she asked.
“Judgment to distinguish right and wrong, vision to see the truth, courage to act upon it, dedication to that which is good, integrity to stand by the good at any price. But where does one find it?”
The young boy made a sound that was half-chuckle, half-sneer: “Who is John Galt?”
She drank the coffee, concerned with nothing but the pleasure of feeling as if the hot liquid were reviving the arteries of her body.
“I can tell you,” said a small, shriveled tramp who wore a cap pulled low over his eyes. “I know.”
Nobody heard him or paid any attention. The young boy was watching Dagny with a kind of fierce, purposeless intensity.
“You’re not afraid,” he said to her suddenly, without explanation, a flat statement in a brusque, lifeless voice that had a note of wonder.
She looked at him. “No,” she said, “I’m not.”
“I know who is John Galt,” said the tramp. “It’s a secret, but I know it.”