Aurora 07 - Last Scene Alive (5 page)

I collapsed ungracefully on the delicate peach-colored chair in the corner of the bedroom and further considered this likelihood. Barrett was an up-and-coming actor, whose longest running part had been on a popular soap. I think he played a seductive chauffeur. Since I never watch daytime television, I’d never seen him in it—which, now that I came to examine my conduct, was just as much stubbornness as his refusing to come to our wedding—but several women who knew of our connection had told me how good he was. They’d had their tongues hanging out as they said it, too.

I wondered what role Barrett would have. I wondered, for the first time, what the script was like; how close the movie would come to the reality.

I wished I hadn’t hung up on Robin Crusoe.

Moved by an impulse I didn’t even want to analyze, I decided to go shopping that morning.

My friend Amina Day’s mother owned a women’s clothing store called Great Day. If I bought anything in Lawrenceton, rather than going to my favorite store in Atlanta, I bought it at Great Day. To my pleasure, Mrs. Day had a younger partner now, and the selection had really improved as a result.

I had a closet full of good clothes already, but I needed something new, some voice deep within me advised. My coloring—brown hair, brown eyes, fair complexion—was pretty neutral, so my color field was wide open. As Barrett had noticed, I’d lost weight I’d never regained when Martin died, so my involuntarily smaller size was another excuse for shopping.

As I got out of my car at the strip mall that housed Great Day, a cluster of people emerged from the Crafts Consortium next door. Homemade quilts, candles, and all kinds of “country”

stuff formed the bulk of the store’s goods, and crowds were not something I’d ever seen there.

The center of the group seemed to be a short, thin, very young woman with artistically disheveled blond hair who was wearing the highest heels I’d ever seen on a woman who wasn’t standing on a street corner. And these high heels were worn with jeans, the tightest jeans I’d ever seen. No, wait; Nadine Gortner had worn some just as tight to one of the Pan-Am Agra picnics, and her zipper had popped.

As if the heels and jeans weren’t enough to mark her out, this woman had lips outlined in the darkest possible shade of red while the lipstick she’d filled in with was a creamy pink. She looked like a bee had been at her.

The people accompanying this creature were not as eye-popping, which was a relief. An older, grizzled man who might be from almost anywhere was carrying a bag (which I had to believe belonged to The Creature). A slightly less ornate woman in a modified version of The Creature’s outfit was scrabbling in her outsize purse with fingernails like a Chinese emperor’s.

She pulled out some car keys, and immediately reached out to steady her flamboyant friend, who had stumbled on the irregular surface of the parking lot. No wonder, in those heels.

After absorbing this trio in a comprehensive glance, I passed them with my eyes straight forward. That was why I noticed Miss Joe Nell standing in the glass door of Great Day making an elaborate face at me, jabbing her finger vehemently in the direction of the little group. It was hard to keep a steady course forward, since Amina’s mom was doing her best to get me to stop, turn, and stare.

“That was them!” she said excitedly, as soon as I came through the door. Miss Joe Nell and her partner, Mignon Derby, were flushed and practically panting.

“Them?” I said, trying not to sound as irritated as I felt.

“The movie people!” Without ever thinking that I might not be delighted to have come in close proximity with some “movie people,” the two women began speaking all at once. Miss Joe Nell and Mignon (who, at twenty-eight, had the kind of skin most women only dream of) were extremely revved up about the trio’s just-concluded visit to Great Day, where the Starlet Lite (as opposed to the spike-heeled Full Starlet) had bought a white linen shell.

“I don’t know what Celia Shaw bought at Crafts Consortium,” Mignon babbled. “I’m gonna go call Teal and find out!”

So that had been Robin’s girlfriend, at least according to the magazine article. I was almost proud for despising her before I had known. Then I was angry with myself for my lack of charity. This was not my day to be pleased with the way I conducted my life.

I am not exactly poker-faced, so Miss Joe Nell was picking up on my lack of enthusiasm.

“Well, that was fun, but we know who’s going to be around when the movie people are gone,” she said, smiling. “What can I show you today, Roe?”

Since I didn’t know what I wanted, I felt even grumpier. I was rapidly getting to be the town killjoy. At that moment, I was sure I was the only person in Sparling County who wished everyone associated with the movie project would fall into a big hole.

I calmed down as I shopped, the familiar ritual and the renewed attentiveness of Mignon and Miss Joe Nell combining to make me feel once again that I had a legitimate place in the world.

Hmmm. Was I just full of sour grapes at not being Top Dog? Was I way too used to having people treat me with a little deference and a little extra attention because I was well-heeled and a widow?

Just could be.

A life unexamined is not a life lived, I reminded myself, and resolved to be a little less stuffy and a lot less grudging about the excitement the filmmaking was bringing to Lawrenceton. Maybe, despite my legitimate gripes about the movie’s being made at all, what I was really doing was . . . pouting. Hmmm, indeed.

I left with a nice bulky bag and lots of news about Amina, since Miss Joe Nell and her husband were just back from a trip to Dallas to see Hugh, Amina, and their two-year-old, Megan, who was being taught to call me Aunt Roe.

Spending money always makes me feel better, so I drove to my lunch engagement with Sally Allison with a lighter heart. Sally was waiting in the foyer of the restaurant, wearing her usual solid colors—today she sported a bronze silk blouse under a tan pants suit—and groping in her huge shoulder bag. She pulled out a phone and dialed while I watched. Holding up a finger to let me know she’d just be a minute, Sally told her adult son Perry to be sure to take his clothes by the cleaners that day. I raised my eyebrows, and Sally had the self-awareness to look a little embarrassed.

“Once a mother, always a mother,” she said after she’d hung up.

“Let’s get in line, unless you want to call someone else?”

“No, I’ll turn it off during lunch,” she said bravely, and pressed a button. “When are you going to join the twenty-first century?”

“I have a cell phone. I just don’t turn it on unless I want to call someone.”

“But. . . but. . . it’s to use!”

“Not if I don’t want to,” I said.

Sally clearly loved her cell phone and, since she was a reporter, I could see that it would be a valuable tool for her. But to me, it was just a nuisance. I got too many phone calls as it was, without arranging for a way to get more.

Sally told me all about Perry’s new girlfriend as we moved down the line. I got my tray from the stack, and my silverware, and ordered ice tea and beef tips over rice. I got my number and looked for a free table while Sally ordered. Beef ‘N More seemed quite crowded, and I wondered a little at that—but it was a popular place, especially with the noon business crowd.

“See, these are movie people,” Sally hissed as she unloaded her tray and put her receipt faceup where the waitress could spot it when she brought our food. “Isn’t this something?”

Even Sally, the toughest woman I knew, was dizzy with excitement about the damn movie.

I remembered my good resolutions, and I managed not to look sour.

“Where are they all staying?”

“The Ramada out by the interstate, most of them,” Sally said after she put down her little packet of sweetener and stirred the powder vigorously into her tea. “That Celia Shaw has the Honeymoon Suite. But the director—-Joel Park Brooks—is renting Pinky Zelman’s house. I hope Pinky’s asking a lot of money, because I bet it won’t be in any great shape when he moves out.” Sally looked a little pleased, as if the prospect of writing a story about the director’s damage to Dr. Pincus Zelman’s house was a treat Sally had in store.

Clearly, Sally was seeing stories, stories just lining up to be written. What a bonanza this was going to be for the
Sentinel
.

“Are you going to watch them filming?” I asked.

“Every chance I get. And they’ve hired me as a consultant.” Sally flushed with pride.

“That makes sense. You did the best series of stories on the murders, after all.” Those stories had nearly bumped Sally up to a bigger paper in a bigger city, but somehow it just hadn’t happened. Now, Sally was in her late forties, and she no longer expected that someday she’d leave Lawrenceton, as far as I could tell.

“Thanks, Roe.” Sally looked pensive for a moment, her square, handsome face crumpling around the eyes and mouth. “At least,” she said, less cheerfully, “now I can finally finish paying all Perry’s hospital bills.”

“That’s great.” For the last few years, Perry had been doing very well, but I knew the bills for his treatment had been staggering. Sally had been whittling away at this debt. “Can we have a bill-burning, or some kind of celebration?”

“I’d love it, but it would make Perry feel bad,” she said regretfully. “He hates to be reminded of the cost of all that help I gave him. As if I grudged it. It was worth every penny.”

“Did Perry pay for any of it?” I regretted the question as soon as it left my lips.

“No, it was my bill, and I paid it,” Sally said, after a moment’s hesitation. “And don’t you say one word about it, Aurora. Perry’s a young man; he doesn’t need any burdens. He needed to put all his resources into the effort of getting well and staying well. And getting married!”

I clamped my mouth shut. After a moment, I asked Sally how her chef salad was.

And that was the way it went the rest of the meal. We stayed superficial.

In addition to Catherine’s old car, there was a black Taurus parked in my driveway. The rental company must specialize in Tauruses. Tauri? Sitting on its gleaming hood was Robin Crusoe.

I got out of my car slowly, uncertain about how I felt about seeing Robin again after all these years. I’d forgotten how tall he was, at least six three. And he’d filled out quite a bit. I remembered Robin as being weedy thin when he’d lived in my mother’s townhouse. His hair was as bright a red, and his mouth as quirky, and his nose was the same sharp beak. He was wearing dark glasses, which he whipped off and stuck in his pocket as I approached. He stood—and stood, and stood. I put the Great Day bag on the ground, and kept walking toward him, and he held out his arms. I walked right into them. I wrapped my own around him.

Robin said, “I didn’t know if you’d throw something at me or not.”

“It was a toss-up,” I admitted. I leaned back to look up at his face. “I’ve been brooding and pouting.”

He smiled down at me, and I smiled back. It was hard to resist smiling at Robin.

“How was L.A.?” I asked.

Robin’s mobile face darkened and all of a sudden he seemed ten years older.

“Unbelievable,” he said. “I learned a lot. The thing is, I didn’t want to know most of what I learned.”

“You’ll have to tell me all about it.” I recalled his changed circumstances, his relationship with Celia Shaw. “If you have any free time, that is.” I released him and stepped back.

“Will you show me your house?”

“Yes.” I unlocked the door and punched in the security code. I half-expected Robin to say something about the security system, but he must have gotten accustomed to them while he lived on the West Coast.

“Catherine!” I called. “I’m here with a friend.”

“Hey, Roe,” she called from upstairs. “I’m just about done.”

Robin looked at the bright kitchen, done in cream with orange touches, and went into the hall, admiring the built-in bookcases and the hardwood floors. The den, which was warm in dark blue and deep red, drew a compliment, and the dining room and living room got a nod.

There was one smallish bedroom downstairs, and he glanced in its door.

“What’s upstairs?” he asked.

“Two bedrooms and a small room Martin kept his workout stuff in,” I said.

“I’m sorry, Roe,” Robin said.

I kept my gaze averted. “Thanks,” I said briefly. “Would you like to see the patio? We added it on after we moved in, and I wonder sometimes if it wasn’t a mistake.”

As I was about to open the kitchen door, the cat flap vibrated and Madeleine wriggled through. “I’ve never seen that fat a cat,” Robin said, clearly impressed. “Is this Madeleine?”

“The one and only.” I’d inherited Madeleine after Robin left Lawrenceton, but I remembered writing him about the big orange cat.

The patio forgotten, Robin bent to hold out his hand to Madeline. She glared at him after she sniffed it. Pointedly, she turned her back to him and waddled off to her food bowl. It was empty, and she sat in front of it with the air of someone who could wait all day. She would, too. I got out her kibble and filled her bowl. When food was in front of her Madeleine ignored the rest of the world, and she dove in as eagerly as usual.

Catherine came downstairs, her feet heavy on the treads. Catherine was the most consistent

“help” I’d ever had. Mostly women came to work for me, showed up on time at first, and then drifted on to some other job. Sometimes they’d tell me; sometimes they just wouldn’t show up.