Authors: Marion Lennox
âIt's OK.' His voice, when he spoke, was as gentle as the laughter lines around his eyes. It was deep, resonant and sure, and, as always, it was inexplicably
reassuring. The locals said his forte was small children and dogs, and they had reason. Mike's was a voice that imbued trust. âDon't fight it,' he said softly. âIt's OK.'
The girl didn't lack courage. She did resistâshe pulled back for all of two secondsâbut if she didn't sit she'd fall, and there was no choice. She sat, and looked helplessly up again at him as she tried to clear the mists of pain. You could see what she was thinking.
Who the
hell
was this?
âIt's OK,' he repeated again, and there was such gentleness in his tone that it made the girl catch her breath. âWe're not here to hurt you.'
âWhereâ¦where's my grandfather?'
âWe've been searching for him.' He knelt before her, and his fingers gripped hers, blood and all. His hands were big and strong and warm, and they clasped hers as if he knew how scared she was underneath the bravado. It was a gesture of warmth and strength and reassurance he'd used many times before, and the girl's body relaxed just a smidgen. Nothing more, but he could feel it, and he smiled his reassuring smileâa smile that could charm a rattlesnake.
âI'm the local doctor,' he told her. âLet me see your arm. Let me help.'
âIt's nothing.'
He ignored her protest. The girl was in no condition to talk coherently, much less think. He watched her faceâhis eyes asked permission and his hands moved to the top button of her blouse. âCan I see?' Then, as
she didn't object, he undid her soft cotton collar and pulled the cloth away from her shoulder. He whistled soundlessly. No wonder she looked as if she was in pain.
âYou've dislocated your shoulder.'
âJust leave it.'
The girl's words were a pain-filled whisper. Courage was oozing out of her as reaction set in.
âYou're not to be frightened,' he told her, taking her hands again but so gently he didn't jar her injured arm. âWe're here to help, and there's nothing to be frightened of. I'm Mike Llewellyn, Bellanor's only doctor. Behind me is Sergeant Ted Morris and Jacobâthe chap who's burying the pigâis your grandfather's neighbour. He owns the farm next door. We've been searching for your grandfather since he went missing four days ago.'
âButâ¦' The girl looked as if she was desperately trying to make some sense of what he was saying. She wasn't succeeding. All she could think of was the pain.
âExplanations can wait,' Mike said firmly. He took the wrist of her injured arm and carefully lifted it so her arm was in a sling position. âI can take you back to the surgery and manipulate this with anaesthetic, but if you trust me then I can probably get your shoulder back into position now. It will hurt, but so will travelling over rough roads to get you to town. I can give you some morphine, but I think the best thing to do is just manipulate it back in fast. Will you try to relax and see what I can do?'
âYouâ¦you really are a doctor?'
âI really am a doctor.' He smiled down at her, his blue eyes gentle and reassuring. He was hauling on his best bedside manner and then some. âThe sergeant here will tell you. I even have a certificate somewhere to prove it.'
âAndâ¦you know how to get this back?'
âI've put back dislocated shoulders before.'
The girl looked up, her eyes doubtful. This wasn't the normal person's idea of a doctor. He wasn't wearing white coat and stethoscope. He wore blue jeans and a rough wool sweater. He had deep black hair that curled in an unruly tangle and needed a cut, and his face was tanned and his eyes were crinkled, as if he spent a lot of time outdoors.
He wasn't the least bit doctor-like.
But he had piercing blue eyes, and a smile on his broad, tanned face that told her she could put herself safely in his hands. It was his very best bedside manner, turned on in force, and it usually worked a treat.
Now was no exception. The girl sighed and nodded, closed her eyes and forced herself to go limp. She waited, waited for the painâ¦
He looked down at her in surprise. Had this happened to her before, then? She looked like she knew what to expect.
There was no point dragging it out.
He lifted her wrist, bent her elbow to slightly higher than ninety degrees, then slowly, firmly, rotated her arm down and backâso firmly that the girl gave a sob of agony.
And then, miraculously, it was over. The shoulder clicked right back into place.
Silence.
The girl took two deep breaths. Three. Four. And then she opened her eyes to a pain-free world.
Her green eyes crinkled into a smile of absolute relief. âThank you.'
The girl's words said it all. There was no need for him to check his handiwork. The girl's breathed words of gratitude and the easing of the agony behind her eyes told him all he needed to know. He smiled down at her, and she smiled right backâand it was some smile!
âWell done.' He put a hand on her good shoulder. Tessa's courage was amazing. âBrave girl. Don't move yet. Take your time. There's no rush.'
No rushâ¦
Her smile faded and the girl looked about her in bewilderment, as if seeing where she was for the first time. Doris lay exhausted on the straw. Around the sow, the piglets were starting their first, tentative movements toward her teats.
Someone had to break the silence, and it was finally the police sergeant who did.
âNow, young lady, suppose you tell us just whoâ'
The policeman's voice was gruff, but Mike put a hand on his arm, shook his head at him and silenced him with a hard look.
âNope. Questions can wait, Ted. She's done in. She's Henry's granddaughter. That's all we need to know.'
âYou're the girl who phoned from the US earlier this week?' the policeman asked.
âYes. Iâ¦I'm Tessa Westcott. I flew in this afternoon, hired a car and came straight here.'
âWe don't need to know any more,' Mike said firmly, and Tessa's eyes flew to his face.
What she saw there seemed to reassure her. Mike's was a face of strengthâstrongly boned, with wide mouth, firm chin and lean, sculpted lines. There were traces of fatigue around his deep blue eyes, but his eyes sent strong messages of kindness and caring. He ran a hand up through his dark tousled hair, his eyes smiled at her and the impression of reassurance deepened.
âIf Henry Westcott's your grandfather, how come we've never heard of you?' The barking demand came from behind, and Mike wheeled in sudden anger. It was Jacob, who'd come back into the barn to find a shovel.
âJacob, lay off. Can't you see we've scared the girl stupid? She's hurt and she's frightened and now's not the time to start a full-scale interrogation.'
The radio on the police sergeant's belt crackled into life. The sergeant lifted it and talked briefly and then he sighed.
âI have to go,' he told them as he replaced it. âThe Murchisons' cows have got out again and they're all over the road near the river bend. If I don't get down there soon, someone's going to hit one.' He looked closely at Tess. âI knew that Henry had a grandkid in the US, though, and you sure have his hair. We need to talk, but maybeâ¦'
âNot now,' Mike told him. âTessa, you're past talking.' He stared down at the girl before him, his quick
mind figuring out what to do for the best here. âSergeant, could you use the radio to ask the vet to come out here and see Doris? She'll need antibiotics straight away and I don't have a clue as to dosage. If Jacob stays here to help, he should be able to treat her. If Tessa doesn't mind sharing my passenger seat with Strop, I'll take her into town.'
Strop⦠Tess shook her head, confused. âI'm staying here,' she said.
âI don't blame you.' The policeman grinned. âYou wait till you meet Strop. Sharing a passenger seat, indeedâ¦'
âThere's nothing wrong with Strop that a good vacuum cleaner can't fix,' Mike said with dignity. âStrop is my dog, Tess, and he'll be very pleased to meet you.' He hesitated as her look of confusion increased. This girl was in no fit state to be making decisions. She could barely hear him, and she certainly wasn't fit to spend the night alone in a deserted farmhouse. âYou'll spend tonight in hospital and let me have a good look at that arm,' he said firmly. âYou can come back tomorrow, if you're up to it.'
âDoc, are you saying I have to stay here?' Jacob demanded incredulously. âAre you saying you expect me to stay with the pig and wait for the vet?'
âAfter scaring Miss Westcott stupid, it's the least you can do,' he said blandly. âAnd I know you, Jacob. You always do the least you can do. Besides, in the last year I've made five house calls to your place in the middle of the night for your sick kids, and every one of them could have waited until morning. Call this payment of a debt.'
Jacob shook his head, confused, and to her amazement Tess felt herself start to smile. She'd blinked at Mike's curt orders, but she needn't have worried. Jacob wasn't the least bit offended. He thought Mike's words through and then nodded, acknowledging their fairness.
âWe need to go now,' Mike told Tess, only the faintest trace of humour behind his deep eyes telling Tess that he was also laughing gently. âI have a patient in labour myself. She was in the early stages when I left and she isn't likely to deliver until morning, but she needs me all the same. OK, Tess?'
She looked as if she was operating in a daze. Nothing seemed to make sense. âIâ¦' She was forcing herself to focus. âI guess.'
âThat's fine, then.' He smiled down at her. âI'm sure Jacob and the vet will take the greatest care of Doris. Bill Rodick, the vet, is very competent, and Jacob's a fine farmer. So⦠You can visit Doris tomorrow if she's up to receiving callers. Now, though⦠Strop makes a great chaperon. That's his principal mission in lifeâto obstruct as many things as possible. So do you trust Strop and me enough to let us drive you to town?'
Trust him?
Tess looked up, and she gave Mike a shaky smileâand then, before she could realise what he intended, she was swept up into a pair of strong, muscled arms and held close against his rough sweater. She gasped.
âNo. Please⦠I can walk..'
âI dare say you can,' he told her firmly. This girl had enough courage for anything. âBut it's dark out
side. I know where my car is. I'm sure-footed as a cat and I don't want you stumbling with that arm, especially if Strop's abandoned his leather armchair and is back at his old trick of obstructing things. He's the type of dog burglars fear most because they're at risk of tripping over him in the dark. So shut up and be carried, Miss Westcott.'
Shut up and be carriedâ¦
It seemed there was nothing else to be doneâso Tess shut up and was carried.
Mike carried the girl out to his car and tried to figure just what it was about her that made him feel strange.
Like he was on the edge of a precipice.
T
HE
girl was quite lovely.
The clock on the wall said three o'clock, and Tessa's hospital bed was bathed in afternoon sunlight. Mike had stuck his head around the door three or four times during the morning but each time Tess was still sleeping soundly. Now she opened her eyes as he entered, blinked twice and tried to smile.
Tess was in a single hospital ward, small and comfortably furnished, with windows looking out over a garden to rolling pasture beyond. It was cattle country, if she had the energy to look.
She didn't. She stared across at Mike as if she was trying to work out just who he was.
This was a different Mike to the one she'd seen the night before. He'd told her he was a doctor and, after his treatment of her shoulder, Tess had had no grounds for disbelief. But now⦠In clean clothes, his black curls brushed until they were almost ordered, a white coat over his tailored trousers and a stethoscope swinging from his pocket, he was every inch the medico.
He still had the bedside manner she remembered from the night before. He stood at the door and smiled, and Tess was forced to smile back.
And then her gaze dropped in astonishment. A vast
liver and white basset-hound was sauntering into her room beside him.
âAwake at last?' Mike's lazy smile deepened as he strolled over to her bed, trying not to appreciate her loveliness too much as he did. The fact that the look of her almost took his breath away didn't make for a placid doctor-patient relationship at all. âWelcome to the land of the living, Miss Westcott.' His eyes were warm and twinkling. âHow's the shoulder?'
âIt seems fine.' She kept on staring at Strop. âSo there really was a dog,' she said. âI thought he was part of my nightmare.'
âWhat, Strop?' Mike grinned. âHe's no nightmare. He's solidly grounded in reality. So well grounded, in fact, that if he gets any closer to the ground we'll have to fit him with wheels.'
âYou keep a dog in the hospital?'
âHe's a hospital dog. He has qualifications in toilet training, symptom sharing and sympathy. Just try him.'
Strop looked up toward the bed. His vast, mournful eyes met Tessa's, limpid in their melancholy. He gave a faint wag of his tail, but went straight back to being mournful.
âOh, I can see that.' Tess chuckled. âHe'd make any patient feel better immediately. Like they're not the only ones feeling awful, and they couldn't possibly be feeling as awful as that!'
Strop flopped himself wearily down on the bedside mat. Mike shoved him gently aside with his footâthe dog slid under the bed without a protest as if this
was what happened all the timeâand then Mike turned his attention back to his patient.
That wasn't hard to do.
âEnough,' he said. âStrop steals my limelight all the time. Your arm, Miss Westcott. How is it?'
Tess wriggled it experimentally and winced. âI wouldn't worry about it. It's bruised but it's fine. You must have put the humerus right back in or it'd hurt a lot more than this.'
âThe humerusâ¦' Mike's face stilled. Last night he'd suspected she had obstetric knowledge, and now⦠âYou're a nurse, then?'
âNope.' She smiled and it was like a blaze of sunshine. âGuess again.'
âA physio? An osteopath?'
âTry doctor.'
âA doctor!' He stared.
âFemales can be,' she said, still smiling. Her voice was gently teasing. âIn the States, medicine's about fifty-fifty. Don't tell me you still keep women in their place down under.'
âNo. Butâ¦' Mike thought back to the crazy red stilettos. He stared down, and there they were, parked neatly side by side under the bed beside Strop. Crimson stilettos. And⦠A doctor?
âAnd doctors are allowed to wear whatever they like,' she told him, following his gaze and knowing what he was thinking in a flash. âThere's no need for us to put on black lace-ups when we graduateâso you can take that slapped-by-a-wet-fish look off your face, Dr Llewellyn. Right now.'
âNo. Right.' He took a deep breath and managed a smile. âYou're a practising doctor, then?'
âThat's right. I work in Emergency in LA.'
âYeah?'
âYeah.'
âWell, that's put me on my mettle.' He had himself back in hand now. Almost. âDoctors are the worst patients,' he said, and tried a grin. âThey're almost as scary to treat as lawyers.' He sat on the bed beside her and tried to ignore the weird feel of intimacy his action created. Hell, he sat on all his patients beds! âYour shoulder's really OK?'
Tess moved it cautiously against the pillows and winced again.
âIt's sore,' she admitted. âBut it's definitely back in position. It's just bruised.'
âCan I see?'
âSure.' There was no reason why he shouldn't. There was no reason why she should blush either as he loosened her hospital gown and gently examined the shoulder and the bruising of her arm. He was just a doctor, after allâ¦
His fingers were gentle and sure, and his eyes watched her face as he carefully tested the injured arm. âDo you have full movement?'
âI can wiggle everything,' she told him. âBut I don't want to.'
He smiled. âI don't blame you. In a day or two it'll look really spectacular.' He ran his hands over the bruised arm, trying to block out his thoughts of Tessa the woman and turn them back to Tessa the patient. Usually he had no problem with differentiating work
from personalities, but Tessa was something else! And her blush didn't help at all.
âYou may not want to wiggle, but you'll live,' he pronounced finally. He pulled the sheet back to cover her and tucked her in.
It was a caring gesture that he made every day of his working life but suddenly the gesture was far, far different. Intimate. He stood looking down at the girl in the bed, struggling to maintain his lazy smile.
âYou might even feel like living after your sleep,' he said finally, shoving away the strange sensations he was feeling and striving hard to sound normal. His smile deepened. âFifteen hours' straight sleep isn't bad.'
âI don't think I've slept since I knew Grandpa was missing,' she admitted. She grimaced. âAnd to sleep fifteen hours now, when I should be out searching for Grandpaâ¦'
âThere's no need for you to be out searching, Tess. The police and the locals are all looking as hard as they can, and they're being thorough.'
âI know the farm, though. I know the places he loved to go.'
âButâ'
âBut what?' She glared up at him. âWhat? Why do you sound like that?'
âLike what?'
âLike you're trying to scotch any ideas I might have of where he might be.'
He sighed. This was hard. Bloody hard. But, then, telling families the worst was something he'd had to face many times.
âTess, your grandfather has mitral valve disease and atrial fibrillation,' he said softly. âHe's been missing for over four days now. It's my guess⦠Well, that farm of his is as rugged as any around here. There're plenty of places a body could lie for months and not be found. Your grandfather is eighty-three years old. If he went out and had a heart attackâ¦well, my guess is that's exactly what's happened. His truck's still at the house. He had his goats tethered and Doris due to deliver. If he was going away, he'd have organised people to care for them.'
âI know that,' Tess said. She stared up, and any trace of her gorgeous smile had completely disappeared. Her distress was obvious. âBut⦠I didn't know he had heart disease.'
âHave you been in contact with him recently?' he asked. âI was under the impression he had no contact with his family.'
âHe and my dad didn't get along,' she said bleakly. She was obviously still taking the heart disease bit on board and was thinking it through as she talked. She turned and stared out the window, fighting to get her face back in order, and it was as if she was talking to herself. âDad and Grandpa fought. Dad went to the States when he was twenty. He met my mom there and he stayed. He died when I was sixteen, without ever coming back here.'
âI'm sorry.'
âNo. Don't be. My family history has nothing to do with you.' She sighed again and shrugged, turning back to face him. âDad was always against me coming back, but he was pig-headed andâ¦well, he was stub
born enough to make me wonder whether the disagreement had all been one way. So when Dad diedâ¦Mom said I should know my background so she sent me out to stay. I spent a summer vacation here with Grandpa. I stayed here for three months, just after high school.'
Three months. When Tess was sixteenâ¦
He must have been away at medical school then, he thought. Otherwise he'd surely remember this girl.
âSince then we've kept in touch,' Tess said. âI write often, so does he, and now I ring him every Saturday. We seem to be getting closer the older he's getting. It's like he's finally acknowledging he needs family. Anyway, when I didn't get an answer this week, no matter how many times I rang, I contacted the police and was told he was missing. So I came.'
So she came. She came halfway across the world to check on her grandfather. That was some commitment.
âButâ¦I didn't know he had heart disease,' she said slowly. âYou would have thought he'd tell me. How bad is it?'
âI guess he hasn't wanted to worry you. He's been taking digoxin and is fairly much under control, but if he was over-exerting himself with no tablets, and if he got too far away from the houseâ¦' He hesitated but there was no way to gloss over the truth or make it any easier. âHis pulse rate's been up around a hundred and twenty or so, and without digoxin or even aspirinâ¦'
He didn't continue. He didn't need to.
Tessa's heart wrenched within her, and he saw the
pain. His hand came up to touch her lightly on her cheek.
âDon't, Tess,' he said softly. âI'm hoping that your grandfather's heart just quietly gave out and the end was fast. That's what he would have wanted, to die in the bush he loved.'
âYes, butâ¦'
But⦠But they didn't know. They didn't know he had died quickly. The alternative was unspoken between themâthe thought of the old man lying helpless in the bush and dying a slow and lingering death.
âSergeant Morris and a heap of the locals have scoured the farm,' he told her. âI've been out there, too. We've been everywhere we can think of and we've found nothing. We've called, Tess. If your grandfather was alive then he could have called back. He could be somewhere we've overlooked, but surely he'd be within earshot.'
âNot if he's had a stroke. Not if he can't make his voice work.' Her voice broke off and she choked in distress. âMike, I need to look. I need to search myself. There are places⦠One special placeâ¦'
âYeah? Is this somewhere the police would have found?'
She shook her head. âI thought of it all the way here. Grandpa showed it to me when I was here as a teenager, and he talked as if it was a really special privilege for me to know about it. It was his secret. It's a caveâ¦'
âIn the hills?'
âYes. I remember it as being just past the boundary of the farm, where the hills start turning rugged. I
can't remember much more. In fact, I can't even remember which direction it was. There was no way I could tell the police about it on the phone. And when I got to the farm last night I thought how stupid it was to come all this way on a hunch. Things have changed and my memory's playing tricks on me. Maybeâ¦maybe I can never find it or maybe it's accessible now and someone's already looked. But that's why I came. I want to check. Just as my own contribution to the search.'
She sighed and turned to stare sadly out the window. âI know my dad and Grandpa disagreed, but Grandpa sort of saw things in the same way I do.' Then she managed a fleeting grin as she turned back to face him. âMe and my dad fought, too.'
âDon't tell me. Your dad had red hair as well?'
âAnd a temper to match. My dad could say some pretty unforgivable things. And Grandpa wasâ¦isâ¦a redhead, too.'
âI see.' But he didn't see at all. He stared down at this amazing woman in confusion. She'd come from the other side of the world to search for a grandfather who was probably dead. She had a good job in the States. Had it been OKâjust to walk away?
âHey, my mom's behind me in this,' Tess said quickly. âShe always felt bad about my dad never coming home. She's paid half my airfare.'
âBully for your mom.' He hesitated, thinking things through, and he raked his fingers thought his thick hair in thought. Tess had come so far, and she needed to conduct her own personal search, but he hated the thought of her scouring that bushland alone. The lo
cals reckoned they'd searched every inch of the farm. Tess would be on her own now.
For her to be alone was unthinkable! And even if she found her grandfather aloneâ¦well, that was more unthinkable.
Finally he nodded, flicking through his mental diary at speed. OK. He and Strop could do it.
âTess, I need to do a couple of hours' work right now,' he told her. âHave a meal and rest for a bit. Ted's brought your car in. It's parked in the hospital car park and your gear's being brought inside as soon as the orderly has a spare minute. So get yourself into some sensible clothes.' He eyed the stilettoes with caution. âAnd some sensible shoes. I'll be back in two hours, and after that I'll come out to the farm with you.'
âYou don't have to come with me,' she started, but he stopped her with an upraised hand.
He had work piled a mountain high in front of him, and he was dead tiredâthe labour he'd looked after last night had been long and difficult and he'd managed all of two hours' sleepâbut the thought of Tess searching by herself for what he feared she'd find was unbearable.