Bachelor (Rixton Falls #2) (12 page)

“Daphne was smart,” Royal chimes in.

“Who are Delilah and Daphne?” I ask.

“Our younger sisters,” Derek answers, chewing his food.

“They’re twins,” Demi adds. “You’d hardly know it. They’re uber different and they don’t look anything alike.”

“So there are four of you?” I ask.

Derek nods. Not only did he have the childhood home I only ever dreamed of, but he had the big, perfect family to boot.

Good for him.

I sigh, taking another bite of Demi’s spaghetti, which is delicious simplicity at its finest. I’m sure the sauce is jarred and the pasta is boxed, but it’s good just the same.

“You’re not saying much, Miss Haven,” I say to the little blonde with red sauce staining her face. She smiles, looking to me then to her daddy.

“She was hungry,” Derek says, ruffling her hair.

“Daddy.” She brushes his hand from her hair. “You’re going to mess up my hair.”

“Not cool, Derek.” Demi plays along.

This marks the first dinner I’ve had, to date, where the conversation didn’t revolve around each guest attempting to one-up each other. Nothing was superficial. Nothing was forced. Nothing centered around money or lavish vacations or waitlists or uptown gossip.

Best of all, no one asked about me. There were no prying questions. No information-seeking. Nothing to make me squirm in my seat and wish I’d stayed back.

“I’m stuffed,” Royal declares a while later.

Derek rubs his chiseled stomach and leans back, exhaling. Demi sighs. I stare at my empty plate.

Royal rises, his dish in hand, and stoops down to kiss the top of Demi’s head. “Thanks, mama.”

I stand next, offering to take the remaining empty plates. “Let me clean up.”

“No. I couldn’t.” Demi waves me off.

“I insist.” I smile, knowing full well I’ve never done a dish in my life and it’s high time I learned. “I’d be honored.”

Demi looks to Derek, seeking approval, and he shrugs.

“Why don’t you help me, Derek? It’s the least we can do since your sister so graciously opened her home to us tonight.” I lift my brows. If I’m going to be elbows deep in soapy dishwater, so can he.

“Yeah, Derek.” Demi folds her arms, lips bunched and eyes lively.

He stands, unbuttoning the cuffs of his white dress shirt and rolling them up, eyes locked with mine.

My heart jumps.

I ignore it.

“Come on, Haven, let’s go play Legos in the living room. Your daddy’s going to clean my kitchen. Let’s go before he changes his mind.” Demi takes Haven’s hand and they follow Royal into the next room.

As soon as we have the kitchen to ourselves, I take a good look around and fully realize the sizable task I just agreed to.

“Ready?” I ask.

He nods, lips tight, and I make my way to the sink, grabbing a stopper off the ledge and running warm water.

“You still mad at me?” I ask.

We’re separated from the rest of the crew by a single wall, but they may as well be a world away. Right now, it’s just us.

“I was never mad,” he says.

“You’re hardly talking to me,” I say, leaving my other question unanswered.
Is this really about last night?

“I just don’t have anything to say.” He grabs a half-empty bottle of dish soap and squeezes it into the water current.

“Were you really worried about me?”

“I’m kind of responsible for you right now. I’d like to know where you are.” He groans. “Jesus, I sound like Eudora.”

I nod. “You do.”

“It’s not like that.”

“I know.”

Derek shuts off the faucet, plunging his hands—the very hands that freely roamed my body last night—into the soapy mix and fishing for a sponge.

“I wash. You dry,” he says, taking a dirty plate and dunking it in the water.

We’re arm against arm, and within minutes, we have a workable system going. I hand him a sauce-covered ladle when he’s not paying attention, and he turns, brushing against it with his white-shirt.

“Oops.”

“Shit.” He steps back, examining the cherry-red mess on his crisp white shirt.

My hand lifts to my mouth. “Oh, my God. I’m sorry.”

I grab a rag and dip it in water, bringing it to the stain and blotting, only the water seeps and bleeds, turning the stain pink and his white shirt see-through.

I’m amused, if only because that
wasn’t
intentional.

Derek takes another step back. “Serena, stop. This isn’t a wet t-shirt contest.”

“A what?” My nose wrinkles as I play dumb. He’s seriously getting agitated over a stupid dress shirt. “What’s a wet t-shirt contest?”

He pulls the clinging, wet fabric away from his body and sighs.

Which is precisely the moment I dunk the rag in the water once more and throw it at his chest, creating yet another wet, transparent spot. His full mouth is pulled into a frown until he glances up and sees the mischief in my eyes.

“Seriously?” He charges toward the sink and skims his hand over top of the dirty water in a sweeping gesture that splatters my cream-colored blouse until it’s equally as transparent as his shirt.

My jaw hangs as the water quickly turns from warm to cool and my top sticks to my skin.

“Okay, that’s not fair.” I splash him again, this time getting his face.

“Oh, no, sweetheart. That’s justice. Believe me. I know all about justice.” He flicks the top of the water until a blob of apple blossom-scented bubbles lands in my hair.

“That’s all you’ve got?” I flick the bubbles onto the ground, head cocked.

Derek smacks the dishwater with a splayed hand and a wave splashes up, soaking both of us simultaneously.

I think he did it on purpose.

He smirks.

Oh, yeah. He absolutely did it on purpose.

Glancing at our current states, we may as well be standing here half-naked at this point.

“All right, all right. Truce.” I extend my hand.

“Truce.” He meets it, and a current of electricity passes between us.

His stare meets mine, and then it falls.

Lower.

Lower still.

Still holding my hand, he pulls me against him. “Come on.”

“Where are we going?”

D
erek

“
W
hat are
we doing down here?” Demi shivers at the foot of the basement stairs. We’re surrounded by cinderblock walls, concrete floors, and floor joists; the underbelly of the little ranch house Royal and Demi rent.

“Take your top off.” I point to the dryer.

Serena’s delicate, shivering fingers work the beaded pearl buttons of her light-colored blouse, and I do the same. “How long will this take? It’s freezing down here.”

She tugs the soaked fabric from her body, her bra just as saturated.

“You’re going to have to give me that too,” I say, pretending like it doesn’t give me great pleasure to see her incredibly sexy body all over again.

Serena’s hands cover her lace cups. “Why?”

“Your bra is wet. If you put your dry shirt on, it’ll just soak through.”

Her bright blue eyes roll, and she reaches behind her back, unfastening the clasps and slipping the satin straps off her soft shoulders.

“Fine. Here.” She covers her breasts with one arm, handing it to me. “It’s actually a line dry only item, but . . .”

“We don’t have time to line dry your lingerie.”

“Thank you for that tidbit of information, Counselor Obvious.”

I pop her items along with my shirt into Demi’s dryer and turn it to the high heat, quick dry cycle. The timer reads twenty minutes. If we’re lucky, no one will come looking for us in that time. Serena Randall, topless in someone’s damp basement, isn’t something I want to be responsible for.

Although to be fair, I kind of am.

But she started it.

Just so happens that I intend to finish it.

“Why are you covering up?” I lean against the washer, arms crossed and eyes feasting. “I fucked you last night and now you want to be shy?”

Serena’s tongue grazes her lower lip and she holds her head high. “I’m just being modest and respectful in your sister’s home. And this isn’t a sexual moment for me.”

I laugh, moving toward her. “It isn’t?”

She swallows, eyes fixed on mine. “No.”

“Do you want it to be?”

“I thought you didn’t do repeats?”

“I don’t. I also don’t work on Saturdays, I don’t bring clients home with me, and I sure as hell don’t bring clients over for dinner at my sister’s place.”

“So what are you saying?”

She breathes me in, and my fingers crawl with every intention of touching every part of her all over again.

My hand cups the side of her face, our lips lined up. Every ounce of self-control I’ve ever owned is rising to the surface and evaporating like it never existed in the first place.

“I’m saying that I’ve been breaking all the rules with you,” I breathe my words against her bee-stung mouth, seconds from owning it.

“Why?” Her lashes flutter slowly. “Why me?”

“I wish I fucking knew.” I crush her parted lips with a kiss, and she moans into my mouth as if she needed the release more than I did.

I spent the better part of today at the office, staring off into space, daydreaming about the night we shared and wondering why, for the first time in years, I couldn’t wait to touch her again. To experience it all over again.

And again.

And again.

My hands slip to her waist, and I hoist her up onto the humming, vibrating dryer, spreading her thighs apart until they’re straddling my waist. Her arms hook around my shoulders, her fingers trickling up the nape of my neck and getting lost in my hair as our tongues meet between frenzied kisses.

Her breasts press against my chest, her rosy nipples alive and peaked, tracing along my skin as she moves.

Her skin is nothing but goosebumps, but she’s warming by the second.

My mouth abandons hers, and I deposit a trail of biting kisses down her neck until her head falls back and her nails dig into the flesh of my shoulders. I devour her sweet skin, lowering myself between her breasts and circling my tongue around a pert nipple.

The basement is cool and dank, but all the warmth we need encircles us in a cloud of our own lust. My hands crawl up her thighs, working the buttons of her jeans and pulling them down.

The dryer rumbles beneath her, and she leans back, her hands braced as I drag a finger along the wet crotch of her silk panties. Shoving the soaked fabric aside, I crave her taste on my tongue.

My head between the apex of her thighs, I drag my tongue along her seam before circling her swollen clit.

Serena moans, and I lift my hand to her mouth. We have to be quiet. And quick.

The clock is ticking.

She takes my finger between her mouth, lightly biting and sucking as I devour her swollen, slick pussy, and my cock throbs when I appreciate the fact that her body wants mine.

The dryer hums, and Serena’s thighs shake. Her breath quickens, and she drives a hand through my hair, pulling a fistful as she climaxes against my mouth in quivering waves.

When she’s finished, I rise, tugging her off the dryer and into my arms.

Her hand presses into her chest, and she’s just as breathless as she was last night.

“Holy shit, Derek.” Her words are exasperated sighs. “I was not expecting that.”

“Neither was I.”

The dryer buzzes, rudely interrupting whatever the fuck this was, and I catch a hint of disappointment in her deliriously satisfied expression.

I reach past her, yanking the door open and grabbing our warm shirts. By the time we dress and head upstairs, Demi has commandeered our abandoned dish job, working frantically at the sink and avoiding eye contact at all costs.

S
erena

H
aven sleeps
on the drive home.

Moonlight emphasizes Derek’s handsome profile, and I catch myself watching him with side eyes.

We don’t speak, though I’m not sure what there is to talk about. After the basement rendezvous, Derek mumbled some excuse about getting Haven back in time for bed and got us the hell out of there.

Demi totally knew. How couldn’t she? We came upstairs looking like the cat that ate the canary, or in Derek’s case . . .

The drive home only takes twenty minutes, and Derek carries his sleeping daughter up to his apartment, tucking her in as I get the lights. She doesn’t wake. Not once. And I’m kind of disappointed because I enjoyed reading her a bedtime story the night before. I’d never done it before, and it was sweet and relaxing, and her hair smelled like peach shampoo, and she wanted to hold my hand.

“I was thinking,” I say to Derek after he gently pulls Haven’s door closed.

He faces me, an eyebrow raised, and points to the living room. His hand presses into my left shoulder as he escorts me away from Haven’s hallway.

“What were you thinking?” he asks.

“After the conservatorship is dissolved,” I say, “I was thinking I should go back to the city.”

Derek frowns. “You’re ready for that?”

“What am I doing here?” I spent all afternoon asking myself this question. “Holing up in your place, hiding from the rest of the world like I’m some sort of fragile. That’s not me. I don’t want to hide anymore. I want to go back to the city, face those assholes I used to call friends and give them something new to gossip about.
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would have a heyday if they knew what Veronica did to me.”

“Serena.” Derek places his hand on my arm and moves closer. “I won’t tell you where to live or what to do, but if you’re going to do this, it needs to be for the right reasons. Going back so you can stick it to those assholes is the last reason you should go.”

I pull my arm from his hold and collapse into his sofa, staring at a dead TV screen on the other side of the room.

“Doesn’t it get exhausting?” he asks.

“Excuse me?” I turn toward him.

“Living for everyone else. Your life is so magnified and scrutinized. I don’t know how you do it.”

“It’s all I’ve ever known.” My hands fold in my lap. “I don’t know any other way. I wish I did. I wish I grew up in a big blue house with a bunch of sisters and two parents who were crazy about each other, but that’s not what I had. It’s not who I am.”

Derek takes a seat next to me. “The past doesn’t matter as much as you think it does. Focus on the here and now. What can you do today, right now, that’s going to make tomorrow better?”

“Work out?” I bite a smile and sink back into the cushions.

“I’m being serious, Serena.” Derek’s eyes narrow, and he shifts away from me.

I reach for his arm, pulling him closer. “I’m kidding. You were so serious, and I don’t want to talk about this anymore. It makes me sad.”

“See?” Derek huffs, his head tilting. “You’re running back to the very life you refuse to talk about because it makes you sad.”

“All right.” I sit up straight. “Let’s talk about my alternatives then. I can stay in this city, where nobody knows me, where I have no friends, no social life, nothing but you. And we can hole up together for the foreseeable future, and you can remind me every day about how you’re this bachelor and you don’t do this and you don’t do that and nothing means anything.”

Derek leans back, studying me. “Why are you making this about me now?”

“I’m not. I’m just saying, there’s nothing for me here.”

“You didn’t come here to find something. You came here to escape.”

“And I feel just as confined, Derek.” I lean forward, my elbows on my knees and my head in my hands. “I’ve been here two days, and I feel like I’m just as isolated as before. Don’t get me wrong. I’m grateful. I’d much rather be here than at Belcourt, but I’m still alone.”

I’m still lonely.

Derek blows a hard breath through terse lips. “I don’t want that for you. I was only trying to help.”

I place my hand over his. “I know. I’m not upset. I’m just saying . . .”

“You don’t want to be here anymore.”

He says it so easily—the words that have been stuck on the tip of my tongue since this afternoon. I passed a small boutique with a green awning over the door, and it reminded me of the little shop up the street from my old apartment on Lexington. And it made me homesick for the city. For life. For faceless strangers. And excitement. And the kind of energy that made me feel like a million bucks on the worst of days.

And then I lunched at a little sidewalk café, and the server was the sweetest elderly man in a gray beret. He gave me extra bread, told me I had the warmest smile he’d ever seen, and that I reminded him of his late wife when I spoke.

You don’t get that kind of service in the city.

After that, I waltzed into a pet shop and held a puppy. The woman behind the cash register asked if I had a yard, and I thought of the shared rooftop terrace in my building and the small patch of grass shared by all the building dogs.

I kissed the top of the pug puppy’s head and put him back after that.

When I left the pet store, I thought about what it might be like to buy a charming, pint-sized house with a big backyard in a quaint little town. The mere idea made me warm from the inside out, and I felt my heart getting too close to that heat, like a curious child drawn to a flickering candle flame.

So I snuffed it out.

And then Derek pulled up and invited me to his sister’s house.

“I like being here,” I say.

“You don’t have to lie.”

“But I miss my home.” I glance out the window at the sweeping view of a sparkling Rixton Falls at night. It’s nothing compared to New York, but it’s almost similar. I go to the window, pull in a deep breath, and wrap my arms around my sides.

A moment later, the warmth of Derek’s hands slides up my arms, and his body presses against my back.

I turn to face him. “What are you doing?”

Our eyes meet, and his hold a storm of emotions. Confusion. Excitement. Boldness.

“Don’t leave, Serena. Not yet.” His voice is low, his request firm.

“And why is that?”

He releases a frustrated groan, although I think his frustrations are self-directed. “I don’t know. Forget I said anything.”

“Goodnight, counselor.”

* * *

I
lay low
the rest of the weekend, letting Derek spend time with his daughter and burying myself in books I picked up at a local corner shop.

I also watch no fewer than three Lifetime Movies and binge watch an entire season of House of Cards—Derek’s recommendation.

In between the shows and the books, I find myself lost in thought, wondering if I should stay—for reasons unknown—or go.

Derek’s words echo in my mind—not his request for me to stick around longer, but his warning. He’s not what I need. He’s not what I’ll ever need. And the same is true for him.

We don’t belong together, even if our bodies beg to differ.

I should go.

Maybe not tomorrow. Maybe not this week. But soon.