Beauty and The Best (Once-Upon-A-Time Romance) (29 page)

“
Will
you be able to capture it, Todd?”

His smile was soft and melted-bones inducing. “I’m sure going to try.” He wrapped his big strong hands around hers and her skin sizzled and tingled in every good way. He placed a soft kiss to the back of each hand. “But I may need you to sit for me some more.”

“
You will?” She wasn’t all that enthused about the idea. Charley Horse Leg twinged in agonized remembrance.

“
I promise to give you something more comfortable than the stool, okay?”

“
Okay.”

“
That’s it? No twenty-questions on what we’ll use? No dissertation on the merits of cotton fiber versus wooden furniture?”

He
got
her. Totally. And managed to make her laugh so easily. “Anything has to be better than that stool.”

“
Hey, I gave you a pillow.” Oh, so now he was doing insulted.

She could, too. “And, for that, Tush thanks you. The rest of me, however, is pretty jealous of Tush, so you’ll have to make all of me happy next time.”

There was a heartbeat—or seven—of silence.

But Naughty Girl was fist-pumping all over the inside of Jolie’s brain.

Todd unlaced his fingers and cupped her cheek. “I’ll try.”

Whoa
.

So, they were leaning in, lips just about to make contact, when who should appear? And she wasn’t talking eight tiny reindeer.

“
Meow.”

“
Boots,” they said in unison, laughing as a whiskered white face appeared between them. Kitty-boy was doing his own leaning in—off the back of the sofa to get his muzzle between them. Now the
cat
had an agenda, too?

Boots might want to talk with Mrs. Gray because apparently his agenda was in direct opposition to hers.

Todd picked the kitten up. “And where have you been? Kind of interesting you choose this moment to interrupt.” He plopped Boots onto her lap and the little moment-ruiner did a few circles with some finely honed claws before curling himself into a powder puff, staring at the two of them, his tail flicking her leg, one black paw forward, almost drumming his kitty fingers on her skin.

“
I’ve heard of guard dogs, but a guard cat?” Todd laughed.

“
Do I need guarding?” Naughty Girl just couldn’t mind her own business.

“
I—” Todd reached out for her hand and Boots swatted it. Chuckles escaped from both of them as Boots pulled his paw back to lick it.

“
I guess he thinks so.” Todd nudged her chin up to look in her eyes. “But I have no idea. This is all new to me, Jolie. I haven’t found myself wanting to kiss anyone since I met Trista. I can’t promise anything, because I have no idea what’s happening.”

“
No idea?” There was Naughty Girl again, but Jolie was with her on this one. He certainly had some idea because his body parts were all in perfect alignment with hers a few moments ago.

“
Other than I want to kiss you again and I like being around you, no. I never thought I’d want to feel even that again. And now I do.”

“
And now you do.” His lips were beautifully shaped, the fuller bottom one just right for taking between her teeth and give a little tug before—

“
What are you thinking?”

“
Thinking?” Please don’t let that be her Anne Bancroft voice.

“
Yeah, what were you just thinking?” He had his own Barry White going, mesmerizing her. Honestly, she could just stare at his mouth all day.

“
Your mouth,” she answered.

“
My mouth?” He groaned. “You’re not making this easy.”

“
Easy?”

“
You know, I don’t think I’ve ever heard you so monosyllabic before.”

He started to reach for her hand again and Boots shifted on her lap, his raised paw fending off approaching fingers.

Todd did the “hands-up” stance. “Okay, Boots, I give up. She’s your property. Got it.” He looked at her. “But I’m going to be trespassing whether that cat likes it or not.”

She couldn’t stifle the shiver that raced down her spine until Boots dug his claws in her leg, ending that delicious moment.

“
So.” Todd sat back and folded his hands on his (flat, sculpted, toned, hard, six-pack) abdomen. “Guard cat aside, what was it you came in here for in the first place?”

“
Um… ” Yeah, what exactly had been her motivation? At this point she was lucky she remembered her own name, let alone motivation. “Oh, I was wondering what I should make for dinner tonight since Mr. and Mrs. Gray are here. Is there anything special they like?”

“
Anything you want to serve is fine. I doubt if they’ll even stay. They just got back and they’re not as spry as they once were. My bet is they’re probably already on their way home to recover from their trip and get to bed early.”

Truly he did not understand women. That whole Venus/Mars dichotomy. After that conversation she’d had earlier with Mrs. Gray, she was betting the Grays wouldn’t be out of Todd’s house until their stay was bordering on rude.

“
Humor me.” She set Boots on the floor and stood.

Todd followed her up, giving Boots a nudge with his toe. “She’s a big fan of Italian food.”

“
Okay, I’ll do manicotti.”

“
Isn’t it late in the day for spaghetti sauce?” He traced her arm from wrist to shoulder.

“
Trade secret.” Boots was doing figure eights around her ankles. All sorts of touchy-feely stuff she was suddenly finding more than bearable.

“
Honestly, Jolie, don’t bother. I’m sure they’re gone. And, really, I’m not picky about dinner.”

“
Trust me, okay? I have a feeling they’re staying so I want to make a nice dinner for them. Besides, cooking is what I do. Why I’m here, remember?”

His hand stilled on her shoulder and he searched her eyes. “You’re right. Jasmine will probably have a ton of pictures she wants to show me of her new grandson. It’s her fourth, but she treats each one as if it were the first. Family’s important to her.”

“
I know. She told me.”

“
She did?”

“
Yep. And she considers you family. That’s why she’ll stay.”

Todd dropped his hand, shoving both in the back pockets of his shorts, and turned toward the easel. “Actually, Trista was more her family.”

“
I know, she told me.”

He stopped. “That, too?”

“
Yes. She told me how she pretty much raised Trista and how you—”

He turned around, eyes narrowed. “How I what?”

Oh darn. She didn’t mean to bring up his and Trista’s early years together. “Um, how much she cares about you?”

Todd shook his head and walked back toward her. “I’m not buying that. What’d she say?”

Okay, what happened to cajoling? His growl would rival a deadly panther’s on the prowl. And, yeah, maybe she was feeling just a bit hunted. And not in a good way.

She stepped around the corner of the sofa. “I don’t really remember.” And she didn’t—not verbatim. General gist? Yeah, got it. Word for word? Slipped her mind.

He followed her. “Jolie.” Definitely not cajoling.

“
Oh, well, she might have mentioned how you weren’t exactly Trista’s parents’ first choice for a son-in-law,” she said, gripping the back of the sofa.

“
I see.” The seconds ticked by, each one marked by a tic in his cheek. His jaw was clenched and, while that increased the masculinity aspect of his face, it wasn’t a good thing at the moment.

“
I would prefer if you wouldn’t discuss my private life with Mrs. Gray. Or anyone, for that matter.” He rubbed his eyes with the finger and thumb of one hand, exhaling.

Really, he didn’t have to ask her twice. As if she’d go chatting him up with everyone—

Oh. Her manuscript.

Well, okay,
maybe
—in a way—he might see it as such. If he saw it, that was. But he wouldn’t.

Besides, it wasn’t
really
about him. It was more about his emotions and how Tom felt and acted. Todd was just the inspiration. Her muse, you could say.

She took a step back from him. “Look, Todd, it was just a conversation between me and Mrs. Gray. A lady, I might add, who cares for you a great deal. We weren’t carrying tales or gossiping. She just wanted me to know how special you are.” Not that she’d needed to be told.

Silence stretched from terse to bearable, but it was a long agonizing journey to get there. Especially because he kept his gaze on her the whole time and she was beginning to squirm under it.

That’s what a guilty conscience did for you. Interesting how Naughty Girl chose not to comment on any of this.

“
I’m sorry,” he said at last. “It’s just that when Trista died there was so much press coverage. Like the other day with the phone calls and reporter on my doorstep. Everyone wanting to know how I felt, if I’d paint again.” He laughed and it wasn’t kind. “You know, that’s my favorite line. Your wife dies or your dream falls apart, or whatever tragedy has just smacked you in the face, and there’s a reporter with a microphone inches from your nose and he’s asking you how you feel. What’s he want, an I’m-going-to-Disney-World response? I’m all for giving people the news, human interest stories, but for chrissake, can’t a man grieve in peace?

“
Um—” Honestly,
what
should she say?

“
Sorry. I overreacted. I realize Jasmine was just staking her claim. She tends to do that with anyone new around here.”

Somehow Jolie doubted Mrs. Gray had
quite
those same words to say to just any chef who worked there, but he didn’t need to know that.

“
It’s just that any threat to my privacy touches a nerve. A few, actually.” He did the hand-raking thing and for once she was unmoved.

Maybe she ought to toss her manuscript.

But that was ridiculous. No one would ever know she based the emotions on his. It wasn’t like he was ever going to read the darn thing, so, not a problem. Right? Right.

“
Well, Todd, it’s not as if Mrs. Gray is—”

“
MEOWWWW!”

Kitty terror grabbed their attention fast. Poor little Boots was tangled up in a drop cloth and running around in circles, which made the straightjacket he was working himself into even tighter.

Todd and Jolie did some pretty fancy dance steps to cut off the kitten’s access to more of the cloth, then they sat on it to untangle him without losing a finger or an eye. Terrorized kitties were a touch manic.

Finally, with a bit of laughter, some catching of breaths, and avoidance of Kitty Scissor-Paws, they managed to calm the little guy down just as the attic door swung open.

“
Oh, Todd.” There beamed Mrs. Gray, a vase of pink roses in her hand.

“
Hi, Jasmine.” They stood, managing to kick the drop cloth out of the way as Mrs. Gray sashayed into the room. “What brings you here?”

Boots dug his claws into Jolie’s forearm and when she looked down at him, she could have sworn the cat was gloating. She wouldn’t blame him, actually, because this was the second time he’d saved her from a potentially embarrassing situation. Well, three if she counted that moment on the sofa, but she’d consider that scenario more exciting than embarrassing had it been allowed to play out, but maybe it was a good thing it hadn’t; they’d had the chance to talk some more. Get to know each other better.

She did want to get to know him better. And if that wasn’t more than a little scary, she didn’t know what was.

“
I brought these roses for the kitchen,” said Mrs. Gray, holding up the flowers, “and thought you might like some to brighten up your studio. Although, it is pretty bright already.” She spun around. “You’ve been busy, I see.”

“
I better start dinner.” Jolie wanted to extricate herself from the impending little
tête-a-tête
. One was her limit for an emotion-laden day like this was turning out to be.

Back in the house, she secured Boots in her room because, even though he might have saved her pride, kittens and spaghetti sauce were not a match made in heaven. And she had a lot to do to get the manicotti in the oven in time.

She also had a lot to think about.

Jolie replayed the scene from the attic in her head. Todd liked kissing her, wasn’t sorry he had, and would probably want to again. How’d she feel about that?

Honestly, part of her wanted to hope. Wanted to take a chance. The part of her that had lived without hope for so long was feeling like a drowning person grabbing for a life preserver. But was that a good thing? Was Todd her life preserver?

And why did she need one? Why wasn’t she happy with her life as it was? Stick to her plan?

She slid the dish into the oven and set the timer. She
was
happy with her life as it was.

But she wasn’t going to deny that it could be better. Yes, she had her plan and would continue to study and save for her pastry shop,
and
finish her story, but why couldn’t she throw a relationship into the mix? Just because Mom’s love affairs (not that any of them had been based on love) had been disastrous, with men parading in and out, knocking the two of them around a few times, and Mom turning to booze to drown the pain and sorrow, but Jolie was an adult. She knew the dysfunction of those types of relationships. Recognized it for what it was and knew she didn’t want it. Even Chucky… For as disappointed as she’d been, she’d known their relationship wasn’t the for-real one she’d wanted. He wasn’t the type of man she wanted.