Read Bella and the Merciless Sheikh Online
Authors: Sarah Morgan
âI was not expecting to spend my first night in the desert with a half-dead female.'
âYou prefer completely dead females? I suppose at least they don't answer back.' Sneaking a look at his unsmiling face, Bella decided there was no point in asking if he had a mirror. âLook, I'm sorry I've messed up your plans, OK? Just give me something for my headache, point me towards the city and I'll get out of your way.'
He muttered something in a language she didn't understand and this time his glance was both fierce and contemptuous. âHave you learned nothing from your escapade? This is the desert, not the English countryside. You don't just go for a walk. Or even a ride.'
Bella remembered the dark shadow emerging from the haze of sunlight and realised that it must have been him. â
You
do.'
âI was born in this country. I understand every movement of the sun and every shift of the sands and yet even I would not set out on a journey as lamentably ill equipped as you. Next time you decide to commit a crime I suggest you spend more time on the planning. You had no map, no spare clothing and no water.' Incredulity and disgust radiated from his expression and his tone.
âWhat were you thinking?'
âI suppose I wasn't really thinking,' Bella admitted, chastened by his harsh words and distracted by the word
crime
. âI just wanted to get to the city. I misunderstood the distance.'
âAnd that one small error would have cost two lives if I hadn't arrived when I did.'
âTwo?' As she absorbed the meaning behind his statement, Bella struggled to a sitting position, guilt sharpening her anxiety. âWait a minute. The beautiful horseâis she all right? You saidâ'
âShe will survive, but no thanks to you. That mare is a valuable animal.' His smile was cynical. âBut you know that, don't you? That's why you took her.'
âI took her because she was so friendly.' Bella was tortured by the horror of what might have happened. She'd almost killed a horse. She'd totally and utterly messed up. Again. But no one would be surprised to hear that, would they? Everyone expected her to mess up. âShe's full Arab isn't she? They have such distinctive features.'
âAnd I'm sure you were well acquainted with her distinctive features. How else would you be sure of stealing the right animal?'
âYou're right to be angry with me.' Bella was genuinely contrite and more than a little puzzled by the venom in his tone. âI'm angry with myself. I would never intentionally have put the mare in danger. I love horsesâmuch more than humans actually,' she said humbly, âbut I honestly thought it would take me less than an hour to get to the city.'
âWas that where they were waiting?'
âWho?'
âYour accomplices.'
âI didn't have any accomplices.'
âThen how did you plan to sell her?'
âI wasn't going to sell her!' Bella sat up straight, offended by the suggestion. âI was going to send her back to the stables.'
Exasperation mingled with incredulity. âYou expect me to believe that you stole a horse with the intention of returning her?'
âI didn't steal a horse!' Bella's voice was an outraged squeak. âIâI just borrowed her. For a short timeâ¦' Her voice trailed off, her pathetic defence squashed by the satanic blaze of his beautiful black eyes. âI'm
not
a thief!'
âYou were in possession of an animal that does not belong to you. Had she escaped from her stable?'
Bella shrank slightly. âEr, no.'
âSo you physically took her?'
âI
borrowed
herâ' Seriously worried now, Bella wished
she had a weapon so that she could defend herself. And then she remembered he was a man. And she had big blue eyes. What better weapon could a girl ask for? She angled her face and looked directly at him. âI can explainâ¦'
One eyebrow raised, he folded his arms. âRarely have I been so intrigued to hear an excuse.'
Perhaps he hadn't looked at her properly. Bella widened her eyes slightly but his hard gaze didn't flicker.
She must be too far away from him. Still, there was always her hair. Her long, blonde hair. Bella tried to flick her hair over her shoulder but it was so stiff with sand it barely moved.
Realising that she was going to have to rely on her wits, not her looks, she felt her insides quail. âI was stuck in this place in the middle of nowhereâ'
âWhat was it called?'
âThe Retreat.' Bella shuddered. âIt's an alternative, yogaâ¦thingyâa drive-you-mad placeâ'
âIt is a world-renowned centre for contemplative meditation.'
âThat too.' Bella discreetly removed some sand from inside her nails and grimaced with distaste. âAnyway, there was sand everywhereâsand, sand and more sand.'
âIn the time it is taking you to voice your excuse, the entire landscape of the desert will have altered,' he drawled, and Bella glared at him. âYou're
so
unsympathetic. I suppose you're going to tell me you love the sand.'
âI have too little time to enjoy it.'
âHow much time is too little? A nanosecond? I don't think I ever want to see a grain of sand again. And that's why I borrowed the horse. I just had to get out of there! I doubt I'll ever be able to look at a beach again. I'll be taking city breaks from now on.'
His gaze hardened. âSo you just walked into a busy stable and helped yourself to a horse.'
âActually, that was really weird.' Bella wrinkled her nose as she remembered how odd it had seemed to her at the time. âThe place was deserted. A bit spooky actually. No one around. It was as if something was about to happenâ' she gave a shrug ââbut that was probably wishful thinking. Nothing ever happened in that place, I can tell you. My imagination must have been playing tricks.'
âIt's heartening to know that you are capable of imaginationâ' But he seemed distracted, as if something she'd said had captured his attention. âSo you are saying that no one was there? That you simply walked into the yard, took the horse and rode into the desert?'
âYes. Whoever is running that stable should fire some of the staff because they were really lax. I mean, what if one of the horses was sick or something?'
âIndeed.'
âAnyway, so I rode into the desert, following the track to the city. Except it obviously wasn't the right track. It all looks the same. And then I realised I was lost. If you hadn't come along when you didâ'
âYou would be dead.' His blunt appraisal made her shiver.
âYes. Very probably. So, thanks again. I'm lucky you found me.'
He watched her for a long moment, as though he were making his mind up about something, and then he strode across the tent, pulled open a canvas bag and removed a robe. Intercepting her stare, his mouth tightened. âYou might want to look away.'
âWhy would I want to do that?' Bella's wicked side took over, driving her into territory she knew she would have been better avoiding. âYou have a fantastic body.'
Shock flared in his eyes and dark streaks of colour highlighted his magnificent cheek bones. âAnd you play a dangerous game for a woman alone and unprotected. Perhaps I am not a good man to be trapped with,
habibiti
.' His voice was
suddenly soft and there was a shimmer of mockery in his jet-black eyes. He slid the robe over his head in a fluid movement, somehow managing to discard the towel at the same time. âI believe you have a saying: “out of the frying pan into the fire.”'
Bella's mouth dried as she watched him slide a dagger into the folds of his robe and her stomach fluttered with nerves. âWell, it's certainly true that in the past few hours I've been fried, sautéed and flambéed.' Her weak attempt at humour again fell flat and she flopped back against the pillows, her head throbbing and her bravado wearing thin. âAll right, I get the message. No humour allowed. But you ought to know it's polite to at least smile when someone makes a joke.' She wanted to ask why he needed a dagger, but she wasn't sure she wanted to hear the answer.
He was a complete contrast to the men she usually metâa lethal combination of untamed man and raw sexuality.
A real man
, she thought to herself, distracted by the dark shadow that emphasised the strong lines of his jaw. It was hard to imagine him sitting at a desk in a tall city office, but she had no problem imagining him wrestling a wild animal with his bare hands. embarrassed to admit that she found him astonishingly attractive, Bella put her hands over her eyes and gave a groan. She was the ultimate modern city girl and here she was lusting over macho man.
The heat must have finally got to her.
âI'm surprised you find your situation amusing.' His gaze held hers. âYou're lost and you have absolutely no idea where you are.'
âI'm not lost. I'm with you.'
âAnd that gives you no cause for alarm?' His cool voice held a dangerous edge. âI could be a greater threat to your safety than being lost in the desert. There is no one else near you. No one to rescue you. No one to hear you scream.'
Bella burst out laughing. âYou sound as though you're doing a voice-over for a horror movie.'
âI am merely pointing out that a healthy dose of caution might increase your life expectancy.'
âI've lived in London and New York. I'm street wise.'
His smile was slow and deadly. âYou are not in London or New York now. You are in the middle of the Arabian Desert with a man you don't know. And outside this tent there are poisonous snakes, scorpions and enough sand to swallow you whole and never again reveal your body.'
His words made her shiver and Bella rubbed her hands over her arms, growing more alarmed by the minute. âStop trying to scare me. Do you want a hysterical woman in your tent?'
âI don't want a woman in my tent at all.'
âOhâ' Bella relaxed slightly. âI get it. You're gay.'
Incredulity flared in his dark eyes. âI am
not
gay. But nor did I seek company on this trip. I value solitude.'
âReally?' For a moment she was fascinated. âYou mean you actually
want
to be on your own?'
âTime for reflection is a gift.'
Bella pulled a face. âIn my opinion, reflection is an overrated pastime. I prefer being around people.'
âSo what were you doing in the Retreat?'
âI was sent there.'
âByâ¦?'
âLook, do we have to talk about this? The place was bad enough when I was there, without having to think about it afterwards. My brain is tired of examining itself. I'm allergic to meditation. Life is difficult enough without reflecting on it.' Bella watched as he poured himself a glass of water. Every movement he made was assured and confident, and although he was quite staggeringly good-looking, he was far too serious for her.
And now he was looking at her with the same expression
of grim disapproval that her father used whenever she saw him.
Bella closed her eyes, the throb in her head worsening by the minute.
She heard him step towards her. âHow bad is that headache?'
âHeadache? What headache? I don't have a headache.' She would rather have died than admit weakness to this stony-faced, austere sex god. âI've never felt better in my life.'
âYou're dehydrated. Drink more water.'
Bella contemplated ignoring his advice but the pain tearing through her head was growing worse so she reached for the cup that he'd placed on the floor by the bed. âHow come you have so much water with you?'
âI came prepared. Unlike you. I'm not accustomed to having to repeat a questionâwho sent you to the Retreat?'
âMy father sent me.' She took another sip of water, tempted to ask him how much water it would take to cure the headache. âI was supposed to find myself.'
âInstead of which you lost yourself.' His sardonic smile turned his face from handsome to breath taking and Bella found it impossible to look away. He really was stunning. In fact, she had an uneasy feeling that his eyes might be even more beautiful than hers. If she didn't have a vile headache and he wasn't so moody, she'd definitely be interested.
Slightly unsettled by that realisation, she put the cup down carefully, trying not to spill any of the precious liquid. âThank you for rescuing me.'
âI had no choice. You collapsed in my path.'
He stood watching her from the end of the bed and it was impossible to miss the air of command that clung to him. âSo who are you?'
Bella's eyes widened again, but this time in amazement. No one had ever had to ask who she was before.
Everyone
knew who she was. Everywhere she went she was followed,
photographed and criticised. People who had never even met her thought they knew her. Everyone had an opinion of herâalmost always bad.
But out here in the wild sands of the desert, her face meant nothing.
It occurred to Bella that, at this precise moment, no one knew where she was. No one was watching her. No one was waiting for the scandalous Balfour twin to slip up. The headline writers of the newspapers were probably sitting bored at their desks, wondering who to write about.
An unusual sense of freedom settled over her.
Feeling liberated, she gave a wide smile. âI'm Kate,' she said impulsively. âAnd you areâ¦?'
âAnd who is Olivia? And what is it you don't want her to do?'
Reminded of the situation that had brought her to the desert, Bella's euphoria dimmed. âHow do you know about Olivia?'
âWhile you were delirious with the heat, you talked. You kept saying, “No, Olivia, don't do it. Don't do it.” Who is Olivia?'
âJust someone I know,' Bella whispered, her body trembling. Suddenly she wondered just how much she'd revealed. âWhat else did I say?' Had she talked about her other sister Zoe? Had she said anything else about that terrible night?