Authors: Ekaterina Sedia
I made her a flamenco dancer next, in
Stage Loves
.
The lead, Jack Stone, was nothing much—I was doing the studio a favor just having him—but at least he looked properly stunned whenever she was in the frame.
Originally Stone’s theatre patron was going to seduce her and leave the virginal heiress for a life with the variety show, but word came down that Capital was going to start getting strict about the Production Code, so the hero sinning was right out.
So instead Eva seduced the patron, and got strangled by the jealous stage manager in the last reel.
(The poster featured her bottom left, with a banner: “Eva Loba is Elisa The Spanish Temptress—She drives the men to crimes of passion!”)
The new script must have worked just as well; the studio asked for two more movies as soon as the film was in.
After the Sidewalk Café one Sunday I drove her home, to some bank of stucco apartments in a no-man’s-land north of the city.
“We have to get you a better place if you’re going to be worth photographing,” I said. “I’ll talk to the studio.”
“You shouldn’t,” she said. “I like it here.”
“But the cameras don’t,” I said, and cut the engine.
I helped her out of the car. Her skin was shining in the light, and her sharp green eyes were captivating, and I felt like some poor sucker lord of the manor for letting her get to me like this. I should know better. My head was swimming; I wanted her, I needed her.
Before she was steady on her feet, I pulled her roughly against me.
She took a breath. Then for an instant she was in two dimensions, flat enough for the streetlight to bleed through her like a stained glass window, and before I could even really understand what I was seeing the world had snapped back into place, and there was a flurry of jewel-colored bodies and sharp green wings.
They scattered, and I was left with a satin dress in my hands, blinking at the startling-white impressions of two hundred vanished birds.
My first thought was,
Something terrifying has just happened
.
My second was,
The girl knows how to make an exit.
Eva was set to play Ruby, the sultry Latin dancer in the musical of the month (
Down Mexico Way
, maybe, or
You’re Lovely Tonight
, musicals all look the same to me). I wasn’t directing, but it was common knowledge that I was bringing her up the ranks, and if she didn’t show, it wouldn’t look good for me.
But when I got to the set the next morning she was already there and in costume, practicing the steps on the nightclub set with her partner.
I didn’t dare push it with him right there, so I watched quietly from behind the camera all morning, until the director called lunch and the crew scattered.
She stayed where she was, and for a moment I thought about how to keep the cameras rolling in case she did it again. (I couldn’t help it; a director’s always looking for the shot no one can top.)
“You look like you have something to say,” she said, folded her arms.
I kept my distance. If it wasn’t on film, there was no point in provoking her.
“Where did you learn to do that?”
She smiled thinly. “It can’t be taught. It’s just something you are.”
“No, I didn’t mean—where did you
come
from?”
“Nogales.”
That wasn’t what I meant, either. “But there had to be some reason you showed me and not anyone else,” I went on.
She looked at me, frowning, like I was some kind of idiot instead of the guy who had built her career from the ground up.
“I’m here to be an actress,” she said. “I’m not doing any of this for you.”
I let it go. It wasn’t the time to argue facts.
I said, “We could make a movie about it. I could build the whole plot around you, a leading part. Something from the Arabian Nights!” I paused, overcome with the image of a pasha’s throne room and a storyteller who has a trick up her sleeve.
“Just think,” I said, “we could show everyone what kind of star you can be.”
“No.”
That stung. You’d think she’d have taken a starring role from the guy who knew how to direct her. “But imagine it,” I pleaded. “Forget the Reporter—this would be history! This town would never top it. We’d go down in the record books with the shot no one could ever figure out.”
She narrowed her eyes. “No one would believe it.”
Who cared what anyone believed so long as they paid to see it, I thought.
I said, “I can make people believe anything.”
Then the crew was filing back in, and the director wanted to see her, so I let her go.
I stayed all afternoon to watch her backstage-at-the-contest scene (I was a better director than the music man), and to think how best to go about getting hold of that moment again.
She was too caught up in the thrill of it to remember who had given her the first shot; she didn’t understand how I had built up her audience, that was all.
At least she didn’t have much of a part in the musical. When she came back to me for her next contract, I thought, we’d have another talk about who makes a star.
The weekend the musical opened, the Reporter wrote her up as “Eva with the Ruby Throat” (I laughed—what were the odds?), and the studio sent her to the Trocadero alone, without telling me.
Turns out they had engineered a romance for Eva with Paul Maitland over at Atlas Pictures. He was marquee material—his last gig had been Ivanhoe, and they were talking about him for Robin Hood next. He was light in his loafers, though, so someone at Atlas had struck a deal with Capital to get curvy little Eva on his arm but quick.
They had arranged for Maitland to be waiting just under the canopy, so that when Eva slid her arm into his, an enterprising photographer could get a decent shot before they ducked inside.
And plenty did.
The Reporter ran two pictures of them on the front page: one of them arm in arm, and one of him kissing her goodnight at the curb, his arms around her. The gossip column squealed—“Sultry Spanish Siren Seduces Arch Aristocrat!”—and wondered when they’d have the pleasure of seeing them together on the screen.
She really was good at what she did. The way she looked at him in those pictures—if you didn’t know, you’d think she’d loved Paul for years.
But now I knew better, and all I could do when I got the paper was stare at Maitland’s arms around her waist and wonder what he was going to do when she turned into a flock of birds and vanished.
She didn’t vanish.
The contract she signed for the Maitland affair must have been stellar, because her next two pictures went to other directors, and every time I picked up the Reporter there was a picture of her, her jewelry shimmering in the flashbulbs.
At first it was always with Maitland, and I didn’t like it, but I could understand. There were terms in her contract she had to fulfill.
But sometimes she was alone. Those I hated, those snaps of her standing in the doorway of the Brown Derby or the Trocadero like she had sprung up there all by herself, like she knew something the world didn’t know, like she had made this happen all on her own.
I knocked out two movies that year: a detective picture and a turn-of-the-century romance. The romance took off (“Starmaker Strikes Again!”), and soon I could get into the Trocadero no matter who I had on my arm.
I never went alone; when you had as many movies under your belt as I did, it wasn’t hard to find a woman who would appreciate it.
(Eva rarely appeared where I was going. I suspected the studio had arranged things that way.)
I read up on the ruby-throated hummingbird, just on a whim. Turned out she wasn’t lying; the Aztecs had used them as talismans because of their power. Maybe that really was just something you were.
I saw the scene unfold in front of me: an ancient stone temple, a hundred wailing warriors, a human sacrifice loved by the gods who exploded into glittering birds. I’d have to put in some explorers (for moral perspective, the Code was pretty clear on that), but it could be a spectacular movie if only she’d agree.
Capital called me in. They wanted a historical epic, and they wanted me.
Right there in the office, I pitched them
Lord of the Birds
. Exotic siren, cast of thousands, dancing girls and bloody battles and history coming to life.
“I have an effect no one’s ever dreamed of,” I said. “People will wonder about it for a hundred years.”
They upped my budget on the spot, asked me who I wanted most.
“Eva,” I said.
The office men loved it, of course. They knew who made a star.
Lewis called from Legal. He told me Eva had a competing contract offer from Atlas Films that she was willing to take rather than be in a movie of mine.
“We don’t want to make waves,” said Lewis. “You can find another leading lady—they’re a dime a dozen, you know that.”
Eva wasn’t some leading lady, she was a star, but I didn’t have to tell Lewis. They knew it. That’s why they were cutting me to keep her.
I didn’t tell him that she was the key to the whole movie. Best case: he’d think I was out of my mind. Worst case: he’d believe me, and pull my funding.
“I’ll look around,” I said. “Where should I go?”
I ended up at the Sidewalk Café, watching Eva dancing with a string of men, and hating her.
When she saw me she looked a little upset (I wasn’t proud of how happy it made me, but I’d take anything I could get). She sat for three songs, and then she got a light from Maitland and vanished through the crowd.
I went outside after her.
When she saw me she shook her head, ground out her cigarette underfoot, and turned to leave.
“Just hear me out,” I said. I hated her for making me beg. I was above begging.
“When I move to Atlas,” she said, “you can tell your friends at Capital why.”
“You have to understand,” I told her. “I promised the studio a special effect like they’ve never seen. Without your hummingbird trick, the whole movie’s a bust.”
She raised her eyebrows nearly to her hairline. “My trick?”
“If you don’t do it, the studio will make me a laughingstock!” I saw her face and added, “And you! If this doesn’t happen, it’s going to come back to you, you wait and see.”
“I’ll live,” she said.
And then (just to spite me, I know it) she broke apart, flashes of green and red and the whir of birds disappearing into the dark, and nothing left of her but glimpses of white at the edges of my vision like a scattering of teeth.
A good director films a story that’s set in front of him.
A great director can make a story out of nothing.
I stood in the dark outside the club, watching as a straggler fluttered up into the dark, and the rest of her story came to life in front of me.
The next morning I called Lewis and told him that I would find another leading lady.
“I saw Eva last night,” I said. “She’s not doing very well for herself, it looks like. Looking old. I was thinking we’d do Marie Antoinette instead of that Aztec crap. Everyone loves the French costumes, and then we don’t have to worry about making the Code happy.”
I was scrabbling, and I knew it, but the only way to get ahead in this town is to lie like you mean it, so I went on, “We can use that blonde instead—you know, the one who can sing?”
(Turned out there were several; that phone call took a while.)
Then I called the publicity office and told them I wanted to offer Eva a part in my new movie; did they know if she was meeting Maitland tonight?
When she left her house that night I was waiting for her, leaning against my car.
Eva was in white silk that looked nearly green in the moonlight, and now I couldn’t look at her without looking for a flash of red near her throat.
I knew her so well; it stung that she wouldn’t give me credit for it.
“You ruined my movie,” I said, casually. “Without you I had to change the whole thing. If that doesn’t work, Capital is out a lot of money, and I’m sunk.”
“That’s because you promised something that wasn’t yours to give,” she said.
“How do you think movies get made, Eva?”
Now she looked wary. God, her face was exquisite. I realized, too late, I should have brought a camera.
“Do you think this is still just for the movie?” she asked.
She was looking right at me, and I felt guiltier than I had in a long time.
“Someday you’ll understand,” I said.
Then I yanked the gun out of my jacket and pulled the trigger.
As a director, there were two problems with what happened next.
1) I was a pretty cheap shot—I’d just bought the gun, it’s not as if I had practiced—so the recoil surprised me and the bullet went wild, which takes away the power of the moment.
2) When you tell someone “Someday you’ll understand” right before you shoot, you’re not absolving yourself so much as you are giving them a moment to prepare, and then what happens is that by the time your shot goes wide you’re already staring at the last of the hummingbirds disappearing into the trees.
Still, when I stopped worrying if I’d broken my thumb, I saw that there was a hummingbird hopping around on the dirt in front of me in a panic, one of its outstretched wings suddenly much shorter than the other.
The singed edges were still warm to the touch where the bullet had struck, I noticed, after I scooped it up and kissed it.
The birdcage is an antique, a gift from the studio. It’s big enough that the hummingbird could fly around pretty comfortably, if it could still fly.
(I named it Polly for the present, because that was just the best name for a bird. Whenever people come over, they laugh themselves sick when I tell them, and then they try to call her over like it’s actually a parrot and can answer to the name. I’m working on getting some more sophisticated people.)
I keep the cage just near enough to the window that when the others come looking they’ll see Polly sitting there, and just far enough in that there’s no stealing her out without coming all the way inside.
And they will come back; Eva can’t become human without all of them, and there are only so many places you can hide two hundred hummingbirds.