He raised one hand an inch from the mattress to stop her. �What I would like,� he said, �is to write a letter to my family.�
It was a common request, and Eleanor said, �I will bring a pen and paper.�
�Come as soon as you can,� he said, and she knew why he was in such haste.
�Rest now,� she said, touching his shoulder and rising from the bedside. �I'll see you in the morning.�
He sighed, his head still flat against the mattress, and blowing out the candle, she slipped quietly out of the ward.
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CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
December 16, 10 a.m.
MICHAEL AND LAWSON WERE BARRELING
across the ice at full throttle, but there had been no sign at all of Danzig, or the missing dogs. Michael knew he ought to slow down; new crevasses could appear at any time, anywhere. But motion�and speed�had always been his remedy of choice. Whenever anything threatened to overwhelm him, he went into action�physical action. So long as he was moving, and caught up in the split-second decision-making of rock climbing, or kayaking through rapids, or snorkeling through a coral canyon, he could leave the dark thoughts that haunted him behind. He was smart enough to know that he couldn't actually outrun them�how many times had he tried?�but the temporary reprieve was generally enough to let him breathe again.
Right now, for instance, he tried to anchor himself in the moment, focusing first on the bow of the snowmobile coursing across the barren landscape, then, as he approached the shoreline, the languid soaring of a large white albatross overhead. It had been accompanying him for a while, dipping and rising in lazy circles that
kept perfect pace with the progress of the two machines. Lawson had fanned out to his left and was making a more direct approach to the whaling station, while Michael hewed more closely to the shore, passing between the beach, strewn with bleached bones, and the ramshackle factory buildings. The two snowmobiles came together again in the wide-open flensing yard, and when the engines were turned off, the silence fell like a blanket. It took a few seconds for the ears to adjust, then Michael could hear the wind blowing snow across the frozen ground and the distant cry of the albatross. As he looked up, the bird circled again on its wide, outstretched wings, but showed no sign yet of alighting.
Lawson slipped his goggles onto his forehead and said, �If the dogs were here, they'd have heard us coming��
�And we'd have heard them by now,� Michael agreed. �But we've got some time before the storm comes in, so why don't you look around down here while I go up the hill?�
Lawson nodded, and taking hold of some ski poles for balance�Michael noticed that he was definitely limping�said, �I'll catch up with you in an hour.�
Michael checked his watch, then climbed back on his snowmobile and revved the engine. He shot down the bleak alleyway that ran between what were once the boiling rooms, then up toward the church, with its crooked bell tower. Rather than try to navigate through the tombstones surrounding the church, he stopped the machine halfway up the hill and marched the rest of the way to the steps. Putting his shoulder against the heavy wooden door, he shoved it open, stepping into a humble, stone-floored church, with worn wooden pews; at the end of the center aisle, a trestle table had been set up as the altar. A crudely carved crucifix hung on the wall behind it. He'd been in such a hurry to leave the base that he hadn't bothered to bring all his camera equipment, but he ran off a few quick shots with his trusty Canon, nonetheless; knowing he still had a couple of weeks left on his pass, he planned to come back again and do it right�especially as, even then, perhaps a century or more since the church had been built, the place retained a strange air of expectancy. Somehow he would want to capture that, the feeling that at any moment the pews might once again be filled with weary whalers and the pulpit with a preacher reciting Scripture by the light of an oil lamp.
Under a pew, Michael saw the torn covers of a prayer book, but when he tried to retrieve them, he found they were frozen in place. He took a shot of that�too arty? he wondered�then slipped the camera back under his parka and, pulling his gloves back on, walked toward the altar. He thought he heard a scratching sound� could there still be rats?�and stopped. So did the noise. An old leather volume, its title obliterated by time, rested on the trestle table. He took another step, and the sound became clearer. It was coming from behind the altar, where he saw a door, with a black iron bolt thrown across it. Perhaps, he thought, that was where the preacher had once lived. Or maybe it had been a storage space for whatever valuable objects�chalices, candlesticks, Bibles�the church had once contained.
He rounded the trestle table, and suddenly he heard a sound that stopped him dead in his tracks.
He went closer, and it came again, more distinctly. It was a voice�a woman's voice!
�Open the door! Please, I can't stand it! Open the door, Sinclair!�
Sinclair? Michael pulled off a glove again so that he could manipulate the lock and bolt, and through the wood he could hear the woman, breathing heavily, nearly sobbing.
�I can't be alone! Don't leave me here!�
He threw the rusty bolt and pried open the creaking door.
What he saw left him dumbfounded. A woman�a young woman, loosely wrapped in a long orange down coat�staggered backwards, her face white with fear. She had long brown hair that fell around her face, and green eyes that, even in this dim light, offered a penetrating gaze. She backed up between a wooden table, with a bottle of wine on it, and a cast-iron stove that gave off a dull glow. Shredded prayer books and jagged pieces of wood were heaped in a corner.
They stood speechless, staring at each other. Michael's mind was reeling�he knew this woman. He knew her! He had first seen those eyes at the bottom of the sea. He had first seen that ivory clasp, now peeking up on her breast, beneath a slab of milky ice. Sleeping Beauty.
But she wasn't sleeping, and she wasn't dead.
She was alive�breathing hard, and haltingly.
Michael's mind went into a kind of shock. The woman was there, right before him, cowering only a few feet away, but he could not accept the evidence of his own eyes. That woman, who'd been frozen stiff, was moving and sensate. His thoughts went off in a dozen directions, searching for some reasonable explanation, but came rushing right back again empty-handed. What explanation could there possibly be�suspended animation? a vivid hallucination that he would awaken from at any second? Nothing he could think of could possibly account for the terrified young woman now standing, feebly, a few feet away.
Raising his bare hand to calm her, he noticed a tiny tremor in his own fingers. �I'm not going to hurt you.�
She appeared unconvinced, cringing against the wall, beside the window.
Slowly, without taking his eyes away from her, he pulled his glove back onto his already numb hand. What else should he say? What should he do? �My name is Michael � Michael Wilde.�
The sound of his own voice was oddly reassuring to him.
But not, it appeared, to her. She didn't answer, her eyes flitting around the room as if assessing any chance of escape.
�I've come from Point Ad�lie.� This, he surmised, probably meant nothing to her. �The research station.� Would that make any sense, either? �The place where you were. Before � this place.� Though he knew she spoke English�and with an English accent, no less�he wasn't sure if his words were making any impression at all. �Can you tell me � who you are?�
She licked her lips, and nervously brushed a strand of hair away from her face. �Eleanor,� she said, in a soft but agitated tone. �Eleanor Ames.�
Eleanor Ames. He said the name to himself several times, as if trying to anchor it in reality that way.
�And you're from � England?� he ventured.
�Yes.�
Placing a hand on his chest, he said, �I'm from America.� The whole thing was becoming so absurd he could almost laugh�he felt like he was reading from a bad sci-fi script. Next he should pull out a ray gun, or she should demand to be taken to his leader. He wondered for a second if he was on the brink of losing his wits.
�Well, it's nice to meet you, Eleanor Ames,� he said, again nearly laughing at the sheer absurdity of it all.
And damned if she didn't gently subside, in a quick curtsy.
Quickly, he let his eyes sweep the room. The iron bedstead was covered with a dirty old blanket, and there were a couple of the bottles, the ones from the sunken chest, nestled underneath it.
�Where is your friend?�
She didn't answer. But he could see a fast calculation going on behind her eyes.
�I believe you called him Sinclair?�
�He's gone,� she said. �He's � abandoned me.�
Michael didn't believe that for a minute; he could tell that she was, for whatever reason, covering for him. Whoever, and whatever, this woman would truly turn out to be, her expression and voice betrayed all the palpably human emotions; nothing too mysterious was going on there. And as for the mystery surrounding the whereabouts of this Sinclair person, it paled in comparison to all the other questions thick in the air. How had she become imprisoned in a glacier? And when? How had she escaped from the block of ice in the lab? Or found her way here, to Stromviken?
Or�and this was the biggest, most inconceivable, question of all, the one that rendered all the others incidental�how had she actually come back to life?
If there was a polite way of asking any of them, Michael sure as hell didn't know what it was.
A bag of dog kibble was propped against the wall. He'd start simple, with an easy one. �So this Sinclair,� he said, �he's got the sled dogs with him?�
Again, another quick calculation, before she must have realized there was nothing to gain from further lies. Her shoulders slumped. �Yes.�
There was an awkward pause. He could see now that her eyes were red-rimmed, and her lips were cracked. She licked them. His eyes went to the open bottle on the table. He knew what was in it.
But did she know that he knew?
When he looked at her again, he could see that she did. Her eyes were downcast, as if in shame, and a hectic flush rose into her cheeks.
�You can't stay here,� he said. �A storm is coming. It will be here soon.�
He could see that she was lost, and confused. What
was
her relationship to Sinclair? He had, after all, locked her in this room and gone off God knows where. Was he her lover? Her husband? Was he the only person in the living world that she knew? Was he the only person in the world that she
could
know? Michael wasn't even sure what questions to ponder. All he did know was that he couldn't leave her there, in the freezing church. He had to find a way to get her to leave with him, right away.
�We can come back for Sinclair later,� Michael suggested. �We won't abandon him. But why don't you come with us now?�
At the mention of the word �us,� he saw her eyes grow wide and glance through the open doorway into the empty church. Who else, she was clearly wondering, was about to intrude upon her?
�I have a friend with me,� Michael explained. �We can take you back to the station.�
�I can't,� she said.
Michael could guess what she was thinking�or at least some of it. �But we can take care of you there.�
�No, I won't leave,� she said, though her voice faltered and even her expression seemed to change. It was as if the protest alone had drained the last of her energy. She moved away from the window and sat on the edge of the bed, her hands supporting her on either side. A rising wind rattled the shutters, and a draft made the fire in the grate glow brighter.
�I give you my word,� he reassured her, �no one will harm you.�
�You won't mean to,� she said, �but you will.�
Michael wasn't sure what she was getting at, but he heard in the distance the buzzing of Lawson's snowmobile as it climbed the hill. Eleanor looked up in alarm. What, Michael wondered, would she make of that noise? Would it have any significance?
What world�what time�had she come from?
�We have to go,� Michael said. Eleanor sat, clearly trying to concentrate her thoughts, as still as a statue, as still as he had seen her in the ice.
As still as Kristin had been, in her hospital bed.
The snowmobile was coming closer, the roar of its engine penetrating the empty church. And then it stopped outside.
Eleanor Ames looked fixedly at Michael, as if trying to think through a confoundingly difficult puzzle�just as he was doing. He could only imagine all the questions in her mind, all the factors she was trying to balance out. The lives�not only her own� that she was trying to save, or protect.