He worried for her, putting out his hand so she didn’t try to take too much. He gripped the shaft to stop her. Her lips slid wetly over his fingers. He almost came on the spot.
Then she gazed up at him, beneath tumbled gold curls, and it was a shot of sheer ecstasy to look at her.
Her hands explored, finding the thick hilt of his prick, then lightly fondling his balls. She found a rhythm, giving long strokes. In and out of her mouth in a heaven-sent rhythm. Blood flooded to his cock, making it pulse. It was so rigid it felt like it would burst, like it could expand no more but still kept trying.
He was weak with pleasure, hers to command. Anything she asked for, he would promise, just as long as she kept sucking him.
His balls tightened with every slurping sound, his cock lurched in her mouth. Pleasure roared through his head. He couldn’t think anymore.
He wanted it for eternity, being sucked, being pleasured. She still had power—the power to enslave him to her for eternity, just by taking his aching cock in her beautiful mouth.
Her hands gently squeezed his ballocks, and he cried out, on the brink of losing control. He could barely hear the words he said, “Felie. Angel. God, yes, squeeze me. Suck me deep.”
He shouldn’t have been so coarse to her. But he was too weak with pleasure to think. Damn, he couldn’t let himself come yet. He didn’t want this to end. He was in command here. He had to be in command—
She sucked him hard, and her hand slid along the sensitive bridge between his balls and his arse and he heard a cracking sound. His fist had gone through the wall.
But it didn’t stop her. Her gentle fingers were caressing his rump. No, this was too much for a lady to do. He had to stop her.
His eyes widened so fast he felt the tug at his skin. Hell, he never believed she would do
that
. . .
Ophelia loved this so much. His thick, veined shaft filled her mouth and stretched her lips. But she didn’t mind. Watching the pleasure, passion, agony in his dark eyes was worth it. This excited her, too, she had to admit.
She’d thought sucking him would be pleasure for him, a gift of love and desire from her.
She’d never dreamed it would be arousing and erotic for her, too.
Her lips savored the satiny feeling of his skin and the sensation of how taut it was, with steel beneath. How could just blood and flesh feel hard as iron? Yet it did. It was another mystical thing about him. He was a mystery because he was a man and a vampire, but a mystery that enthralled her. That she wanted to spend a lifetime solving.
Ooh, her tongue loved the taste of his cock, her nose delighted in the earthy scent. His flavor was rich and tangy and warm, but when his juice flowed, which it kept doing, she tasted a stunning sour scent.
She loved exploring him. Discovering how thick and broad this beast was at its hilt. The wrinkled skin of his ballocks and the way she could feel the egg-shaped testicles within. The intriguing seam and the firm bridge behind, that made him shiver when she caressed it.
Then she’d stroked his bottom. He’d stiffened and his breathing had turned into panting. She could tell he liked it. How warm was the cleft between his hard cheeks. She remembered how erotic it was when he’d touched her there.
Was it the same for him?
Daringly, she slipped her finger to his anus, tight and furled between his hot cheeks. Soft hairs tickled her finger. She stroked him the way he’d caressed her, slow and gently, and she sucked on him hard.
The tight ring of his entrance seemed to relax, and she carefully pushed her index finger inside. Slid in and out.
Raven cried out, shouted her name to the heavens. In her mouth, his cock swelled to enormous proportions, and she could feel a rushing sensation beneath his skin. She had to slide back for he was so huge—
He grasped her shoulders and tried to pull back, but he couldn’t with her finger buried inside him. He was shouting her name. Then his hips jerked wildly, and he spurted into her mouth. The sudden rush startled her and she swallowed quickly, tasting salt and sourness.
His hands caressed her hair, her cheeks, moving over her with great tenderness. She slipped her finger free, then released his cock, which was going soft and sleepy in her mouth.
He dropped to his knees in front of her, and drew her to him. His mouth covered hers, his kiss long and intimate, with a teasing tongue. When he released her, he murmured, “Felie, that was incredible.”
She blushed. He looked so awed.
“Come,” he said swiftly. He took her into the dining room, then left her. In moments he brought a basin of water and he washed her hands gently. He poured her wine. “I am flattered you tasted me, Felie, but I think this will taste better.”
She sipped, but shook her head. “I like your taste.”
“I like yours.” He grinned.
“I love you,” she whispered. “Everything about you. I can’t let you go.”
But she realized she wanted a lifetime with him. How was that possible? He had a thousand lifetimes ahead of him. An infinite number. She would grow old and he never would. It was one thing to become gray-haired, wrinkled, and stooped together. How could they have a future if she aged and he did not?
Heavens, it was impossible.
Or was it?
* * *
Raven had just climaxed so hard he’d thought his head was going to explode. Yet her words, the amazing thing she’d just done for him, and the sight of her with her hair tousled from his hands in his ecstasy made him hard again.
But this time, his fangs shot out at the same instant his cock shot up. It was happening again. Uncontrollable lust for her blood. It shouldn’t be happening.
She swallowed wine, then stared at him. His vampiric hearing detected the soft sound like a shout. The way her throat moved mesmerized him.
Her blood thrummed beneath her soft peach and ivory skin.
His hunger was driving him wild.
And she could tell. She watched him like a rabbit faced with a fox.
He had to send her away before he hurt her. Had to hold on to his control. He jerked out of his seat. “You must go. Now.”
“What’s wrong?” she gasped.
“You know what’s wrong. I can’t do this—can’t control it.” He couldn’t speak. It took all his energy to hold on to his restraint. Her lovely feminine, tempting smells wafted up to him.
She smelled of his seed, dewy perspiration, and sweet, pretty skin. And of blood. So much blood.
He turned from her, and called, in his head, for Lady Brookshire. She must have left.
You must come for Ophelia, Lady Brookshire,
he commanded.
You have to rescue her from me. I am going to leave, but you bring your carriage and you take her away at once. Never allow her to return.
Now he had to run.
Something wrapped around his wrist, something soft but with a strong grip. He looked back.
Her hand clasped his wrist.
“Felie, love, you have to let me go. I can’t control it. I crave your blood too much.”
“Can you turn me? Can you make me like you? I want to be with you forever. You cannot bite me if I am a vampire, too.”
“I can’t ask you to give up being mortal. Human. I won’t ask it of you.”
“I am offering it.”
“And I refuse. For your own good. There can be no future for us.”
19
Home
T
he carriage lurched away from Raven’s house, the four black horses cantering over cobbles. Ophelia refused to cry. Her days of thinking she was helpless and her situation hopeless were gone. She would fight for what she wanted.
“It did not go well?” Althea asked gently. The lamps burned in the interior of the carriage, bathing the countess’s face in warm gold light, revealing the concern in her friend’s silvery green eyes.
Ophelia sighed. “It went very well . . . up to the point when I told him I was not going to accept that this is the end. I asked him to transform me. He refused. He said he could not ask me to give up my mortality. I
wanted
to do it. Yet that made no difference. It is like when he took me captive. He was in charge, and I had no say in the matter.”
A smile played on Althea’s lips. “The men we love are often like that. It makes it a little more difficult for women, but we can find a way to change Ravenhunt’s mind.” Althea’s expression grew serious. “Are you certain you do want to be changed?”
“Of course.”
“Listen first, Ophelia. Let me tell you what you will lose as a vampire—and what you will gain.”
She did listen as Althea explained to her that she would have to learn to drink blood, that she would experience the day sleep but could go out in daylight if she protected herself from the sun. She could have to struggle at the beginning to fight the natural urge to hunt for human prey. Her brother Harry and her sister, Lydia, might reject her out of fear—though Althea believed Harry would learn to accept. But they might be hurt that she chose that world over their world. She would have to keep her secret from the mortal world, for there was always the risk of frightened mobs armed with torches and weapons.
“You fought very hard to be normal and be part of the world that was denied to you for so long. Are you certain you want to turn your back on that before you have even experienced it? Ophelia, you have not yet even been to a ball—”
“I don’t care about those things. They will be empty and meaningless without Raven. I want you to change me into a vampire. Please—this is the only way I can be with him.”
But Althea shook her head. “Being turned is an intimate process, and it should be done with someone you wish to spend eternity with. I believe we will be friends for eternity, but I think it must be Ravenhunt who turns you.”
“But he won’t!” she protested. “If I were a vampire, he would have no guilt over turning me. I know how much guilt hurts him. I fear, if I were to convince him to change me, that eventually he would feel guilty about it. Then he would run away.”
“I do not think he would run away from you.”
“I fear he
would
. He cannot face guilt.” She looked at Althea. “Did your husband change you so you could be with him?”
Althea blushed lightly. “I did it to save him. My story is rather complicated—”
“Please tell it to me. I would love to know . . . unless it is private.”
“Not private from a dear friend, and I believe you will be a very dear friend of mine. Though I do have to admit something to you, and I am not sure if you will be too shocked to like me after you know.”
Ophelia swallowed hard—her new friend was a vampire, and she suspected the confession must be something to do with that. “I used to kill people by touching them. I would not judge you.”
“Not even if I revealed I actually have two husbands?”
She gasped. Then realized she’d misunderstood. “You mean you had a husband before Lord Brookshire—”
“No, I mean that I live in a ménage a trois with Lord Brookshire and his brother, Mr. de Wynter,” Althea said, utterly naturally. “I feel in love with both of them, and they were both cursed to die. It was the power of a love shared between three that saved them. I cannot believe love will not prevail between Ravenhunt and you. We must make him see sense.”
Her wits still reeled from Althea’s explanation. “How?”
“The best method is seduction.”
“I think I could seduce him for eternity and never change his mind,” Ophelia sighed.
“Nonsense. We just have to find the one delicious fantasy for you to offer him that is so tempting he can’t resist it. That will put him in the right frame of mind to understand he has no reason to feel guilty to turn you when it is your choice.”
“Do I ask him about his fantasies?”
“No, we must be more subtle. At my house, we will find the solution.”
Ophelia hoped so. Raven was stubborn, and he had spent his life, after his fiancée had died, living in guilt. It was his prison, and it would be much harder than she’d thought to break him free.
“First, though, you should go to Harry,” Althea said. “He hasn’t seen you for years, and I know he wishes to be with you.”
Ophelia found her brother in the portrait gallery of the Brookshire home, wandering back and forth, his fingers pressed against his forehead.
“What is wrong?” Her heart plummeted, and she forced out the question, “Has something happened to Ravenhunt?”
“Ravenhunt?” Harry jerked his head up, making his blond waves tumble over his brow. “Haven’t seen him. Got to talk to you, Ophelia. I don’t know how to do this.”
There was something terribly wrong. Was it about her? Did he not believe she was now normal? If he couldn’t accept that, he would never accept her as a vampire.
Was it to be a choice between Raven and her family?
She approached Harry. Her hand hovered near his shoulder. She
could
touch him. It was all right.
But she was afraid to. It had been years since she’d seen him. Her disappearance had wounded him. They had raced to save Frederica and Raven, and she had touched him then, without even thinking about it. But now, in the aftermath, would he want her touch?
“What do you think is wrong?” Harry moaned like a petulant boy. He clasped her hand. Now she had her answer. Now she knew hesitation was foolish. She had to simply do things. Stop holding back and hiding.
She squeezed his hand with reassurance. “What is it you have to do?”
“Propose marriage,” Harry muttered. Then he winced. “How to do it? I know I go down on one knee. I have a ring. I fetched it from home. What do I say to her? Women want something beautiful.”
She smiled. Relief and happiness burst in her heart. “Tell her the truth,” she urged, her voice filled with delight. “Tell her that you love her. What could be more beautiful?”