What should I do about it?
Call the police, silly bitch. Call them right now. Only, hold on for a minute . . . She’d been put there, on my property, for a reason. Again, I’d no idea what that might be, but I knew one thing for sure: I couldn’t come up with a single answer that was good for me. So, proceed with caution, senora. In any other situation, my first thought would have been to call Alex Guinart, my friendly face within the Mossos. But some things precluded friendship and this was one of them.
‘Primavera! Is everything okay?’
Mac’s voice sounded too close for comfort. I bolted out of the storeroom and locked the door, just before he appeared from the garage entrance.
‘It’s okay,’ I assured him. ‘Panic over. A squirrel got in there somehow or other and died.’ It was the best lie I could come up with at short notice.
He frowned. ‘How the hell did it manage that? That door looks pretty solid.’
‘How should I know?’ I blustered. ‘How should I know how long it’s been there? Does the word “hibernation” mean anything to you?’
‘It’s May.’
‘Then it must have overslept.’
He shook his head. ‘This bloody place,’ he chuckled. ‘I guess everything moves at its own pace. Gimme the key and I’ll get rid of it for you.’
‘Bugger off,’ I retorted. ‘Do you think I’m too timid to clear away a dead rodent? Get back upstairs and make yourself some breakfast while I bag it and chuck it in a bin.’
‘Yes, boss,’ he said, chastened, doing what he was told and disappearing back into the garage, leaving me with the idle considerations of where I could possibly find a bag big enough to contain what was in the store, or a bin big enough to take it.
In the end, I could only think of one thing to do. I took my mobile from my pocket and punched in a number I knew off by heart.
‘Good morning, Primavera,’ he greeted me. His tone was neutral, perfectly pitched between cold and friendly. ‘If you’re calling to ask whether Tom can come to church on Sunday, the answer is, of course he can. Or are you going to disappoint me by saying that you’re not going to allow it?’
‘Gerard, I’m sorry,’ I exclaimed, and in the instant I realised that I was. I’d blown up in his face for no good reason, other than that possibly I was trying to make the point to Mac that I wasn’t some sort of clerical groupie. ‘I didn’t mean all that stuff. Where are you?’
‘I’m in L’Escala.’
‘Can you come here, now? I’m downstairs, in the garage.’
He sighed. ‘In truth I was coming anyway. Ten minutes.’
I was puzzled by what he’d said, but I didn’t dwell on it. As I waited for him, I realised that my mouth was as dry as a lizard’s . . . whatever the driest part of a lizard might be. I have a small drinks fridge in the garage; I took out a bottle of water and sat on the wall looking out to sea, trying not to feel scared by what had happened and was still happening.
Gerard must have left a layer of rubber on the road, for only seven minutes had gone by before his old white Fiat crested the hill. I beckoned to him; he drove down and swung into the garage, and I followed him inside. ‘Primavera,’ he said, as he climbed out of the car, but he didn’t get any further before I hugged him tight, pressing my unfettered breasts into his chest so hard that they hurt. He didn’t resist, just wrapped his muscular arms around me.
‘I think I’m in trouble,’ I whispered.
‘I know you are,’ he said, as finally we separated. He held me at arm’s length and looked into my eyes. ‘I had a visit from Alex Guinart early this morning, in church. I heard his confession, but when it was over he told me something else. He said that he and Gomez are going to detain a suspect this morning . . .’
I guessed what was coming. ‘Me?’
‘Yes.’
‘But why?’
‘They’ve examined the chair that hit Planas over the head and cracked it open. They found a palm print on it and they were able to extract a DNA sample from it. It’s a perfect match for yours. There were no other prints on the chair other than one of Planas’s at the top, where he’d probably dragged it to move it.’
I thought back to Sunday afternoon, and I remembered something: tripping, falling and grabbing hold of the leg of a chair, that chair. I told him. ‘Did anyone see you?’ he asked.
‘I doubt it. I think that Alex and Justine were both ahead of me; neither of them would have noticed.’
‘Still,’ said Gerard, sounding optimistic for the first time, ‘it’s plausible, and it will be for them to prove that couldn’t have happened.’
‘Maybe not,’ I sighed. ‘Go next door and see what’s in my storeroom.’ I handed him the key and the torch.
He was gone for two minutes; when he returned his face was grim. ‘When did you . . .’
‘Twenty minutes ago.’
‘Oh my.’ His eyelashes flickered.
‘Are you going to ask me if I did it?’
‘I know you didn’t, so why should I?’
‘But how do you know?’
‘Because I . . .’ he barked, then stopped himself. ‘Primavera, if you’re going to tell me I’m wrong, then please let me hear your confession as a priest, so that I can never be called to give evidence against you. If not, then just accept my support.’ I smiled helplessly at him, and nodded. ‘You have to get out of here,’ he continued. ‘Alex Guinart told me what he did outside the confession box. I reckon he did so on purpose, guessing that I’d pass it on to you. He doesn’t believe that you killed Planas any more than I do, and he wants you to clear off so that he can sort it out, and so that Gomez and the public prosecutor don’t settle on you as the easy answer. If you get caught up in the criminal system here, you can be inside for a couple of years before you even come to trial, and if you are there, they won’t be looking for anyone else. Alex has put his job on the line for you, so don’t let him down. Is there somewhere you can go now, to hide, where you won’t be found?’
I thought about that, and the first question I asked was,
Did I want to?
If I ran, who knows how long it would be for, and who knows who’d look after Tom. No answer to the first, but to the second, he was upstairs, Mac. If I stood my ground . . . did I fancy my eight-year-old seeing me in the nick? Last time I was inside, I’d barred all my close family from visiting me. ‘I have a key for Shirley’s house,’ I told him. ‘I could hang out there for a while.’
‘Then do so. I’ll come to see you there tonight, and we’ll see about getting you further away. Don’t think about it. You have to hurry.’
He didn’t have to tell me that. ‘I have to see Mac,’ I said. ‘Wait here.’
I ran upstairs, heading straight for my room on the top floor; by the time I got there I was panting. I grabbed some clothes, almost at random, and some other essentials, girlie stuff like make-up, facial wipes, and such, and rammed them into a haversack. Finished, I went back down to the kitchen. Mac was there, wolfing a slice of toast.
I looked him in the eye and handed him the key to the store. ‘In ten minutes,’ I told him, ‘I want you to open that door again. When you’ve seen what’s there, do what has to be done.’ I gave him a quick hug. ‘You’re right, Mac, I’m a magnet for bother; trust me again, please, and look after my boy.’
He stared at me. I could still feel his eyes on my back as I left the room.
There’s a safe in the garage as well as the fridge. It’s built into the wall, it can’t be drilled out and it’s pretty much impregnable; not even the legendary Johnny Ramensky could have cracked it. Ever since my trouble a few years back, I’ve made a point of keeping an emergency stash of money, near at hand. I had four thousand euro in there, cash, and I took the lot. I also had a brand new taser weapon, but I left that where it was.
I took my bike from its place against the wall . . . I could hardly have taken the Jeep, could I?
I stepped up to Gerard, and for the first time in my life, I kissed him, woman to man. Again, he didn’t flinch. ‘Thanks, love,’ I whispered. ‘It isn’t just Alex who’s putting his job on the line, is it?’ He said nothing in reply, but I knew. ‘We both have to leave,’ I told him. ‘You first. Come to Shirley’s back gate, after dark; I’ll leave it open.’
He nodded, climbed into his car and drove away. I counted to ten, then slipped on my haversack, straddled my mountain bike, and swung it out of the garage. I pressed the remote closer, chucked it back under the door as it began to swing down, and pedalled out of Dodge, or in this case St Martí d’Empúries, as fast as my legs could pump.