Blue Moon Brides: The Complete Series (54 page)

“I have a business to run,” she said, hoping her voice didn’t sound all trembly and melty like her insides.

“It’s Sunday.” Jackson laughed at her with his eyes again. “You’re closed today. It says so on your sign.”

“Closed doesn’t mean that I don’t have work to do,” she pointed out. She did have things to do. A monumental, never-ending to do list that seemed to grow longer every time she checked a task off. She loved owning her own veterinary practice and making her own decisions. She’d also known that starting the business was going to require plenty of sweat equity and probably more than her fair share of tears. Or chocolate. She preferred binge eating to crying.

“Take the day off?” This time he phrased his words as a request rather than a demand. She’d known his brand of charm was lethal, but she’d thought she could withstand it. Apparently, she’d been wrong. Parts of her melted for this man when he coaxed and teased.

~*~

Jackson could smell Eden’s frustration—and arousal. Any other man would have been clueless. He was Pack and a werewolf. He had an edge those other men didn’t have.

Unfortunately, he was still clueless.

He could do something about the arousal. Hell, he’d all but begged her to let him take care of that particular problem for her. He’d do a better job than that vibrator of hers anyhow. Her ponytail bounced all over the place as she tried to put him in place and take control of the situation. He grinned. She could try.

Unfortunately for her, she was up against a werewolf who knew exactly how to take charge. She wouldn’t mind nearly as much as she pretended to mind either.

Her hands skimmed over his bare skin, checking her earlier handiwork. He’d heal fast like all his kind, but he liked her concern. Hell, he was as bad as the fucking kittens. She touched him and he wanted to flop over and beg her to touch more. To run her hand down his belly and lower. No way he left her alone.

He’d been looking for his mate. All of his brothers had. Without a mate, the werewolves slowly became more wolf than man. Eventually, a man stopped shifting back and ran in his wolf form forever. He’d needed to find his female and let her anchor him to his human form, but he’d been looking for her because it was his responsibility. His duty to the Pack. He could protect his clan better if he controlled the wolf, rather than the wolf controlling the man. So he’d looked for her.

Now that he’d found her, however…she soothed him. Maybe his wolf had known on some subconscious level. Or maybe the wolf just liked the calm tenderness in her touch and in her gaze. For some reason, that ornery, grouchy half-feral beast had dragged itself out of the bayou and straight to Eden’s doorstep.

His uncivilized ass was certainly out of place in her cheerful clinic. The elegant black and white animal photography on the walls of the waiting room had been shot by a local artist. There was also a boatload of rattan furniture, scratched up along the sides by her damn cats, and mountains of colorful pillows. He wouldn’t mind sitting there, waiting for her to finish up what she needed to do. Watching over her while she talked to herself and her computer, chewing on her lower lip as she worked through some problem.

Except that what he
really
wanted to do was far more than watch.

There had to be some way he could help her. Overlaying the frustration and arousal was exhaustion. Purple smudges beneath Eden’s eyes and he hadn’t missed the way she eyed the Mr. Coffee in the corner. He knew how to brew a pot of coffee. He could do that much for her. Except that he was no domesticated pet and there was trouble brewing in the bayou, trouble he’d likely brought straight to her doorstep. He rubs the healing marks on his side. He knew all about trouble, but this pretty, prickly veterinarian of his didn’t. She drove him crazy with her orders and her lush little body and that had him glaring at her. He was a werewolf and a natural-born alpha.

She was just a female.

Hah.

She was his everything and, if he wasn’t careful, she’d find out and then she’d be the one in control.

“I’m goin’ to see Luc off and then I’m comin’ back here. We’re goin’ to settle this.”

“Uh-huh.” The unmistakable note of feminine disbelief in her voice promised their battle wasn’t over yet.

~*~

Jackson stepped outside the clinic with Luc, catching the truck keys his brother tossed him. Luc wasn’t looking at the truck, however. Instead, his gaze was firmly fixed on the clinic and the woman inside. The corner of his mouth tugged up, relieving the stern expression on his face.

“You better watch out. She might lock you out.”

“She promised me two days.”

“Uh-huh.” Luc leaned back against the clinic, like he had all the time in the world and he wasn’t about to head off into the bayou on a rescue mission. “You marked her?”

“Tonight.” Hell, he was looking forward to it. The wolf had wanted to mark Eden the moment she’d driven up to the clinic with her load of kittens. He should resist—but he wasn’t going to. Eden was the best thing to ever happen to him and he was bastard enough to hold on tight. She wasn’t getting away from him.

Luc turned his head and fixed Jackson with his stare. His brother always had been uncomfortably good at the stare-into-your-innards look. “You sure about her?”

“She’s my mate.”

“You walked away from her once.”

“You called.” And he wouldn’t make that mistake again.

“And you left.” Luc wasn’t letting this one go. Hitting his Alpha was out of the question and a fistfight in her parking lot wouldn’t endear him to Eden either.

“How would you know the first thing about matin’? You don’ have a mate.”

And
shit
. That was a conversational no-fly zone in the Pack. Luc gave him the cold stone face.
Oui
. His brother hadn’t changed his mind. Luc had a mate all right, but he’d let her go. Or the female had run. Jackson wasn’t sure which was the truth. But one thing was for certain. Luc’s mate was nowhere nearby and she was off-limits in every possible way.

Luc stared at him. If he’d been in wolf form, he’d have Jackson pinned by now, his teeth closing lightly over Jackson’s throat. A fucking warning shot over the bow because
do not go there
? Yeah. Jackson had ignored that no trespassing sign.

“Let’s make this about you. You have a mate.” Luc went for the conversational jugular instead.

Jackson nodded, not happy with his hey-yeah-I-agree act, but he’d never deny Eden again. They belonged together.

“You treat her right. You look after her. You keep her safe. She comes first.”

His Alpha wasn’t telling him anything he didn’t already know bone-deep, heart-deep. Eden was the one thing that made sense in his crazy world and giving her what she needed—what she
deserved
—was his one rule. He didn’t need Luc to tell him how to treat his mate. All he had to do was listen to his heart.

Luc wasn’t done yet. “I gave our brothers the same talk. You don’ need to look at me like you’re wonderin’ if I believe you’d hurt Eden or walk all over her feelings.” He paused for a heartbeat and then snorted. “Which you’re goin’ to do, boy. You’ll trample her feelings almost any day that ends in ‘y.’ You got to work on that one. We all do. We’re like bulls in the emotional china shop.”

“Rafer, Dre and Landry, Dag—they all got this figured out. I won’ fail either.” He could learn. Hell. He’d buy a fucking book and memorize the thing if he had to. He would
not
screw this up any more than he already had.

“You remember that first night with Lark?”

That question was a surprise—and a happy memory. The Pack shared. What one had, they all had. And they’d all been turning slowly wolf when Rafer had discovered his mate. She’d been willing to welcome them all and that one night in her bed had him holding on, holding out for a mate of his own. She’d been sweet and curious. Not his, but she’d welcomed him and he’d honor her for that for the rest of their lives. He’d needed. She’d given.

“Of course.” Hearing Lark’s name now was a surprise. “She’s a fine female. She loves our brother. She loves us.”

Luc nodded. “Damn straight. The question is: do you love her?”

Leave it to Luc to dish out an impossible fucking question. Lark wasn’t one of his brothers—but she also wasn’t Eden. He had feelings all tangled up and nameless inside him. He wasn’t a Hallmark card.

When he didn’t answer right away, instead doing his best impression of a fish out of water, mouth gaping, Luc examined him. Jackson had no fucking clue what his brother and Alpha saw written on his face, but maybe it was finally, finally the right answer because Luc nodded and shut down the speech.

“I believe you will,” Luc said. “Figure it out, that is.”

Luc pulled him into a fierce embrace and Jackson pressed his face against his brother’s neck, drinking in the comforting scent.

“You should think about goin’ after her,” he said.

There was no need for him to say who the
her
was. They both knew Jackson meant Luc’s missing mate.

To his surprise, his brother flashed him a feral grin as he started to shift. “I’m findin’ her next.”

Chapter Seven

Jackson put her in Luc’s truck and drove them both down to the boat launch. He seemed to have accepted his brother’s fiat that there was no going into the bayou after the injured wolf and, while she would have welcomed a chance to help the animal, she couldn’t help but be relieved. She didn’t need a run in with one of these skin hunters and nothing about a fast and furious journey inland screamed romantic or even pleasant. Heading out to Jackson’s place for the night seemed far more promising than camping in the great outdoors.

The boat he waved her onto was nondescript and typical of the bayou fishermen. Maybe seeing where he lived would tell her more about the man she was falling for. The Breauxs lived a good distance out of town, although that wasn’t unusual. Plenty of bayou residents liked their privacy. Living alone didn’t make the brothers any different. “Breauxville,” when the boat finally got closed, looked like any other cluster of bayou homes. Her quick count turned up two houseboats and five cabins perched on stilts over the glassy waters. Between the geraniums in coffee cans and the pillow-piled Adirondack chairs on the screened-in decks, the place seemed almost disturbingly normal. Except…she could feel eyes on them as they motored in. She caught a flash of something—someone—large and four-legged pacing alongside them on the bank.
Wolf.

“That one’s mine.” Jackson pointed to a weather-silvered cabin perched on stilts a few feet above the night-darkened bayou water. Masses of orchids floated around the piers and the tin roof would sound magical when the rain came down. Pretty, she decided. The screened-in porch with Adirondack chairs called her name, practically begging her to curl up with a book—or with Jackson. Cypress and tupelo trees brushed the roof, draping the whole place with a soft curtain of silvery-gray Spanish moss.

“You’ve lived a lifetime here.” She still found that hard to believe.

“
Oui.
The bayou is our home. France was a long time ago.”

He pulled in and moored the boat at the small dock extending the length of the cabin. There was silence for a moment as he killed the motor. Owl’s wing whirred as the bird move through the trees, hunting for dinner. A crocodile splashed into the water with a roar in the distance.

Technically, she hadn’t grown up in the bayou, but she’d spent every high school summer at her Auntie Jo’s place and then she’d done an internship with a local vet up the river. Alive and colorful, the place called to her. She loved both the mysterious, darker shadows of the night and the way the daylight hours burst with color and heat. Something in her needed the outdoors and that contact with nature. Saying that out loud sounded corny as hell, but she felt like she’d been waiting a lifetime to start living and didn’t take a deep breath until she’d set foot in the bayou.

When she’d shared those feelings with Auntie Jo, the older woman had simply smiled and said the bayou took some people that way. There had to be a reason, after all, why generations of the same families lived out there, piled up in ramshackle cabins and houseboats. Eden had argued the point halfheartedly. Maybe they didn’t have any other place to go. Maybe they lacked the job skills or the education.

When she’d ticked off the possibilities, her aunt had just smiled. “Or maybe they don’ want to go.”

Her aunt had passed when Eden was in high school and Eden still missed the older woman fiercely. Auntie Jo would have loved the Breaux camp. Jackson tossed her bag onto the dock, then swung himself out. He held out a hand for her.

“Come on,
shug
.”

She didn’t care if it was the riskiest thing she’d ever done. She’d come all this way, so she’d go the distance.

She took his hand and let him guide her up the short ladder and into his home. She didn’t have a plan for this and she’d agreed to give Jackson two days. This night belonged to him. Her body buzzed with anticipation, each casual touch, each brush of his fingers on her skin building her arousal. Her breasts felt heavy, her nipples tight.

Why shouldn’t they explore these crazy feelings they had for each other? Sensations, she told herself. Not
feelings
. Because she couldn’t possibly be in love with a werewolf who had stood her up on their first date. God knew, she didn’t believe in love at first sight.

Once inside, she sank down onto a battered wicker loveseat. Yeah. Who was she kidding? She didn’t feel anything remotely logical when she was near Jackson. Nope. She looked at him and thought
mine
. Unfortunately, bayou bad boys were a limited time only offer.

She wasn’t planning on forever, she told herself. Just two nights and a little fun. He padded back over to her then, bringing a picnic basket.

“Looks like my brothers’ mates have been cookin’,” he said. He set the basket down, did some rummaging and came up with dinner. Look at that. Cold chicken and a potato salad. Pickles and fresh rolls. Brownie to die for. Whoever their benefactress was, the woman was a goddess. Jackson poured her a glass of wine in a Mason jar, a Chardonnay that was cold and crisp. Perfect, although it also brought on a terminal case of the sleepies. Wine had always put her down for the count.

Long minutes later, she yawned, setting down her plate. Jackson whisked it away somewhere.

“I can help,” she protested sleepily.

“No worries.” Warm hands tugged on her feet, removing her sneakers. Fingers stroked over her hair. “I got this.”

Bayou night music filled the air with the sound of frogs and bats as the stars carpeted the sky overhead. Jackson’s place was surprisingly peaceful and not what she’d imagined a werewolf den would look like at all.

~*~

He watched her sleep, for just a few minutes. She looked peaceful and right at home on his couch. After he’d touched bases with his brothers about the camp’s defenses for the night, he came back inside and secured the place. She didn’t stir when he picked her up, cradling her against his chest as he took her to his bed. Fierce possessiveness competed with the gladness filling him up inside. He didn’t deserve this chance, but she’d given it to him.

Carefully, he pushed back mosquito netting surrounding the bed, set her down and tucked her in. Then he settled in to watch. Trouble wasn’t sneaking up on him, not tonight when he had the most precious thing in the world curled up next to him.

He wouldn’t sleep.

He wouldn’t lose any one of the moments he had with her.

And he damned certain wouldn’t lose her to a fucking vampire. So he held her close and guarded her with everything he had. When it became clear she was out for the night, he stripped her down to her T-shirt and panties because the night was too hot for clothes.

The hours ticked by too fast, because it seemed like he’d just got her into bedroom when the dark started lightening up some as the sun began its get-out-of-bed routine and the birds woke up with a clatter. He’d tucked her against his chest somewhere around one a.m. and so, when she woke up, she smiled up at him, her eyes sleepy and trusting. Her hair was tousled and her face flushed, but what he noticed most was the sweetest smile in the universe aimed at
him
. He’d wanted a mate. He’d wanted a reprieve from going wolf and never coming back because, damn it, he did like being human even if he wasn’t always good at it. He hadn’t realized, though, that what he really wanted was
this
woman. His Eden.

I love you.

He tested the words in his head. The words felt right. There she was, lying in his arms and in his bed just inches from his heart. His mate. His other half. If he’d known he’d been waiting for her, he wouldn’t have bitched at Fate for the empty years. He’d had his Pack, but now…now he had everything.

“Jackson?” She blinked, but her smile didn’t fade. Thank God.

He could have that smile every day for the rest of his life. If he was any kind of decent, however, he’d give her one last chance to escape.

“
Oui,
I’m right here.” He tangled his fingers in her hair, silky strands clinging to him. So very pretty.

“Were you planning on letting me sleep the night away?”

“You were tired.” In his world, it was that simple. She’d needed sleep, not sex.

“I’m not now.” There was all kinds of promise in her eyes as she offered him everything.

He pressed his cheek against the top of her head. He could say the words out loud, but that would change things. He didn’t want her to ever feel trapped, not when he needed to be her
choice
.

“I got somethin’ to tell you,
shug
.”

Soft fingers stroked over his stomach and nudged beneath his T-shirt. His mate had been making plans of her own.

“Tell me quickly.”

“I told you the blue moon led me to you.”

“Fated mates.” Her fingers inched lower, teasing his stomach and the strip of skin at the waist of his jeans.
Oui.
He was iron hard, like he always was around her. His body never quit wanting on her and he wasn’t subtle. She didn’t seem to mind.

“My brothers—they said there’s a mating heat that comes with the moon”

She pinched him lightly. “You’re going into heat like an animal—or I am?”

His huff of laughter stirred her hair. “You,
shug
.”

She swirled her fingers beneath his waistband and the tip of his dick bumped against her fingertips. Heat tore through him. “So this is all your fault.”

He tightened his arms around her. “A wolf tends to get a wee bit possessive. There’s not goin’ to be a divorce or any gettin’ away from me. If you accept me, you accept all of me. It’s one of those
for better or for worse
situations.”

“You’re saying you’d force me to stay if I wanted to go?”

He shook his head. Hurting her was the last thing he’d do. Not that it couldn’t happen on accident—he’d seen too much shit to rule out the possibility of life crapping on them—but never on purpose. Not that. “No, but I’ll always be by your side. At your door. Waitin’ for you.”

Because I love you.
Those words he’d keep to himself for now.

~*~

Wow. The man packed a punch in more ways than one.

“Okay,” she said. There were likely better responses to his possessive declaration but…she was out of words. All she knew was that being with Jackson felt right and so she was running with it. Everything else would have to sort itself out later.

“You done this before,
oui
?”

He set her carefully beside him on the bed and then he levered upright, checking the doors and locks before he started stripping.
Hello.
It was clearly her lucky day. He pulled his T-shirt over his head, the cotton hitting the floor. Then he sat down and went to work on his boots. Apparently, he’d spent the night beside her fully armed and ready to fight.

“You think I’m a twenty-six year-old virgin, Jackson?” She answered his question with one of her own. He hadn’t asked when he’d laid her out on her desk after all. It was too late now, in her opinion. He got what he got.

His eyes darkened as he stands up and his hands go to his jeans.
Pop those open, big boy.
“I wouldn’t mind that. You’d be all mine.”

Huh. She chewed on that for a minute, a frisson of awareness zinging through her. There was nothing polished or polite about Jackson. He said what he thought—and he thought she was beautiful.

Sexy.

When he looked at her, his black-as-sin Cajun eyes undressing her, she didn’t feel like a Hanes kind of gal. Her practical pink cotton panties felt like Agent Provocateur.

“You agreed to take a chance.” The first button popped open, revealing that Jackson went commando. Definitely her lucky day, because his lack of boxers meant the tip of his dick stretched up toward his stomach, ripe and heavy. Moisture beaded the broad head and her mouth watered, wanting to lean forward and tongue him. When the second button slid free, her view got one hundred percent better. Jackson Breaux was a fine man.

“On you?” How well did she really know him? He was a werewolf and he could still possibly be Cruz’s killer, although she didn’t really believe that. If Jackson had killed Red Shug, he would have said so. For all his reputation as a sweet talker, he was blunt. It didn’t mean, however, that he was safe. Far from it. Her pulse kicked up a notch and only partially because he made her nervous.

He also made her wet and the smile in his eyes said he knew that too. He stood up and shoved his jeans down. All the way down and, sweet baby Jesus, he was glorious.

“On us.” He leaned in toward her, naked and sun-bronzed. His hair brushed his shoulders, wild and free. The thick ridge of his erection jutted between them.

“
Oui.
Look at how you make me feel.”

His voice was voice rough with desire.
Need.
She stared, hungry, and he fisted himself. He was raw and rough, a predator and far too dark. And
hers
. He could be all, all
hers
.