Bridge of Dreams (6 page)

Putting the keys in her trouser pocket, she had almost closed her daypack into the lock bin assigned to her when she remembered the flatbread. Pulling it out, she locked her bin, unwrapped the napkin, and bit into the simple meal, filling her mouth with bread and sweet cheese.

Naturally, the moment her mouth was full, the door opened.

“Where have you been?” Kobrah asked as she hurried into the room. She eyed the flatbread for a moment before looking away.

Not damaged enough to be an inmate, but too damaged by her past to see anything but the darkest pieces of the city, Kobrah had been found by Zeela in the weedy park one night, unconscious and beaten. After shifting who was in view, Zhahar had alerted the Handlers who tended the inmates at night.

Uncertain if Kobrah should be made an inmate or sent to The Temples for some kind of heart healing, the former Keeper allowed her to stay until he could decide. Zhahar had given Kobrah small tasks—weeding in the garden, sweeping a floor—while the young woman healed physically. By the time the Keeper made up his mind, Kobrah was working as Zhahar’s Helper. Instead of being locked up or sent away, she was given room and board and token wages—not quite an inmate, but it was understood that Kobrah couldn’t leave the Asylum alone.

That was six months ago. The only clue to Kobrah’s past was that she looked at every man who worked at the Asylum with suspicion bordering on hatred and called them all Chayne—the name of the man who had damaged her.

Saying nothing, Zhahar divided the flatbread and gave Kobrah half. When the woman was upset, she wouldn’t eat, and the uncertainty swirling around the arrival of the new Keeper had put everyone on edge.

“
He
was looking for you,” Kobrah said. “He’s already spoken to the other Handlers. And I wanted to talk to you about something else.”

Zhahar heard the fear in Kobrah’s voice, watched the way the woman’s
hands trembled. But she wasn’t sure the fear and trembling were caused by the same thing—especially when Kobrah took a bite of the flatbread.

Then the door opened again, and the new Asylum Keeper walked into the room.

Zhahar choked down the mouthful of food. Anyone might wear white trousers and a lightweight, collarless shirt. But only one group of people wore the long white robes.

The new Keeper was a
Shaman
?

“You are Zhahar?” he asked.

His voice held the song of a mountain stream and a whisper of summer grass. His dark hair was grizzled. His face was unlined, giving her no clue to his age. And he had the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen.

Kobrah elbowed her, a sharp reminder that she hadn’t answered the man—and a Shaman wasn’t someone she wanted looking at her too closely.

“Yes, Keeper,” she replied. “I am Zhahar.”

He glanced at the flatbread. Then his eyes returned to hers.

“Do you value your work?” he asked.

“I want to keep this job.”

“That isn’t what I asked.”

His smile was gentle, but it held regret—and a decision.

She spoke before he could. “I’m sorry I was late, sir. My sister received bad news and was distressed this morning, so I stayed a few minutes too long to comfort her.”

“Ah.” He reached out and touched her arm. Just a brush of fingertips, but she felt the warmth of that touch. “Does she need you with her today?”

Sympathy. Understanding. Genuine concern.

“No, sir. My other sister will be with her today. And we’ll all be together this evening.” Not quite a lie, since they
would
be together that evening. The words just didn’t acknowledge that her sisters were always with her.

Nodding, he turned his eyes to Kobrah. “You are a Helper?”

“Yes. I mostly work with Zhahar, Keeper.”

He looked uncomfortable. “‘Keeper’ is a title I must use when I deal with other officials, but it is not what I am. So I will tell you what I told the other Handlers and their Helpers. When we are private as we are now, you
may call me Danyal. Out there”—he made a graceful move with one hand to indicate the grounds—“you should address me as Shaman.”

She wasn’t going to be dismissed. Knowing she would still have a job made her momentarily dizzy.

Which the Shaman noticed, of course, because Shamans noticed everything.

Please,
Zhahar thought.
Let my secret remain secret.

“Break your fast,” Danyal said. His smile was a bit apologetic. “You had good reason to be tardy today, but I must set an example. The others have their assignments. There is only one task left, and it is hard, dirty work. Meet me outside in ten minutes.”

He walked out of the room.

Zhahar looked at Sholeh’s tunic and sighed.

“Do you think he really gave the other Helpers permission to call him Danyal?” Kobrah asked.

“No.” She took another bite of bread and cheese. It would probably sour her stomach, but she needed the food if she was going to spend the day laboring. “But I doubt any of the Helpers were present when he talked to the Handlers. What did you want to tell me?”

Kobrah nibbled her piece of flatbread before answering. “I made a friend. He’s not like anyone I met before. He doesn’t dress like us or talk like us. We take walks and hold hands, and he doesn’t mind just being friends. He’s met me a few times now, and he’s going to come back. I don’t know when, but he’s going to come back.”

Startled, Zhahar ate the rest of her bread. Kobrah, taking a walk with
a man
? What man? Kobrah wasn’t allowed to leave the grounds. She couldn’t stand the male Handlers, and becoming involved with an inmate was foolish as well as dangerous. So who could it be?

“Where did you meet him?” she asked.

Kobrah hesitated too long. “In a dream. He says we meet in the twilight of waking dreams.”

She sucked in a breath. A couple of the inmates had talked about dream lovers. The woman had become calmer, more lucid, but the man had become violent when he wasn’t allowed to leave in order to “cross
over” and meet his lover in the flesh. If this was a new symptom of madness…

“What does he look like?”

“He has pale hair and blue eyes. His name is Teaser,” Kobrah said.

Zhahar wiped her hands on the napkin, offered it to Kobrah, then folded it and put it in her pack.

“We had better find the Shaman and get to work,” she said. “I’d like to hear more about your friend, but I think it best that this remains between the two of us. At least for now.”

Kobrah studied her, then nodded.

They hurried outside and found the Shaman waiting for them. There were Handlers, Helpers, and inmates all over the grounds, washing windows, weeding flower beds, draining the murky water out of a reflecting pond. But the worst job was on the other side of the pond from the main building—a small, two-room building that hadn’t been used in years.

“We’re supposed to clean this?” Kobrah asked when Danyal led them inside.

“Yes,” he replied.

“How clean?” Zhahar asked.

“What is precious to you will be held in this room,” Danyal said. “How clean does it need to be?”

Zhahar sighed. “I understand.”

He smiled. “Then I’ll leave you to your work.”

She and Kobrah did work. They swept and washed and scoured and polished. By the end of the day, the small building was clean and the grounds showed noticeable improvement. Through it all, the Shaman walked among them, helping, listening, being.

When she got home, she was more than ready for Zeela to come into view. She sank into a deep rest—not quite full sleep, but not participating with the others. True sleep came only when all three of them were at rest, and was something they needed at least once every third day.

As memories of the day drifted through her mind, one realization brought her back to the surface.

=What’s wrong?= Zeela asked.

*Nothing.* When you were one who was three, you really couldn’t lie to your sisters. *Something I just realized about the Shaman.*

=What is that?= Zeela sounded wary.

*He has the most beautiful eyes, but despite all the times I spoke with him today, looked into his face, into those eyes…I can’t tell you what color they are.*

Too restless to sleep, Danyal followed the lit walkways between the buildings. He had been at the Asylum only a day and already felt the weight of this place seeping into his body, into his heart. If he’d come here with any lingering doubts about his own sanity, this place would have crushed him. And it still might.

Some of the inmates were truly ill beyond changing. However, many of them had simply lost their way, confused by the nature of the world. But until their minds were able to gain some peace and clarity, those people would remain in the Asylum, unable to see a future in a city that should have held boundless futures.

Zhahar disturbed him. He had sensed nothing unusual about her until that brief touch of his fingers against her arm.

Light, dark, shadow. Just like that strange place on the other side of the bridge.

Then it was as if he’d touched three people, had picked up the feel of three distinct heart-cores. That shouldn’t have happened with one person. Unless she wasn’t a person at all. Unless she was something else.

Was she, or something like her, the reason some of the streets had disappeared from the Shamans’ sight? Was she working at the Asylum because it benefited her plans in some way?

“Why is this place so important?” he whispered, looking around at shabby buildings and unkempt grounds.

heart wish

He shivered despite the lingering heat. That voice again. Those words again.

He was exhausted from the demands of his first day as Keeper and the rushed journey to reach the Asylum after receiving the letter from the
Shaman Council. Throughout the two days of travel, he had thought the council had been foolish to send him here on the advice of bone readers and fortune tellers.

Now he knew they had been right. All of them had been right. Something was going to happen here. Something that required a Shaman’s presence. When it came, he had to be ready.

He hurried to the apartment that would be his home for the next year. After locking up for the night, he took the sleeping draught he used occasionally when he needed to block out everyone and everything for a few hours.

L
ee frowned at the footbridge that spanned a narrow creek. It
should
have been a stationary bridge that connected two of his mother’s daylight landscapes and one of Glorianna’s. And it did. But the bridge now also resonated with Foggy Downs, a dark landscape tended by Michael.

This wasn’t the first bridge he’d come across in the past two weeks that suddenly provided access to one of Michael’s pieces of Elandar, but he was getting tired of dealing with this weird piggyback. Seemed like there couldn’t be a landscape connected to Glorianna anymore without there also being access to something connected to Michael. That meant someone crossing over a stationary bridge they’d used for years could suddenly end up in another part of the world because the Bridge—meaning him—couldn’t unravel the resonance of Michael from Glorianna.

Damn Magician. Just another way he had fouled up their lives.

He lied
, something dark whispered inside Lee.
You thought Michael wanted to be your friend, but it was just an excuse to get close to your sister, to use her for his own purpose. Caitlin Marie is a Landscaper too. She could have been the bait used to trap the Eater of the World. But the Magician chose to sacrifice your sister instead.

Lee rubbed his forehead, trying to ease the ache between his eyes. Yes, Michael had lied to all of them, had known from the beginning that Glorianna could stop the Eater of the World. But he didn’t tell any of them, didn’t give the family a chance to discuss what they should do. He waited until he and Glorianna went to one of his landscapes.
Then
he told her that damn story about the Warrior of Light and convinced her to throw her life away to save the world.

“I could have reached her, you ripe bastard,” Lee whispered as he stared at the bridge. “There had been time to get into that landscape before she locked it tight. I could have gotten in and gotten her out if you hadn’t entangled us all in a fight, hadn’t broken my arm. Damn you, Michael. She wouldn’t have suffered in that place for so long, wouldn’t have come back different. If you hadn’t stopped me, I could have reached her.”

He sneezed twice, then felt the burn in his chest.
Sick? Now? Damn it!

Well, a cold wasn’t so bad.

Then again, a cold could make a man fuzzy-headed enough to impair judgment, and a man working alone and trying to make decisions about the resonance of bridges that connected one piece of Ephemera with another couldn’t afford to have his judgment impaired.

Nothing he could do about this footbridge, so he would check out the other bridge he sensed was nearby and then rest for a day or two.

Where to go for that rest? Ah, that was the question. If he went back to Aurora, he could stay in his own cottage, using his illness as an excuse not to socialize. He’d get sympathy—and plenty of food—from his mother and Lynnea, Sebastian’s wife. Food and sympathy and quiet when he didn’t want company.

Or he could go back to the guesthouse in Sanctuary. There would be food and sympathy there too. But there was also a chance Glorianna would be visiting Sanctuary, and he wasn’t ready to see her again—especially if he looked into her green eyes and saw Belladonna looking back at him.

She scared him now in ways she never had before, and he didn’t know what to do about that.

Aurora, then. Or maybe the Den. Sebastian would let him use the room
the Justice Maker still kept at the bordello and wouldn’t be inclined to fuss over him.

First he would check out the other bridge. It wasn’t in his notebook, so it wasn’t a bridge he had made. Which meant another Bridge had created a means of reaching Nadia’s landscapes, and anyone who could reach Nadia’s landscapes had the potential of reaching Glorianna’s.