Bringing Delaney Home (Cates Brothers #1) (17 page)

She dumped the bag Quinn had packed out onto the bed, snorting when she saw her F
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tank top on top. Quinn was so predictable. Except when he wasn’t and he was closing doors in her face just when she was thinking about—
No. Not going there
. Grabbing what she needed, she limped into the bathroom to wash the day away.

It was the blood-curdling scream that woke Quinn a few hours later. It took him a second to realize Delaney must be having her nightmare. He was already jumping over a shaking Snot and opening her door when a second scream clogged in her throat. He hoped he got to her in time.

Chapter Sixteen

“S
o much blood . . . so much . . .” Delaney struggled amid her tangled sheets in the darkened room. “Help! Oh God, can’t move.... My fault. All my fault . . .”

“Delaney, wake up. Laney. You’re safe now. I’ve got you.” Her terror-filled scream wrenched deep in Quinn’s chest. With shaking hands, he quickly unwound the sheets from her struggling body.

“I can’t breathe.”

“You can. Delaney, look at me.” He touched her face, trying to get her to wake up. When she kept struggling and crying, he pinched her on her arm. Hard.

“Ow!” Delaney sat up blinking with confusion at him. Rubbing her arm, she narrowed her eyes in accusation. “What the hell was that for?”

“You were having a nightmare and I couldn’t get you awake.” He tried to rub her arm, but she batted his hand away. Then she reached out and pinched his forearm. Hard.

“Ow! What was that? Payback?” Quinn leaned over and switched on the bedside lamp. He sat on the side of Delaney’s bed in a pair of boxer briefs. In the soft white glow of light, he noted the wild look still in her eyes. Reaching out, he stroked her neck. Her pulse beat too rapidly under his fingertips.

“I wanted to make sure I was awake. I’ve had some weird dreams lately and I needed to be sure.” She shivered as Quinn rubbed her shoulders.

“You didn’t have to pinch me.” It was so wrong of him to notice the tank top and bikini panties he’d grabbed for her were as hot as he’d imagined.
Bad cop
. He refocused and soothed his hands down her bare arms, trying to ease the last look of fear from her face.
Good cop
. “You could have kissed me. Nah, that wouldn’t have worked. Then I would’ve thought
I
was dreaming. And I would have had to pinch you again.”

“You dream about kissing me?” Delaney leaned back on her pillow again, putting space between them.

“Kissing. Touching. Licking. Delaney, I’ve already made love to you hundreds of times. It started in high school. I mean, I couldn’t ever get you out of my head, so I just decided to put that time to good use.”

“You are unbelievable.”

“I can’t even count the number of times you’ve wrapped those gorgeous runner’s legs around my waist. And the things I’ve done to your breasts . . . but it wasn’t just physical. In high school, the dream always started with the kiss you planted on me in front of the gym.”

“I told you why I did that.” Delaney poked his arm, and he grabbed her finger, pulling her hand into his.

“I don’t care why, I’m just glad you did. In the dream, you kissed me, and it felt like when I scored the winning touchdown in the homecoming game. We stared into each other’s eyes. Hey now, don’t laugh. This was my high school dream, remember. I looked into your beautiful eyes—”

She rolled those “beautiful” eyes. “Give me a break. They’re brown. Like mud.”

Quinn shook his head. “Not even close. They’re golden honey with streaks of yellow circling your pupil like an exotic flower. I’m pretty sure you hypnotized me in high school.”

“Gaze deeply into my eyes.”

“Mock all you want.” He leaned over her, supporting himself with one hand next to her pillow. He was way inside her bubble, but she was too busy trying to catch her breath to complain. He stared into her eyes and used his free hand to trace his finger over one eyebrow, down the delicate bridge of her nose, and ever so softly along the outline of her lips. By the time he stopped moving his finger over the softness of her bottom lip, they were both breathing roughly.

Quinn lowered himself until he could feel her softness pressed up against his hardness. Her breasts brushed against his bare chest and he clenched his muscles tight, trying to maintain control. He rolled back, taking her with him until they lay side by side, heartbeat to heartbeat. He ran his hand down her throat and along her collarbone. His gaze followed the movement as he stroked his hand along her body. Brushing softly over her breast and hardening nipple, he ran his palm down her rib cage to her narrow waist as he looked back into her face. He watched her lips part to release a sigh as he caressed her hipbone, then moved his hand over her ass and down the back of her thigh. He lifted her thigh so her leg wrapped around his hips, bringing them tight together.

In that moment, Delaney’s body froze in his arms. Her harsh breath wheezed past his ear as she rolled back, creating a Grand Canyon-sized gap with just a few inches of air between them.

“Not to shatter your dreams or anything, but I’ve changed since high school,” Delaney said in a too-calm voice. “Maybe you’ve noticed.”

Quinn shook his head. “Didn’t have a clue. Until four days ago. But I have news for you. It doesn’t shatter my dreams. I’m pissed that it happened to you and I hate the pain you’re in. I’m amazed at your strength, but I always have been.” He leaned forward and whispered in her ear, “I still dream of you, Laney.”

For a second, Delaney couldn’t catch her breath. “You can’t. I mean, look at me. No, don’t really, you idiot. I’m a mess. And as ugly as my leg is, I have other scars. You
can’t
dream of me.”

“I do. I only found out about your amputation a few days ago. There hasn’t been much time. I mean, it was a lot to wrap my head around . . . but I admit I’ve thought about it over the last few days. I’ve made love to you two or three times. Mentally, mind you. The first time, you kept your prosthesis on, but you felt awkward with it on, so the other times we left it off.

“It was awkward for both of us the first time. You were self-conscious. You felt ‘less than,’ you know? Like a woman who loses her breast to cancer. I get that. There’s a lot of pressure on women to meet the holy triumvirate.”

“The holy triumvirate?”

“Uh, mmm.” Quinn trailed his hand down along her thigh. Her skin was soft. Her muscles firm yet sleek. He could feel the small ridges of scar tissue. Like Braille, they told a story—of strength and resilience. “You know, breasts, legs, ass? The universal magic ratio between hips and waist that makes men want to procreate.”

“You want to procreate?” Delaney’s voice squeaked.

Quinn heard the panic in her voice and decided to pull back. Judicious retreat was often a smart part of a victorious battle plan. “Well, I’m really interested in practicing about a couple thousand times. It was awkward for me too. I was afraid of doing the wrong thing. If I looked at or touched your amputation, would that make you more self-conscious or take your mind out of the game? If I didn’t look at it, would you think I was only in it for the sex and not sensitive to how you feel without your foot?” He stroked his hand up the front of her thigh.

“It sounds impossible.”

“Here’s the thing, Delaney. You’ve been back in Climax for over a month hanging out in those baggy sweats. All I knew was you were hurt in an accident. So, my imagination got busy.”

“What do you mean by busy?”

“I’ve made love to you without any breasts, with one breast, with burns and scars on your breasts, then with burns all over your body. Hell, I’ve even made love to you maneuvering around your external pacemaker.”

“My what?” Delaney sputtered.

“Your broken pelvis was tricky. Don’t get me wrong. I brought you to orgasm, and let’s just say you were amazing, but I had to think and go outside the box on one.”

“Broken pelvis? Quinn!”

“Your open heart surgery was a challenge. You were hooked up to an EKG. We had to make sure your heart rate didn’t spike. We took that ride slow, but damn if that didn’t sweeten the payoff. Drove us both crazy that time.”

“Quinn.” Delaney reached out, touching his face.

“What?”

“Shut up and make love to me.”

“What? You mean right now? On the spur of the moment?”

She grabbed his head and kissed him.

Delaney’s soft lips moving against his had been a dream for so long . . . wait . . . maybe he was dreaming again. He released Delaney’s ass long enough to give her a light pinch.

“Ow! Dammit, Quinn. This isn’t a dream.”

“Speak for yourself.” Quinn’s breathing was ragged. “Damn, Delaney, are you sure? Look, it’s been a crazy week for you. I never thought I’d say this, but maybe we should wait and let everything sink in before making a rash decision. I don’t want you to regret being with me. Not for a second.”

“A rash decision? You’ve been water torture since the day you brought me home. You’ve teased me constantly. You’ve been touching me, looking at me, whispering to me for weeks now. Why are you looking at me like that? Do I need to put it in your terms? Let’s say, all this time I’ve been the coach and you’ve been pacing the sidelines burning up to get in the game. It’s time to take the field. You’re still looking at me funny. Okay, you’ve been entrenched and surrounding the enemy in battle for weeks. It’s time to storm the castle.”

When he still hesitated, she smoothed her hand along his jaw and looked carefully into his eyes as if trying to gauge his thoughts.

“Unless
you
need more time. I’d understand.”

“Hell no, but I don’t want to take advantage of you in a weak moment.”

“Hey, we had a truce for today. Remember? I don’t need a commitment, Quinn. Tonight I just need you.”

Quinn stared directly into Delaney’s eyes trying to read her emotions. He took a deep breath. And another. “Okay. Okay. Let me go get us some protection. Hold that thought. I mean, you can change your mind if you want. It might kill me, but I’d get it.”

“Quinn, you had me at pacemaker. Now, hurry up!”

Tonight, Delaney was surrendering. Surrendering to both Quinn and her own desire. For tonight, she would . . . lock rational thought out in the hallway with the dog. Lose herself in the glow of Quinn’s electric blue eyes. Run her hands over his strong, defined arms, biceps, and shoulders. Revel in the touch of his warm fingers touching her body. She shivered at the thought as he came through the doorway.

Watching Quinn walk toward her in his black boxer briefs qualified as aerobic exercise, if her elevated heart rate was anything to go by. He was a walking advertisement for his gym. Rock-solid muscles everywhere—sleek, firm, and well cut. But it was the heat in his gaze that had her swallowing hard and her heartbeat skipping. This was a gorgeous man.

He was solid. She could lean into his strength and oh, how she needed to lean. She wanted to let go for this one night. He had a magic way of making her scarred, broken body feel sexy and desirable.
Wanted
. He was one of the few people who didn’t treat her with kid gloves because of her injury. And she loved that. Her only doubt about tonight was what in the world did he see in her?

Quinn must have seen something in her face as he approached. He tossed the box of condoms on the nightstand as he sat on the bed next to her hips. “You can still change your mind, but you can’t start doubting yourself. That’s against the rules tonight.”

Delaney looked into his eyes. “I’m not changing my mind. But . . . but, I would like the light off.”

“Okay.” He clicked off the light and joined their hands as the room plunged into darkness. “It’s dark. I’ve been entrenched outside your castle for a month now.” Stretching out his body next to hers on the bed, he started with her captive hand, kissing his way up the soft pulse points at the base of her thumb, the delicate veins of her wrist, the inner bend of her elbow, the rapidly beating pulse at the base of her neck. “I’m swimming across your alligator-infested moat.”

Delaney’s arm was on fire.

Quinn leaned her up to whisk her tank top off. He lay back down next to her, running one hand down her neck, sliding it across her collarbone, along her outer rib cage . . . a feather touch on the tender underside of her left breast. He covered her breast with his hand as he moved his lips along a similar path down the other side of her body, kissing, licking, and sucking along her neck, collarbone, rib cage, and then finally her breast. His attentions were breathtakingly thorough, until he finally sucked her nipple in his mouth, reaching some perfect combination of exquisite pleasure with just a nip of pain before releasing her.

“I’ve climbed your ramparts.”

“Mmm. Aaahh,” was all she could form. She touched and caressed her hands over his back and then down his shoulders to his biceps and forearms. God, what was it with her and his forearms? She grabbed his face and pulled him up for a kiss, slipping her tongue between his lips, seeking out his, making him moan.