"I don't suppose he told you that they were looking for me,” Jonathan said.
"He mentioned something about his scapegrace grandson,” Kate conceded.
"Needless to say they were disappointed, but they took their revenge on the house and the garden as you can see. I am afraid you will have your work cut out trying to restore some order to this jungle."
"I am leaving on Friday,” she said. “I'm afraid the garden will have to wait for another visit."
They were out of sight of the terrace, in what Kate had already identified as the remains of a knot garden. Jonathan guided her to a lichened stone bench against a rose-bowered wall, and they sat down.
"Tell me about ‘home',” Jonathan asked. “From memory it's somewhere near York isn't it?"
"Barton Manor. A few hours’ ride west of York. My sister and her husband live at Barton Hall, which is much grander than the Manor. William has a good fortune in the wool trade."
"And your parents?"
"Both dead. My father was a clothier. All I have left is my sister. I lived with her after my father died."
"And the Ashleys being neighbours, I presume that is how you met my cousin Richard?"
Kate nodded. “Of course. We'd known each other a long time and it was mutually convenient,” she said. “I had a good dowry and Richard fair prospects and—” she looked up at him “—we loved each other."
He smiled in response but there was no laughter in his eyes. “A happy convenience for you both,” he said. “And if it were not for the war, you would be living in wedded bless, surrounded by a brood of children."
Kate looked away, the pain of that simple observation cutting her soul bare.
"I'm sorry, Kate, I didn't mean to remind you of what might have been. I'm the last person who has any right to do that.” His voice was gentle. “I was truly sorry to hear about Richard. From what I knew of him, he didn't seem to be a soldier."
"What could you possibly have known of him?” Kate asked bitterly.
Jonathan shrugged. “We had some news over the years. Mutual acquaintances—"
"To answer your question, Richard was no soldier at heart but he fought bravely against the terrible odds in the North. He would have followed Sir Thomas Fairfax into the depths of hell if he had ordered it."
"Fairfax's men had it hard in those early years,” Jonathan agreed. “Was he with Fairfax that day at Marston Moor?"
"Of course,” Kate replied, wondering with a growing sense of bitterness if Jonathan had faced his cousin in that awful battle. “Were you there?"
Jonathan gave a barely perceptible nod. “Fairfax's men were cut to pieces that day but if it is any easier for you, I was on the other flank with Rupert,” he said.
"What did it matter? You wouldn't have known Richard if you had met on the battlefield that day,” Kate observed.
He shook his head. “That is the tragedy of a civil war."
"They brought him home to die,” Kate blurted out the words, hardly aware of the break in her voice. “It was a horrible death."
She gave a shudder, trying to control the tears that welled at the back of her throat.
"I am truly sorry,” he whispered and she felt the light touch of a hand on her face. “So many deaths. Too many, Kate. Believe me, it's not always easy to be the survivor. I may not be dead but I have lost all that is important to me. It's a hollow victory over death."
His words seemed to Kate to be a thought said aloud and should remain just that, a private thought. She cast a sideways glance at his profile, wondering what it must be like to be a fugitive in your own country. To know that one slip meant a hangman's noose.
Jonathan stretched out his long legs and looked up at the house, glowing serenely in the setting sun. “Nell has enjoyed your company,” he said. “It's a lonely life for her here."
Kate nodded. “I like your sister. I would like her to come and stay at Barton when she feels she can get away."
"Thank you. It will be very lonely for her once Sir Francis dies."
"It's a pity you can't stay longer,” she said.
He shook his head. “I only bring danger to you all, Kate."
"What did you do to earn the sentence of death?” she asked.
He shrugged. “I've done a lot of things, Kate. I carried letters for the late King and I killed someone who deserved to die. I'm no saint, Kate Ashley."
"Apparently not,” she replied dryly. “Were you ever?"
He shook his head. “I'm sure Nell will apprise you of my wayward youth."
"And now?” she asked.
"And now, Kate, we have our last chance to return the country to its lawful King,” he said quietly. “Providing, however, that the King agrees to the Scots’ terms and the English come to the King's support."
"And will they?"
"Honestly?” He looked at her, all trace of humour gone from his eyes. “England is tired of war, Kate. Even the King's most ardent supporters are reluctant to commit themselves to what they rightly see as a doomed cause. Like this family.” He waved a hand towards the house. “The price for support of the losing side has been enormous, and few are willing to risk what they have left."
She sat still, surprised at the bitterness in his voice. “So is that what you're doing in England?” she asked quietly.
He nodded. “I've been sent to seek out support for the King among his old friends. He has friends aplenty but little of what he needs: arms, men and money."
Despite the comparative warmth of the evening Kate shivered.
"So there will be war again,” she said flatly. “More deaths."
"Yes. You were right, Kate. It all begins again.” He sounded weary.
"But Sir Francis has not long to live,” Kate said. “Surely it is time to make your peace and come back to England, not fight another war?"
He sighed deeply, his face grave. “I can't return, Kate, even if I wished to. I told you that I have a price on my head too dear for this family to pay."
"Others have made their peace with Parliament. It may mean more fines but there's always a way,” Kate said uncertainly, thinking back to half-recalled conversations beside her parlour fire between David Ashley and his friends.
"No,” he said sharply. “If I return, not only do I risk death or at best imprisonment but all my estate is forfeit."
"Then who will inherit Seven Ways? Nell?"
He shook his head. “Not Nell,” he said. “The Longleys are Catholic, Kate."
Kate stared at him. “Nell is a Catholic?"
He nodded. “She took Giles’ religion when she married him. And even were she not a Catholic, she is not up to such a huge responsibility. Nell is happiest with a needle in her hand and a child at her knee."
A slow, horrible truth began to dawn on Kate. “There's no one else, is there, except ... Thomas?"
His silence gave her the answer
Kate looked down at her hands, twisted together in her lap, then up at Jonathan. She felt anger and resentment rise in her. “That's why he sent for us. All his protestations about making peace with Ashleys had only one end and that was to find an heir for Seven Ways. Tom is only nine years old! Sir Francis will not see out the year. I see it all now!” She looked up at him, her eyes blazing. “You're his lawful heir. This is your responsibility!"
Jonathan rose to his feet and walked away, running his fingers through his dark hair.
"Kate,” he said, turning to her. “This is not my decision but it is my doing and there is nothing I can do to change it. If I inherit Seven Ways, it is lost. I still get the title, for what it's worth, and there are some lands in Warwickshire, which are entailed. I will get those ... briefly, but this part of the estate is not entailed and Francis is free to do with it what he likes. Tom is Elizabeth Thornton's grandson. You can't deny him that and you can't deny Francis the right to leave the estate where he feels it will be best served."
He turned away from her to look at the house, now a dark shadow in the evening gloom. “Ten years ago there was something worth inheriting. I don't blame you for not wanting anything to do with this broken-down ruin of a house and family."
"Forgive me, Jonathan. I didn't mean to sound so harsh but you know it's not Thomas who will have the responsibility of this house and family, it will be me! There is no one else."
"Francis knows that, Kate. He has every confidence in you."
Kate rose to her feet. “Does he really know what he's asking me to do?"
When Jonathan didn't reply, Kate stared at his back.
"He's no fool, is he?” she said bitterly, “I'm an Ashley; my son is an Ashley, good Parliamentarian stock. Seven Ways is safe with me. And if the King returns, are we expected to hand the estate back to you, its rightful owner?"
Jonathan turned to face her. “No. Seven Ways will always be Tom's.” Jonathan placed his hands on her shoulders, his face grave. “If he didn't trust you, Kate, he wouldn't do it, but he does trust you and he likes you, and my grandfather is not a man who gives his love or his trust easily."
"He's dying, Jonathan. It seems to me he has few options."
"He's never wrong in his assessment of people, Kate, and for what it's worth, I think he is right about you."
"A sensible, capable Parliamentarian?” Kate said bitterly.
"A sensible, capable, intelligent woman, Kate. A worthy guardian for your son."
She looked up at him. Even in the gloom, he could feel his eyes on her face, willing her to believe in his trust in her. She felt the warmth of his hands resting on her shoulders and for a moment her breath stopped. He was so close she could almost feel his breath on her hair. His presence brought back memories that she had long forgotten and for a fleeting moment, she forgot her anger. She wanted to lay her head against his chest and feel a man's arms around her.
Instead he released her shoulders and looked up at the darkening sky. “I think it's time we went in, Kate. I've an early start in the morning."
They walked in silence through the gathering gloom of the garden. As they approached the house, Kate stopped and turned to him.
"Do you mind?” she asked.
"Mind what?"
"Losing Seven Ways."
"Kate, I knew long ago that losing Seven Ways was the price to be paid for the trouble I've brought this family. I've no right to complain."
"No one blames you, surely?"
He gave an almost imperceptible shake of the head. “No, they don't,” he said. “But I carry the blame and that's enough."
"I don't understand...” Kate began but he shook his head.
"There are things about me you don't need to know, Kate. Leave it at that."
"Will I see you again?” she asked.
He smiled. “As my family will tell you, I turn up when least expected. Perhaps I may have cause to come and visit you in Yorkshire. Would I be assured of a safe place in my cousin's house?"
"A safe place? I think Tom would enjoy the adventure of hiding so dangerous a malignant. He thinks highly of you."
"And I of him. Now I must go and see my grandfather. I think it will be last time we meet on this earth."
He took a deep breath as if willing the scent of the garden to remain with him for the long months to come, then took her hand, lifting it to his lips. She felt the light touch on her fingers before he released it, saying, “Farewell, Mistress Ashley. Thank you for your company tonight. Please say goodbye to Tom for me."
He turned and strode off towards the house, leaving her standing alone in the darkened garden.
The closeness of the invalid's room swamped Kate. For a moment she was tempted to open the windows and let the mild air in to clear the stuffy room. Instead, resisting the urge to gag, she forced herself to smile at him and set the tray she carried down on the table. If anything, Francis had aged more since she had last seen him and now lay propped up in his bed, wasted and faded like the last of his spring roses.
He smiled at her, a smile, she noticed for the first time, which seemed an echo of his grandson's easy smile.
"I was wondering when you would come to see me.” He looked at her with his bright, shrewd eyes. “When are you leaving?"
"Tomorrow,” Kate said. “While the weather continues fair."
She picked up the bowl and walked over to his bed. Too weak to feed himself, he allowed Kate to feed him like a small child.
"My grandson says he told you of my plans for the boy to inherit Seven Ways."
The old man wasted no time. Whatever the state of his body his mind was still sharp.
Kate paused in her ministrations. “He did."
"I hope you don't think to change my mind,” he said sharply. “The papers are drawn and I can now die in peace."
"I did not presume to think I could change your mind, Sir Francis. I know better than that and I must accept that Thomas is your great-grandson and you have every right to provide for him as you think fit,” she replied with a serenity she did not feel.
"You're not pleased?"
There was no point in prevaricating so Kate looked him directly in the eye. “No,” she said. “Why should I be? Neither Thomas nor I need Seven Ways. Thomas is well provided for by his Ashley grandfather. Leaving my son a penniless estate, burdened by fines, is hardly bestowing an honour upon him."
"You're right of course.” The old man sighed but his faded eyes did not leave Kate's face. “But what else could I have done?"
"There are always choices!"
"No!” The old man's hands tightened on the bedclothes. “There were no choices. I'll have no half measures. Dearly though I love my grandson, if he cannot inherit the estate in his own right he'll not have it by other means. It is his folly that has brought Seven Ways to its present state."
"Nonsense!” Kate declared, suddenly angry. “Surely it is the folly of all of you. You firstly for providing finance to the King's cause and your son for raising a regiment to fight for the King. Jonathan's only folly was to be the one who survived the war to become the family scapegoat."
To her horror Francis started to laugh. The effort brought on a coughing fit and only after he lay back on his pillow did he look at her and smile.
"Forgive my laughter, my dear,” he finally said, his face saddened. “You're right, of course. Jonathan is a convenient scapegoat for the family fortunes. In his way, he always has been. He deserves better and he has a good advocate in you.” He looked at her shrewdly. “I'm fully conscious that it is an imposition upon you and an onerous task, but it is seldom that I have met a woman who I felt more capable of the responsibility. I see in you, my dear, the best hope that this family has had for many years.” He paused, catching at his breath. “Ultimately of course it will be your decision as to what becomes of Seven Ways. I'll not fetter that freedom. You're free to sell the estate, although for what little it will fetch, I doubt that you'll see its true value realised. That beggar Price over at Longley Abbey would have it off you for the price of a lamb."