Can You Forgive Her? (14 page)

On the next morning, before eleven, Mrs Greenow’s name was put down at the Assembly Room. ‘I need hardly say that in my present condition I care nothing for these things. Of course I would sooner be alone. But, my dear Kate, I know what I owe to you.’

Kate, with less intelligence than might have been expected
from one so clever, began to assure her aunt that she required no society; and that, coming thus with her to the seaside in the early days of her widowhood, she had been well aware that they would live retired. But Mrs Greenow soon put her down, and did so without the slightest feeling of shame or annoyance on her own part ‘My dear,’ she said, ’in this matter you must let me do what I know to
be right. I should consider myself to be very selfish if I allowed my grief to interfere with your amusements.’

‘But, aunt, I don’t care for such amusements.’

That’s nonsense, my dear. You ought to care for them. How are you to settle yourself in life if you don’t care for them?’

‘My dear aunt, I am settled.’

‘Settled!’ said Mrs Greenow, astounded, as though there must have been some hidden
marriage of which she had not heard. ‘But that’s nonsense. Of course you’re not settled; and how are you to be, if I allow you to shut yourself up in such a place as this, – just where a girl has a chance?’

It was in vain that Kate tried to stop her. It was not easy to stop Mrs Greenow when she was supported by the full assurance of being mistress of the place and of the occasion. ‘No, my dear;
I know very well what I owe to you, and I shall do my duty. As I said before, society can have no charms now for such a one as I am. All that social intercourse could ever do for me lies buried in my darling’s grave. My heart is desolate, and must remain so. But I’m not going to immolate you on the altars of my grief. I shall force myself to go out for your sake, Kate.’

‘But, dear aunt, the world
will think it so odd, just at present.’

‘I don’t care twopence for the world. What can the world do to me? I’m not dependent on the world, – thanks to the care of that sainted lamb. I can hold my own; and as long as I can do that the world won’t hurt me. No, Kate, if I think a thing’s right I shall do it. I mean to make the place pleasant for you if I can, and the world may object if it likes.’

Mrs Greenow was probably right in her appreciation of the value of her independence. Remarks may perhaps have been made by the world of Yarmouth as to her early return to society. People, no doubt, did remind each other that old Greenow was hardly yet four months buried. Mrs Jones and Jeannette probably had their little jokes downstairs. But this did not hurt Mrs Greenow. What was said, was not
said in her hearing. Mrs Jones’s bills were paid every Saturday with admirable punctuality; and as long as this was done everybody about the house treated the lady with that deference which was due to the respectability of her possessions. When a recently bereaved widow attempts to enjoy her freedom without money, then it behoves the world to speak aloud; – and the world does its duty.

Numerous
people came to call at Montpelier Parade, and Kate was astonished to find that her aunt had so many friends. She was indeed so bewildered by these strangers that she could hardly ascertain whom her aunt had really known before, and whom she now saw for the first time. Somebody had known somebody who had known somebody else, and that was allowed to be a sufficient introduction, – always presuming
that the existing somebody was
backed by some known advantages of money or position. Mrs Greenow could smile from beneath her widow’s cap in a most bewitching way. ‘Upon my word then she is really handsome,’ Kate wrote one day to Alice. But she could also frown, and knew well how to put aside, or, if need be, to reprobate any attempt at familiarity from those whose worldly circumstances were supposed
to be disadvantageous.

‘My dear aunt,’ said Kate one morning after their walk upon the pier, ‘how you did snub that Captain Bellfield!’

‘Captain Bellfield, indeed! I don’t believe he’s a captain at all. At any rate he has sold out
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, and the tradesmen have had a scramble for the money. He was only a lieutenant when the
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th were in Manchester, and I’m sure he’s never had a shilling to purchase
since that’

‘But everybody here seems to know him.’

‘Perhaps they do not know so much of him as I do. The idea of his having the impudence to tell me I was looking very well! Nothing can be so mean as men who go about in that way when they haven’t money enough in their pockets to pay their washerwomen.’

‘But how do you know, aunt, that Captain Bellfield hasn’t paid his washerwoman?’

‘I know
more than you think, my dear. It’s my business. How could I tell whose attentions you should receive and whose you shouldn’t, if I didn’t inquire into these things?’

It was in vain that Kate rebelled, or attempted to rebel against this more than maternal care. She told her aunt that she was now nearly thirty, and that she had managed her own affairs, at any rate with safety, for the last ten
years; – but it was to no purpose. Kate would get angry; but Mrs Greenow never became angry. Kate would be quite in earnest; but Mrs Greenow would push aside all that her niece said as though it were worth nothing. Kate was an unmarried woman with a very small fortune, and therefore, of course, was desirous of being married with as little delay as possible. It was natural that she should deny that
it was so, especially at this early date in their mutual acquaintance. When the niece came to know her aunt more intimately, there might be
confidence between them, and then they would do better. But Mrs Greenow would spare neither herself nor her purse on Kate’s behalf, and she would be a dragon of watchfulness in protecting her from the evil desires of such useless men as Captain Bellfield.

‘I declare, Kate, I don’t understand you,’ she said one morning to her niece as they sat together over a late breakfast. They had fallen into luxurious habits, and I am afraid it was past eleven o’clock, although the breakfast things were still on the table. Kate would usually bathe before breakfast, but Mrs Greenow was never out of her room till half-past ten. ‘I like the morning for contemplation’
she once said. ‘When a woman has gone through all that I have suffered she has a great deal to think of.’ ‘And it is so much more comfortable to be a-thinking when one’s in bed’ said Jeannette, who was present at the time. ‘Child, hold your tongue’ said the widow. ‘Yes, ma’am,’ said Jeannette. But we’ll return to the scene at the breakfast-table.

‘What don’t you understand, aunt?’

‘You only
danced twice last night, and once you stood up with Captain Bellfield.’

‘On purpose to ask after that poor woman who washes his clothes without getting paid for it.’

‘Nonsense, Kate; you didn’t ask him anything of the kind, I’m sure. It’s very provoking. It is indeed.’

‘But what harm can Captain Bellfield do me?’

‘What good can he do you? That’s the question. You see, my dear, years will go
by. I don’t mean to say you ain’t quite as young as ever you were, and nothing can be nicer and fresher than you are; – especially since you took to bathing.’

‘Oh, aunt, don’t!’

‘My dear, the truth must be spoken. I declare I don’t think I ever saw a young woman so improvident as you are. When are you to begin to think about getting married if you don’t do it now?’

‘I shall never begin to think
about it, till I buy my wedding clothes’

‘That’s nonsense, – sheer nonsense. How are; you to get wedding
clothes if you have never thought about getting a husband? Didn’t I see Mr Cheesacre ask you for a dance last night?’

‘Yes, he did; while you were talking to Captain Bellfield yourself, aunt’

‘Captain Bellfield can’t hurt me, my dear. And why didn’t you dance with Mr Cheesacre?’

‘He’s a
fat Norfolk farmer, with not an idea beyond the virtues of stall-feeding.’

‘My dear, every acre of it is his own land, – every acre! And he bought another farm for thirteen thousand pounds only last autumn. They’re better than the squires, - some of those gentlemen farmers; they are indeed. And of all men in the world they’re the easiest managed.’

‘That’s a recommendation, no doubt.’

‘Of course
it is; – a great recommendation.’

Mrs Greenow had no idea of joking when her mind was intent on serious things, ‘He’s to take us to the picnic tomorrow, and I do hope you’ll manage to let him sit beside you. It’ll be the place of honour, because he gives all the wine. He’s picked up with that man Bellfield, and he’s to be there; but if you allow your name to, be once mixed up with his, it will
be all over with you as far as Yarmouth is concerned.’

‘I don’t at all want to be mixed up with Captain Bellfield, as you call it,’ said Kate. Then she subsided into her novel, while Mrs Greenow busied herself about the good things for the picnic. In truth, the aunt did not understand the niece. Whatsoever might be the faults of Kate Vavasor, an unmaidenly desire of catching a husband for herself
was certainly not one of them.

Y
ARMOUTH
is not a happy place for a picnic. A picnic should be held among green things. Green turf is absolutely an essential. There should be trees, broken ground, small paths, thickets, and
hidden recesses. There should, if possible, be rocks, old timber, moss, and brambles. There should certainly be hills and dales, – on a small scale; and above all, there should be running
water. There should be no expanse. Jones should not be able to see all Greene’s movements, nor should Augusta always have her eye upon her sister Jane. But the spot chosen for Mr Cheesacre’s picnic at Yarmouth had none of the virtues above described. It was on the seashore. Nothing was visible from the site but sand and sea. There were no trees there and nothing green: – neither was there any
running water. But there was a long, dry, flat strand; there was an old boat half turned over, under which it was proposed to dine; and in addition to this, benches, boards, and some amount of canvas for shelter were provided by the liberality of Mr Cheesacre. Therefore it was called Mr Cheesacre’s picnic.

But it was to be a marine picnic, and therefore the essential attributes of other picnics
were not required. The idea had come from some boating expeditions, in which mackerel had been caught, and during which food had been eaten, not altogether comfortably, in the boats. Then a thought had suggested itself to Captain Bellfield that they might land and eat their food, and his friend Mr Cheesacre had promised his substantial aid. A lady had surmised that Ormesby sands would be the very
place for dancing in the cool of the evening. They might ‘Dance on the sand’ she said, ‘and yet no footing seen.’
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And so the thing had progressed, and the picnic been inaugurated.

It was Mr Cheesacre’s picnic undoubtedly. Mr Cheesacre was to supply the boats, the wine, the cigars, the music, and the carpenter’s work necessary for the turning of the old boat into a banqueting saloon. But Mrs
Greenow had promised to provide the eatables, and enjoyed as much of the éclat as the master of the festival. She had known Mr Cheesacre now for ten days and was quite intimate with him. He was a stout, florid man, of about forty-five, a bachelor, apparently much attached to ladies’ society, bearing no sign of age except that he was rather bald, and that grey hairs had mixed themselves with his whiskers,
very fond of his farming, and yet somewhat ashamed of it when he found himself in what he considered to be polite circles. And he was, moreover,
a little inclined to seek the honour which comes from a well-filled and liberally-opened purse. He liked to give a man a dinner and then to boast of the dinner he had given. He was very proud when he could talk of having mounted, for a day’s hunting,
any man who might be supposed to be of higher rank than himself. ‘I had Grimsby with me the other day, – the son of old Grimsby of Hatherwick, you know. Blessed if he didn’t stake my bay mare. But what matters? I mounted him again the next day just the same.’ Some people thought he was soft, for it was very well known throughout Norfolk that young Grimsby would take a mount wherever he could get it.
In these days Mrs Greenow had become intimate with Mr Cheesacre, and had already learned that he was the undoubted owner of his own acres.

‘It wouldn’t do for me,’ she had said to him, ‘to be putting myself forward, as if I were giving a party myself, or anything of that sort; – would it now?’

‘Well, perhaps not. But you might come with us.’

‘So I will, Mr Cheesacre, for that dear girl’s sake.
I should never forgive myself if I debarred her from all the pleasures of youth, because of my sorrows. I need hardly say that at such a time as this nothing of that sort can give me any pleasure.’

‘I suppose not,’ said Mr Cheesacre, with solemn look.

‘Quite out of the question.’ And Mrs Greenow wiped away her tears. For though as regards age I might dance on the sands as merrily as the best
of them –’

‘That I’m sure you could, Mrs Greenow.’

‘How’s a woman to enjoy herself if her heart lies buried?’

‘But it won’t be so always, Mrs Greenow.’

Mrs Greenow shook her head to show that she hardly knew how to answer such a question. Probably it would be so always; –but she did not wish to put a damper on the present occasion by making so sad a declaration. ‘But as I was saying,’ continued
she –If you and I do it between us won’t that be the surest way of having it come off nicely?’

Mr Cheesacre thought that it would be the best way.

‘Exactly so; – I’l do the meat and pastry and fruit, and you shall do the boats and the wine,’

‘And the music’ said Cheesacre, ‘and the expenses at the place.’ He did not choose that any part of his outlay should go unnoticed.

‘I’ll go halves in
all that if you like,’ said Mrs Greenow. But Mr Cheesacre had declined this. He did not begrudge the expense, but only wished that it should be recognized.

‘And, Mr Cheesacre,’ continued Mrs Greenow. ‘I did mean to send the music; I did, indeed.’

‘I couldn’t hear of it, Mrs Greenow’