Can You Forgive Her? (65 page)

Poor, wretched, overburthened child, to whom the commonest lessons of life had not yet been taught, and who had now fallen into the hands of one who was so ill-fitted to teach them! Who would not pity her? Who could say
that the fault was hers? The world had laden her with wealth till she had had no limb free for its ordinary uses, and then had turned her loose to run her race!

‘Have you written to your cousin?’ her husband asked her the next morning. His voice, as he spoke, clearly showed that his anger was either over or suppressed.

‘Yes; I have asked her to come and drive, and then to stay for dinner. I
shall send the carriage for her if she can come. The man is to wait for an answer.’

‘Very well,’ said Mr Palliser, mildly. And then, after a short pause, he added, ‘As that is settled, perhaps you would have no objection to ask Mrs Marsham also?’

‘Won’t she probably be engaged?’

‘No; I think not,’ said Mr Palliser. And then he added, being ashamed of the tinge of falsehood of which he would
otherwise have been guilty, ‘I know she is not engaged.’

‘She expects to come, then?’ said Lady Glencora.

‘I have not asked her, if you mean that, Glencora. Had I done so, I should have said so. I told her that I did not know what your engagements were.’

‘I will write to her, if you please,’ said the wife, who felt that she could hardly refuse any longer.

‘Do, my dear!’ said the husband. So
Lady Glencora did write to Mrs Marsham, who promised to come, – as did also Alice Vavasor.

Lady Glencora would, at any rate, have Alice to herself for some hours before dinner. At first she took comfort in that reflection; but after a while she bethought herself that she would not know what to tell Alice, or what not to tell. Did she mean to show that letter to her cousin? If she did show it,
then, – so she argued with
herself, – she must bring herself to endure the wretchedness of her present lot, and must give up for ever all her dreams about Raphael and Fornarina. If she did not show it, – or, at any rate, tell of it, – then it would come to pass that she would leave her husband under the protection of another man, and she would become – what she did not dare to name even to herself.
She declared that so it must be. She knew that she would go with Burgo, should he ever come to her with the means of going at his and her instant command. But should she bring herself to let Alice know that such a letter had been conveyed to her, Burgo would never have such power.

I remember the story of a case of abduction in which a man was tried for his life, and was acquitted, because the
lady had acquiesced in the carrying away while it was in progress. She had, as she herself declared, armed herself with a sure and certain charm or talisman against such dangers, which she kept suspended round her neck; but whilst she was in the post-chaise she opened the window and threw the charm from her, no longer desiring, as the learned counsel for the defence efficiently alleged, to be kept
under the bonds of such protection. Lady Glencora’s state of mind was, in its nature, nearly the same as that of the lady in the post-chaise. Whether or no she would use her charm, she had not yet decided, but the power of doing so was still hers.

Alice came, and the greeting between the cousins was very affectionate. Lady Glencora received her as though they had been playmates from early childhood;
and Alice, though such impulsive love was not natural to her as to the other, could not bring herself to be cold to one who was so warm to her. Indeed, had she not promised her love in that meeting at Matching Priory in which her cousin had told her of all her wretchedness? ‘I will love you!’ Alice had said; and though there was much in Lady Glencora that she could not approve, – much even
that she could not bring herself to like, – still she would not allow her heart to contradict her words.

They sat so long over the fire in the drawing-room that at last they agreed that the driving should be abandoned.

‘What’s the use of it?’ said Lady Glencora. There’s nothing to
see, and the wind is as cold as charity. We are much more comfortable here; are we not?’ Alice quite acquiesced
in this, having no great desire to be driven through the parks in the gloom of a February afternoon.

‘If I had Dandy and Flirt up here, there would be some fun in it; but Mr Palliser doesn’t wish me to drive in London.’

‘I suppose it would be dangerous?’

‘Not in the least. I don’t think it’s that he minds; but he has an idea that it looks fast.’

‘So it does. If I were a man, I’m sure I shouldn’t
like my wife to drive horses about London.’

‘And why not? Just because you’d be a tyrant, – hire other husbands? What’s the harm of looking fast, if one doesn’t do anything improper? Poor Dandy, and dear Flirt! I’m sure they’d like it’

‘Perhaps Mr Palliser doesn’t care for that?’

‘I can tell you something else he doesn’t care for. He doesn’t care whether Dandy’s mistress likes it.’

‘Don’t
say that, Glencora.’

‘Why not say it; – to you?’

‘Don’t teach yourself to think it That’s what I mean. I believe he would consent to anything that he didn’t think wrong.’

‘Such as lectures about the British Constitution! But never mind about that, Alice. Of course the British Constitution is everything to him, and I wish I knew more about it; – that’s all. But I haven’t told you whom you are
to meet at dinner.’

‘Yes, you have – Mr Bott’

‘But there’s another guest, a Mrs Marsham. I thought I’d got rid of her for today, when I wrote to you; but I hadn’t She’s coming.’

‘She won’t hurt me at all,’ said Alice.

‘She will hurt me very much. She‘ll destroy the pleasure of our whole evening. I do believe that she hates you, and that she thinks you instigate me to all manner of iniquity.
What fools they all are!’

‘Who are they all, Glencora?’

‘She and that man, and –. Never mind. It makes me sick when I
think that they should be so blind. Alice, I hardly know how much I owe to you; I don’t, indeed. Everything, I believe.’ Lady Glencora, as she spoke, put her hand into her pocket, and grasped the letter which lay there.

That’s nonsense,’ said Alice.

‘No; it’s not nonsense.
Who do you think came to Matching when I was there?’

‘What; – to the house?’ said Alice, feeling almost certain that Mr Fitzgerald was the person to whom Lady Glencora was alluding.

‘No; not to the house.’

‘If it is the person of whom I am thinking,’ said Alice, solemnly, ‘let me implore you not to speak of him.’

‘And why should I not speak of him? Did I not speak of him before to you, and
was it not for good? How are you to be my friend, if I may not speak to you of everything?’

‘But you should not think of him.’

‘What nonsense you talk, Alice! Not think of him! How is one to help one’s thoughts? Look here.’

Her hand was on the letter, and it would have been out in a moment, and thrown upon Alice’s lap, had not the servant opened the door and announced Mrs Marsham.

‘Oh, how
I do wish we had gone to drive!’ said Lady Glencora, in a voice which the servant certainly heard, and which Mrs Marsham would have heard had she not been a little hard of hearing, – in her bonnet

‘How do, my dear?’ said Mrs Marsham. ‘I thought I’d just come across from Norfolk Street and see you, though I am coming to dinner in the evening. ‘If s only just a step
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, you know. How d’ye do, Miss
Vavasor?’ and she made a salutation to Alice which was nearly as cold as it could be.

Mrs Marsham was a woman who had many good points. She was poor, and bore her poverty without complaint She was connected by blood and friendship with people rich and titled; but she paid to none of them egregious respect on account of their wealth or titles. She was staunch in her friendships, and staunch in
her enmities. She was no fool, and knew well what was going on in
the world. She could talk about the last novel, or – if need be – about the Constitution. She had been a true wife, though sometimes too strong-minded, and a painstaking mother, whose children, however, had never loved her as most mothers like to be loved.

The catalogue of her faults must be quite as long as that of her virtues.
She was one of those women who are ambitious of power, and not very scrupulous as to the manner in which they obtain it She was hardhearted, and capable of pursuing an object without much regard to the injury she might do. She would not flatter wealth or fawn before a title, but she was not above any artifice by which she might ingratiate herself with those whom it suited her purpose to conciliate.
She thought evil rather than good. She was herself untrue in action, if not absolutely in word. I do not say that she would coin lies, but she would willingly leave false impressions. She had been the bosom friend, and in many things the guide in life, of Mr Palliser’s mother; and she took a special interest in Mr Palliser’s welfare. When he married, she heard the story of the loves of Burgo and
Lady Glencora; and though she thought well of the money, she was not disposed to think very well of the bride. She made up her mind that the young lady would want watching, and she was of opinion that no one would be so well able to watch Lady Glencora as herself. She had not plainly opened her mind on this matter to Mr Palliser; she had not made any distinct suggestion to him that she would act
as Argus
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to his wife. Mr Palliser would have rejected any such suggestion, and Mrs Marsham knew that he would do so; but she had let a word or two drop, hinting that Lady Glencora was very young, – hinting that Lady Glencora’s manners were charming in their childlike simplicity; but hinting also that precaution was, for that reason, the more necessary. Mr Palliser, who suspected nothing as to
Burgo or as to any other special peril, whose whole disposition was void of suspicion, whose dry nature realized neither the delights nor the dangers of love, acknowledged that Glencora was young. He especially wished that she should be discreet and matronly; he feared no lovers, but he feared that she might do silly things, – that she would catch cold, – and not know
how to live a life becoming
the wife of a Chancellor of the Exchequer. Therefore he submitted Glencora, – and, to a certain extent, himself, – into the hands of Mrs Marsham.

Lady Glencora had not been twenty-four hours in the house with this lady before she recognized in her a duenna. In all such matters no one could be quicker than Lady Glencora. She might be very ignorant about the British Constitution, and, alas! very
ignorant also as to the real elements of right and wrong in a woman’s conduct, but she was no fool. She had an eye that could see, and an ear that could understand, and an abundance of that feminine instinct which teaches a woman to know her friend or her enemy at a glance, at a touch, at a word. In many things Lady Glencora was much quicker, much more clever, than her husband, though he was to
be Chancellor of the Exchequer, and though she did know nothing of the Constitution. She knew, too, that he was easily to be deceived, – that though his intelligence was keen, his instincts were dull, – that he was gifted with no fineness of touch, with no subtle appreciation of the characters of men and women; and, to a certain extent, she looked down upon him for his obtusity. He should have been
aware that Burgo was a danger to be avoided; and he should have been aware also that Mrs Marsham was a duenna not to be employed. When a woman knows that she is guarded by a watch-dog, she is bound to deceive her Cerberus
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, if it be possible, and is usually not ill-disposed to deceive also the owner of Cerberus. Lady Glencora felt that Mrs Marsham was her Cerberus, and she was heartily resolved
that if she was to be kept in the proper line at all, she would not be so kept by Mrs Marsham.

Alice rose and accepted Mrs Marsham’s salutation quite as coldly as it had been given, and from that time forward those two ladies were enemies. Mrs Marsham, groping quite in the dark, partly guessed that Alice had in some way interfered to prevent Lady Glencora’s visit to Monkshade, and, though such
prevention was, no doubt, good in that lady’s eyes, she resented the interference. She had made up her mind that Alice was not the sort of friend that Lady Glencora should have about her. Alice recognized and accepted the feud.

‘I thought I might find you at home,’ said Mrs Marsham, ‘as I know you are lazy about going out in the cold, – unless it be for a foolish midnight ramble,’ and Mrs Marsham
shook her head. She was a little woman, with sharp small eyes, with a permanent colour in her face, and two short, crisp, grey curls at each side of her face; always well dressed, always in good health, and, as Lady Glencora believed, altogether incapable of fatigue.

‘The ramble you speak of was very wise, I think,’ said Lady Glencora; ‘but I never could see the use of driving about in London
in the middle of winter.’

‘One ought to go out of the house every day,’ said Mrs Marsham.

‘I hate all those rules. Don’t you, Alice?’ Alice did not hate them, therefore she said nothing.

‘My dear Glencora, one must live by rules in this life. You might as well say that you hated sitting down to dinner.’

‘So I do, very often; almost always when there’s company.’

‘You’ll get over that feeling
after another season in town,’ said Mrs Marsham, pretending to suppose that Lady Glencora alluded to some renaming timidity in receiving her own guests.

‘Upon my word I don’t think I shall. It’s a thing that seems always to be getting more grievous, instead of less so. Mr Bott is coming to dine here tonight.’

There was no mistaking the meaning of this. There was no pretending even to mistake
it. Now, Mrs Marsham had accepted the right hand of fellowship from Mr Bott, – not because she especially liked him, but in compliance with the apparent necessities of Mr Palliser’s position. Mr Bott had made good his ground about Mr Palliser; and Mrs Marsham, as she was not strong enough to turn him off from it, had given him the right hand of fellowship.

‘Mr Bott is a Member of Parliament,
and a very serviceable friend of Mr Falliser’s,’ said Mrs Marsham.