Captains Outrageous (15 page)

“Would you really have done that?”

“Probably not,” he said. “Will you still call my father?”

“Sure,” I said. “We’ll call once. He’s not there, you’re shit out of luck. I’m not going to make it a career.”

“Thanks. I’ll find a way to write out the phone number for you. You know, that guy in the cowboy hat is right. It does smell like a fart in here.”

“Yeah,” Leonard said, “and I smell it best when you open your mouth.”

20

N
EXT DAY
we were out. I don’t know what Veil did, but we were out. Basically, I think it was because they didn’t have the evidence to hold us and Veil was one persuasive, smart sonofabitch. But I knew in Mexico, they can hold you anyway, so I figured some money had changed hands.

It didn’t help Billy any. He was there when we left, looking like a friendly dog in the animal shelter, hoping someone would pick him before they came with the needle.

Although Veil and I had known each other for years, in an off and on sort of way, I couldn’t quite figure Jim Bob being in Mexico. We weren’t bosom buddies. Me and Leonard had only met him once before. But he’d apparently taken a liking to us, or maybe he was just bored with hogs, or owed Charlie a favor.

All I knew for certain was once, when the chips were down, and my balls were literally on ice, Jim Bob saved my life. It was a tense situation, punctuated with gunfire and death. But the way Jim Bob acted, you would have thought he had shown up to have a manicure and a massage.

I don’t know I’d vouch for it being true, but Charlie once said Jim Bob was so cool and tough he made Leonard look like a sissy.

One thing for certain, those two ever went at it the sparks would fly so high and hot the moon would catch on fire.

We gathered at a table in the hotel where Jim Bob, Veil, and Charlie were staying. Charlie and Jim Bob were sharing a room. Veil had one of his own. That’s the way Veil is. On his own. Even when he was with you he was on his own.

We bought some food at a café, had it wrapped, brought it up to the hotel. Tamales and fish stewed in some kind of sauce, tortillas and sodas.

We ate while we talked.

“So can we go home?” I said.

“Sooner the better,” Veil said, eyeing me with his good eye. The tan Armani suit he was wearing looked as if it might have been previously worn by one of Jim Bob’s hogs. “Mexican law officials have a way of changing their minds.”

“Or they run out of the money you gave them,” Charlie said.

“So money was paid,” I said. “Jim Bob, was it you?”

“Why the fuck would I do that? I don’t even know you.”

“Oh.”

“It was Charlie,” Veil said.

“Sorry, Charlie,” I said. “It’s just you’re so tight with money I wouldn’t have guessed.”

“Yeah,” Charlie said. “It was my money, and I’m missing it already. I had plans for it. I was gonna do some work on my trailer. Maybe get me a blow-up fuck doll and a refrigerator with an ice maker.”

“They’re nice,” Leonard said. “John’s got one.”

“A doll or a refrigerator with an ice maker?” Charlie asked.

“The refrigerator,” Leonard said. “You got me, you don’t need no blow-up doll … Besides, those male dolls, the dick doesn’t hold air worth a damn. And the balls collapse right away.”

“Don’t suck so hard,” Jim Bob said. “Besides, Charlie gets one, he’ll want a ewe or a heifer. Right, Charlie?”

“Eat shit,” Charlie said.

“Thanks again, Charlie,” I said. “Seriously, we appreciate it.”

“Jim Bob paid for the rooms,” Charlie said. “I only go so far.”

“Thanks,” Leonard said.

“Shit,” Jim Bob said, “I didn’t have nothing to do. Divorce cases lately, and I’m sick of that. I had to sneak around last week and take photos of a fat husband cheating on his fat wife, and he wasn’t even porkin’ some kind of blond bimbo. Had him another porker. It was like I was back at my place, sittin’ in the backyard watchin’ the hogs fuck. Gettin’ that on film, that was ugly. I think there ought to be some kind of law against it.”

“I think there is,” Veil said.

“What the hell were they doin’?” Leonard said. “Fuckin’ out in the open?”

“They had them a picnic spot,” Jim Bob said. “I’d tracked them to it before. It was night. They thought they were safe. But I have an infrared camera. I snuck up on ’em, first I thought two hot air balloons had come down in the park and were bouncing together. But nope, it was just two really fat, ugly people.”

“Your friend, Veil, here,” Charlie said, “you owe him some money too. He put up some of the air flights.”

Veil grinned at me. It was the kind of smile barracudas are famous for. I knew he didn’t want the money, but he sure wanted to make me think he did. It was his idea of a joke. Veil didn’t travel in humor circles much so he kind of laughed at what amused wolves.

“So you all helped us,” Leonard said.

“I brought everygoddamnbody,” Charlie said. “I didn’t have any idea what you two morons might be into. It’s usually pretty deep shit. Actually, I think you got out easy this time. They could have held you until Mexico had a solid economy. In other words, for life.”

“And I want you to know it’s appreciated,” Leonard said. “On the other hand, that appreciation is going to have to go a long goddamn ways. I haven’t got any money to pay you back with. Hap does, though.”

I sighed. “Yep. And it seems to be disappearing faster than sweat on an Eskimo’s lip.”

“I don’t believe they call themselves Eskimos anymore,” Charlie said. “They’re Inuits. Eskimos is not an accepted term anymore.”

“Yeah,” Leonard said, “and the name of the black race isn’t nigger anymore either, but I still hear it.”

“Actually,” Charlie said. “Black is passé. You are now an African-American.”

“Charlie,” Leonard said. “You can kiss my woolly black African-American ass.”

We got transportation to Cancun up the way, flew out of there that afternoon, caught another flight in Mexico City, then headed to Houston Intercontinental. Veil didn’t go with us. Next thing we knew he was gone. We neither saw nor heard him slip out. He was at the airport with us one moment, then he wasn’t.

It didn’t worry me. That’s the way he operated. Showed up when you needed him, disappeared like the Lone Ranger. Or the Patched Ranger in this case.

Veil had his own agenda.

The flight from Cancun made me sick. It was a prop. It was all we could get. It bucked and weaved and threatened to strike the ground. Out of Mexico City it was a jet and a better flight.

Charlie and Leonard sat together, along with a red-faced man in a plaid jacket that liked to talk. I could hear him all the way in the back of the plane where I sat next to Jim Bob. Or almost next. The seat between us was empty. It was occupied by Jim Bob’s hat.

I talked to Jim Bob about the events that led up to Beatrice’s death. I figured I owed him as much of an explanation as possible, considering he’d left his hogs at home with a farmhand and had come all the way down to Mexico to help spring us.

I said, “They let us off easy as they did, I guess they feel certain we didn’t do it? You talked to them. Do they have any idea who did it?”

“No. They sort of like your blond friend for it, but they don’t sound real convinced. I speak damn good Spanish, amigo, and believe me I quizzed them. I’m always curious, even if it isn’t any of my business. Especially if it isn’t any of my business. They just think you guys are gringo assholes down there for Mexican poontang. They think Beatrice was whoring. Did you know she was a call girl?”

“What?”

“That’s right. An expensive one. Or at least had been.”

“Are you positive?”

“According to them. They say they knew her. But, keep in mind, those boys might lie to an old cowboy.”

“Drugstore cowboy.”

“Hogs may not be cattle, but they got to be tended to.”

“I can’t believe it.”

“Really, hogs are a lot of work.”

“I mean about Beatrice.”

“Oh, well, as I said, that’s what I was told. Said she usually worked pretty high-end, but in the last few years they hadn’t heard from her. Then this. They think she tried to pull a trick, pick up a little extra, got the wrong man, someone who wanted more than a ride in the tunnel, and he did her in.”

“Did they say why?”

“Because he wanted to. Bad hombre.”

“So they don’t really think Billy did it?”

“Being honest, I’m not sure what they think.”

“Yeah, they were fairly inscrutable.”

“I hate to perpetuate a stereotype, but those fellas were about as crooked as a dog’s hind leg. Enough money and they’d think Walt Disney did it.”

“He’s dead.”

“See what I mean.”

“I guess it could have happened that way. But it would have been just what Beatrice feared. This Juan Miguel.”

“Yeah. It could have been revenge against her father.”

“What I’d like to know is where in hell was Ferdinand.”

“The police would like to know too. That way they could pistol-whip him and have him explain a few things. I reckon you guys weren’t Americans, you’d have gotten the bad end of a rubber hose. Irritating the American consulate, though, is not something they like. Pees in the tourist water.”

“Ferdinand took off? That seems odd, considering what happened to his daughter.”

“Maybe he could see the handwriting on the wall, Hap. He knew this Juan Miguel would want him next, and him being killed wasn’t going to bring his daughter back, so he took off in his boat.”

I stewed over these revelations the rest of the way to Houston. At the airport, we caught a shuttle to airport parking. We rode back to LaBorde in Jim Bob’s near-thirty-year-old, blood-red Cadillac, festooned with curb feelers. Inside, fuzzy dice and baby shoes dangled from the mirror, and on the windshield were silhouettes of dogs and people with slash marks through them.

“You fix this car up like this?” Leonard said. “Or is it some kind of punishment you got to bear?”

“This sonofabitch can outrun the Concorde,” Jim Bob said.

“But does it stay on the ground?” Leonard asked.

“Sometimes,” Jim Bob said.

“Jim Bob,” Leonard said. “Thy middle name is class.”

“Veil ride down with you guys?” I asked.

“Nope,” Charlie said. “I called him, and he just sort of showed up at the jailhouse in Mexico. How long you known that guy?”

“Long enough,” I said. “I don’t see him that often, but trust me, he’s aces with me.”

“Seems it’s the same with him,” Charlie said. “I called him like you said, said you were in trouble, and he didn’t even wait to find out what kind of trouble. He said, Yes, and where is he?”

“He’s kind of an asshole, actually,” Leonard said. “But he’s an asshole worth having on your side.”

“You’re an asshole,” Charlie said.

“I know,” Leonard said.

“You too,” Charlie said to me.

“I know.”

“Don’t even say it, Charlie,” Jim Bob said.

21

W
E ARRIVED
in LaBorde just after dark, dropped Leonard off at John’s house. When John opened the door he let out a yell. They embraced. With his arm around John’s shoulders, Leonard turned and waved at us. John waved too. As they went inside a shape low to the ground came out of the dark, waddled into the light.

Bob the armadillo. The critter followed them inside while Leonard held the door open.

“Now that’s weird,” Jim Bob said.

“His name is Bob,” I said. “He likes vanilla cookies, slow walks in the rain, and he doesn’t carry leprosy like many armadillos.”

Through the open door I could see warm yellow light and there was the sound of classical music playing.

Leonard closed the door.

I rolled up the window and we rode on.

My place was dark as a hit man’s plans. Even in the dead of summer, it looked cold. When I got out of the car—the Red Bitch, Jim Bob called it—I could smell the stench of charred wood from the apartment below. Upstairs, where I lived, seemed like the place where a body ought to be laid out on a cooling board. My pickup was parked in the yard. No one had stolen it. No insurance money for me. No new transportation. Just this piece of shit.

“You guys don’t stay up too late watching movies and spitting water,” I said.

“Piss off,” Charlie said, rolled up his window, and away they went.

He may have quit smoking, but late at night, or when he was tired, he grew kind of irritable.

I didn’t have my key. I realized it when I was halfway up the stairs. No problem. I trooped downstairs, found the spare I keep in a metal box under a brick, went up, unlocked my door, and went inside.

The place smelled stale as an old maid’s closet.

I turned on the light.

No dog jumped up to greet me.

Brett didn’t come out of the back room in a negligee.

A small spider scrabbled across the floor, perhaps in greeting.

I stepped on it.

A few roaches were scuttling about in the kitchen. Making a sandwich perhaps.

I sat down at my kitchen table.

I got up and locked the door.

I sat down at the table again.

A roach darted out of the corner, stopped about three feet away. Perhaps he thought this was his home now and I was an intruder. He finally got tired of trying to stare me down, rushed away.

I noticed there were rat turds next to the refrigerator. I wondered if rats would use a sandbox like a cat. I wondered if I could train them. It was nice to know these were just average-sized rats. Not like the ones in the Mexican jail that could be saddled.

At least I hoped they were average size. Maybe the Mexican rats had flown in with us, ridden in Jim Bob’s trunk and had hustled into my house when I arrived.

Maybe I needed a lot of rest.

I got a diet cola out of the fridge. I didn’t have an ice maker either.

I sat down at the table again.

I drank half the soda.

No roaches came back out to see me.

I didn’t really want to think about rats anymore.

I was never going to have an ice maker.

It was tough having all these important things to think about.

I went to bed.

I was so tired, disappointed, and low on self-esteem, I couldn’t even manage enough energy to abuse myself.

Next morning I lay in bed for a while and thought about that poor girl in the hospital, wounded by some nut for no reason. I thought about Beatrice, and I felt weak and lonely, like a pine straw being buffeted by the ocean. Lately I was having a lot of those thoughts, feeling my mortality. Realizing more strongly than ever before that I had lived more life than I had left, and I wasn’t liking that revelation at all.

I often told myself I didn’t mind aging, but now I found myself constantly wishing I was young and that I could do it all over again, and differently.

Wished my hip didn’t hurt so bad, that all those places where my ribs were broken had not been broken. When I was young my fight injuries, received while defending myself, or just because I shot my mouth off when I shouldn’t, were a badge of honor. Now the badges hurt. The pins that held them to me were buried in my hide too deep and time was causing them to go deeper. The badges were feeling heavy as anvils; they were tugging at the pins; they weren’t worth wearing.

I got up slowly, twisting gingerly to make cracking noises come from my back, hip, knees, and ankles. I felt like something made of Tinkertoys, but screwed down way too tight and somehow rotten at the center, fearing that if I turned just a little too far in one direction the whole of me might come undone.

While I was brewing coffee, I noticed the light blinking on my answering machine. I looked at it, saw it registered five messages.

I listened to them. A couple were phone sales. But three of them were from Brett. Two supported the first. The first I played over three times so I could hear her voice.

“Hap. This is Brett. You know what, life sucks if you let it. I’ve been letting it. No more feeling sorry for myself. My daughter is going to turn tricks if I want her to or not. I’m thinking about getting a new puppy and a wax job. One or the other. Or maybe I’ll get a puppy and give that little scooter a wax job. Give me a call. Better yet, come by and see me. Bring your dick.”

Pure Brett. I was at a stage in my life where I really hoped it was more me she wanted to see than the dick. Though, like all males, I could tolerate that part if I had to. No arm twisting necessary.

While my coffee brewed I looked for something to eat, but there was only spoiled milk and moldy bread. I put the bag of bread and the plastic milk carton in the trash.

I showered, dressed, poured up a cup of coffee, went down to my car and out of there.

I went by a little café and bought some biscuits and bacon, drank their coffee. I drove to the hospital then, went up to where Sarah Bond still had a room.

I didn’t know if I was allowed or not, but I opened the door and slipped in. She was asleep. She didn’t have as many tubes and wires in her this time, but she looked only marginally better. Her face was pale as Lazarus before Jesus raised him. She was still patched and taped up. Only a little of her face showed. I reached over, patted her hand, and went out.

As I walked down the hall to the elevator, I thought about what Leonard had told me once. About how things didn’t happen for a reason, they just happened. And he was right. But Sarah being attacked, me trying to help her, had set a series of events in motion.

I wondered if things would have been different for Beatrice had I not come along. Maybe I shouldn’t have cut that fishing line, put her and Billy at odds with one another. I could have let her do what she wanted to do, as distasteful as it might be to me. She might have gotten her money if I had. Might have paid her bills and spared her life.

I wondered if Brett was on duty. We had met in this hospital. It was a very romantic memory. She had stuck a needle in my ass.

I went down to the desk and asked. She wasn’t on duty, still worked the night shift. Of course, I knew that. I was just hoping against hope. I drove over to her place.

The yard was ripe with sunburned brown grass, and a lawn chair had been gathered up and near turned over by the foliage. It was as if the lawn had grassy hands and it was using them to tip the chair.

I went up and knocked on the door. Gently at first.

No answer.

Less gently.

I heard someone moving behind the door.

I hoped it wouldn’t be some man.

That would certainly be a disappointment.

Brett opened the door. She was wearing an oversized T-shirt and slippers made like bears. Her red hair was wadded around her face. She smiled slightly, said, “Well, if it isn’t Hap Collins. Come on in.”

“I’ve missed you,” I said.

“You sure you haven’t just missed what’s between my legs.”

Brett was like that, vulgar, to the point. Being Gilmer High School Sweet Tater Queen some many years ago hadn’t gone to her head.

“I missed that too,” I said. “I was thinking maybe that’s all you missed about me.”

“Well, I missed what was between your legs, Hap, but there’s plenty of that around.”

“Oh, good. Now I feel better.”

“I finally think I’ve got my head on straight. Killing people can kind of dig itself in deep, like a tick. I think I pulled off the body but the head’s still in me.”

“That’s one way of putting it.”

“You don’t have some other floozy you’re porkin’ do you?”

“No. But God how I’ve tried.”

“There hasn’t been anyone else, Hap. Not for me.”

“Well, there has been someone else, but … that’s over.”

“Wasn’t the same as with you and me, was it?”

“Nothing is. Also, she’s dead.”

“That’ll kill a relationship, all right. Sorry I said that. Are you still sad about it?”

“Darlin’, I’m always sad about something.”

“Sit down, sweetie, tell me all about it. I haven’t had breakfast. Want some? Breakfast, I mean.”

“Just ate. But I’ll drink coffee with you.”

Brett clanged some stuff around, came back with a piece of toast for herself, poured us coffee. We sat down at the table. She put one hand on my leg.

“I really have missed you,” she said.

“Same.”

“I know about how you saved that girl. You saved my girl too, Hap. You saved me. You’re always trying to save somebody. Everybody but yourself. You ever think about that?”

“Sometimes.”

“I don’t want you to think I didn’t appreciate what you did for me and my daughter.”

“I admit, I wondered. I shouldn’t. That isn’t the way you’re supposed to be. You do something with the best of intentions, it’s supposed to be with the best of intentions and nothing else. But I did wonder. Leonard chastised me for it.”

“Leonard’s a mutant.”

“That must be it.”

“The rest of us wonder about those kinds of things. Hap, it isn’t that I’m ungrateful. Or that I don’t love you. I adore you. It’s just that I’ve been a little lost. Tillie went right back to takin’ strokes for money.”

“Yeah. You told me.”

“Can you believe that?”

“Leonard said she would.”

“Again, Mr. Know-It-All.”

“I get to thinking he’s so smart, what in hell is he doin’ hangin’ around with me?”

Brett laughed. I loved that laugh. It was rich and smoky.

“Tillie may not have changed like I hoped,” she said, “but I like to think she’s safer. As safe as anyone can be in that business.”

“I hope so, Brett.”

“You know I went to the Gilmer Yamboree this year. I told you I rode a float there once. When I was a teenager.”

“Yep. You were Sweet Tater Queen. I’ve seen the photographs. The float is a giant sweet potato. As I recall, you told me you thought it looked like a giant turd.”

“That’s right. And you know what, they didn’t even have a goddamn sweet tater over there this year. Not even as a float.”

“Modernization, what you gonna do? Everybody’s eatin’ McDonald’s french fries. There’s people don’t even know you don’t make french fries out of sweet taters.”

“Actually, you can,” Brett said, “but they don’t taste right. But, shit, you’d think they could find a sweet potato somewhere … Hap, this woman. The one who’s dead. Did you love her?”

“No. I didn’t love her.”

“Do you want to tell me about her?”

“Maybe not just now.”

“You want to leave this shitty coffee and go sweat up the sheets?”

“Boy, do I.”

I guess it was about a week later. Me and Brett had taken to living with one another, and it was working out fine. She had gotten neither puppy nor wax job nor waxed puppy. She did let me shave her pubic hair, however, and I liked that.

We had her daughter, the whore, visit from Tyler. She had dinner with us. Tillie decided she was going to spend the rest of her time taking the basic courses at Tyler Community College, turning tricks less and less. Perhaps a career as a brain surgeon was in her future.

Or maybe she just wanted to learn how to count up her trick money better at the end of the day; run her own whorehouse.

Brett’s son, Jimmy, had finally gotten rid of his Christian Scientist girlfriend. Or rather fate had gotten rid of her for him. She died. Should have had that kidney checked when it first acted up. But she believed in the power of prayer. Her God, however, had other plans. So Jimmy was free. And doing better. Had gone on a bender to Mexico, Brett said. Came home with a box of Chiclets, a sombrero, and a dose of the clap. Nothing penicillin couldn’t clean up. He was no longer teaching Aikido; having gotten beaten up in Mexico he decided he needed more lessons.

Anyway, Brett and I were together again. She had only one new rule for me, having doled it out after I had told a friend she was nursing. I was told to say she was a nurse and never say she was nursing. Brett thought it sounded like she was wet-nursing a baby.

“Could I just say you’re nursing me?” I asked.

“No, you cannot.”

Me and Leonard were back to work at the chicken plant. We were happy as people can be protecting chickens. I learned to never make friends with incoming chickens. Under the circumstances, even a chicken knew it was insincere. You could see it in their eyes, way they held their heads.

One afternoon before Brett and I went to work, we went over to my apartment to start cleaning it out. I had decided at the end of the month to let it go. I had pretty much moved in with Brett anyway. We were talking about marriage and a different house that we might rent, or even buy. Some place big enough to hold all our things and anything else that might come to us. I was seriously thinking about trying to start a real career. As always I was stalled on knowing exactly what. I thought about President of the United States for a couple hours, but I didn’t really want to move out of East Texas. Astronaut was an idea, but considering I disliked flying any more than I had to, I had to rule that out. Plantation owner was another thought. But I didn’t have any land or money and Leonard wasn’t the butler type, so I had to dismiss that. I thought about what was most likely. I kept coming up with chicken plant guard.