Captivated by Your Love (The Blue Heart Series Book 2) (10 page)

Justice held me in a tight embrace, his lips on mine, taking from me what I would give to him and giving back tenfold. I was bent over slightly, his hand in my hair caressing my scalp while his lips continued to sear my mouth. His hands started traveling down my body across my backside and settled on my ass as our lust filled kiss took over our bodies.

“Damn, you two seriously need to get a room.” The back door to the kitchen opened and Reeve walked in. He looked at me and gave me a wink and then went and settled his wine on the cabinet. Justice growled.

“Little brother, enough of the growling. I know you and Bee are together.” He put up his hands. “It’s cool.”

“You could have at least knocked, asswipe. And her name is Abbee.” I slapped Justice on the chest because he was being mean to Reeve and I didn’t like it. Or perhaps this is the way they always talked to one another. Being an only child, I wasn’t used to having a sibling.

“Justice, be nice and for the last time my name is Bee. B-E-E!” I told him.

“Yeah, Justice, be nice,” Reeve told Justice and then winked at me again. What was up with all the winking? If he wanted to piss off Justice he was doing a good job of it. But I think that wink went unnoticed.

“You gonna offer me a beer? I’m beat after a long day at the hospital.” It was obvious he just got off of work considering he was still wearing his scrubs. He was not a bad looking guy, but my eyes were only for Justice. I was so happy with him. He looked tired. His eyes were slightly droopy and they looked a little red. I felt bad for him, I knew he put in lots of long hours. He was such an amazing doctor. People at the hospital always raved about him. It would be so cool if we had a chance to work together.

“Don’t you have anything else to wear other than scrubs?” Justice asked Reeve. He sure was picking on him tonight.

“Okay, enough you two. Do we need to talk about the elephant in the room?” I thought we all needed to talk about that night, the oh so wonderful night. I thought back to Justice on top of me, thrusting himself deep inside of me as my hands wandered his body craving even more than he could possibly give me while Reeve sucked on my tits. I silently sighed to myself. That night had been amazing.

“Nah, I’m good,” Reeve responded, and then went and grabbed a beer out of the fridge. I guessed he was making himself at home. I should have been more polite and a good hostess and went and gotten it for him.

I looked to Justice. “Are you good, honey?”

“He just needs to back the hell off and realize you are with me now. Enough of the flirtatious smiles and winks.” So I guess he did notice. Justice was a very perceptive guy, which I was sure made him an excellent cop.

“Seriously, Justice. That night was just about having fun for me. Calm the hell down. I want you two to be happy,” Reeve replied and then took a sip of his beer. He walked over to Justice and patted him on the back. “I mean no disrespect.” He was such a good guy. I knew he was trying to make Justice relax and I wanted that as well.

“Okay, great. I’m glad we have that cleared up.” Thank goodness Reeve was being so cool about things. Justice just needed to calm the hell down.

Reeve deserved to be happy as well. If I hadn’t met Justice first and clicked with him, I was sure I would have been all up in Reeve’s business. He was hot, a smart doctor and a total sweetheart. He was a true catch. The girl who ended up with him was going to be very lucky. I wish I had someone to introduce him to.

“I can’t wait for the baby to get here.” I turned to Justice. “Thank you for taking me to see her today. I’m so glad she remembered me. I was worried I had been gone too long.”

The back door opened again and this time Sebastian walked in, head down, shuffling his feet. He was still a mystery to me. He was so damn shy but assertive at the same time. I knew our friend Shaina really liked him but he hadn’t shown any interest in her one way or the other. I had a feeling once he found the right woman that he was going to be the most domineering of all the brothers. He had sat back and watched for so long listening and learning from them. Eventually he would find the right one, hopefully Shaina, and it would be a love story you only read about in books. He had a lot of potential and he was so damn cute with his boyish charm.

“Hey, Bee, welcome home.” Sebastian walked over to me and gave me a hug.

“Thank you, sweetie, it’s so good to see you.” He rarely came over to the house. He was either at school, work or singing in the band. I did see him in plenty at shows. “Hey, Sebastian, when is the next show?”

“Tomorrow night actually.” I clapped my hands together and bounced up and down on my feet.

I turned to Justice. “Justice, can we go see them tomorrow night? It’s been over a month since I’ve been to a show and I miss it.”

He bent down and kissed me on the tip of my nose. “You sure?”

I know I had told him that I wasn’t up for going out, but I had the sudden desire to go to one. It sounded like a lot of fun. Hopefully Sydney, Destiny, and Shaina would go as well.

“Yes, I’m positive.”

The doorbell rang. “Be right back,” Justice said, and walked out of the kitchen. He looked over his shoulder and winked at me and then gave me a panty-dropping smile. Damn, he was so delicious. I just couldn’t get enough of him. I decided to run after him because I had a feeling it was Syd, Damien, and the baby.

I was right; they walked through the door. Damien had a casserole dish in his hands and Sydney had baby Lucy. I went up to Sydney. “You better give that baby over to me.”

“Gladly, she just ate so beware of spit up,” Sydney said with a warm smile and then handed the baby to me.

Justice came to my side and started fussing over the baby while I cooed at her. He bent down and whispered in my ear, “You look good with a baby in your arms.”

I looked at him and rolled my eyes. We weren’t going to start with this shit again. “Don’t get any ideas, Justice.”

I went back to fussing over the baby and Justice bent over and licked the shell of my ear and then his breath tickled the inside of it. “Don’t think that I didn’t see that eye roll. That is two now.” I rolled my eyes at him again and smiled. I loved teasing Justice.

“Bee, I’m so glad you decided to come home.” Sydney gave me a sideways hug.

“Me too. I almost didn’t but then Justice was so convincing and bossy that I couldn’t refuse.” Couldn’t, wouldn’t, didn’t really want to. I wanted to be wherever Justice was. It was that simple. Although I put up a fight, I knew in my heart all along that I was going home with him.

“Hey, I heard that.” Justice pinched me on the ass and I jumped a little.

“Hey, mister, watch your hands.” I looked up at him and winked. The thing is, I really didn’t want him to watch his hands, I wanted him to touch me all over.

“You know you like it. Now give me that baby and this time you better share not like earlier today.” I wasn’t quite sure who loved the baby more, me or Justice. When we were around her we were always fighting over who got to hold her. He was wonderful with kids. During the brief times I got to see him with Camden, he was an amazing father. You could tell his son really respected him. I couldn’t wait to spend time with Camden and hoped that he would like me. I would have to spoil him rotten when I had the chance.

“You better back the hell off, Blue, because I’m not sharing so don’t even start.” I took the baby with me and headed toward the kitchen.

“Hey, where are you going with my baby?” Sydney came marching behind me.

“Guys, look who’s here.” I brought her over to Sebastian and he just smiled at her. Then he did something that touched my heart. He took her little hand and placed a kiss in the palm of her hand and then he folded it closed. I looked up at him and saw what a genuine person he truly was. It was the little things that people did that they thought went unnoticed. He was such a good guy. I only wished that he would let Shaina into his heart.

“So, Bee, when are you coming back to the house?” Damien asked me as he cracked open a beer.

“She’s not,” Justice replied for me. What the hell?

“Um, Justice, reach in your pocket and get a clue. I so am.” Reeve walked over to me and snatched the baby out of my arms. I guess he knew there was a fight coming if my red face was any indication.

“Babe, you are staying here with me,” Justice replied, and then grabbed a beer out of the fridge. Everyone was getting beers except for me. I seriously needed one so I went and grabbed one for myself. I opened it and then knocked it back.

“Will someone please help me talk some sense into this man? He thinks I’m staying here with him permanently and I’m not. Gah!” I was getting so frustrated no one spoke up. They all just left me hanging. “Come on, guys, you have to think he is crazy. I just got back and we’ve barely been seeing one another.”

“Bee, as much as I want you to come back to the house and live with us, I’m staying out of this.” Great, my best friend had totally ditched me. Who could I count on now?

“Sebastian, I’ve heard you’re old school. Help a sister out.” I looked to him and he just put his head down and stared at the floor. Was everyone in this room afraid of Justice?

Justice walked over to me and placed his hand under my chin and then lifted my face to his. “I don’t want you to be anyplace that I’m not.” My resolve instantly melted into a puddle of goo on the tile floor. What was a girl supposed to say to that? The truth is I sorta wanted to live with him but this was all so sudden, so soon. I had agreed to ten days and now he was talking an eternity.

“Think about it for me.” He gazed deeply into my eyes.

“Fine, I’ll think about it, but I’m not making any promises.” I could at least tell him I would think about it, but when the ten days were up I was outta here. I missed living with Sydney, Damien and the baby. We were like a family unit the four of us. Plus I loved my girl time.

“Hey, has anyone heard from Destiny? She was supposed to be here a little bit ago,” Justice asked.

The back door opened and in came walking Destiny. “Were you just talking about me, Just?”

“Come here, baby sister, and give your big brother a hug.” She went right into his arms and he held on to her tightly. They were really close and she treated him like a second father. She had gone through some stuff with a guy not too long ago and between Justice and Damien they had really helped her out a lot. I wished she could find a good guy that treated her right.

“You better have a hug for me as well,” I told her, and she came over to me and gave me a warm embrace.

“So glad you are back, Bee. I really missed you. We so need girl time. Wanna get a mani and a pedi tomorrow?” I looked to Justice, no telling what he would have to say about this.

“She can’t, she will be with me.”

“Justice, I’m going. Sorry, you will just have to find something else to do for a few hours.” I really needed a mani and a pedi, especially if I was going out tomorrow night.

“Then I’m going with you,” he replied.

“You what?” I raised an eyebrow at him. I was confused, as usually those types of trips were carved out just for the girls. You didn’t see guys in there bonding over nail polish colors.

“I said I’m going with you,” he said with meaning.

“You, big bossy Justice, is going with us? What, are you going to get your toes painted pink?” Everyone in the room started laughing at my comment. I actually thought it was pretty damn funny myself and started chuckling. Destiny and I high fived one another.

“I’ll find something to do. Next order of business, who’s hungry?” He addressed the room. Well, I guessed that Justice wass going with us tomorrow. That should be very interesting.

“I’m starved. What are you cooking?” Reeve spoke up first.

“I’m gonna grill out some burgers. Come help me, dude.” He grabbed the burgers out of the fridge and then went outside. All the brothers followed him.

Once the door was shut, I turned to my girls and prayed they would have some divine advice for me. I really needed some help with this one. First he wanted me to permanently move in, and then he was going to get a mani and pedi with us. The next thing I would know is that he wanted to get married and knock me up. He was moving fast. So very fast that I didn’t know if I was coming or going with him. I felt like I was in a whirlwind spinning out of control.

“Girls, you have got to help me with this one. I think I’m in way over my flippin’ head here.” I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth and started nibbling on it. I often did it when I was nervous and boy, was I nervous as hell.

“I think you handle him just fine. You put him in his place, which with him you have to or he will walk all over you. Believe me, I’ve had many years of experience with him,” Destiny replied. She didn’t seem the least bit concerned. I was glad she approved of the way I was handling him. I certainly didn’t want to piss off the family. I wanted them all to like me.

“I’m with Destiny. You handle him so well, babe, just don’t take his shit.” The baby started to cry.

“Here, can I hold her, Syd?” Destiny asked, and then grabbed Lucy from Sydney. Lucy stopped crying immediately.

“You two don’t think I’m in over my head with this one?” I wanted their honest advice. Because I felt like I was in over my head in a big way. They both started laughing together at me.

“What, do I have something on my face? Why are you bitches laughing at me?” I pushed my hair away from my face and frowned. I think their laughter was a clear indication that I was in over my head. I could handle Justice for the most part, but it could be tricky sometimes.

“You are in way over your head but I’m loving every minute of it,” Sydney said, and then started laughing. That bitch was just going to leave me to hang out to dry with this one.

“Gah.” I was in serious need of more booze and perhaps some pain reliever for the headache I felt coming on. What the hell was I going to do?

“Justice, you weren’t serious, dude, about moving Bee in here already?” Damien asked me as I flipped over a burger on the grill. I turned and looked at him.

“Serious as a heart attack.” I was dead fucking serious. I wanted her with me all the time. In fact, I had plans to permanently tie her to me. Soon. Really fucking soon. I was sure she had a hunch because I had asked her parents if I could marry her; she just didn’t realize the term of my plans. I knew it was going to be one hell of a fight because that was what we did, we fought and then we made up. I couldn’t wait to have make-up sex with her. Hell, I would take any type of sex. I just wanted to be with her. To see her come alive under me and to hear her soft moans and my name whispered from her lips.

“You have to give her time to adjust; she’s been through a lot lately.” Damien seemed overly concerned. I knew he adored Abbee and considered her a closer friend. He looked after her like he did our little sister, Destiny. They were tight. But I honestly felt like I had her best interest at heart. I knew what she needed and that was me.

“I know exactly what she needs right now. Watch, once she stays here for a little while she isn’t going to want to leave. I’ll make damn sure of that.” I would spend all my days trying. I wanted her with me always. She was a refreshing balm to my soul. I was happy when I was around her and it was like she brought the color into my world. Everything was so much more vivid when she was around.

Sebastian walked over to us and joined in on the conversation. “I think that what they have is beautiful. If I found a girl I was that crazy about I wouldn’t let her go either. I would fight for her.” The man of a few words had just spoken. My little brother was very passionate about things, and finding the right woman and settling down was one of them.

“See, Damien, Sebastian agrees with me.” Check one for me. Now if I could get Damien and Reeve to agree with me I would be golden. My ma was going to be so happy when she found out I had brought Abbee back home with me. She was rooting for us as well and knew how deep my feelings ran for her. And my feelings ran really deep.

“Sebastian, speaking of women, what is up with you and Shaina?” I had to know. It was the big mystery of the family. I had seen the way he looked at her and of course the way she looked at him. Their feelings were written all over their faces just waiting to be read. I wanted my little brother happy, he deserved a girl. One that would treat him right. I had spent some time with Shaina over at Damien‘s and she was a good girl, I really liked her. She had a heart of fucking gold and I knew she would treat my brother right. He needed a good woman like her.

“I’m just not ready yet,” he said and looked down.

“Brother, give me your eyes.” He looked up at me. Yep, it was written all over his face. He wanted her. “You can’t let her slip away from you, she is a good one. I’ve met a lot of women in my day and I honestly think you have met your match with her. What’s not to be ready about?” He seriously needed to explain because I was really curious. When I liked a girl I went after her full force. Which was obvious with Abbee. “Isn’t your dick itching to get inside of her?”

“Well…” He was just gonna leave me hanging like that.

“You can do better than well. So what is the problem; I don ‘t fucking get it?” I looked at him for answers. He held my eyes and then turned away and then back at me.

“I think I need another beer,” he told me and then walked off into the house.

“What the fuck, guys? He is not like us at all. If I were in his shoes I would be fucking Shaina all the time.” Not that I was attracted to Shaina, I only had eyes for Abbee, but it was a no brainer.

“Just be patient with him. You know he’s shy. He’ll eventually come around and when he does he just may end up being hell on wheels,” Damien interjected.

“Yeah, I totally agree with Damien. Once he starts he isn’t going to be able to stop,” Reeve said.

I flipped over a burger, they were just about done. I needed to get the cheese. “Hey, I’m going to run inside and get the cheese. I’ll be right back.”

“I’ll go. I could use another beer.” Reeve headed for the door.

“Thanks, man,” I told him, and then took a sip of my own beer.

It was just me and Damien. I had a feeling he was going to unload on me. But what came out of his mouth really shocked the shit out of me. “You know he’s still a virgin.”

What the hell who was he talking about? “Huh? Come again?”

“Sebastian. He’s still a virgin, told me a while back.” I raised an eyebrow. This was very intriguing. My little brother was still a virgin.

“You don’t say?”

“Don’t say anything because he was pretty private about it. He’s just waiting for that perfect woman to come along. He’s waiting for Mrs. Right.” I could understand that, I had been holding out for Mrs. Right for a while now. I was just glad I had finally found her. But I didn’t get Sebastian. I love pussy, couldn’t go without it for long. I wondered how he could possibly have never experienced that. Having an orgasm was a fucking rush and felt so damn good.

“Please tell me he at least jacks off?” He needed to do something. I was sure he woke up with a hard on.

“Yeah, he did admit to that. But I’m telling you, the guy was pretty serious about this. I feel like he is waiting to see what happens with Shaina. I think he really likes her but won’t say anything.” He took a pull off of his beer and Reeve made his way back outside.

“Justice, your girl is fucking nuts.” My girl. I loved the sound of that. Yes, Abbee was my girl. I looked to him to see what he was talking about though. The less he paid attention to Abbee the better.

“Why, what did she do?” Nothing could surprise me about her. She was always up to something and had me in stitches most of the time.

“She’s in your kitchen rearranging all your cupboards. She said you don’t put stuff in the right spot.” He gave me one of his goofy grins and I heard Damien start to laugh. This shit wasn’t funny.

“She’s what?” I didn’t think I heard him right.

“Dude, she is in your kitchen rearranging shit. It’s pretty comical actually. Destiny and Sydney are assisting her. She is going to town.” What the fuck. I guess I did hear him right. Why the hell was she messing with my kitchen? Sure I wanted her to be comfortable at my house. My home was her home and all that shit, but for one, we had people over and for two, I didn’t like my shit messed with. I had the perfect place for everything.

“Hey, one of you guys needs to finish up the burgers. I have to go see what the hell is going on in my kitchen.” Yup I had just said my kitchen. It was mine for now.

Leaving the grill, I headed for the door. As I approached I could hear the clanging of pots and pans and cabinets being shut. She better have a good explanation.

I walked into my kitchen and took in the sight in front of me. For one of the few times in my life I was speechless. Couldn’t come up with a word. There were pots and pans littering the floor, on top of the counter I saw my silverware caddy, but what really caught my attention was Abbee bent over inside a cabinet with her ass in the air. I wanted to fuck her and fight with her at the same time. I was pissed. Really fucking pissed off at the moment.

“What the hell is going on in here?” I looked to Abbee and saw her freeze.

She backed out of the cabinet under the counter and just looked at me, then her lips turned up into a smile. It was a smile that reached her eyes, in fact, I saw some humor in them. This wasn’t a joke, this was my fucking kitchen. My house damn it.

“Oh, I was just doing some rearranging. I hope you don’t mind?” she said nonchalantly.

“Don’t mind!” I raised my voice. “Don’t mind? I’m fucking furious!” I felt my pulse thump a little harder and my body start to tense.

“Well, if I’m going to be staying here for a little while I need to know where things are and you didn’t have your kitchen set up very well.” She motioned to all of my stuff on the floor. “So I’m just helping you out.”

“Helping me out?” I rubbed my hand on the back of my neck to try and ease the tension. “How the hell do you think this is helping me out? I have everything where I want it.” What the fuck was up with this? I didn’t sign up for this shit. It was beyond the pale.

She gathered herself off the floor and stood. “You know I don’t have to stay here. I was just trying to make myself at home.” She looked to Sydney. “I can just go back home with Sydney tonight.”

“The hell you are.” She thought I was pissed about the kitchen; she had just set me off. My hackles rose. If she thought she was leaving me she had another thing coming.

“No, I think I’m going to go back there. It would be for the best. I’ve clearly upset you.” She was actually playing nice right now and I wanted to put her over my knee and spank the shit out of her. And I would spank the shit out of her and she would fucking love it. I think she had actually been trying to taunt me with her eye rolls and they had worked so far.

“Like I said, you aren’t going anywhere.” I was firm in that statement. She may have just royally fucked up my kitchen but I wasn’t going to let her leave over it.

She placed her hands on her hips and pushed out her nice titties. “You don’t control me, Justice Blue.” Now she was pissed. Oh boy, here comes a big fight. I didn’t want to fight in front of my siblings but I thought they were getting used to how we operated.

I had to think on that for moment. I knew I didn’t control her, hell I didn’t want to control her I wanted her to be her own person, but if I did have a say she wasn’t going anywhere. “You’re not going.”

“Am too.” I saw her face turn red. Yep, I had lit the firecracker and she was going to explode.

She stomped out of the room and headed for my bedroom. I quickly followed her. “Where are you going?”

She looked over her shoulder, still eating up the distance to my bedroom. “Somewhere you’re not.”

“Abbee, just stop. Fucking stop.” I didn’t want her away from me. She seemed pretty serious about leaving tonight.

“You don’t fucking own me, Justice.” She huffed and walked into the bedroom then started getting her bag together.

“Fuck.” I heaved out a breath. “I don’t understand. How are you mad at me when you are the one that took it upon yourself to rearrange my kitchen? I don’t fucking get it.”

She took her suitcase off the bed, slamming it to the floor. She walked up to me and pointed a finger at me. “You, damn you!” She pulled in a breath. “You act like you own me and I don’t like it. You pretend like what I want doesn’t matter. I don’t like to be treated like I’m a piece of property. The sooner you figure that out the better.” She began walking towing her suitcase that was behind her.

“You can’t leave,” I pleaded with her. She was completely fucking serious. I was going to lose her. My heart sank in my stomach.

“I can and I am. If you want to control something get a pet. I’m not your property, Justice. I may have said I was yours but you take it to an entirely different level.” Fuck me. She headed for the front door and I felt a lump form in my chest the size of a mountain.

“Baby, please don’t leave,” I pleaded with her and reached out my hand.

She didn’t take it; instead she brought her hand to the door and opened it. Now I was wishing we hadn’t gotten her car today. She was leaving, really fucking leaving me. Fuck my life.

“Goodbye, Justice.” She didn’t turn around, she just walked out the door, taking my heart with her.