“I can't stop thinking that it's my fault.”
“Well, it's not your fault,” said Henry. “It just turned out that way, that's all. It's nobody's fault.”
“Do you think we're gonna die?”
“Don't be talkin' like that, now! It'll be all right. There's bound to be a rescue ship come by today or tomorrow. They know we're out here so the whole sealing fleet will be here lookin' for us.”
“Yeah, but how would they find out that we're out here? Who would tell them?”
“The same way your mother knows you stowed away. All the ships have Marconi sets. It's the lawâever since all those fellers from the
Newfoundland
froze to death
.
The operator in Horse Islands would have sent a message to St. John's and the other ships would have picked it up. You mark my words: this place'll be swarmin' with ships in no time.”
“I hope so, cause it's getting' colder,” said Jackie, as he flapped his arms.
“Yeah, I guess our little taste of spring is over. The wind is after shifting; that nor'west wind will certainly make it a bit colder. And, wouldn't you know it? After having a clear sky all day until we're almost blinded, now it decides to cloud over. We're in for a dark night, I would say.”
“All I hope is that we don't freeze to death.”
“Why don't you move into the shelter? At least you'll be in the lund, away from the wind.”
“Some shelter! I can't see how I'll be any warmer in a house made of ice blocks and with no roof.”
“Well, you'll be better off than you are out here. We went through all the trouble of manhandling all those pieces of ice to build the thing, so we might as well make use of it.”
“Why don't we light a fire? We could move all the wood down into the shelter and then it would be warm.”
“I've told you; we need to save the wood for a signal fire. We got it all clove up nice and arranged on the highest point we can find and that's where it's staying, so we're ready as soon as a ship comes in sight.”
An hour after the western sky had given up the last vestiges of the day, they could barely see one another. Henry had the first watch, but Jackie was not inclined to try sleeping. Even though the air temperature was not as cold as it had been the previous night, the wind made it feel colder. Henry leaned against his gaff, with the point stuck into the ice, as Jackie stood next to him, with one hand grasping Henry's sleeve, as much for comfort as for stability.
“So, if a ship don't show up, is there a chance we could drift to shore?” said Jackie. “That could happen, couldn't it?”
“Absolutely. But I still think a ship will find us first. You gotta have some faith, Jack!” He paused. “But let's say we decided to continue the trip for the hell of it. We should be clear of Cape John by now. That's the closest we'll be to land for a long time. If we stayed on an easterly heading we would cross the mouth of Notre Dame Bay, and if we're lucky we just might strike Fogo Island on the other side, maybe around Joe Batt's Arm.”
“Fogo?” said Jackie. “Didn't you point that out on the way up, when you were showing us the way to Cottle's Island?”
“Yes, I believe I might have.”
“So we must be going back in the direction we came from?”
“If my navigating is correct, we are. You didn't happen to see a flashing light anytime last night, did you?”
Jackie thought he detected a little doubt in Henry's normally confident voice. “You mean like from a lighthouse? I saw it at the beginning but after a while it went away. Why?”
“That was the lighthouse on Gull Island, off Cape John.”
“I guess we're not close to land, then, because I never saw it after.”
“I suppose the wind could be driving us to the east of it, then,” Henry said uncertainly.
“So if we're driftin' back the way we came, is there a chance we could end up back in St. John's?”
Henry laughed. “No chance at all. We went north from St. John's and then we bore west and nor'west. If we missed Fogo we would drift on out into the Atlantic on the Labrador current.”
“And we'd be goners,” Jackie said flatly.
“We would be if it wasn't for the rescue ship that's going to pick us up. Ashbourne's got an auxiliary schooner in Twillingate, a big three-master with a gas engineânot a miserable old steam engine like the
Viking
had. If they can get her out of the harbour she could come by tonight. We would be right in her path, since Twillingate is between us and Fogo. And besides thatâlike I keep tryin' to convince youâthere'll be other sealing ships, too. They could come from any direction. So we need to keep our eyes peeled tonight.”
After pondering Henry's words for a few minutes, Jackie asked, “So if Twillingate is closer than Fogo, why wouldn't we drift to Twillingate?”
“That could happen. We could end up driftin' anywhere. If we got a north or nor'west wind we would go right up into Notre Dame Bay. Then there's no end to the landfalls.”
“So why do you want to drift to Fogo?”
“It's not that I want to end up in Fogo; it's just that Fogo is the most northerly point of land to the east of us. Because it blew westerly all day yesterday and now it's after swingin' to the northwest, that should push us in the bay. It's about fifty miles across the bay. You got Cape John on one side and Fogo on the other, so if we drifted right across we would hit Fogo. When we're almost across there's Twillingate.”
“Right.”
“I'm hoping that we're far enough south right now that we're lined up to hit Fogo. If we're even farther south then, yes, we could hit Twillingate. But if we're too far north, we'll miss them both, which means there will be no hope of hitting land.”
Jackie was quiet for a while as the gravity of Henry's last statement sank in. Then his disembodied voice came out of the darkness: “So there's nothing at all past Fogoâjust water?”
“Pretty much.” Another long silence. “Well, there's the Funks I suppose, but that's a long ways past Fogo and is a pretty small target. And to tell you the truth I think we'd be just as well off on the ice as we would be trying to get onto the Funks.”
“That's where Simeon shot the polar bear, right?”
“Not as far as the Funks, but that's where we were headed.”
“You must have got there, then, did ya?”
“We did.”
“That's a queer name. What's it like?”
Henry chuckled. “There's not much to it, really; just a small rocky island maybe half a mile long, covered in bird shit.”
“Where did all the bird shit come from?”
“Where do you think? From the arse end of a lot of birds.”
“Well, I know; I'm not that stunned! But enough to cover a whole island? That sounds to me like a lot of birds.”
“There's a whack of birds out there. I'll bet there's a million turrs alone, not to mention stearins and gulls and pigeons and God knows what else.”
“Pigeons? We got lots of them in St. John's and I can tell you they know how to shit.”
“No, these are saltwater pigeonsâdiving birdsânot a bit like your pigeons. Sometimes, when you see them swimming underwater, they look just like fish. They're a barrel of fun to watch, dartin' around.”
“I know what turrs are,” said Jackie. “Mom cooked some once. I had to plug my nose just to stay in the house. I never touched it for fear of being poisoned.”
“Sure, what's wrong with you? You can't beat a meal of stuffed turr, with that nice, dark, fishy gravy poured over your potatoes.”
“Yuck. I can think of a lot of things I'd rather have than that. I suppose you eat the stearins tooâwhatever they are.”
“No, they're small and fast birds, hardly big enough to bother with. They got a crook in their wings and they dart around in the air. They can be good and saucy too, I'll tell ya, and shit on your head if you go near their nests.”
“I like the birds that come to our bird feeder. We put seeds out for them in the winter.”
“I know someone else who likes birds,” Henry said softly. “Now, she could tell you the proper names for all of them. She knows the right name for everything.”
“Who's that?”
“Just a schoolteacher I know.”
“Where does she live?”
“Twillingate.”
“Is she your girlfriend?” Jackie asked in a slightly hushed voice, uncertain about asking such a personal question, especially given the way Henry could get upset.
“I'm not sure, Brud. I wish I knew,” Henry replied, with a depth of feeling that even an adolescent boy could not miss.
Thinking of Emily brought Henry's spirits down. He had nowhere near the confidence of rescue that he had been expressing to Jackie. Every mental image of an approaching ship was offset with one of drifting away, slow starvation, freezing to death. A part of him said that would be okay; at least it would end the dull ache in his heart. It was just as well that Simeon didn't finish whatever he was on the verge of telling him about Emily and the new minister. He was still clinging to a glimmer of hope, and fought to keep the memory of Simeon's grave expression from wiping it away.
It was obvious that Jackie couldn't think of anything to say. Through the corner of his eye, Henry could see the helpless expression on his face. Henry wished he could say something to take away the awkwardness, but his inner resources were nearly exhausted. The uncomfortable silence dragged on, until Jackie finally ventured back to a safe topic.
“So, why is it called the Funks if it's just one island?”
“Ohâ¦uh, because there's a couple of smaller islands, just rocks really, barely sticking above high-water level alongside it, and I think the three put together are called the Funks. Maybe it got its name from the smell. You don't want to be downwind from the Funks on a hot day. Of course, there's not too many hot days to worry about around here.”
“I have a hard time believin' that there's that much bird shitâ”
“Sure, there's islands down in South America with so much that they used to ship it to Europe for fertilizer on the fields. They call it guano, and when I was at sea I heard old fellers talk about working on guano ships.”
“A shipload o' bird shit!” Jackie was aghast. “How could they stand it?”
“They never made any mention about it smelling bad. I'm sure it never stunk any worse than capelin on the potato fields on a hot day. That would take the hair off the inside of your nose.”
“Hah!” said Jackie, laughing out loud with a delight that Henry had never heard him express. It was good to hear. “Hair inside your nose; that's a good one.”
“Now, people didn't go out to the Funks to get bird shitâ”
“No, 'cause they could come to St. John's and stand under the pigeons on Water Street. Ha.”
“They went to get eggs. But, it's hellish hard to land there. There's no beach or harbour or anything like that, see, so you need to have decent weather and the tide has to be just so. You bring the boat alongside and wait your chance and then you jump onto a ledge they call the bench. You scravel up the slope to the top of the cliffs and then you're all set. In breeding season sometimes the eggers would get hundreds of dozens. It's a wonder to me how they could take so many eggs and not wipe out all the birds,” Henry continued. “They couldn't get them all, I suppose. And, for the life of me, I can't figure out how they got back aboard the boat without smashin' 'em all.”
“I'm sure I'd break all mine,” said Jackie.
“I heard there used to be these big birds lived out on the Funks. They were wonderful swimmers and divers. I guess they were too stupid to be afraid of people, and even if they were, they couldn't fly, so they were pretty easy to huntâif you call that huntin'âno different from sealin', though, I suppose. They'd get a whole shipload of them and salt them down, and before long they were all killed off.”
“Was that the Great Auk?” said Jackie. “I learned about them in school.”
“Great hawk, isn't it, like a fish hawk?” said Henry.
“No, auk. Like the sound you make when you're windin' up to spit a big green one.”
“Well, now, since you bring it upâheh, hehâI'd say some fellers go hawk and some go auk,” said Henry.
“Hey, let's have a spittin' contest! See who can spit farther. I used to love those when I was a kid.”
“Before you grew up, eh?” said Henry. “Sure, but how are we gonna tell who wins. It's as black as the inside of a bear.”
“Oh, yeah,” he laughed. “Tomorrow, then.”
The wind blew at their backs and they had to keep shuffling to stay warm, hunching their shoulders and tucking their heads down into their coat collars.
“Shockin', you know, how greedy people can be sometimes, to wipe out a whole family of creatures like that,” said Henry. “Not a one left. I've seen the same thing with men on the sealing grounds. Not satisfied just to get a load; if there's seals on the go they got to kill 'em all regardless. All I can say is that it's a good thing the Funks is such a miserable, out-of-the-way place; otherwise there wouldn't be a living thing left out there.”
“How far away is it from the land?”
“A nice ways off. Let's see now, Offer Wadham is about ten or twelve miles off Musgrave Harbour, and the Funks is a good ways past that. Thirty-five miles, I suppose,” he said.
“What's Offer Wadham?”
“An island.”
“What kind of name is thatâOffer Wadham Island?”
“It's an island named after somebody named Wadham, I suppose.”
“Yeah, but what does it mean, Offer Wadham?”
“Oh, that? Offer Wadham is farther off than the Wadham Islands. It's offer. Get it?”
Jackie rolled his eyes. “Git away wit' ya. You're makin' this up.”