Chicken Soup for the Soul Christmas (17 page)

I gathered this little person in my arms as my tears welled up, nestled him close, and whispered, “Thank you.” A day that had started out in frazzled chaos had evolved into an unexpected moment of awakening joy and contentment.

This scene has since become a favorite family tradition, one that rescues the heart and soul in the knick of time during the chaos of the season—a priceless gift for the giver and recipient alike.

Lisa May

Christmas Cards

Let's face it: it's that time of year again. And I don't just mean it's time to trim trees or hang lights or buy gifts. I mean it's time to get out the gold pen and the holiday stamps, and send out the annual Christmas cards!

Make no mistake about it, choosing the right card takes a lot of thought. Are you the type who likes cuddly baby animals or more of a religious theme? Do you prefer reindeer, Santa Claus, or winter snow scenes? Or are you, like my friend Shirley, more of the gingerbread man type?

So this year I've decided to bypass the whole card-choosing issue and do what any typical, proud mother would do: find a picture ofmy family and turn it into a card.

I started by sorting through the past year's batch of pictures for one where my entire family looked happy, relaxed, and well-tanned, preferably taken somewhere in nature. Not too much to ask, right? But, shockingly enough, after going through several stacks, I found, you guessed it, not one single picture that fit this criteria. So I went back through and tried to find a picture with three of us smiling and one of us with good hair. Then I tried to find a picture with most of us clean and sort of grimacing.

And then finally just any picture that had all four of us in it fully dressed at the same time. Still nothing, except for one taken in the midnineties on the day we brought my son home from the hospital. But this would only shock and confuse people.

It was obvious from all this that we needed to get a new picture taken just for the card. So we all got into our good velvet clothes, and I called my neighbor Linda to come
over with her camera.

“Quick, come and take our picture,” I hissed into the phone, “before someone gets a runny nose or sneezes or picks up the cat or something.”

Now Linda is an avid picture taker, so you'd think that chances are that least one picture would come out decent enough to use as a Christmas card. So imagine my surprise when I got the pictures back from being developed and sawtwenty-four pictures of a rather surprised–looking, red-eyed family standing in front of various household appliances.

So I took the matter into my own hands and moved on to plan B: take pictures of the kids outside among all of the festive holiday decorations. Mind you, I use the term “festive” loosely since all we had in front of our house was a string of colored light bulbs put up sometime in 1992.

Then I remembered the upscale neighborhood three blocks away, where everyone went overboard each year with decorating their front lawn.

It was a brilliant plan.

“You can't take pictures of our children in front of strangers' houses,” my husband said. “What will our friends think?”

“That we got a bigger house and trendier Christmas lights?”

“Very funny.”

The good news is that these pictures came out great. I took fabulous shots of my children posing in front of cutout wooden snowmen, reindeer, and even between the three wise men in a miniature cardboard manger.

The bad news is that in the end my husband was right.

It just seemed, well, deceitful to send them out. Instead, I chose a rather plain picture of the kids sitting on the living-room floor holding an ornament.

But that's okay. You see, today I received a photo Christmas card from my old college friend Lisa who lives in a condo in south Florida. It was a lovely scene of her family gathered around a cozy fireplace mantel holding a cat. As far as I know, she doesn't own a cat or, for that matter, a fireplace. In fact, now that I take a closer look, I'm not even sure that's her real husband!

But, somehow, that comforts me.

Debbie Farmer

Paper Chains

P
leasure is spread through the earth in stray
gifts to be claimed by whoever shall find.

William Wordsworth

Christmas is coming. I know this like I know my age, weight, and password to my Yahoo account. Lest I forget this fact, I have my own useful visual tracker hanging from the baker's rack. This ticker is made of red and green construction paper links stapled together in a simple AB pattern. We call it: The Chain.

I can't remember the year my sister-in-law, Christi, and I came up with The Chain. It must have been when we were idealistic twenty-somethings, and visions of cherry-cheeked, pajama-clad children icing unburnt sugar cookies danced in our heads.

Kylie was two-and-a-half when she stayed with me while Christi and Rudy traveled to Germany for a wedding. She did not understand the slow passing of days without her mother, but she understood “nighty-night.” I made a countdown chain of paper moons. Every night, she'd tear off one yellow link. She could see how many more nights until Mama would snuggle her to sleep again. It turned out to be an ideal representation of elapsing time, easy for young minds as well as hands to grasp. Sometime after the trip to Germany, and before the children grew mustaches, we decided to make a countdown chain for Christmas.

This sounds simple. It shouldn't be much trouble to make twenty-five one-by-nine-inch strips and staple them together, right? (I prefer stapling over gluing—who has time to hold and count to one thousand ten before moving on?) If we had known this tradition would take hold with the consistency of figgy pudding, we might have rethought our grand chain. But it is not just a countdown chain; it is a countdown
activity
chain. Change those first two letters around, lose a “ti,” and you have “cavities.” Stay with me here. I'm about to make a connection. December is full enough of sweets and treats and time demands. We've created a decadent activity countdown chain that challenges the minty freshness of anyone's goodwill. What's to blame here? Is it motherhood, teacher-hood, or the constant lure of insanity?

Come Thanksgiving, the kids are already bugging us. “When are you making The Chain? Can we make The Chain today? Mom, Mom, Mom, chain, chain, chain. Mom, chain, all the way.” It starts to sound like an old prison chant—to the tune of “Jingle Bells.” And so the planning begins.

Christi prints out two December calendars. Each of us writes down all the things already on our calendar, like gymnastics, school concerts, holiday programs, and church events. Then we brainstorm a list of additional activities that we think the kids would like to do. We plan simple things for already packed school nights, like delivering a poinsettia to someone special, drinking hot cocoa with a candy-cane stir stick, or finding a wrapped gift on the movie shelf (open and enjoy). On weekends, we schedule more time-consuming activities, like cleaning our rooms for Santa, making rice crispy treats with homemade marshmallows, or chopping a cord of wood for the neighbor.

That's when the coordination happens. We plan the entire month of December, synchronizing days and events like the goddesses we are. Unfortunately, things don't always work out as planned. Take day five: Make a garland out of starlight mints. First, I had to make a special trip for starlight mints. The three bags I bought had candies in sleeves, without twisted ends of cellophane. Who on earth can tie those tiny wings together? Not possible.

So, my nine-year-old daughter, Emily, and I spent a few hours wrapping starlight mints in green plastic wrap and tying curly ribbon between the candies. I thought of Christi at her place doing the same things with her kids and wondered how her garland was going. I later heard that it didn't take her long to get out the old, crusty glue gun and start hot-gluing her mints together. Too bad my stapler didn't go through hard candy.

To complicate traditions, I have a fourteen-year-old this Christmas. His passion for The Chain has, shall we say, dimmed, if not lost its luster altogether. He informed me several times that he didn't think we should do The Chain this year, that the activities were, in a word, silly.

My heart sank a little as I agreed that he may feel too old to participate in The Chain any longer, and I'd respect his feelings. “But remember, son, Emily is only nine, so let's not squelch her enthusiasm.” He opted out of most of the activities, but that's not to say he's not involved in Christmas; he's just traded tasks. Instead of making garland, he stood on the roof (to my stomach-quivering horror) and put up the outside lights. He passed on riding the Santa Train but dragged a large, heavy pinion pine a half-mile over the sagebrush hills of Brunswick Canyon. He didn't decorate the tree, but he got it in the stand. I couldn't have thought up all the new things he's doing this year—this man-boy who stands taller than me, talks deeply, and wears a shadow on his upper lip.

The Chain is a countdown to Christmas—a visual representation and a chance to make the most of the gifts this season has to offer. It's become a tradition laden with memories of decorating gingerbread houses, donating gifts to others, and caroling on cold December nights. It's a reminder that the journey is more important than the destination, that every day counts. I can look in Emily's cornflower blue eyes and pause without watching milliseconds fly by. I can savor a smile from Andrew in all his teenage glory and hold it close to my heart. And maybe this tradition is a mother's way to slow down the invisible ticker inside us, the one that says our kids are growing up, and someday won't be children anymore. Just maybe, if we do it half-right, those links we form with them will be stronger than paper, softer than steel, and easily reparable with a little hot cocoa and a candy-cane stir stick.

Thirteen days to Christmas. Who wants to make an origami donkey?

Tracy Schmid

The Christmas Bagel

. . .
A
nd with its shining radiance light,
Our tree of faith on Christmas night.

Thelma J. Lund

The first time I celebrated Christmas, I was twenty-nine. That's the year I met my husband, Mark, and traveled to Maryland to visit his family for the holidays.

I'm Jewish, but I thought I understood Christmas. I had visited Rockefeller Center many times to see the Christmas tree, watched the skaters laughing and slipping on the ice below, smelled chestnuts roasting, or listened to jangling bells on horse-drawn buggies in Central Park. And who could miss Santa at Macy's, the stores brimming over with toys, and carolers singing holiday cheer? When I was growing up, Christmas filled our neighborhood. Christmas day, the kids came out with enormous grins, boasting about new skates, bikes, and Monopoly sets.

Nevertheless, I didn't really understand Christmas until that year with Mark's family. His siblings traveled from east and west for a heart-warming tradition that whittled away the year's separation. I marveled at the tree brushing the ceiling with homemade ornaments, stockings hanging over a roaring fire, and green and red sugar cookies disappearing in the twinkling of an eye. Like a kid in a candy shop, I sniffed the balsam-scented air, sipped eggnog with cinnamon and nutmeg, laughed at family stories I've since heard a hundred times, and watched the family open presents all wrapped in pretty bows. Christmas filled the house with so much joy that I felt I discovered a special new world, but I still maintained my Jewish heritage with resolve. After all, I had Hanukkah with dreidels, menorahs, gold coins, potato latkes, and, best of all, my family.

That second year, Mark and I celebrated Christmas in his tiny studio in Brooklyn Heights. We bought a tabletop Christmas tree. What else would fit in an apartment the size of a postage stamp? After setting it up, we left in search of our first decorations.

“Unbelievable,” I said, spying an ornament in a local card shop. “It's a little transparent bulb with a plastic bagel inside suspended on a little red bow!”

Mark laughed. “Perfect. We'll put it on the tree.”

“On the top,” I exclaimed. “Instead of a star, it will represent the merging of our lives.”

“Sure,” Mark muttered. “Whatever you say, dear.”

Amazing how he knew just the right words, and we weren't even married yet.

That bagel adorned the top of our little tree and continued to do so throughout the years of our engagement, marriage, and the birth of our two wonderful children, Sara and Natalie.

In fact, our children, who celebrate both Christian and Jewish holidays, accepted that ornament as naturally as a cat drinks milk. They didn't know any better—until one day when Sara came home from school in December with a class assignment.

“We have to bring in a holiday memento that's special to our family,” she said with a worried look on her face. “And tell why it's special. What should I bring?”

“Why, the bagel ornament, of course,” I said, without hesitation. “It's been in our family for over ten years.”

“Are you sure?” she asked. “What should I say about it?”

“You can describe how Mommy is Jewish and Daddy is Christian, and how it's a symbol of how we celebrate and honor our differences.”