Chills (3 page)

Constance blinked at the rebuke. He knew. She turned her gaze away from London’s busy street to find him smiling at her. Smiling? What on earth was there to smile about on a day like today?

“Much better.”

“Do my manners really matter so much when I will be leaving, my lord?”

“You are not leaving.”

Constance shook her head. Of course he would demand she stay. When word circulated that the Sunderland Grange’s had pockets to let, society would think she was the marquess’ charity case. She did not think she could bear that.

“My sister has made great progress since your arrival. I need you to extend your stay for at least a month—possibly longer.”

“You cannot be serious. I am to be married next month.”

Ettington set his cup aside. “About that. I fear you will have to give me further particulars about Mr. Cullen. I don’t believe we are acquainted.”

Constance considered laughing at his mistake, but thought better of it. “Of course you know Mr. Cullen Brampton.”

The marquess shook his head. “The details please.”

Constance bit her lip to hold in her protest. How typical of the marquess to forget anyone without a rank to match his own. It must truly surprise him to remember her name. Although, he had forgotten the nickname he gave her. She couldn’t quite remember when he’d ceased using it either.

She shook her head. “I was only to stay for two weeks. Virginia never gave any indication in her letters that anything was wrong with her at all.”

Ettington shrugged. “Virginia has not been herself for a long time. I would not worry too much about the content of the letters. Please stay. She needs your company.”

Constance glared at the unusually insistent lord, but her annoyance dimmed at his expression. He was pleading. He must truly be worried about his sister.

“Ah, there you are, my dear,” Ettington exclaimed as Virginia rejoined them. “Did the housekeeper give you any trouble today?”

“Heavens, yes. I don’t know how you tolerate her absent-minded ways.” Virginia’s face scrunched in irritation. “She never remembers from one day to the next that you do not like fowl. She’s always trying to slip it somewhere into the menu.”

The marquess stretched for his teacup, eyes flickering to Constance as if to promise the discussion wasn’t over. “I’m sure you cleared the misunderstanding up. Miss Grange was just telling me of the sights she wanted to see in the coming week. It sounds as though there are a great many places she wishes to visit.”

“Oh, what places were they?” Virginia’s voice trembled.

Constance scrambled to think up something suitable and non-threatening to put her at ease again. “Well, I must take Falentine riding in the park soon or she’ll grow so fat from idleness that your brother will take her back. And I long to see the theatrics of Astley’s Amphitheatre.”

“Hopefully we’ll not find you perched on one of the performing horses,” Ettington murmured softly. “You mentioned attending the Huntley Ball? Since they are part of your mother’s set, they will expect your presence for at least a short time.”

Constance blinked. Was it too late to box his ears? She couldn’t argue with him about staying in Town in front of Virginia, and he was right about Lady Huntley’s expectations. “Mama will have written them about my stay in London. She will look forward to Lady Huntley’s letter mentioning my attendance. May we go, Virginia?”

Constance left the decision in Virginia’s hands, but from the way her toes tapped beneath her gown, her friend did not want to agree. Constance felt wretched, but it was not right that Virginia hide from society.

Across from her, Ettington closed his eyes while they waited on his sister’s answer.

“I suppose we should attend,” Virginia murmured. She gave a half smile, then rose and hurried out again.

Constance didn’t watch her exit. She was fascinated by the marquess’ reaction. He carefully moved his cup to a table and raised one hand to caress his chest. She had never witnessed the twins sharing pain before, but she was almost certain that’s what she was witnessing now.

The way his long-fingered hand rubbed against the stark black of his waistcoat to disappear beneath the coat edge mesmerized her. His lids cracked open and the blue of his eyes flashed bright within his pale face. He caught her gaze and the misery in his pinned her in place.

“You’re in pain?” she whispered.

“It’s not as bad as it once was. Your influence has lessened the intensity.”

“What is it like?” Constance asked incautiously.

He dropped his gaze. “Like nothing I can explain.”

Ettington stood, gestured for servants hovering at the door to clear away the tea, and then resumed his chair with the debts laid out before him.

Uncertain of what to say next, Constance waited until the maid removed the tea things. All was quiet except for the scratching of Ettington’s quill.

“I apologize. It’s none of my business.”

~ * ~

Jack lifted his pen from the page and thought of a way to respond. Being twins meant sharing more than most siblings—they experienced the other’s pain, and other sharp emotions, too.

The week he had spent avoiding the house had done him some good and given him a brief reprieve from Virginia. Pixie, however, had no idea of the strain Virginia’s distress caused him.

But Jack needed her to stay in London. “Have you ever read a particularly gripping novel? A story that made your blood fire, your soul weep, and happiness shake you from your ennui? It is similar to that experience without the ability to close the book and walk away.”

Jack didn’t bother to turn when Pixie gasped. She had a vivid imagination and a great love of popular novels, judging from the bills before him. She would understand.

The good thing about sharing his concerns with Pixie was that she would never betray them. She would never risk hurting his sister.

“So you will stay?”

Pixie sighed and approached him. “As much as I wish to be of help, I am to wed next month.”

Not if he could help it. “I am so happy you broached that subject again. Virginia needs you. I cannot even convince her to ride in Hyde Park without me as she used to. I cannot be everywhere with her and society already knows of you as my ward. They will accept your longer presence without a ripple of interest.”

Constance raised a hand to her throat. “But I am not your ward.”

“No,” he admitted. “But the assumption will lessen speculation about your longer stay. Together, we can watch over Virginia until she has fully recovered, and prod her to do the things society expects.”

Jack’s plan made perfect sense from his perspective. How her intended would feel about the delay was quite another matter. With luck, the blighter would go away.

“Of course I can stay,” Pixie agreed. “But Mama—”

“Should stop associating with Lord Clerkenwell,” Jack finished, squinting at the note in front of him and changing the subject. Relief that he had succeeded in extending Pixie’s stay for an indeterminate length of time was heady. Jack fought not to smile. She did not appear to trust him when he did.

“How can I stop Mama from talking to her dear friend? I am not her keeper.”

“Insulting people works for me. Perhaps you could try that?”

Jack turned to catch her reaction. Fire burned in her eyes again. He glanced around the room and judged that there were no sharp objects nearby. There were heavy ones, but she might not be able to lift the marble bust of his father too easily. It was life sized, after all.

“You are suggesting I insult the very people who have made Mama’s grief bearable? She was so lost after Papa died. Lord Clerkenwell and his sister were so concerned for Mama that they called every week, regardless of the weather. I take it you don’t have many friends left, my lord. You must be able to count them on one hand.”

Pixie’s response pleased him for its accuracy. True friends were hard to come by but easy to retain. That was the reason she was here. Lord Clerkenwell and his sister would not be his choice for close associates. “And now that her grief has gone, they will deprive her of everything else.”

“That’s ridiculous.”

“But the facts are right in front of us. Most of her gambling losses are to him.” Jack indicated to the pile of papers set to the side. Pixie rushed to flick through them.

When she slumped against the mahogany for support, Jack had to ask one more question. “Does she never win?”

“Mama’s luck has deserted her,” Pixie whispered.

Jack ignored the impulse to stand, to give her comfort. He didn’t think she would react well to that. “Luck has very little patience with people. She needs something more complex to occupy her time with.”

“There is very little to do in Sunderland until the summer months. Maybe we should consider moving somewhere more exciting. Cullen says that Bath has all sorts of diversions. She might be happier there.”

Jack frowned. “Remind me who this Brampton fellow is?”

“Lord Clerkenwell’s heir.”

Jack grimaced when he put a face to the name. “Ah, the sniveling pup is still nosing around, is he? I thought I had dealt with him. No, I am in earnest—you will not be marrying him. I’ll have papers drawn up for your signature today. But while a move to Bath might be good for your mother, I fear you will be bored out of your mind.”

Pixie appeared to grow an inch taller. Her back stiffened to an alarming degree. “I can find happiness anywhere, my lord. Don’t start on about Cullen, again. He has been my close friend these past years. I won’t stand to hear a bad word spoken against him.”

Steel had crept back into Pixie’s voice and Jack stilled at the tone. “You’ve long known my opinion of Mr. Brampton, but I am surprised to hear the young pup speak so fondly of Bath. I’m led to believe Bath is the last stop on the trip to heaven for the old and infirm. Do you wish to spend your days listening to the ailments and remedies sprouted by old gentlemen in search of their missing teeth?”

“I suppose you would know about old and infirm. It must be difficult to drag yourself away from Bath.”

The soft smack of Pixie’s hand covering her mouth echoed through the room. She did not need to throw a thing. She had more cutting power in her tongue than anyone he knew.

Jack let the silence stretch. He tilted his head, fighting to contain the response that begged to be unleashed. Was she too old to bend over his knee, or send to her room? Once his breathing slowed, he counted to ten before standing and walking from the room.

~ * ~

As the stiff-backed marquess left the library, Constance wished her words had gone unsaid. She had overstepped her bounds. She couldn’t say the first thing that came into her head as she had when she was younger. No doubt he was now wishing he had not just begged her to stay. Given her provocation, Ettington had probably gone to pack her things personally.

Constance dropped into the chair he had just vacated. She had neither meant to insult him about his age nor to hint that he was infirm either. But his assessment of her disaster itched under her skin and left her maddened. Cullen had promised the marquess would become a cold, overbearing monster once he gained the title. Could Ettington not show one glimpse of compassion for her plight?

Moving Mama to Bath was going to be torture. But the greater problem would be how Cullen would feel about not living at Thistlemore when they married. He’d been so looking forward to the day he could move in to lighten her load by managing the property properly.

As much as she didn’t want to live in a place where the moment she set foot out the door, she would be forced to speak to someone who was not part of her household, she feared they couldn’t keep the Sunderland property.

Moving to Bath might be the only way to avoid debtor’s prison.

This week in London with Virginia and Jack, enduring the suffocating presence of servants at all hours of the day and night, was enough torment to last her a lifetime. The future Jack described in Bath terrified her.

Constance stilled as she mulled over her last thought. She hadn’t thought of Jack in a long time. He had been the Marquess of Ettington for the last four years—years filled with orders she couldn’t ignore, accounting for her every action to a man who had once been an easy going friend.

Cullen had suggested she should give up her habit of using the marquess’ first name. At first, she had disagreed, until she had glimpsed the damage the marquess’ fists could inflict.

From the moment she had looked into Cullen’s bruised and bloodied face, it had become easier. There had been no reason for the marquess to be spying on her in the orchard that day. She wasn’t the marquess’ property. Constance lifted the page in front of her and grudgingly admired Jack’s penmanship. His lines were neat, his figures legible. He was a man obsessed with doing his best.

And he had thought she was best for his sister. Constance dropped the page and hid her face behind her hand. Oh, she was in so much trouble now. How could she look at him without remembering the horrible thing she had said today?

Actually, today had been a series of horrible conversations with him. It was amazing that she was still standing. According to her mama, the marquess was ruthless, intent on exacting the last penny or pound of flesh from his enemies.