Cold as Ice (20 page)

‘What is it, Jackson?’

He pointed to the screen. He was agitated. He got to his feet and went over to Jeanie. His face was crumpling. He was still pointing at the screen.

‘What is it, Jackson?’

He came over to Jeanie and held on to her as he kept turning back to the television and pointing.

‘Is it Peppa Pig?’ Jeanie watched him. He seemed slightly calmer until Daddy Pig came back onto the screen. He twisted away and buried his face in Jeanie.

‘No. No, Daddy Pig. NO.’

‘What is it, Jackson?’ Jeanie lifted him onto her lap. He clung onto her so hard that he was pinching her arms. He shouted at the telly.

‘No . . . no! Leave Mummy alone!’

‘What is it, Jackson?’ He looked at Jeanie and his eyes filled. ‘It’s okay, Jackson.’ She switched off the telly. She cuddled him and led him across to the table.
She sat him on the cushion on the chair again and she sat next to him. She picked up the crayons and hastily drew Daddy Pig’s head on a piece of paper: his head flat like a hairdryer shape, a
few hairs around his chin, round black glasses. She drew a picture of Daddy Pig’s face and cut out the drawing and then picked up the bag containing the puppets and took some out.

Jeanie held two adult puppets near one another and placed them in front of Jackson on the table. He picked up the Mummy puppet and held it tightly in his left hand. With his right hand he pushed
away roughly the male puppet onto which Jeanie had pinned Daddy Pig’s face.

‘No,’ he repeated.

‘What is Mummy puppet saying, Jackson?’

‘Mummy said, “No no no. Get out. Get out.”’

‘Did Mummy say this man’s name?’ She picked up the Daddy Pig puppet and held it at arm’s length for him to look at it. Jackson nodded. ‘What did she call him,
Jackson? What’s this man’s name?’

He pointed to the puppet. ‘Daddy Pig.’

Tracy came out of the shower. Jeanie stood outside the bedroom door as Tracy got dressed.

‘I want to try another session with Jackson when you’re ready?’

‘Coming.’

‘We are definitely getting somewhere with him now, Tracy. I added another puppet; from the Peppa Pig cartoon. The puppet has Daddy Pig’s face pinned on.’

‘He loves Peppa Pig. He had a Peppa Pig toy when I first met them at the Christmas Fayre,’ said Tracy from behind the closed door.

‘Not any more. He just got very distressed when it came on the telly. He started shouting when the character Daddy Pig came on the screen. I think something about Daddy Pig reminds him of
this man.’

‘I’m ready.’ Tracy came into the lounge and called to Jackson as she pulled out the chair at the table ready for him to climb into. Jeanie waited for Jackson to get settled.
One by one she took three puppets: Scruffy, Jackson and Danielle. She asked the same question each time:

‘Who’s this, Jackson?’

‘Scruffy.’

‘Yes, it’s Scruffy, isn’t it?’ Jackson nodded. ‘Jackson, what colour is your front door?’

‘Pink.’

‘Did you see Mummy when you were standing at the front door?’ Jackson didn’t understand. ‘Jackson, who’s this?’ Jeanie showed him the Mummy puppet and the
Daddy Pig puppet.

‘Where did you see Mummy talking to this man, Jackson?’ Jackson shook his head.

‘Where is Mummy now, Jackson? Do you know?’

Jackson looked around him, his eyes drifted skyward as he thought. A sad expression crept over his face. He shook his head again.

‘Mummy’s gone.’

‘Where was Mummy standing when you saw her last time, Jackson?’

‘Mummy’s in Jackson’s house.’ He frowned. He was thinking hard.

‘And what was Mummy doing?’

‘Mummy shouting. Mummy was very very cross.’ Jackson’s movements became agitated as he wriggled on the chair and flapped his arms in the air.

‘What was she shouting, Jackson?’

Jackson sat up straight in the chair and his face flushed crimson. ‘Get out. Leave me alone.’

‘Where were you, Jackson? Where were you when Mummy said that?’ Jackson looked out into space as he thought. Tracy watched in silence. Hardly daring to make a sound as she breathed
in case it stopped Jackson.

‘Mummy said: “Go back to bed, Jackson. Stay in bed with Scruffy.”’ His eyes flashed to Tracy. ‘“Nanny coming.”’

‘Is that what Mummy said, Jackson? She said, “Nanny’s coming?”’ Jackson nodded. ‘What happened to Mummy then, Jackson?’ He tilted his head one way and
the other but didn’t answer. He picked up the Scruffy puppet and kissed it. ‘Was Mummy on her own then, Jackson?’ Jeanie asked. He shook his head. His eyes went to the puppets. He
reached out deliberately and picked up the one with the Daddy Pig face. He held it near his own face.

‘Leave Mummy alone. Leave her alone.’

Tracy screamed as her phone rang on the shelf. She wasn’t expecting a call. She sensed who it was and looked at Jeanie.

‘Quickly, Tracy. Remember, if it’s him – keep him talking. Ask to speak to her.’ Jeanie got up from the table. ‘Come on, Jackson, let’s see what Nanny’s
got in her bedroom.’ Jeanie led Jackson quickly away.

Tracy stood up and walked over to the phone. She dreaded every step.

‘Hello, Tracy.’

‘Hello.’ The sound of his voice made her want to drop the phone. The closeness to him was unbearable.

‘Are you scared, Tracy?’

‘Yes.’

Tracy could hear classical music playing in the background.

‘I want to speak to Danielle.’

There was another noise in the background that she couldn’t make out. It was like someone had the phone in their pocket or their bag and had rung her number by mistake. Tracy walked
silently through the lounge with the phone in her hand.

She heard a shuffling. The music grew faint as she heard feet walking; then there was the sound of a door opening and the click of a switch. Somewhere at the edge of the room a woman was crying.
The sounds of her cries echoed, grew louder. She heard his feet walk across a hard floor and the sound of his breathing as it rasped down the phone. Then she heard the woman crying again. Her
crying was mixed with shallow breaths.

‘
Please please . . . I’m begging you . . . I’ll do anything . . . please . . . don’t hurt me again.’

Hands muffling the sound around the phone.

‘Did you hear that, Tracy?’

She could hardly breathe.

He laughed. His voice was distorted like last time; it was liquid and deep and one sound rolled into another.

‘Danielle?
Danielle?
’ Tracy screeched down the phone.

He laughed again. Tracy heard muffled squeals of pain.

‘You think this is your daughter, Tracy? You gave your daughter away. You went off and left her. You didn’t really love her, did you?’

‘No. No. It wasn’t like that. Please. I don’t understand what you want from me. Tell me what I can do. Where is my daughter? Danielle?
Danielle?
’

‘Shusssssh,’ he said, his voice vibrating in Tracy’s ears. Then Tracy heard someone try to speak, but the words came out as spluttering sounds. ‘She doesn’t want to
speak to you, Tracy.’ Tracy heard the sound of squealing as if someone couldn’t breathe. She could hear him working hard at something; his breath rasping down the phone line.
‘I’ll ring you again tomorrow – maybe she’ll feel like talking then. You make sure you’re by the phone, Tracy. Don’t you go anywhere. Your time is coming, Tracy.
Look after the boy. I saved his life. I am his saviour. Make sure he doesn’t betray me.’ A piercing wail drilled through Tracy’s ear. ‘Shhhh . . . Bye, Baby Bunting.
Daddy’s gone a-hunting. Remember that rhyme, Tracy?’ She didn’t answer. Her hand was clasped across her mouth to stop herself from screaming. ‘Of course you do. You know it
well. Now I found a rabbit that needs skinning. Have you ever skinned an animal, Tracy? The first cut is important to get right, then you slide the knife between the skin and the muscle and, hey
presto, rip it back . . .’ He laughed and the phone went dead.

Tracy was shaking so much that she dropped the phone as she sank to her knees, clutching her hands together and rocking. She crawled to her bedroom and sat outside, leaning with her back against
the wall.

Jeanie came out and knelt beside her.

‘You’re okay, Tracy.’

‘I can’t do it. I can’t do it.’

‘Yes you can, Tracy. Look at me.’ She looked into Tracy’s eyes – her mascara was running. ‘If it means going through this to get Danielle back – then I know
because I’ve seen your strength that you can do this, Tracy.’

The snow fell all night. It stopped just before dawn. Hampstead Heath was covered in a clean pure white icing of it. It looked like a country Christmas scene in the middle of
London. Gerald Foster was just thinking that as he drove past it on his way back from having his van repaired – just a quick paint job. He had taken it to the Albanian garage behind
Caledonian Road – they were cheap and they didn’t ask questions. They didn’t want to make chitchat. He didn’t feel like driving straight home so he took a detour around the
Heath. He watched a woman as she came alongside the passenger window. She was jogging. Her ponytail swished from side to side; her tight Lycra trousers showed every curve. Foster tutted
disapprovingly – what did women expect when they wore outfits like that? He kept his eyes on her until she dodged the snow piled at the edge of the pavement and she turned into the road that
led to the Heath. Foster turned into the Lido car park and watched her run past.

The jogger passed the Lido, carried on up the path and then headed right along the perimeter of the Heath. She smiled and nodded at another jogger running the opposite way. It was funny how she
saw the same people every day. The joggers were friendly to one another, just the way the dog owners were keen on anyone else with a dog but didn’t like the joggers. Or rather, their dogs
didn’t like joggers.

Janet had had problems with dogs and their owners in the past. In the ten months she had been running on Hampstead Heath she’d been attacked three times by dogs. Now she tried not to feel
anxious, tried not to give off the smell of fear.

Ahead of her a group of women was approaching, walking their dogs. The dog in front had broken away from the others and now looked like it was heading straight for her. She felt a surge of
panic. She looked at the owner’s face. The woman was in conversation with her friend but she was staring straight at Janet. The dog had begun a low growl and was coming across Janet’s
path. Janet’s heart was racing. The dog owner kept eye contact and gave a half smile that said:
don’t worry, he won’t bite you – I think
. Janet didn’t smile
back. She was thinking:
she must take responsibility for her dog now . . . now is a good time.
Janet turned away, defeated. She didn’t want to take any risks. She stepped off the
path and onto the verge. Her feet cut through the hard snow covering the ground. The cold was biting.

The dog lunged and snapped at her as she passed. The owner muttered she was sorry. Janet cursed loudly, put a spurt of speed on and powered up the hill and away from the path. Virgin snow
crunched beneath her feet. She pushed hard with her thighs until she reached the copse at the summit and the trees closed around her. She had stitch now; clasping her side she slowed to a walk to
catch her breath as she dragged the cold air into her burning lungs.

She moved slowly forward, stepping over the fallen branches and stopped by one of the trees to listen to the faint knocking sound of a woodpecker drilling for food or maybe it was a squirrel
cracking a nut – she didn’t know which. It was a knocking sound. Her breath snorted into the air, her body was steaming. She felt the chill begin as the sweat cooled her body but she
stood in the perfect still beneath the pines and listened to the knocking. Her eyes searched the copse and found the slight movement responsible, the bobbing head of a crow. She walked quietly
towards it, her eyes fixed on the black shiny wings of the bird. It looked up as she approached – it was feeding, working hard at something on the ground, knocking it with its beak. As she
approached it stopped and stared defiantly at her but then flapped noisily off into the nearest tree and watched her approach. As Janet stepped over the fallen branch her feet moved in slow motion
as her eyes made sense of what she saw. A woman’s naked body surrounded by a shroud of the freshly fallen white snow. The woman’s face was a scarecrow mask of make-up and the skin had
been peeled up from her breasts like a crimson bra. Her black empty eye sockets stared up at the crows in the trees.

Carter pulled up the hood of his forensic suit as he and Willis waited to be allowed to cross over into the crime scene. They saw the tall frame of Sandford walk across to them
from where he’d been searching the far side of the trees. He climbed over the fallen tree debris; moving cautiously, picking his way amongst the branches.

‘I’ve finished here, for now.’ he said to Carter. He nodded to Ebony. ‘We’ll keep it taped off for a few more days yet. We’ll have to wait till the snow melts
to look for tracks.’

‘How long’s she been here, do you think?’ Carter asked Sandford. Ebony was looking down over the white expanse of the Heath. In the distance, people were walking their dogs or
jogging along the paths around its edge. Carter followed her gaze and then swung back to Sandford. ‘She can’t have been here any longer than a couple of days. This is a busy
place.’

‘Twenty-four hours, Doc estimates,’ replied Sandford. ‘Left here before last night’s snowfall. She’s frozen solid.’ Sandford turned and led the way woods.

‘Who found her?’

‘A jogger named Janet Leonard. She’s waiting in the squad car.’

‘Does it look like it’s the same man? Is it Hawk?’

Sandford stopped walking and turned to fix Carter with a gaze that told Carter that, even for a seasoned professional, it was a sight not soon forgotten. He nodded. ‘Her body’s a
real mess.’

They came to the area beyond the fallen tree trunk and the woman’s body began to come into view. Harding had brushed away the snow from around her.