Complete Submission: (The Submission Series, Books 1-8) (62 page)

I don’t know when the ice actually disappeared down my throat, but his mouth on mine became more of a real kiss, more a dance of breaths and movements. I dared to touch his chest. When he didn’t pull away, I groaned into his mouth. His skin against my hands, the bumps of his nipples. The ribs at his sides. The hardness of his hips. The line of hair on his belly.

Before I could get my hand between his legs, he shifted down and took my nipple in his mouth, sucking it between his teeth and sending pulsing shivers down my body. I wove my fingers in his hair, pulling him to me.

“Oh, God, Jonathan. Take me. Please.”

“Not yet.” He moved to the other breast. “Slow. We’ve waited too long to rush.” He slipped a finger under the garter belt, backing away to look at it. “And what you’re wearing. It’s magnificent.”

He leaned back and drew both hands down my thighs over the belts and straps, pressing my legs apart with a gentle push. I opened for him, showing him how wet and ready I was. He kissed between my thighs. Licked. Sucked. I tried to push his head to the center, but he worked the other thigh until I was a pulsing, undulating mess. He looked up at me, pausing, his mouth hidden behind my sex.

“Yes,” I whispered. “Please.”

He put his tongue on me, and my back arched. He backed off until I calmed, then he licked me again in earnest.

“Fuck!” I shouted, reacting to the gunshot of pleasure in my crotch. He spread me open and lightly ran his tongue over my clit while watching me. His heat ran from my knees to my waist and was about to regroup under his tongue. “I’m going to come unless you stop.”

“Come then,” he said. “Won’t be your last time tonight.” With that, he put his thumb in my cunt and licked my clit in earnest, pressing his second finger on my ass, massaging it without entering it. He was telling me something, and I was listening. He sucked gently on my clit, and a little harder, and a little harder again until he yanked a fast, violent orgasm out of me. I pushed against his mouth, holding the back of his head.

When I was done, he kissed inside my thighs again and worked his way back up to my face.

“Thank you,” I said.

“My pleasure.” He took my hands and pulled them over my head, pressing down with all his weight. “Open your legs for me.”

I did.

“Bend your knees.”

I pulled my legs up as far as I could. He looked deeply into my eyes, nose to nose, and slid his cock into me. I was sensitive and wet, and I felt as if a lightning rod had been lodged into my pelvis. All fiery sensation, and slow. He moved as if he was underwater.

“How is that?” he asked.

“Like I’m going to come again. I feel everything. Every inch.”

He pushed in, still holding my hands, rocked his hips, then pulled out. He repeated his movements at that pace until a little nugget of frustration built in my belly.

“Faster,” I said. “Can you go faster?”

“You mean like this?” He pulled out and pounded me, slamming against me. Five times. I cried out, reaching the next level of pleasure.

Then he stopped, letting my hands go.

“Exactly like that,” I said.

“No,” he said with a smile. “Can’t. Sorry.”

“Oh, no. Don’t be an asshole.”

But his smile told me he had every intention of being an asshole, and worse. The underwater pace continued. I felt like a balloon was opening up inside me, squeezing all pleasure and sensation out, but he just moved on top of me, rocking, kissing my neck, dragging his lips across my cheek, until he gazed into my face.

“I want you to feel me,” he said. “I want you to see this side of me, how I feel about you.”

I touched his face. “I know.”

“Goddess. You’re beautiful. Let me be yours.” His face lost a little of its control, tightening and loosening at the same time.

“You know I love you,” I said.

“Oh, fuck. I’m there.”

“Yes.”

He increased the pace incrementally, but it was all I needed. The balloon expanded, and I came, pushing my hips forward and taking all of him inside me. My orgasm was slow as the fuck. I felt every second of it as the ball of fire moved from the backs of my knees to the base of my spine, collecting around his cock before it shattered. I kept my hands on his face, feeling the muscles clench as he came. We cried out together, a stream of names and curses and unspellable pulsing vowel sounds. We prayed to whatever god we believed in, because feeling like that meant that there had to be a God, and heaven, and earthly bliss. We rolled onto our sides, still pumping together, emptying the last of our orgasms inside each other.

There was only breathing for a minute after that. He kissed my fingers when I put them near his mouth. I’d wanted him for weeks, yearned for his touch even when he was miles away. Having had him, I could only say I wanted him again.

“I hope you don’t think you’re rolling over and going to sleep,” I said.

“I have promises to keep this evening.”

“Ah, the owning me.”

“Every part of you.”

“When do we start?”

“Give me a minute to change from vanilla guy to kinky guy.”

I rolled on my back and laughed. Vanilla? Jonathan? The thought. He turned and stroked my chest, fingers reaching for a nipple. He fondled it hard, then pinched until it hurt. I gasped, and he twisted it until my face contorted and I breathed through my teeth. Then he let it go. I groaned as the blood rushed back.

“God help me,” I said.

“Go run a bath, goddess.”

I faced him. “Yes, sir.”

The bathroom had been merely functional up until then, and the tub had been of no use to me. Though I’d appreciated its size, the curves of white porcelain should be used for sitting and soaking for hours. It had a control panel with buttons for the temperature and the chrome water jets. I ran it hot, because that was how I liked it. Steam rose and fogged up the mirrors. The hotel had provided some scented tubes. I considered each one and decided on the least flowery.

I took off the garter, dropping it on the floor in a pile of white lace and satin.

“It smells like a bordello in here,” Jonathan said from the doorway.

“Do you hate it? I can start over.”

“No. I like it. I want you relaxed.”

I stood by the tub as it filled, the swirl of arousal between my legs matching his more visible excitement. I didn’t feel relaxed, necessarily. I felt as if I was tiptoeing on the head of a pin.

“Get in,” he said.

I complied. He turned the faucets off before following.

“Now,” he said, putting his arms around me and pushing me against the wall of the tub. “Put your elbows here.” He placed them on the marble shelf outside the tub, where one might put candles or soap if one wasn’t busy giving up control of one’s body. He moved his hands over my breasts, my stomach, and my thighs. He parted them until my knees were above the water, resting my feet on the ledges at each side of the tub. My hips floated, leaving my pelvis just below the surface.

Jonathan stroked between my legs, letting his thumbs course the length of my cleft and onto my clit. Then his hands moved over my sides to my breasts again, stroking my nipples with his thumbs, and back down. He repeated his movements up and down my body until I groaned.

He pressed his middle finger to my ass. “Don’t clench. Easy. Relax.”

I tried to think accepting thoughts as he stroked me again and slid his thumb in my pussy. I let out an
ah
. He hooked a finger in my asshole. I didn’t tighten, keeping myself as loose as I could.

“How does that feel?” he asked.

“Good.”

He thrust two fingers in before I’d even finished the word. I cried out. It was good. Very good. He drew them out then thrust them back.

“You’re ready, and you’re mine.” He took out his fingers. “Flip.”

His pressure on my body told me what to do. I put my hands on the ledge, and my knees on the benches. My ass and sex hitched up, my nipples touching the cold edge of the tub. The sting of his hand slapping my ass caught me by surprise, and I yipped.

“Shh. Don’t make me gag you.”

“Yes, sir.”

I felt his mouth on my cheeks, kissing across them. Then his tongue worked its magic on my pussy, my clit. Everything tingled. He put his tongue on my asshole, and I thought I would die of pleasure.

“You’re clenching.” He picked up a hotel bottle of something I couldn’t identify, because I dared not look around.

I felt something liquid on my back. His hand spread it over me, between my cheeks, lubricating me. When he slid two fingers in my behind that time, I didn’t clench because the feeling was much different. I was aroused everywhere, and it became a wordless harmony, a counterpoint note, its existence completing the sensations in my clit.

“Better,” he said. “You’re doing well.”

“Thank you.”

He pulled his fingers out and pushed my ass down a little. I felt his dick at my crack, and his thumb dug into one ass cheek, opening me to him.

“Stay relaxed.”

“Okay.”

“I mean it. I have you. You don’t have to worry about anything.”

“I trust you.” I meant it, and as if sensing my sincerity, he put the head of his cock on my ring muscle as I tried very, very hard not to reject it.

He pushed forward. I tried not to scream as the head went in. I held my voice behind my teeth, letting the rumble fill up and fall down my throat.

“Easy. Easy.”

“Okay,” I squeaked.

“You’re in control for now. Move however you need to. Whatever pace is good. Just stay relaxed. Focus on me. Trust me.” He reached around and stroked my front from neck to clit and back again. I couldn’t move for fear of the pain. “Breathe. Breathe, then move.”

I didn’t think I’d be able to move again. He put his hands all over me, relaxing me, reminding me he was there. I thought compliant thoughts. I accepted his calm, his patience, his trust, and moved into the pain a little. I was better lubed than I realized, and he slid farther in. It didn’t hurt more, which calmed me. I pushed toward him again, and he went in.

His hands stopped massaging and pressed open my cheeks. “How are you feeling?”

“It doesn’t hurt as much as it did.”

“In a minute, it won’t hurt at all. It’s going to be the complete opposite.” His voice contained nothing but surety and confidence, and that made me feel safe enough to push into him again. He tensed so that he slid all the way in. He pulled out slowly, coating my ass in unexpected pleasure.

“Ah, that’s good, goddess. Very good.”

I pushed him back in, and I felt full, open, vulnerable, and cared for all at once. But I did not feel pain. It had gone away and been replaced by something wholly new. A harmony. The note was different, but the song was the same.

As if sensing that, Jonathan took control, pulling his cock from my ass and pushing it back in again. He waited.

“Do it,” I said. “Sir. Please. Fuck me in the ass.”

“Your filthy mouth,” he growled. “I love it.”

He slapped my ass and took complete control, thrusting against me, holding my cheeks open so he could get all the way in. I grunted. The feeling of being stretched past my limit was overwhelming, as powerful as relinquishing myself to his pace. The water splashed around us, still hot, still soapy. We leaned into it until only my ass was over the surface. He reached under the water, to my pussy, and hooked two fingers in me, using the grip as leverage. The heel of his hand rubbed my clit every time he pounded my ass.

“You’ve got it, Monica.”

“Sir, may I come?”

“No.”

“Oh, God.”

“Don’t you dare.” He grunted it, no help as his hand kept at my pussy. I tried to think of the feeling on my asshole, the pulling and stretching. The raw sensation and the pleasure of the friction. The feeling of being full with him.

“Soon,” he groaned.

I did scales on the marble, pressing the correct fingers to the counter for each note. I crossed over in my head and went back down the scale, choosing a B-flat because it always gave me trouble. Anything not to come.

“Please,” I cried, “sir, god please.”

“Three more.”

He took me three more times and barked a “yes.” I came with him, feeling my asshole pulse and clench around his cock. He filled me, and I felt him throb, emptying himself in a long, powerful groan.

Still in me, he put his arms around me and held me tight. He pulled me up until he sat on the ledge, and I was on his lap with his dick lodged in my ass. We panted together for a moment before he shifted and slipped out of me. My asshole felt uncomfortable, as if his cock was still hard and huge in me.

“Ah, that feels weird.”

“It’s still open. Give it a minute.”

He held me still, moving my hair off my shoulder, kissing the back of my neck, while gradually I went back to normal. Sore. Fucked in ways I’d never been fucked before, but normal. Functional.

“You didn’t tie me down,” I said.

“You seemed too tense. I decided on the tub instead.”

I twisted to face him. “You’re a good listener.”

“Thank you. Now, back to bed, no?”

“Yes,” I said. “Yes to everything.”

JONATHAN

I
slept five hours.

When I woke, she was tangled in me. I lay there another forty-five minutes, just pressing my nose to her scalp and filling my head with her scent of canned peaches. As of that very minute, my job was to keep her. Make her happy. I slipped out from under her and packed my things for a trip home, then to Seoul, with her.

I ordered breakfast, and by the time it came, her eyes were open.

“Good morning,” I said.

She put the pillow over her head and turned onto her side. I slowly pulled the sheets off her, revealing her perfect body. I slid my hand between her legs. It was a compulsion. Rolling her on her back, I pulled her legs apart. She grunted under the pillow.

“I didn’t hear you,” I said.

“I didn’t brush my teeth yet.”

“I won’t kiss you then.” My fingers found her cunt. I rubbed the moist skin in the center, and she groaned.

“You look so clean and together,” she said.

“How’s your ass feel?”