Cutting Edge (11 page)

“Yeah?”

“You look sad.”

He grinned widely. “Me? Naw, I’m a party animal.”

“I’m in this group — you might be interested. We meet a couple times a week, write articles for the paper, do some demonstrations, help keep the campus green. It’s not easy.”

“I know,” he said, though he had no idea what she was talking about.

“You’re a great spokesperson. We could use someone like you.”

“I have to catch up in the class — Professor Cole said he wasn’t giving me extra time just because I enrolled late.”

“Leif is a softie.”

“Leif?”

“Leif Cole. No one calls him Professor Cole. I’ll bet he loved your speech today, he just tries not to play favorites.”

“He seemed preoccupied,” Sean said.

Anya said nothing for a minute. “Maybe a bit tired. We all have those days. But he’ll be at the meeting tonight, he always comes. Once you sit down and talk to him, you’ll realize how brilliant he is.”

Did professors have groupies? If so, Anya led the pack. Sean suspected she had a crush on the guy. What did a pretty coed like Anya see in a middle-aged academic with a receding hairline and ponytail?

But Sean nodded. “Great. Where?”

“The lounge in Edward Albee Hall. Seven-thirty tonight.” She looked over his shoulder, giving body language signals to someone behind him. He avoided checking out the distraction.

“I’ll be there.” He smiled. “Thanks. Maybe this semester won’t be a total drag after all.”

I hope I’m not overdoing it
.

“See you there. I have to go.”

She picked up her tray and walked away. Sean drained his milk and glanced discreetly over his shoulder. Anya emptied her tray, sorting the trash from the recyclables into separate containers, but he couldn’t see who she’d been making eyes with. As soon as she rounded the corner, he cleared his tray and trailed her.

Leif met Anya in the organic garden.

They rarely were alone on campus because it would have been improper, but why Leif worried about the conventions of society in matters of love, he didn’t know. Today, however, he didn’t have a choice. He’d tried to see her before class, but there were too many people around. After class, he couldn’t break free in time to catch her before lunch, and then she was eating with the new kid.

He’d felt a whiff of jealousy seeing Anya with the handsome young man, which was unlike him. But what could he expect? She was lovely, a wisp of a girl really. Leif was twice her age. Not only were his feelings inappropriate, but the fact that he’d acted on them, that he’d pursued a relationship and had sex with a student — had fallen in love with a student — would get him in deep trouble. Though Rose College was progressive in academics and philosophy, the board could be rather uptight in matters of sex. Why wasn’t he surprised that such a forward-thinking institution would cave in to rigid societal mores, all for money? Because ultimately, they feared losing the tuitions from the wealthy parents who sent their children to the exclusive college.

But Anya’s spirit beckoned to his. She was an old soul as well as a fresh idealist. He needed her like he needed water to survive. Leif loved her, an odd feeling for him. He’d never felt so strongly about another human being. His life’s work, his mission, had always been far more important than any emotional or physical attachment. But with Anya, he’d give up his tenure if that’s what it took to keep her.

They’d agreed to keep their relationship discreet, even though Leif was the only one with something other than his heart at risk.

In May, when she graduated, he’d ask Anya to share his life. Not within the constraints of man-made matrimony, but where it mattered. They’d be together for as long as their spirits complemented each other. For as long as they were satisfied and complete.

When Anya approached him in the organic garden, wearing her customary long, flowing dress that made her look as sweet as her kind disposition, Leif couldn’t resist taking her hand and squeezing it just for a moment. He ran his thumb up and down her palms. There were dark circles under her eyes, and her pale skin was even more translucent.

“Are you okay?” he asked quietly. He dropped her hands in case someone approached.

“Yes, of course,” she replied. “What’s wrong?”

“How was your lunch date?” He hadn’t meant to ask, it just came out.

She blinked, unsure of what he meant, then said, “Sean? He seems very aware. Do you remember, he spoke up in class?”

He remembered, though at the time of Sean’s impassioned plea for animal rights, Leif had been preoccupied with the news of Jonah Payne’s murder.

“Was he with you last night?” Leif asked.

“I — I don’t know what you mean. I just met him this morning in class, talked to him at lunch. What’s wrong?”

“I know what happened.”

He didn’t need to elaborate. Her eyes fluttered downward almost demurely.

“Was he
there
last night?” he asked again.

“No. It was the same people.”

His stomach tightened and he grabbed her hands again. “You promised me it was over.”

“It was important. They were—”

“Shh.” He cut her off. They’d never spoken of Anya’s arson activities out loud. He
knew
, but they’d talked around it. They never said the words or names out loud. But Leif blamed last night’s disastrous outcome on Anya’s roommate. He’d thought Maggie had left for good.

“So Maggie is back?”

Anya nodded.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“It — I — I don’t know.”

“She told you not to.”

Anya nodded, tears in her eyes. “Leif, please forgive me. I didn’t mean to break my promise to you, but there’s so much at stake.”

He had always admired Anya’s passion and that she’d acted on her passions — something Leif had always wanted to do, but was too fearful. Freedom was more important to him than action. He talked a good game, but he’d never put his freedom on the line in a substantial way.

And he didn’t want Anya to lose it.

“Anya…” How could he tell her? If not him, someone else would. She would know what happened.

“Leif — you’re scaring me.”

“Someone died.”

She stared at him, not registering what he’d said. Then she shook her head, her big eyes glistening. “I don’t understand.”

“A reporter called me. Jonah Payne was found dead in his office.” Anya began to tremble and Leif took her in his arms, reputation be damned. “Shh,” he murmured.

Her pain was palpable as she sobbed on his shoulder. It had been an accident! Anya could no more intentionally kill anyone than could Mother Teresa — her life would never be the same. Leif couldn’t say
I told you so
, though he had in the past. After the security guard was injured during the arson at Sac State, Leif had told Anya that she meant the world to him, and her life was too precious to risk death or imprisonment. And Anya had agreed. She knew the stakes, was willing to risk both, but in the end she said their love mattered more to her. And that together, after she graduated, they would find more powerful, long-lasting ways to change public opinion. Between his words and her face, they could do it, Leif knew. But now…

“What happened?” she cried.

“I don’t know,” he admitted. “Payne could have been asleep in his office, or maybe he tried to put out the fire. They may never know.”

She pulled away. “Someone might see us.”

“I don’t care.”

“You’re too important for me to jeopardize your career,” she said.

That she’d said it made Leif realize how selfish he’d been these past two years. Making Anya keep their relationship a secret.

“I love you, Anya.”

Her lip trembled. “I killed someone.”

“Not intentionally.”

“It doesn’t matter.”

“Stop thinking that way. It was an accident. I can’t lose you, Anya. I can’t bear the thought of you being in a cage. Please, honey, you must protect yourself.”

“I have to go.”

“No—”

“I have class this afternoon.”

“Anya, please—”

She tried to pull away, but Leif held her wrist. “Don’t worry,” she said. “I’ll protect you.”

“There’s nothing to protect.” That was true, to a degree. He hadn’t known about the arsons until after the second fire, and he didn’t know details. He didn’t know for a fact who else was involved — though he had his suspicions. Anya had never told him anything, he couldn’t be called to testify. He
knew
but he had no evidence, no confessions.

“I killed someone,”
she repeated, whispering it this time.

Leif put it out of his mind. As far as he was concerned, Anya had never said it.

“Promise me,” he said to her, “that you’ll protect yourself. Do not talk to the police without an attorney. Say nothing. They will use your words against you. They’ll try and make you feel guilty and I know your heart: it is kind and good. Someone has to protect your rights.”

She nodded, eyes wet with tears.
I love you, too
, she mouthed, then ran off.

Leif removed his glasses and squeezed his burning eyes. An overwhelming sense of despair and foreboding enveloped him until he felt suffocated. Life as he knew it, as he loved it, was ending. And there was nothing he could do to stop it.

Duke listened to Jim Butcher as he accepted that his life’s work was gone, and his best friend was dead. Jim didn’t know what to do. Duke struggled to reassure him by saying, “I’m not walking away from this.”

They sat in an office across the two lane highway from Butcher-Payne. A friend of Jim’s had let him have a space for the duration of the police investigation. It was both good and bad that the office had a window with a view of the partially destroyed Butcher-Payne office building. Right now there were two sheriff’s cars, the arson investigator truck, and three large California Fish and Game vehicles parked in the lot.

Jim stared at him. “The FBI didn’t do jack shit on the other arsons, and now my partner is dead.”

Duke stiffened. While he understood Jim’s frustration, he also knew that the FBI had vigorously worked the case. That’s what they did. And Nora English was one of the very best — Duke had seen her work firsthand on half a dozen assignments where their paths had crossed.

“I know the agent in charge of this investigation, and she’s not going to let up.”

“Fantastic!” Jim said sarcastically. “How many people are going to die because of these lunatics? They’re fucking insane.”

Duke changed the subject. “I swung by Russ’s apartment. He wasn’t there. No sign of him. His neighbor hasn’t seen him since Saturday, but that’s not saying much. She admitted she doesn’t know him well. Did Russ mention to you that he might be going out of town?”

“No,” Jim frowned. “Is something wrong?”

“I don’t know.” He sent a quick email on his iPhone to his partner, J. T. Caruso.

Run a full search on all financials, recent travel, etc for Russell Larkin, IT Director, Butcher-Payne. Address 1010 Rocklin Rd #16, Rocklin
.

“Russ wouldn’t be involved in anything that might hurt Jonah,” Jim said. “What do you think is going on?”

“I don’t know,” Duke repeated, hating not having the answers. “Russ is the only one besides me who knows all the security codes and understands the system well enough to manipulate it.”

“You’re missing something. That just can’t be,” Jim said, though without conviction. Jonah was dead, all their research destroyed, anything was possible.

“I’ll find him,” Duke said.

“Melanie Duncan called me and said the FBI has already been out to talk to her. Is it true the research ducks were released into the wild?”

Duke hadn’t spoken to Nora since sending her a copy of the security logs when she asked for them an hour ago.

“I haven’t heard any information about that. If the FBI said they were, it’s likely true.”

“This is fucked.” Jim ran a hand through his thin hair, leaving it sticking up in places. “I don’t know what to do. I’m a damn media consultant and I don’t have any idea what to do!”

Duke said, “Do what you do best, and by that I mean gather the facts. Before you go public with anything though, you should first talk to the FBI.”

Jim said, “Agent Pete Antonovich told me to meet him here ten minutes ago, I gave him this address.”

“He’ll be here.”

“Duke, I’ll pay anything to find these people.”

“I’m not charging.”

Duke saw an unmarked sedan pull into the lot. The car had “fed” written all over it. “I think Antonovich and English are here,” he said.

He watched Nora slide out of the driver’s seat. Pete Antonovich said something to her, then started toward the building where Duke was sitting with Jim. Nora went to talk with Fish and Game.

Duke looked at his long-time friend. “If you want me to stay while you talk to Agent Antonovich, I will. Otherwise, I want to see what I can get out of Agent English.”

“Go. I’m fine. I have nothing to hide. I didn’t kill Jonah, or want him dead.” His voice cracked. “He was practically my brother. Losing him is devastating for Butcher-Payne, but for me, personally, it’s…” He threw up his hands. “I’ve lost my best friend. The business means nothing to me without Jonah.”

On the short drive from the morgue to Butcher-Payne, Nora spoke with the Centers for Disease Control. They were a bunch of pricks. Necessary, but pricks nonetheless.

At least the jerk she’d spoken with was. But she hoped she had them under control. They were on alert, but weren’t about to respond to this potential emergency without more proof that they were needed.

When she drove into the parking lot she was pleased to see that Sheriff Sanger had set one of his men on the entrance to check IDs to keep the media and others away. She didn’t want anyone without official clearance — especially the media — to get wind of the fact that there were twelve research animals potentially infected with a deadly virus loose in the area. She noted that Quin’s truck was still on-site. Arson investigations took time and painstaking attention to detail. All of which was vital when and if anyone went to trial.