understand. He truly did not want to understand. But he did. "You went into the Twisted Kingdom, didn't you?" he said, trying desperately to keep his voice calm. "You walked the roads of madness to find her and led her back to sanity—at least as far as she can come."
"Yes."
"Didn't you think—" His voice broke from the strain. "Didn't it occur to you it might be dangerous?"
Jaenelle looked puzzled. "Dangerous?" She shook her head. "No. It's just a different way of seeing, Daemon."
Daemon closed his eyes. Did she fear nothing? Not even madness?
"Besides, I've traveled that far before, so I knew the way back."
Daemon tasted blood where his teeth had nicked his tongue.
"But it took a while to find her, and it took a while to convince her it was time to go, that she didn't need to stay inside the visions all the time." Jaenelle gave his hands a little squeeze. "The Priest is going to buy a cottage for her in a little village near the Hall in Kaeleer. She'll have people there who will look after her, and a garden to work in, and Black Widow Sisters to talk to."
Daemon pulled her into his arms and held her tight. "You convinced her to live there?" he whispered into her hair. "She'll really be in a decent house with decent clothes and good food and people who will understand?" Her head moved up and down. He sighed. "Then it was worth the worry. A hundred times that would have been worth it."
"That's what the Priest said—after the scolding."
Daemon smiled against her hair. "Did he say anything else?"
"Lots of things," Jaenelle grumbled. "Something about sitting down comfortably, but I didn't understand him and he wouldn't repeat it."
Daemon coughed. Jaenelle raised her head, eyeing him suspiciously. He tried for a bland expression.
She looked more suspicious.
Passing footsteps in the corridor made him turn, his body tensed, his eyes fixed on the door.
"You'd better join your sister." He handed her the coat and hat. Before he opened the door, Daemon paused.
"Thank you." It was far from adequate, but it was all he could think of to say. Jaenelle nodded and slipped out the door.
3 / Terreille
Daemon had just finished brushing his hair, ready for another day of Winsol activity, when Jaenelle tapped lightly on his door and bounced into the room. He wasn't sure when his room had become mutual territory, but he was much less casual about the way he dressed—and undressed—than he had been.
Jaenelle bounced up beside him, her eyes fixed on his face. Daemon smiled. "Do I meet with your approval?"
She reached up, brushed her fingers against his cheek, and frowned. "Your face is smooth."
One eyebrow rising, Daemon turned back to the mirror to check his collar. "Hayllian men don't have facial hair." He paused. "Neither do Dhemlans or Eyriens, for that matter."
Jaenelle still frowned. "I don't understand."
Daemon shrugged. "Differences in race is all."
"No." Jaenelle shook her head. "If you don't have to take the hair off the way Philip does, why did Graff say you might serve better if you were shaved? Philip does it hims—"
Daemon's fist hit the top of the dresser, splitting the wood from end to end. He gripped the edges while he fought for control. The bitch. The
bitch,
to make such a suggestion!
"It means something else, doesn't it?" Jaenelle said in her midnight voice.
"It's nothing," Daemon growled through clenched teeth.
"What does it mean, Daemon?"
"Leave it alone, Jaenelle."
"Prince."
Daemon's fist smashed the dresser again. "If you're so curious, ask your damn mentor!" He turned away, struggling to regain control. After a moment, he turned again, saying, "Jaenelle, I'm sorry."
She was already gone.
4 / Hell
Saetan and Andulvar sat around the blackwood desk, drinking yarbarah while waiting for Jaenelle.
Saetan had returned to the private study beneath the Hall in order to have some private, concentrated time with Jaenelle for her lessons after discovering that
all
of the Kaeleer staff seemed to make their way into his public study on some pretense or other just to say hello to her.
"What's the lesson to be today?" Andulvar asked.
"How should I know?" Saetan replied dryly.
"You're the one in charge."
"I'm delighted that someone thinks so."
"Ah." Andulvar refilled his glass and warmed the blood wine. "You're still annoyed about Tersa?"
Saetan studied his silver goblet. "Annoyed? No." He rested his head against the back of his chair. "But Hell's fire, Andulvar, trying to keep up with these leaps she makes . . . the enormity of the raw strength it must take to do some of these things. I want her to have a childhood. I want her to do all the silly things young girls do, whatever they are. I want her to be young and carefree."
"She'll never have a normal childhood, SaDiablo. She knows us, the
cildru dyathe,
Geoffrey and Draca—and Lorn, whatever and wherever he may be. She's seen more of Kaeleer than anyone else in thousands of years. How can you hope for a normal childhood?"
"Those things
are
normal, Andulvar," Saetan said wearily, ignoring Andulvar's grunt of denial. "Do you wish you'd never met her? Don't scowl at me that way; I know the answer." He leaned forward, resting his folded hands on the desk. "The point is, a child plays with the unicorns in Sceval. A child visits friends in Scelt and Philan and Glacia and Dharo and Narkhava and Dea al Mon—and in Hell—and who knows how many other places. I've listened to her stories, the innocent, albeit nerve-racking, adventures of young, strong witches growing up and learning their Craft. No matter where she is when she's doing those things, she's a child."
"Then what's the problem?"
"The only place she never mentions, the only place that doesn't figure into these adventures of hers, is Beldon Mor. She says nothing about her family."
Andulvar thought about this. "SaDiablo, you're jealous enough as it is. Would you really want to know that the people who have more claim to her adore her as much as you? Would a child as sensitive to others' moods as she is be willing to tell you?"
"Jealous?" Saetan hissed. "You think it's jealousy that makes me want to tear them apart?"
Andulvar eyed his friend before saying cautiously, "Yes, I do."
Saetan snapped away from his desk, rose halfway out of his chair, then reconsidered. "Not jealousy," he said, closing his eyes. "Fear. I keep wondering what happens when she leaves here. I keep wondering about some of the things she's asked me to teach her, wondering why a child wants to know about some things, wondering why I sometimes hear desperation in her voice or, worse, a chilling anger." He looked at Andulvar. "We survived brutal childhoods and stayed true to the Blood because that's what we are.
Blood. But she . . . Oh, Andulvar, in a few short years she'll make the Offering, and when she does, she'll be beyond reach. If she feels isolated from us ... Do you really want to see Jaenelle in her full, dark glory ruling from the Twisted Kingdom?"
"No," Andulvar said quietly, a faint tremor in his voice. "No, I don't want to see our waif in the Twisted Kingdom."
"Then—" There was a quiet knock on the door. Saetan and Andulvar exchanged a look. Andulvar's face settled into a frown. Saetan's became neutral. "Come."
Both men tensed when Jaenelle walked into the room, the set of her shoulders all the warning they needed.
"High Lord," she said, giving him a regal nod. "Prince Yaslana."
"A bit formal, aren't you, waif?" Andulvar said with good-humored gruffness.
Saetan pressed his lips together, gratefully dismayed. Trust an Eyrien to push a battle into the open.
What made him wary was Jaenelle's lack of response.
She turned to Saetan, her sapphire eyes pinning him to the chair. "High Lord, I want to ask a question, and I don't want to be told I'm too young for the answer."
Saetan could see Andulvar become very still, gathering his strength in case it was needed. "Your question, Lady?"
"What does being shaved mean?"
Andulvar stifled a gasp. Saetan felt as if he were falling down a bottomless chasm. He licked his lips and said quietly, "It means to remove a man's genitals."
For a brief moment the room felt the way a sky full of lightning looks. Saetan didn't dare take his eyes off Jaenelle's, didn't dare miss whatever he might read in them.
It made him ill.
After the flash of anger, he could see her considering, weighing, deciding something. Even though he knew what she was going to say, he dreaded hearing the words.
"Teach me."
"Wait a minute, waif!"
Jaenelle raised her hand. Not even the Demon Prince would challenge that imperious order for silence.
"High Lord?"
This was how it must feel to be a dried-out husk. "There are two ways," Saetan said stiffly. "The easiest way requires skill with a knife. It also requires physical contact. The other way is subtler but requires knowledge of male anatomy to be effective. Which would you prefer to learn?"
"Both."
Saetan looked away. "May I have until tomorrow to prepare?"
Jaenelle nodded. "High Lord. Prince Yaslana."
They watched her leave. For a while they said nothing, neither willing to meet the other's eyes.
Finally Andulvar said tensely, "You're going to do it, aren't you?"
Saetan leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes, rubbing his temples to ease a searing headache.
"Yes, I am."
"You're mad!" Andulvar roared, leaping from his chair. "She's only twelve, Saetan. How can she understand what it means to a man to be shaved?"
Saetan slowly opened his eyes. "You didn't see her eyes. She already appreciates the ramifications of shaving a man. That's why she wants to learn how to do it."
"And who is to be the first victim?" Andulvar snarled.
Saetan shook his head. "The question, my friend, is
why
is there going to be a victim? And where?"
5 / Terreille
When Surreal realized what sort of party this was going to be, she almost told her escort she wanted to leave, but she'd extracted his promise to take her to a Winsol party under the most distracting—and persuasive—circumstances and didn't want to give him an excuse to bolt. At another time, it would have been amusing to watch his flustered cockiness as he tried to seem nonchalant about the woman he'd brought, a woman whose name would never be mentioned in any family of good repute—at least not while the women were in hearing. But this . . . Surreal itched to call in the stiletto and slip it between a few ribs.
It was the children's party, the girls' party. And the uncles were there in force, almost drooling as they eyed the prospects.
Even worse, Sadi was present, looking bored as usual, but the sleepy look in his eyes and the lazy way he moved around the room made her uneasy. As she sipped sparkling wine and stroked her escort's arm in a way that made his ears burn, she watched Sadi, finally realizing that he, too, was keeping an unobtrusive, continuous watch over someone. Her eyes slid around the room, catching and holding men's glances for an uncomfortable heartbeat before passing by them, until they came back to the group of girls clustered in a corner, whispering and giggling.
Except one.
For a moment, Surreal was caught by those wary sapphire eyes. When she was allowed to look away, she found Sadi studying her.
"I need some air," Surreal said to her young Warlord, slipping away from him to find a terrace, an open window, anything.
The terrace was deserted. Surreal called in a heavy shawl and wrapped it around her shoulders. It was foolish to stand out here, but the lust stench in the crowded rooms was unbearable.
"Surreal."
Surreal tensed. She hadn't heard him come out, hadn't heard even the softest scrape of shoe on stone.
She stared at the unlit garden, seeing nothing, waiting.
"Cigarette?" Daemon said, holding his gold case out to her.
Surreal took one and waited for him to create the little tongue of witchfire to light it. They smoked in silence for a while.
"Your escort doesn't quite know what to do with himself this evening," Daemon said with a touch of dry amusement. "He's an ass." Surreal flicked the cigarette into the garden. "Besides, if I'd known what kind of party this was going to be, I wouldn't have come." "And what kind is that?"
Surreal let out an unladylike snort. "With Briarwood's esteemed here? What kind of party do you think it's going to be?"
The night was still and cold. Now it was filled with something more still—and colder.
"What do you know about Briarwood, Surreal?" Daemon crooned.
Surreal flinched when he stepped toward her. "Nothing more than everyone who works in a Red Moon house knows," she said defensively. "And what is that?"
"Why?" she said sharply, wishing for her knife and not daring to call it in. "Have you become an uncle, Sadi?"
Daemon's voice was too soft, too sleepy. '-'And what is an uncle?"
She'd been looking into his eyes, frozen by what she saw in them, and didn't feel his hand close around her wrist until it was too late. Anger. Anger was the only defense. "An uncle is a man who likes to play with little girls," she said with sweet venom.
Daemon's expression didn't change. "What does that have to do with Briarwood?"
"Kartane helped build the place," she snapped. "Does that answer your question?" She jerked her wrist out of his hand, half surprised that he didn't break it instead of letting go. "No respectable Red Moon house would sell a girl that young or allow her to be ..." She rubbed her wrist. "The Chaillot whores call it the breaking ground. The 'emotionally unstable' girls from good families are eventually sent home, married off. The other ones . . . The lower-class Red Moon houses are filled with girls who got too old to be amusing."
"It explains so much," Daemon whispered, shaking. "It explains so very much."
Surreal put a tentative hand on his arm. "Sadi?" He pulled her into his arms. She struggled, frightened to be this close to him with no way to gauge what he might do. His arms tightened around her. "Surreal," he whispered in her ear. "Let me hold you. Please. Just for a moment." Surreal forced herself to relax. Once she did, his hold loosened a little, making it possible to breathe. Resting her head on his shoulder, she tried to think. Why was he so upset about Briarwood? It wasn't the first place Kartane had helped build for that purpose. Did he know someone who was in Briarwood? Or had been in ...