With the lodge in sight, Griff stopped to study the situation. He had no idea where Luke and his men were or where Nic, Sanders, Yvette, and Rafe were. He knew Benecroft and Bouchard were dead. But that left Anthony Linden. Had he returned to the lodge, waiting to meet up with York so the two of them could make a run for it?
And then he saw movement on the opposite side of the lodge. Four people came into full view. Yvette and Rafe flanked an obviously wounded Luke Sentell, supporting his weight as they all but carried him up the porch steps. Nic, rifle in hand, playing watchdog, followed them. As Griff made his way toward the lodge, his pace picking up speed, he caught a flash of light in his peripheral vision. Old instincts kicked in. He took cover behind a cluster of evergreens and visually searched for the light. When he saw it again, he knew someone had set his sights on the foursome walking up the lodge’s front porch steps.
He had to act quickly.
Griff made his way back into the wooded area and across to the other side of the lodge. He spotted the rifle first as sunlight reflected off the polished wooden stock. And then he saw the shooter. York, aka Ellis Benecroft. The man apparently preferred the polished wooden rifle stock for its texture and beauty and in the past hadn’t thought it necessary to use a camouflage-painted stock.
Moving in on his quarry, silently and with deadly intent, Griff approached York, knowing he had to act quickly. York’s finger pulled back on the trigger just as Griff got a clear shot.
Two rifle shots rang out simultaneously. York never knew what hit him. Griff opened fire and riddled Ellis Benecroft’s dead body with bullets, making sure that this Malcolm York was every bit as dead as his predecessor.
Leaving York’s shredded body behind, Griff charged out of the woods and toward the lodge. As he drew near he saw Luke propped in a porch rocking chair, Rafe flying down the stairs, and Yvette huddled over Nic’s body lying on the porch floor.
York’s bullet had hit Nic!
As Rafe ran toward him, Griff met Rafe as he approached the sprawling log-cabin lodge.
“She’s alive,” Rafe told Griff. “Go to her. I’ll find the shooter.”
“He’s dead,” Griff said as he hurried toward the front porch.
Rafe turned and followed.
Griff laid his rifle aside as he knelt beside Yvette and looked down at Nic. She looked up at him and tried to lift her arm. He clutched her hand and squeezed.
“I’m here, Nic. I’m here,” he told her.
Holding the phone in a tight grip, Luke called out to Griff. “I’ve got a chopper on the way. They’ll airlift her to the nearest hospital.”
“You hear that, Nic. You hang in there. You’re going to be all right.”
“What about the baby?”
Griff glanced at Yvette who held Rafe’s quilted jacket over Nic’s belly, applying pressure to the wound. With tears in her black eyes, Yvette shook her head.
Griff screamed silently, the sound inside his head, as he lied to Nicole one last time. “The baby’s going to be fine.”
“Promise?” she asked only seconds before she drifted into unconsciousness.
Chapter 41
Griff sat at Nic’s bedside, holding her limp hand, waiting for her to regain consciousness. He wanted to see her open those beautiful brown eyes, wanted to see color back in her cheeks, wanted to ...
He lifted her hand to his lips.
Nic had been transported from the Big Valley Hunting Lodge to the Community Medical Center in Missoula by CareFlight air transport. Once at the Level III trauma center, she’d been rushed into surgery. Every hour of waiting had been torment beyond Griff’s worst nightmares. A constant source of encouragement, Yvette had been at his side during Nic’s surgery. Sanders had stayed behind with Rafe Byrne and Luke’s team to clean up the carnage before the local authorities arrived. And he had put in a personal call, on Griff’s behalf, to the governor. The official story line was that several of the guards at the lodge had gone on a killing spree. There would be loose ends to tie up. Luke’s second-in-command would handle the situation while Luke recovered from surgery. As far as anyone was concerned, Griff, Nic, Sanders, and Yvette had been guests at the lodge and Nic and Luke were victims of the guards’ murderous rampage.
Nic moaned.
Griff kissed her hand.
Her eyelids flickered.
He leaned down and kissed her forehead.
She opened her eyes.
“Hello, beautiful.”
“Griff ?”
“Yeah, honey, it’s me.”
“What happened?”
Griff swallowed. “Don’t worry about anything. Just rest. We have time later to—”
“My baby!” She clutched Griff’s arm and struggled to lift herself into a sitting position. “Where’s my baby?”
“Nic, calm down.” Griff grasped her shoulders gently and eased her down onto her back.
Her eyes wide with fear, she asked, “Is our baby dead?”
Tears pooled in Griff’s eyes. “No, he’s not dead. By some miracle our son survived. The doctors performed a C-section. He’s tiny. Not quite three pounds.”
“It’s a boy?” Nic smiled. “We have a son?”
“We do.”
“Where is he? I want to see him.”
“He’s not here,” Griff said. How could he tell Nic that the doctors gave their child less than a fifty/fifty chance of survival? “He needs special care and we’re making sure he gets it. He was transported in an incubator to one of the top-ranked pediatric hospitals for neonatology in the country.”
“Where?”
“Palo Alto,” Griff told her. “The Lucile Packard Children’s Hospital at Stanford.”
“You should have gone with him.”
“A specially trained doctor, nurse, and respiratory therapist went with him. And you and I will go to Palo Alto together just as soon as you’re well enough.”
“But he’s all alone. I want you to go—”
“I’m not leaving here without you. Besides, he’s not alone.” Griff debated whether or not he should tell Nic that Yvette had gone with their son. He had no idea if Yvette’s empathic abilities would work on a newborn infant, but if there was any chance ... He decided that telling Nic could wait. “He won’t be alone once Maleah and Derek and Barbara Jean get there. They left Knoxville a few hours ago and are going straight to Palo Alto.”
“How soon can I get out of here?” Nic asked.
“If you behave yourself and follow doctor’s orders, maybe a week. But when you leave here, you’ll have a nurse with you around the clock. Understood?”
“I don’t care if you hire a staff of doctors and nurses to watch over me twenty-four-seven, as long as I can be with our son.” She lifted her hand to Griff’s unshaven cheek. “Tell me about him. Everything. Did you count his fingers and toes? Are his lungs developed? What are the odds that we might still lose him?”
“He’s got all the essential parts. Arms, legs, fingers, toes, eyes, nose, mouth, and ears. And screw the odds. Our boy’s a fighter, tough as they come. He’s going to make it. Look what he survived before he was even born.”
Rafe Byrne watched Yvette through the nursery window of the neonatal unit at the Lucile Packard Children’s Hospital. Griff and Nic’s infant son rested in an incubator, a large Plexiglas box with a mattress inside. The baby was tiny, helpless, born too soon, and struggling for life. Yvette stood guard over the child, apparently having been given special permission to visit him in the unit.
Rafe wasn’t sure why he was here. When he’d left the Big Valley Hunting Lodge, well in advance of the local law enforcement’s invasion, he had intended to return to Europe, either London or Paris. But instead, he had booked a flight to Palo Alto and come by taxi to the hospital. He had wanted to see Yvette, to say a final farewell.
But now that he was here ...
What was she thinking as she looked so lovingly at Griffin Powell’s son? Was she thinking about her own child, the one Malcolm York had stolen from her? Was she wondering if she had a son, a boy almost seventeen, out there somewhere in the world? Was she thinking that perhaps this little boy wasn’t Griff’s only son?
Rafe knew, had always known, that Yvette wanted Griff to be her child’s father. But what if he wasn’t? What if ... ?
During the months of Yvette’s pregnancy, Rafe had hoped the child was his, the living, breathing proof of their love. God, he’d been such a fool. Yvette had never loved him.
But that fact did not change the possibility that he could have fathered the child she had given birth to on Amara.
For the past sixteen years, Rafe’s goal, his singular reason for living, had been to kill York’s closest friends and business associates, the men who had visited Amara frequently and enjoyed the entertainment their host provided. Now they were all dead—Tanaka, Di Santis, Klausner, Sternberg, Mayorga, Yves Bouchard, and Harlan Benecroft. And Griff had, for the second time in his life, killed a monster named Malcolm York.
Rafe had thought that once he had exacted his revenge and they were all dead, he would feel something. If not joy, at least satisfaction or perhaps relief that the job was done. But oddly enough, he felt nothing. He was empty inside, void of human emotion.
That’s not true. You still feel something for Yvette. Otherwise you wouldn’t be here.
He didn’t love her. He was no longer capable of love. But seeing her again had stirred up old memories, memories he had believed long forgotten. A naïve young man’s passionate love. His foolish hope that a child born of that love existed.
Was it possible that Yvette’s child was still alive, that York hadn’t killed the infant? If so, what had he done with the baby? Where was Yvette’s son or daughter? And was he her child’s father?
Rafe took one last look at Yvette and said a silent good-bye before walking away without speaking to her.
Jonas Sanders Powell weighed four pounds and six ounces. His parents had named him after Damar Sanders, the man who had saved Griff’s life on Amara, and Jonas MacColl, the man who had died to save Nic and her baby. At two months, his perfect little head was covered with dark hair and when Nic held him in her arms, he looked up at her with beautiful blue-gray eyes, identical to his father’s.
Griff and Nic haunted the neonatal unit at the hospital, spending as much time with their son as the staff allowed. They spent their nights together in a suite at the Stanford Park Hotel in Menlo Park, the Peninsula’s only five-star Diamond hotel. Griffin Powell went first-class, no matter what the circumstances. He had showered Nic with love and attention, and kept a nurse on duty around the clock the first month after her surgery.
A homecoming was planned for the day after Joe Powell weighed in at a hefty five pounds. It would be a return to Griffin’s Rest for his parents and a royal welcome party for the young prince.
Unable to choose from a list of three godmother candidates, Nic had asked Aunt Maleah, Aunt Barbara Jean, and Aunt Yvette to share the honor. Uncle Damar and Uncle Derek shared godfather duties with Nic’s brother, Uncle Charles David.
Alone in their suite each evening, Nic wrapped in Griff’s arms, the two of them more in love than ever, they had talked about the months they were apart, and about Griff’s past on Amara, his relationship with Yvette, her experiences being held by York, and her relationship with Jonas. When, once again, Griff had taken all the blame for Nic’s kidnapping, she, once again, had reminded him that she had played a part in what had happened.
“I shouldn’t have left you. I should have stayed at Griffin’s Rest and worked things out with you. I should have tried to understand about Yvette. I do now.”
“Because of Jonas MacColl?”
“Yes, because of Jonas. I wasn’t in love with Jonas, just as you weren’t in love with Yvette, but I cared about him, and if he had lived...”
“He would have been your friend and you would have wanted him to be a part of your life.”
“Yes.”
“We’re going to have a good life from here on out, you and me and Joe.”
“And maybe before I get too old, we might give Joe a baby sister.”
“If that’s what you want, then I’ll do my best to accommodate you, Mrs. Powell.”
“And have fun doing it.”
“You bet.”
“No more secrets,” Nic had said. “Promise?”
“I promise. And no more lies or even half-truths.”
“Agreed. But in the future, if I ever ask you whether or not a certain pair of jeans makes me look fat, remember that the only acceptable answer is no, even if it is a lie.”
Laughing, thankful for his many blessings, Griff had pulled his wife into his arms. “Nic, darling, I don’t care if you get so fat you have to wear a tow sack. I’ll still think you’re beautiful.”
“Good answer, Mr. Powell, very good answer.”
Nic and Griff brought Joe home on New Year’s Day. Every room in the house at Griffin’s Rest remained decked out for Christmas, even the nursery that Nic had overseen long distance, with Maleah and Barbara Jean handling the day-to-day details with the interior designer. Countless presents, most with Joe’s name on them, were piled beneath a twelve-foot spruce by the fireplace in the living room.
The house was filled with family and friends, everyone there to celebrate a belated Christmas, Joe’s homecoming, and the renewal of Nic and Griff’s marriage.
Maleah and Derek had set a wedding date in April.
“Nothing elaborate. That’s not my style. But I do want you to be my matron of honor,” Maleah had told Nic.
Sanders and Barbara Jean were working on resolving their problems, but they had decided to sleep apart until they were certain of their future together.
“I don’t expect him to ever forget Elora or to stop loving her, but I deserve more than he’s given me,” Barbara Jean had said.
Nic wasn’t sure how things would work out for them, but she believed that Sanders was much too smart to risk losing the best thing that had ever happened to him.
Upon their arrival, Yvette had met Nic with a smile, the two women having set aside past difference. And later Yvette had admitted how much she envied Nic.
“You have everything. A wonderful husband who loves you and a beautiful child you will bring up together.”
Without hesitation, Nic took Yvette’s hand. She didn’t care if the woman read her mind, sensed her feelings, or absorbed some of her happiness. “You are a beautiful woman and an exceptional human being. You deserve to be happy, to find love, to share your life with someone. That’s my wish for you.”
“You are very kind, Nicole, but I do not believe it is meant to be.”
“Never say never.”
Later that evening, as Nic stood over her son’s crib, Griff came up behind her and wrapped her in his arms. They stayed there in the nursery for a long time, simply watching their son breathe, his little chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm. They had come so close not only to losing each other, but the child who had been conceived in their love, the child they now thought of as their precious miracle.
The past lay behind them, the misery and unhappiness, the horror and torment. Neither would ever forget, but they would never again allow the past to overshadow the present, each having learned valuable lessons about understanding, forgiveness, acceptance, and the power of love.