Death's Last Run

CLARE

The snowboard was still attached to her feet as the slim brunette lay sprawled, almost posed, in the Whistler mountain snow. Bright red blood spread in two pools from her wrists, sparkling in the sun like crystallized suicide. Or murder. The photo of Sacha Westlake's remains had been clawing at Clare since she'd been shown it the previous afternoon. Twenty-three years old. And dead. And Clare's job to make it make sense.

Clare stared at the chess board. She didn't care about the game, but it was better than the image in her mind. Better, too, than staring at Noah, with his shaggy hair that flopped into his face like he couldn't be bothered with anything past it.

“Check,” Clare said.

Noah frowned. “It's only check until I take your queen.”

“So take my queen.” Clare's carry-on bag was waiting at the door. Her cab to LaGuardia would be outside Noah's Chelsea apartment in less than an hour. Her full luggage — along with her next new identity — would be handed to her at the Toronto airport before her flight to Vancouver.

“Come on, Clare. It's no fun winning when you're not playing the game.” He moved his knight in to take her queen.

“I'm so sorry,” Clare said, “that in addition to all the other ways I disappoint you, I'm also a dull chess opponent.”

“There's nothing dull about you.” Noah tugged a string of fluff from his parents' old blue sofa. He could afford his own sofa, but sticking with ugly hand-me-downs was part of the slacker image he still thought was cool at twenty-nine. “It's . . . god, you already know what my problem is. You're flying away to Whistler for who knows how long? It's a terrific assignment — I'm excited as hell for you — but I'm not looking forward to waiting at home while you're out there getting boned by some snowboard instructor who doesn't even know your real name.”

“I'm all yours in real life.” Clare moved her bishop to protect it from Noah's knight, pulled her feet off the floor, and hugged her legs in. Her sock had a hole in the toe. She didn't care. “But I need the freedom to jump into my job — completely. In today's case, that's Lucy Lipton, snowboarder and soul-searcher.”

“
Single
snowboarder and soul-searcher.”

“Yeah.” Clare shrugged. “Well, snowboarder wannabe — I'm taking lessons when I get there. So, uh, we'll see about that instructor.”

Noah nudged a pawn forward. “That doesn't help.”

Clare took Noah's pawn with another pawn. It was probably a bad move, but she wanted the game to be over. “
You've
dated suspects when you're undercover. You do remember that's how we met?” Clare loved the memory of meeting Noah, the two of them on their separate poker tour assignments. It had been hot, fun — and kind of dangerous, until she'd learned he was also on the side of the law.

“Right,” Noah said. “And you fell for me despite having a boyfriend back home. Can you see why I might be the tiniest bit insecure?”

Clare felt her chest deflate a little. She kind of saw his point.

Noah shook out two Marlboros and passed one to Clare. “You get so into your cover that you feel real attraction from behind some fake person's eyes. Then when the case is over, your feelings aren't.”

On the stereo, Ella and Louis were crooning away to “Let's Call the Whole Thing Off.” Clare wondered if Noah had played the album on purpose for that song.

“Noah, this is dumb. Should we break up now, before we hate each other?”

“I'll never hate you.” Noah moved his bishop across to take Clare's pawn and said, “Checkmate.”

“But you're not in love with me.” Clare stared at the lines on the hardwood floor, waiting — wishing — for him to contradict her. “And you won't be exclusive unless I give up what makes me good at my job.”

“Being a slut isn't what makes you good at your job.” Noah pushed the hair out of his face, smiled crookedly across at Clare to let her know he wasn't actually calling her a slut. “You have a knack with suspects — male
and
female. They might not always like you, but you always find your way into their inner circle. Man, I can't believe you got assigned to Sacha Westlake's death.”

Of course Noah wouldn't touch the real issue — which was that he'd never told Clare he anything more than liked her, though they'd been dating for nearly a year. He'd said other things, like at the beginning, he said he was
falling for
her, and later, several times actually, that he was
totally into
her. But today that wasn't enough.

Noah picked up his remote and turned the volume down on the music. “How is this even an
FBI
case, if Sacha died in Canada? Or are the Mounties drafting you back? Luring you with your very own horse named Northern Lights?”

“Oh, you're hilarious.” Clare suppressed a grin; she didn't want him off the hook. “I'm going as
FBI
.”

“Okay. But why?”

Clare wasn't officially supposed to tell Noah anything, but their team leader unofficially trusted them to talk freely about their assignments. So she said, “Martha Westlake doesn't think her daughter killed herself.”

Noah snorted. “And let me guess — because Martha Westlake's a senator, the
FBI
jumps when she asks for more men on the job.”

Clare nodded. “Paul Worthington is watching this case personally.”

“The head of the
FBI
?” Noah pulled a chipped Niagara Falls ashtray from the floor and set it on the chessboard. “Shit, Clare. That's fantastic. You crack this, you can be sent anywhere you like.”

Yeah, and if she messed up, she'd be sent nowhere ever again. But she gave Noah a half grin and said, “I've always wanted to see Europe. Maybe you should consider becoming exclusive with me now, in case I become a female James Bond. An international woman of mystery.”

Noah leaned forward to ash his cigarette at the same time as Clare did. Their faces came within an inch of meeting. They both pulled away quickly.

“Because James Bond is such a model of fidelity,” Noah said. “And you won't be sent to Europe — it would have to be somewhere the
FBI
operates.”

“I'm going to Canada today. We don't officially operate there.”

“Sure we do. We own Canada.” Noah's mouth corners lifted.

Clare would take the bait some other time. She studied Noah's face, shadowed by a full day's stubble because she'd woken him up early, surprised him on her way to the airport. She wished she was on the couch beside him, nestled into his lean, strong arms. He was right, in a way, that they should fight another day. But Clare couldn't cross the floor to sit with him.

“Do you think Sacha killed herself?” she asked.

Noah nodded slowly. “I only know the case from the news. From what I've seen, yeah, it looks like suicide. She'd been living in Whistler for just over a year, waitressing at a bar without any clear career direction, even though she had a degree from
NYU
. On the physical side, there was no bruising, no struggle . . . I can see why the local cops are ready to close this.”

“No history of self-harm, though,” Clare said. “Don't people who slice their wrists to die have a history of cutting themselves?”

“There's a link. It's not absolute.” Typical Noah — unwilling to commit.

“Did you know Sacha was on a sedative when she died?” Clare said.

“In her twenties in Whistler? I'd say it's not a stretch if she liked to take drugs.”

“Maybe that's why she didn't fight back.” Sacha was only a year younger than Clare. Clare imagined herself in Sacha's place, wanting to fight an assailant but being too doped up to struggle. It would be awful, like swimming in quicksand — or like a dream where your limbs can't move.

“I think the drugs make a better case for suicide.” Noah leaned forward on the couch. “They were talking about that on
CNN
. There was this doctor, he said a lot of people pop pills before they kill themselves — even guys who shoot themselves or jump off bridges. Helps them take that final step.”

Clare thought of the picture — the snowboard, the blood. It
looked
like suicide. And it didn't.

“Sacha's mom's popularity is way up,” Noah said. “She's been completely out of the public spotlight for the past week and a half, since Sacha died. But now she's second only to Geoffrey Kearnes.” Noah must have seen Clare's blank look, because he said, “Martha Westlake is running for the Republican presidential nomination.”

“Oh.” Clare had heard Westlake's name a lot in the media recently, but she'd assumed it was because of her daughter's death. She found it hard to follow U.S. politics — or maybe she just found it hard to care. “How can a New York senator run for the Republican nomination? I thought New York elected Democrats.”

“We usually do. But . . . here, come see on my computer.” Noah crossed the small room to his desk overlooking dirty, hip Eighth Avenue. He moved his mouse and the screen flickered to life. He held out his rolling desk chair, motioned for Clare to come sit in it.

Clare frowned, but she brought her cigarette and the ashtray over to Noah's desk.

Noah pulled up Martha Westlake's home page. “Westlake is moderate,” he said. “Right wing, but not a total crazy. She got in by a hair when the economy took that huge nosedive. I guess that was before you moved here — you were probably still building igloos.”

“That's really funny, Noah.” Clare wondered when the Canadian jokes would dry up — she'd been waiting eleven months.

She looked at the face staring back at her from the computer. Martha Westlake's features weren't as fine as her daughter's, but their eyes shared an intensity, and they had the same pale white skin and dark brown hair. Clare looked sideways at Noah. “So Sacha's death helped her mom politically. Is the senator being investigated as a suspect?”

“Probably. But if Martha Westlake had murdered her daughter, she would hardly have asked the
FBI
to get involved.”

“Sure she would. Because she can control us.” Clare took a long drag of her cigarette and wondered why she'd never tried to quit. Probably because it felt so damn good, nicotine moving through her veins and relaxing the parts that were tense. “You know it's most often family members who kill.”

“It's most often spouses,” Noah said, “or boyfriends.”

Clare laughed. “Is that meant to be menacing?”

“Yes. I'm going to kill you.” Noah stubbed out his cigarette and stood behind Clare, massaging her shoulders. “I meant you'll likely soon know who Sacha was dating. The press hasn't been able to find out.”

Clare clicked on a tab that opened Martha Westlake's photo gallery. Standard shots of a politician on the campaign trail: Martha eating a hot dog in a park wearing a pantsuit she must have been sweltering in, Martha smiling broadly at a baby while she touched the child's nose, Martha wearing a conservative-length pair of shorts while helping at a car wash with a banner that said
Wash for a Cure.
What struck Clare as strange: there were no photos of Sacha on the campaign trail with her mom. There was one posed studio shot of mother and daughter together. But it almost made the overall picture worse.

Clare spun her chair around to look at Noah. The massage felt great, but it wasn't solving anything. “You'd think every guy Sacha had slept with would give a teary press statement. Or maybe she wasn't a slut like me.”

Noah shook his head, like he wasn't touching that. His eyes met Clare's and he looked like he'd just lost his puppy.

“Speaking of teary press statements, Sacha's best friend is my new roommate, starting tonight.”

“Jana Riley?” Noah said. “She looks like a psycho. Be careful.”

“She looks melodramatic,” Clare acknowledged, wondering how come Noah knew so much about this case. She turned back to the computer and Googled
Jana Riley.
“I also have a job interview at the bar where Sacha worked.”

“That's great.” Noah's voice behind Clare was flat. “Before long, you'll be boning Sacha's boyfriend.”

“Man, I hope he's hot.” She clicked on a link that took her to Jana's Facebook profile. Public — surprise, surprise.

Noah sighed. “You don't get it, Clare.”

“What don't I get?”

“If you want to be in a committed relationship, you don't say things like, ‘I hope I get to have sex with a hot stud on this assignment.'”

“I was joking.” But Clare knew he was right.

Jana's Facebook status said,
Shredding the mountain snow. Trying to fill my days with fun because Sacha was nothing if not fun. Still sad, though.
Well, at least Clare wouldn't have to wear black all the time in the apartment.