Authors: Anne McCaffrey
‘That’s an old song—’
‘I never heard it.’
Menolly laughed because Piemur sounded as testy
as
an old uncle instead of a half-grown boy.
‘Hope you know some more new ones like that because I’m so bored with all the stuff I’ve heard since I was a babe … Hey, you had the last piece, Lazy. It’s Mimic’s turn … there! Behave yourself.’
The hungry fire lizards made short work of Camo’s bowl. Then Ranly leaned out of the dining room window, urging them to come and eat before the food was cleared away. There weren’t many in the dining hall: Piemur had been right that they got scanty rations on a gather day, but the cheese, bread and sweetings were all Menolly could eat.
When the Apprentice Master marshalled the younger ones to the dormitory, Menolly quietly ascended the steps to her own room. The lilting strains of still another dance tune drifted on the night air. She’d done her first turn as a harper, and done well. She felt like a harper for the first time, as if she really did belong here in the Hall. Lulled by the music and distant laughter, she fell asleep, the warm bodies of the fire lizards nestling against her.
The next morning, looking from her window to the place where the gather had been held, she saw few traces of litter, only the dew-glistening trampled earth of the dancing square. Holders trudged towards the fields, herdsmen were guiding their beasts to the meadows, and apprentices dashed up and down the holdway on their errands. Down the ramp from Fort Hold paced a troop of leggy runners, fresh after a day’s rest, fretting against the slow pace to which their riders held them until they were past the ambling herdbeasts. They disappeared in a cloud of dust down the long road to the east.
Menolly heard the noise from the apprentices’ dormitory, and a soft, all but inaudible, creeling closer by. She threw on her clothes and dashed down the steps.
‘Knew you wouldn’t miss, Menolly,’ said Silvina, meeting her on the steps from the kitchen. She carried a tray, which she thrust ahead. ‘Do take this up to the Harper, like a pet, would you? Camo’s just about finished wielding that chopper of his for your fair.’
Menolly’s polite tap at the Masterharper’s door brought an instant response. He had a fur clutched around him and an insistently creeling fire lizard clawing at his bare arm.
‘How’d you know?’ he asked, delighted and relieved to see her. ‘Thank goodness you did. I really can’t appear in the kitchen wrapped in a sleeping fur. There, there! I’m stuffing your face, you bottomless pit. How long does this insatiable appetite continue, Menolly?’
She held the tray for him so he could feed Zair as they crossed the room. She slid the tray on to the middle of the sandtable and, anticipating the Harper’s own requirements, offered Zair his next few pieces of meat while Master Robinton gratefully gulped down steaming klah. He grabbed a piece of bread, dipped it into the sweeting, had another sip of klah and then, his mouth full, waved at Menolly to leave.
‘You’ve got your own to feed, too. Don’t forget to work on your song. I’ll require a finished copy later this morning.’
She nodded and left him, wondering if she ought to check and see if Sebell was managing with Kimi. He was, seated at one of the journeymen’s tables, with more than enough willing assistants.
Her fire lizards waited patiently at the kitchen steps with Piemur and Camo. Once her friends had been fed, she was enjoying a second cup of klah when Domick came striding across the court towards her.
‘Menolly,’ and he was frowning with irritation, ‘I know Robinton wants you to finish that song for him,
but
will it take
all
morning? I wanted you to go through that quartet music with Sebell, Talmor and myself. Morshal has the girls for theory on firstday so Talmor’s free. I’ll never get that quartet ready for performance unless we have a few more good rehearsals.’
‘I’ll start the copy right now, only …’
‘Only what?’
‘I don’t have any copying tools.’
‘Is that all? Finish your klah quickly. I’ll show you Arnor’s den. Just as well I’m taking you,’ Domick said, guiding her towards the door in the opposite corner of the court. ‘Robinton wants the song done on those sheets of pulped wood, and Arnor won’t hand
them
out to apprentices.’
Master Arnor, the Hall’s archivist, occupied the large room behind the Main Hall. It was brilliantly lit with glow baskets in each corner, in the centre of the room, and smaller ones depending above the tilted worktables where apprentices and journeymen bent to tasks of copying fading Record Hides and newer songs. Master Arnor was a fusser: he wanted to know why Menolly was to have sheets; apprentices had to learn how to copy properly on old hide before they could be entrusted with the precious sheets; what was all the hurry about? And why hadn’t Master Robinton told him himself if it was all this important? And a girl? Yes, yes, he’d heard of Menolly. He’d seen her in the dining hall, same as he saw all the other nuisancy apprentices and holder girls and, oh, well, all right, here was tool and ink, but she wasn’t to waste it now, or he’d have to make more and that was a lengthy process and apprentices never paid close attention to the simmering and if the solution boiled, it would be ruined and fade too soon and oh, he didn’t know what the world was coming to!
A journeyman had been unobtrusively assembling
the
various items, and he handed them to Menolly, giving her an amused wink for his master’s querulousness. His smile also conveyed to Menolly the tip that the next time she should come directly to him rather than approach his cranky master.
Domick got her away from the old Archivist after the barest of courtesies. As they walked back to the Hall entrance, he again directed her not to be all morning at the copying or he’d never get the new quartet sufficiently rehearsed before the Festival. As he opened the door to the Main Hall, she heard the Masterharper’s voice and sped up the stairs.
As she worked in her room, her concentration was penetrated now and then by voices raised in discussion in the Hall below. Absently she identified the various masters: Domick, Morshal, Jerint, the Masterharper and, to her surprise, Silvina, and others whose voices she couldn’t recognize as readily. As the conversations apparently had to do with posting journeymen to various positions about the country, she paid scant heed.
She was, in fact, just finishing the third and looser interpretation of the song when a brisk tapping at the door startled her so much she almost smeared the sheet. At her answer, Domick strode in.
‘Haven’t you finished yet?’
She nodded to the sheets, spread out to dry. Scowling with exasperation, he strode across the room and picked up the nearest sheet. Before she could warn him about damp ink, she noticed that he took the sheet carefully by the edges.
‘Hmmm. Yes. You copy neatly enough to please even old Arnor. Yes, now …’ he was scanning the other sheets. ‘Traditional forms all duly observed … Not a bad tune, at all.’ He gave her an approving nod. ‘Bit bare of chord, but the subject doesn’t need
musical
embellishment. Come, come, finish that sheet, too.’ He pointed to the one before her. ‘Oh, you have! Fair enough.’ He blew gently across the sheet to dry the last line of still glistening ink. ‘Yes, that’ll do. I’ll just be off with these. Take your gitar across to my quarters, Menolly, and study the music on the rack. You’re to play second gitar. Pay special attention to the dynamic qualities of the second variation.’
With that he left her. Her right hand ached from the cramped position of copying, and she massaged it, then shook her fingers vigorously from the wrist to relieve the strain.
‘Now,’ she heard the Masterharper’s voice from the room below, ‘the point is that all but one of the formalities has been observed. Admittedly, there’s not been much time spent in the Hall, but an apprenticeship served elsewhere under a competent journeyman has always been admissible. Does anyone wish to register any reservations about the competence of that journeyman?’ There was a short pause. ‘So that’s settled. Ah, yes, thank you, Domick. Now, Master Arnor …’ and Menolly lost the sound of his voice as he evidently moved away from the window.
She was uncomfortably aware that she was not only an inadvertent eavesdropper on Craft matters not her business, but disobedient to Master Domick’s orders. Not that she didn’t wish to follow them. She picked up her gitar. Playing with Talmor, Sebell and Domick was a pure delight. Had Master Domick meant to intimate that she’d be part of that quartet in a performance? Well, if yesterday was any sample of being a harper, yes, she probably would be performing in that quartet, new as she was to the Harper Hall. That was part of being a harper, after all.
When Menolly entered Domick’s quarters, Talmor and Sebell, Kimi disposed on his shoulder and not
looking
too pleased to be shifted from the crook of his arm, were already discussing the music. They greeted her cheerfully and asked if she’d enjoyed her first go in a gather at Fort Hold. They both laughed at her enthusiastic replies.
‘Everyone’s the better for a good gather,’ said Talmor.
‘Except Morshal,’ said Sebell, and, glancing sideways at Talmor as if they shared some secret, rubbed the side of his nose.
‘Let us play, Journeyman Sebell.’ Menolly thought that Talmor sounded reproving.
‘By all means, Journeyman Talmor,’ said Sebell, not the least bit perturbed. ‘If you will join us, Apprentice Menolly.’ The brown man gestured elaborately for Menolly to take the stool beside him.
As Menolly checked the tuning of her gitar, Talmor turned the sheets of music on the rack. ‘Where does he want us to start?’
‘Master Domick told
me
to study the dynamics of the second variation,’ said Menolly with helpful deference.
‘That’s right, that’s where,’ said Talmor, snapping his fingers before he flipped the correct sheets to the front. ‘At the beat then … sweet shells, he’s changing the time in every third measure … what does he expect of us?’
‘Are the dynamics difficult?’ asked Menolly, feeling apprehensive.
‘Not difficult, just Domick all over,’ said Talmor with the sigh of the long-suffering. But he tapped the appropriate beat on the wood of his gitar and gave a more emphatic fifth beat for them to start.
They’d had a chance to go through the second variation once before Domick entered the room. Nodding courteously to them, he took his place.
‘Let’s start at the beginning of the second variation, now that you’ve had a chance to play through it.’
They worked steadily, going straight through the music once. The second time they paused frequently to perfect the more difficult passages and balance the parts. The dinner bell punctuated the brisk notes of the finale. Talmor and Sebell put down their instruments with small sighs of relief, but Menolly refingered the final three chords softly before she laid her instrument down.
‘Does your hand hurt?’ asked Domick with unexpected solicitude.
‘No, I was just wondering if the string was true.’
‘If you heard a sour sound, it was my stomach,’ said Talmor.
‘Too much gathering?’ asked Sebell with little sympathy.
‘No, not enough breakfast, thank you!’ replied Talmor with the brusqueness of someone being teased. He rose and left the room, followed closely by the silently laughing Sebell.
‘Master Shonagar has you this afternoon, Menolly?’ asked Domick, motioning for Menolly to come with him.
‘Yes, sir.’
‘Well, then you’d have to continue that voice instruction anyway,’ he said in a cryptic fashion. Menolly decided he must be wishing to have her practise with him more steadily, but Master Robinton had been specific: her mornings were scheduled to Master Domick; afternoons she was to go to Master Shonagar.
When they entered the dining hall, the room was already well filled. Domick turned to the right towards the masters’ table. Menolly caught one glimpse of Master Morshal, already seated, his face
set
in the sourest lines she had yet seen on the bad-tempered old man, so she looked quickly away.
‘Pona’s gone!’ Piemur pounced on her from the left, his face wreathed with smug satisfaction. ‘So I can sit with you, near the girls, now Audiva said I could ’cause it was Pona who got snotty. Audiva says will you
please
sit with her.’
‘Pona’s gone?’ Menolly, both surprised and nervous, permitted Piemur to pull her towards the hearthside table. There were two empty places, one on either side of Audiva, who smiled hesitantly as she saw Menolly approaching. She beckoned to the seat on her right, away from the other girls.
‘See, Pona is gone! She got taken away a-dragon-back,’ Piemur added, his pleasure in her departure somewhat alloyed by the prestigious manner of her going.
‘Because of yesterday?’ The thin knot of worry in her middle grew larger and colder. Pona in the cot, contained by the discipline of the Harper Hall, was bad enough; but, in her grandfather’s Hold, pouring out acid vengeance, she was much more dangerous for Harper apprentice, Menolly.
‘Naw, not just yesterday,’ Piemur said firmly. ‘So don’t you go feeling guilty about it. But yesterday was the final crack, the way I heard it, bearing false witness against you. And Dunca’s been raked over by Silvina! That pleased her no end; she’s just been itching to take Dunca down.’
Timiny was straddling three seats across from Audiva, and gesturing urgently to Menolly and Piemur to take them.
‘You sit with Timiny, Piemur. I’m going to sit next to Audiva. Looks like she’s being put on by Briala with that empty seat and all.’
As she stepped to the place, she caught Briala’s
startled
, antagonistic glance. The dark girl nudged her neighbour, Amania, who also turned to glare at Menolly. But Menolly smiled at Audiva, and as she stood by the tall craftgirl, she felt Audiva’s hand fumble for hers and the grateful pressure of her fingers. Stealing a sideways glance, she noticed that Audiva’s eyes looked red and her cheeks showed the puffiness of recent and prolonged weeping.
The signal to be seated was given, and the meal began. If Menolly felt too self-conscious and Audiva too upset to talk, Piemur suffered no inhibitions and babbled on about how he’d made his marks count.