A sense of loss filled Hall's eyes. âYou'll see,' he said weakly. âGive it a few more years on the job, and you'll see it for yourself.'
Hall closed the door, the guard blew his whistle, and the train began to pull out of the station.
Paniatowski stood watching until it was out of sight. Slowly, she noted, her vision was becoming more blurred, and supposed that was because she was crying.
NINETEEN
T
he boss looked rough, DI Colin Beresford thought â rougher than she'd looked when there seemed to be no light at the end of the tunnel in the bakery murders investigation; rougher, even, than when, whatever they did, they were making no headway at all in the hunt for the serial killer who stripped his victims naked and posed them on their hands and knees. But then, on those cases, it had only been her own future on the line â and now it was Charlie Woodend's.
Beresford took a sip of his pint, which was probably just as good as the Drum and Monkey's best bitter always was, but tasted â at that moment â like old engine oil.
âIt's not your fault, Monika,' he said.
âIt really isn't, boss,' agreed DC Jack Crane. âFrom what you've told us about him, DCI Hall was so good at pulling the wool over people's eyes that he would have fooled anybody.'
Paniatowski looked around the bar which was almost her second home â at the dedicated darts players engaged in a fierce competition in the corner, at the inveterate gamblers hungrily feeding coins into the one-armed bandit.
It was kind of her lads to say she wasn't to blame, she thought â but was it really true?
Or was the truth actually that there had been some point at which she
could
have penetrated Hall's âhonest' disguise and thereby had at least a chance to limit the damage?
âWe have to fight back,' she said aloud. âWe have to find a way to protect Charlie.' She took a drag on her cigarette. âI'm not including you in this, Jack, by the way.'
âAnd why's that?' Crane demanded angrily. Then he swallowed â twice â before adding, âSorry, boss, I seem to have got a bit carried away there. But
why
am I not included?'
âBecause you didn't know Charlie Woodend,' Paniatowski said. âYou never worked for him like we did, so you don't owe him a thing. And if there's any fallout from whatever we decide to do, I don't want it landing on you.'
âI'm part of the team, aren't I?' Crane asked.
âOf course you are.'
âThen if there's any fallout, I'll take my fair share.'
Paniatowski reached across the table and patted his hand.
âThank you, Jack,' she said.
And then she thought, Jesus, I just patted his bloody hand. Now he'll think I'm either treating him like a baby, or â worse â that I bloody fancy him.
âIf you want your share of the fallout, you've got it,' she said, trying to sound crisp and efficient â trying to sound, in fact, like a DCI who had the best part of two decades on the young detective constable. She turned her attention back to Beresford. âThe thing is, Colin, what
can
we do?'
âIf we can get Mrs Dawson to say that Bannerman had the opportunity to go upstairs while she was outside, we can at least establish the
possibility
that it was the sergeant who took the pencil,' Beresford suggested.
âAnd if wishes were horses, then beggars would ride,' Crane murmured to himself.
âWhat was that you just said?' Beresford asked.
âShe remembers Mr Woodend going upstairs, because he'd asked to see her daughter's things â which will have mattered to her. But how likely is it, after nearly a quarter of a century, that she'll not only remember that she went outside for a breath of air, but
how long
she was outside for?'
âIt's very
unlikely
,' Paniatowski said.
âAnd even if â against all odds â she did have
vague
memories of it, you can be certain that DCI Hall will have scrambled them up during his cosy little chat with her,' Crane concluded.
Right again, Paniatowski thought. Whatever they managed to squeeze out of Mrs Dawson â if they could squeeze anything at all â the finger of suspicion would remain pointing almost entirely at Charlie.
So just what the hell
could
they do?
âPhone call for you, Chief Inspector,' the barman called across the room. âDo you want to take it here, or should I put it through to the other phone?'
But even though he'd gone through the ritual of asking the question, he already knew the answer. None of DCI Paniatowski's team â nor DCI Woodend's team before it â had ever taken their calls on the bar phone, because there were too many flapping ears close to it.
The Drum's âother' phone was in the corridor, midway between the ladies' and gents' toilets.
It looked like every other wall-mounted telephone in the world, Paniatowski mused, as she navigated her way between the crates of empty beer bottles to reach it. But it wasn't â at least, not to her.
Important milestones in her life had been marked out by
this
phone. It had been from this phone that she had received the information which had helped crack several major cases. And it had been on this phone, too, that George Baxter â then still only a DCI himself â had finally forced her to admit that their relationship was going nowhere.
There should be a brass plaque over it, she thought â though if there had been one, she had no idea what it ought to say.
She picked up the receiver, and heard a faint click as the barman transferred the call.
âDetective Chief Inspector Paniatowski?' asked the man on the other end of the line.
It was a harsh voice. She didn't recognize it â but that was not surprising, because she was almost certain that the man was doing his best to disguise it.
âYes, this is Paniatowski,' she said. âWho am I speaking to, please?'
âIs anything bad going to happen to those policemen of yours who investigated the Lilly Dawson murder back in 1951?' asked the caller, ignoring her question.
Jesus, how does he know anything about
that
? Paniatowski thought.
âWhat policemen are you talking about?' she asked, stalling for time.
âDon't play games with me,' the caller said. âYou know the ones I mean â DCI Woodend and his sergeant.'
âSergeant Bannerman.'
âThat's right. Will they be punished for arresting the wrong man?'
âYou must realize I can't possibly discuss that with you,' Paniatowski said.
âI take it that means they will be,' the caller said. âDoesn't it bother you that your old boss will be getting a raw deal?'
âOf course it bothers me,' Paniatowski said, before she could stop herself.
âAnd would you do anything that you possibly could to help him out of the mess he's in?'
âYes.'
âThen what you have to do is to find out who
really
killed Lilly Dawson.'
âDo
you
know who did it?'
âYes, I do.'
âThen give me a name.'
âI can't do that. But if you want me to, I'll tell you something that will point you in the right direction.'
â
Why
can't you give me a name?' Paniatowski insisted.
âIf you ask me that again, I'll hang up,' the man threatened, and now the harshness in his voice was more than just a disguise. âJust give me a yes or no to my question â do you want pointing in the right direction or don't you?'
âYes, I want pointing in the right direction,' Paniatowski confirmed.
âThen if you're ever to find out who
really
killed Lilly, you first need to find out who
really
killed Bazza Mottershead,' the man told her.
The name rang a bell â but not a loud one.
âWho's Bazza Mottershead?' Paniatowski asked.
But by then, the line had already gone dead.
Most of the lights in Whitebridge police headquarters had long since been extinguished, but the one in Monika Paniatowski's office â to which the team had returned straight after the phone call â still valiantly blazed on.
âThe moment the anonymous caller mentioned Bazza Mottershead's name . . .' Paniatowski began. She paused for a second. âWe can't go on referring to him as “the anonymous caller”,' she continued. âWe need to give him a name.'
âHow about “Looney Tunes”?' Beresford suggested.
Paniatowski glared at him. âThat's really not very helpful, Colin,' she said. âIf no one has any objections, I'll call him “Mr X”.'
âI've no objections,' Beresford replied, indifferently.
âThe moment Mr X mentioned Bazza Mottershead's name, I knew it sounded vaguely familiar,' Paniatowski said, picking up her thread again. âAnd, of course, that was because I'd read it in the papers, while I was researching Lilly's death.' She opened the file which was lying on her desk. âBazza Mottershead was killed a few days after Lilly's body was discovered. He was a small-time criminal, and the bobbies back then soon arrested another minor thug, who went by the name of Walter Brown, for his murder. Brown pleaded not guilty at his trial, but he was duly convicted and sentenced to fifteen years.'
âWhich means he was out in ten,' Crane said.
âNo,' Paniatowski replied. âHe wasn't out in ten. In fact, he served his full sentence.'
âProbably couldn't keep his nose clean, even when he was inside,' Crane said dismissively. âSome people never learn.'
âYou're making an assumption â and it's a wrong one,' Paniatowski told him. âFar from causing trouble, Brown was an almost exemplary prisoner.'
âSo why didn't they let him out on licence?'
âYou tell me.'
Crane thought about it. âThe likely reason is that Brown would never admit his guilt,' he said finally.
âCorrect!' Paniatowski agreed. âAfter he'd served ten years, he became eligible for release. All he had to do was say he was sorry for what he'd done, but he wouldn't â because he still claimed he
hadn't
done it.'
Beresford had been twitching awkwardly for some time, and now he said, âI think that we may be wasting our time here, boss.'
âDo you?' Paniatowski asked, in a voice which suggested she wouldn't welcome further discussion on the subject.
âYes, I do,' Beresford said determinedly. âI think we're desperate to find something we can do for Mr Woodend . . .'
âYou'll get no argument from me on that score.'
â. . . and because we're desperate, we're more than willing to go off on any wild goose chase that presents itself to us.'
âWhat you really mean is that
I'm
more than willing to go off on any wild goose chase, don't you?' Paniatowski asked.
âWell, yes,' Beresford admitted.
âAnd what makes you think this
is
a wild goose chase?'
âLook at the facts,' Beresford said. âSome feller rings you up in a pub, and tells you that neither the real killer of Lilly Dawson nor the real killer of Bazza Mottershead has ever been found. Now, under any normal circumstances, you'd just dismiss him as a nutter, wouldn't you?'
âNo,' Paniatowski said firmly. âI'd carefully examine the call on its own merits, and then decide what action to take.'
âRight,' Beresford said, unconvinced. âAnd having carefully examined this anonymous call on its own merits, you've decided that it's opened a whole new line of inquiry for us?'
âYes, I have,' Paniatowski agreed. âMr X said it would help Charlie if we found out who really killed Lillyâ'
âBut I don't see how it possibly could,' Beresford interrupted. âEven if we
did
find the real killer, it wouldn't alter the fact that someone dropped the pencil in the pigeon loft in order to frame Fred Howerd â and though we know that wasn't Mr Woodend, the evidence certainly points to him.'
âI don't understand how it would help, either,' Paniatowski admitted. âBut Mr X says that it would â and I believe him.'
âYou don't understand, but you still believe him,' Beresford said. âAnd why is that? Because you
need
to believe him!'
âNo, that's not it at all,' Paniatowski countered. âI believe him because he knows things that most people don't.'
âLike what?'
âThat we've reopened the murder investigation, for a start. How many people do you think are aware of that?'
âHalf the town, by now,' Beresford said, with what was
almost
a snort of derision. âLook, boss, DCI Hall talked to Mrs Dawson, Mrs Dawson will have talked to her neighbour, the neighbour will have discussed it in the shops, the people who heard the neighbour will have told their friends . . . Do I need to go on?'
âHe also knows that Charlie's in trouble.'
âThat's no more than can be worked out by exercising a bit of simple logic. If we're re-investigating the case, then we think mistakes have been made. And if mistakes have been made, somebody's
bound
to be in trouble.'
Everything that her inspector had said made perfect sense, Paniatowski thought, and yet . . .
And yet . . .
âYou didn't talk to Mr X, Colin,' she said. âBut I did, and if you'd heard the way he spoke, you'd be as convinced as I am.'