Embrace (Evolve Series #2) (14 page)

“Come to bed,” she wraps her arms around his waist,
“you’re tired. I’ll give you a back rub,” she croons persuasively.

I’m already walking to my truck, more than sure what
his response will be. “I’ll be back tomorrow, Jones. Try to get some rest.”

E
van: You awake?

She’s probably asleep. It’s late and I’m a spineless
heel for texting instead of calling in the first place, especially at this
hour. But it dings.

Whitley: Yes. How are you?

Evan: Sorry.

Whitley: Nothing to be sorry for, Evan. It’s a
crazy time, I understand.

Evan: Can I call you?

Whitley: Anytime.

“Hi,” she answers, her voice soft and kind like
always, even after she’s been undeservingly treated badly; not a doormat, never
a martyr, just…
Whitley
. I feel sorry for every dumbass who didn’t
recognize her before, every fool who didn’t appreciate the refreshing,
beautiful traits this girl has to offer.

“Hi, Whit. Promise I didn’t wake you up?”

“Promise.”

“I just kinda need to talk. And,” I take a deep
breath, “I wanted it to be to you.”

“I’m right here.”

She always says the right thing. She always says it
in the right voice. She confuses the hell out of me; I can only imagine what
I’m doing to her.

I tell her about my night; my concerns about
Parker’s plans, my hurt for Angie, and even my greatest memories of Dale. She
listens and offers little pieces of agreement, or advice, but argues with me
freely when she feels the need. At this point in my life, I can honestly say,
there’s no one I’d rather talk to.

Already knowing it’s a bad idea, I push away that
thought, and force out the words. “I wish you were here, Whitley.”

“I am.”

“No, I mean
here
here, by my side.”

“I’m at Bonnie’s Bed and Breakfast. You know it?”

Of course I know it, Bonnie’s been playing Bridge
with my mom every Wednesday afternoon since I don’t know when. “I know it.” I
pause and my heartbeat speeds up. “You’re really there? I mean here?”

“I’m really here. I was hoping you’d want me, or
need me, or whatever,” she’s whispering now, “so I came. I would have seen you
at the service, but then…you called.”

But then I called. And she’s here. For me. Right
down the road. Sleepy. Snuggly.

And I’m here for a funeral…thinking like this.

“What room are you in?” I ask as I jump up and pull
on my jeans and boots. I pull a t-shirt over my head, not stopping to examine
the excitement coursing through me; that doesn’t seem right at this time and
makes me feel guilty. But dammit if I haven’t felt anticipation like this in a
while.

“213,” she rushes out, her breathlessness matching
my own.

Does she feel the gravity of this moment like I do?
Could I ever express to her in words what this means to me, how deeply and
profoundly she has touched me?

She’s here… I will never be the same.

“That’s a bottom outside door, right?”

“Yes.”

“Be there in ten.”

Quietly, I pick up my keys and ease out the front
door silently. My truck slips into gear and I roll it down the driveway like
I’m not almost twenty and able to leave when I want to. When I’m a ways from
the house, I start the engine, and in six more minutes, I’m standing in front
of door 213.

Shit.
She’s wearing tiny shorts and a thin
shirt, no bra, and her generous chest leaves no room for doubt. Her blonde hair
falls around her shoulders and her blue eyes are sleepy, half-lidded. I force
my eyes to stay on hers.

“Come in,” she says quietly, and I step inside.

My pulse is hammering so hard I can feel each beat
in my neck, my mouth suddenly dry as cotton. I run my sweaty palms down my
jeans as I look around. There’s one big bed and one chair in the room. She’s
got the TV on, but muted. That’s the only light, the TV, which is plenty. I can
make out the outline of her body through the worn material of her top. I can
see her nipples, hard and wanting. I can tell her lips are shiny from being
licked.

I shouldn’t be here; this is a very bad idea. I
could tell myself I just need a friend, for comfort, but that’s a lie. I’m
madly attracted to Whitley and I want so badly to throw away my worries about
hurting her, or her hurting me, and selfishly take her in my arms.

Selfish it is.

When I move to her, she doesn’t give an inch, but
stays right where she is, her breath quickening and heavy, her eyes
challenging. She wants me too. My hands move gradually, brushing up her neck to
clutch in her hair, the moan escaping her making me twitch. Damn, but she’s
beautiful. Delicate. Fragile. She leaves her eyes open, drinking me in, telling
me “yes, it’s okay,’” without words. My lips are inches from hers, so close I
can feel her warm puffs of breath against mine. I close my eyes, moving in for
the taste of what I so desperately want.

And my phone trills loudly from my pocket, jerking
me back in surprise.

Yeah, the phone rings at that exact moment…how
convenient and unlikely, right?

It fucking happened.

Given the current crisis we’re all dealing with, of
course I’m gonna answer it. The moment now long gone, I rub the back of my neck
roughly with one hand while I hold the phone with the other, staring at the
faded brown carpet rather than Whitley.

“Hello?”

“Hey, Evan, it’s Laney. Just wanted to let you know
we’re here, at Dad’s. I sent yours home and got mine to bed. Thank you.”

“Not a problem, glad you made it.”

“So, I guess I’ll see you tomorrow?”

“Yeah, I’ll be there.” I exhale, wishing it was
anything but what we have to do the next day. “See ya tomorrow.”

I hang up and take my time putting up my phone,
examining everything in the room before I look back to Whitley. “I’m sorry,
Whit. I shouldn’t have come here. I’m an ass.”

“Why do you say that?” She frowns. “I’m glad you
came.” She shifts, going to come to me, but I back up.

“I don’t want to hurt you, Whit. You’re such a great
person, and I’m not sure what this is,” I point from myself to her, “but I
don’t want to lose you.”

“Why would you lose me?”

“If we became more than friends, and it didn’t work
out, we wouldn’t be friends anymore. And,” my hands move through my hair on their
own and pull in frustration, “what if we’re just, I don’t know, convenient?
Whitley, I’m just… I’m not sure what’s real and I don’t want to lose anybody
else I care about. I’ve had all that fun I can stand.”

She’s on me in a flash, her arms hugged around my
waist, hands rubbing my back. “Go home, Evan, and go to bed. You’re tired and
distraught. I don’t want to be somebody’s convenience, or second guess, but I
will still be your friend. Okay?” She lifts her pretty face up to smile feebly
at me.

“Okay,” I agree, moving quickly to the door, feeling
damn lucky she gave me an out. How can I do right by her, be honest with her,
when I can’t even make sense of things myself? The myriad of emotions lately,
it’s just all too much. Heartbreak to some relief to confusion to extreme grief;
I just need to go numb for a while.

“I’ll see you tomorrow. Night, Evan.”

Chapter 17

Will The Real Slugger Please Stand Up?

~Evan~

H
ave you ever been to a sunny funeral? I
know I’ve seen processions go by when it’s nice outside, so it must happen,
just not to me, and not now. Seems like it’s always unseasonably cold, or a
freak snow, or in this case…not really raining, but drizzling enough to remind
you it’s a shitty day.

We all look on as our friend, our mentor, is lowered
into the ground. The pallbearers all wore a white rose on their lapel, and I
unpin mine and toss it into the hole with Dale before finally turning to leave.
I help Parker get his mom to the waiting limo, then walk with Whitley over to
Laney, her dad, and Dane. Laney had spoken at the funeral and I want to tell
her how beautiful it was. I know it was hard for her, but she held her head
high and squelched her tears like a trooper.

“You did well, Laney,” I say as we approach. “Dale
would be real happy. You know besides Angie, you were always his favorite girl,
right?”

“Yeah.” She nods and grins sadly, looking at her
feet. “He was one of my favorites too.”

“Mr. Walker,” Whitley offers her hand, “I’m Whitley
Thompson, Laney’s friend. Nice to meet you.”

What an ass I am, not introducing her. I don’t even
remember if I’d officially done so with Parker or Angie; this whole day is a
bit of a fog.

“It’s nice to meet you, young lady. Thank you for
coming today.”

“Yes, sir.”

“Well, I’ll see you kids later. I’m gonna head over
to sit with Angie a bit.”

“Bye, Daddy.” Laney gives him a hug. “I love you, so
much.”

“Love you, Slugger. See ya at home.” He turns.
“Dane,” he nods, “Evan,” he pats my shoulder.

Whitley’s gasp turns all our heads. “Laney, you
don’t really hit people, do you?! And your father encourages it?”

Dane starts chuckling under his breath; he must get
something Laney and I don’t because her face looks as puzzled as I feel.

“What are you talking about?” Laney asks.

“Slugger?”
Whitley answers, like
duh
.

Dale wouldn’t care if we laughed at his funeral,
thank God, because we’re all busting out now. Hell, he’d laugh too.

“Whitley,” I put my hand on her shoulder, mostly to
hold myself up through the laughter, “she doesn’t slug people. Well, not often.
It’s a term,” I catch my breath, “for a good batter, like softball.”

“Ohhh,” her cheeks flush and she rests one hand over
her heart, “of course. Thank goodness.”

Laney’s grinning ear to ear and I really am glad to
see it. It’s such a sad day, and of all people, Whitley had found a way to
brighten her mood. Hell, she brightened all our moods. Whenever I think of
Dale, having to carry his casket, standing in the rain with Laney and her
boyfriend…I’ll smile at the end when I remember right now.

Or then again, maybe not.  My back stiffens and the
hairs on my neck stand up, sensing evil.

“Hey, Evan.”

How tacky can you get, risking starting shit at a
funeral? Whitley can sense my distress and looks up at me, worry in her eyes.
Laney? Her grin has disappeared and I can see her teeth grinding from here. I
give Dane a look, then dart my eyes to Laney, hoping he understands.

He must have, as one arm goes tightly around Laney’s
shoulders and he steps in closer to her. Laney won’t disrespect Dale, or his
family, by cleaning this bitch’s clock at his funeral, but she
may
drag
her off by her hair and do it someplace else.

“Kaitlyn,” I bite out, not turning to face her.

Dane’s eyes pop wide when I say her name. I’m
guessing Laney told him because he stiffens and starts nudging Laney to leave.
“Come on, baby, let’s go.”

Her whiny, sickening voice reaches out and stabs my
ears. “Wait, I’m confused.”

Laney’s head spins around at her words, her eyes
glowing. “Let me clear it up for you then. I’m still Laney, that’s still Evan,”
she points, “that’s Whitley, this is Dane, and you? You’re still the
backstabbing bitch from hell. All better?” She over-smiles facetiously.

“Pfft,” she blows Laney off, coming to stand
directly in front of me now. “Oh my God, did she dump you for him, Evan? I knew
it, she never appreciated you.” Her lecherous hand rubs up my arm, possibly
burning the flesh from the bone. “Come back, Evan,” she coos. “She’s not—”

“Kaitlyn, don’t,” I interrupt her, not wanting a
scene or to stomach hearing her voice.

“But, Evan, I’ll love you, take care of you. In a
way
she
,” she turns and glares at Laney, then back, “never did. Don’t
you remember how I took care of you that night in your room?”

Fucking Kaitlyn, now she’s trying to throw me under
the bus. Her manipulation knows no bounds.

“It wasn’t like that and you know it,” I grind out.
“It wasn’t.” I look at Laney, begging her with my eyes to believe me. It may
not matter to her anymore, but it matters to me that she be sure I’m not a rat
bastard.

Of course
Laney would know better than that,
instantly rolling her eyes and sending Kaitlyn a belittling sneer. “You’re more
delusional than I thought if you actually think I’d believe Evan would touch
you with a ten foot pole. Even if he wasn’t with me, he’d
never
be with
you
.”

Still oblivious to the fact that no one here is
buying her bullshit, oh, and that it’s tasteless to start nonsensical, vicious
drama
at a funeral
, Kaitlyn moves in closer to me. I abruptly step back,
as though bitten, shuddering visibly. What happens next…well, I’m glad I stuck
around.

“Why do we hate her?” Whitley asks me almost
inaudibly out of the side of her mouth.

“She was Laney’s best friend. She tricked her out of
a scholarship at UGA; she wanted me,” I hurry through the CliffsNotes in her
ear.

When Laney gets mad, it’s cute as hell, but you’re
kind of expecting it, right? Well, when Thumbelina goes off, it’s a whole
different kind of downright fantastic.

“Listen here you bushy-eyebrowed, needs-her-dead-ends-trimmed-severely
hoochie
.” Whitley cracks her knuckles, and hopefully only I catch her
wince at it. “You’re obviously as deranged as your hairdresser if you thought
for one minute Evan would respond to deceit. And now,
you’re
alone, and
Dane and I are lucky enough to have them both in our lives. So once again, you
really lose. Now, you’ve got five seconds to get the hell out of here or you’re
gonna have bigger problems than your ass in that outfit.”

Dramatic pause for effect I guess?

“You want me to show you why they call
me
Slugger?”
She wipes under her nose and growls. “And I don’t play softball…feel me?”

Holy hard-on.
Sorry, Dale.

I do a quick survey and cannot decide whose face is
funniest. Laney’s smirking, eating this up; if anything actually happens,
there’s not a doubt in my mind she’ll jump in and put her money where Whitley’s
mouth is. Dane’s jaw is unhinged and laying on the ground somewhere. And
Kaitlyn is blood-red and fuming.

“Who the hell are you?” she snarls, hand on her hip,
challenging Whitley.

“I’m lady enough not to show my ass at a funeral,
but woman enough to kick yours if you don’t back off my friends. Evan?” she
glances at me, keeping her stance to Kaitlyn, “do you have anything to talk to
this, this
person
about?”

I shake my head, trying so very hard not to laugh.

“Laney, do you?” she asks next.

“Nothing.”

“And there you have it. You’re of no use here, now
go find your rock and crawl back under it. We’re leaving,” Whitley proclaims
proudly.

We all robotically fall in step and follow behind
our fearless leader, Whitley, but not before Laney gives me a wide-eyed smirk,
like “well, look at this chic.”

Oh, I am.

“Dale would have really liked you, Whitley,” I hear
Laney tell her, snickering, “and he’d have
loved
that! Very cool of
you.”

I just know Dale is looking down, laughing his ass
off at the show we’re giving him. I’m walking with Laney, her new boyfriend and
the prissy little thing I’m trying desperately not to fall for, having just
watched her bare her teeth against a girl twice her size to defend a girl who
was tackling her not so long ago.

Quite a show.