Weary hazel eyes swiveled to meet hers.
“Remember me?”
Nothing.
“From the path, last night, over by the trailhead. Five fifty or so? Zack ran from me to you?”
Fred Fischer's eyebrows came together in a V. “What?”
Jenny's hand shot out, and her broken nails clutched at Sam's jeans. “You saw my baby? You saw Zack?”
Sam focused on Fred's face. “Mr. Fischer, remember how you waved to me? I waved back?”
Jenny examined her husband's perplexed expression.
Fred shook his head. “I don't remember that.”
Sam swallowed around a sudden constriction in her throat.
Jenny's hand still hung on to the baggy denim at Sam's knee. “I don't understand. You saw Zack last night?”
“I think so. He never told me his name. Was he wearing a Winnie-the-Pooh sweatshirt?”
Jenny let go of Sam's jeans and pressed her hand over her own cracked lips. A tear rolled down her cheek.
“There were scratches on his face.” Sam indicated cross-hatching with a finger raised to her own cheek.
“He didn't have those before,” Jenny sobbed. She clutched at the collar of her sweatshirt, wadding the material in her fists.
“Mr. Fischer,” Rafael asked, “did you have your hair in a ponytail yesterday evening?”
“What?” The father raised a dirty hand to the oily strings that hung loose around his shoulders. “I don't know.”
Jenny said, “Yes, you did. I remember it was all coming out when you got here, when I calledâ” Her voice skipped like a needle on an old scratched record. “I called and called. Oh, my baby!” Twisting her neck, she buried her face in her husband's shirtfront.
Fred Fischer wrapped his arms around his wife, but his eyes were fixed on Sam. Tired, cold eyes. “Zack wandered off just as it got dark.” His tone was mechanical, as if he were repeating the information for the hundredth time. “And we never saw him again.”
It sounded so final. Feeling like she'd been kicked in the stomach, Sam returned to the picnic bench.
Rafael followed. “You said it was dark,” he theorized. “Maybe Fischer didn't see you. Maybe you just thought he was waving. But you definitely saw Zack with this man?”
The boy disappearing down the narrow path, the brambles snagging her vest, holding her back. “Zack ran away from me, toward him. There was shrubbery between us. I just assumed ...” Letting her words trail off, Sam lowered her head into her hands.
If Fischer hadn't waved at her, then whom had he been signaling? Could Zack have darted down the left fork, to the river? If the silhouetted man wasn't Fischer, then whoâ?
“You're back?” a gravelly voice barked in Sam's ear.
Kent and Rafael Castillo stiffened. Sam felt her own muscles clench, too. The speaker was an older woman with a severe iron gray bob and a rumpled National Park Service uniform. Meg Tanner, assistant superintendent.
Sam held out her hand. “Hi, Meg. I'm here writing some articles about how the cougars are doing. How are you?”
Tanner ignored Sam's outstretched hand. “Been better.” She leveled a gnarled index finger at Rafael. “Castillo, I need you to take a report from Site 21.”
His square face brightened. “They see something?”
Tanner shook her head. “Another theft.”
“Why can't these people lock up their stuff at night?” With a groan, Rafael pushed himself up from the picnic bench. He stalked away, muttering to himself.
“At least it's not a gun this time,” Tanner said to his retreating back. She returned her gaze to Sam. “I thought you were up on the plateau. Didn't we give you a special permit?”
“I was. And yes, you did.” Sam wondered for the fiftieth time if she'd done something during her summer employment here to piss Tanner off. “When I heard about the missing boy, I came down to see if I could help.”
“Good. We can use another experienced tracker.”
That was the closest thing to praise she'd ever received from the assistant superintendent.
“Just don't try to be a hero,” Tanner added. “I know how you tend to go off on tangents.”
Tangents? Sam's temper flared. Then she remembered that she was on a tangent of sorts right now. Save the Wilderness Fund was paying her to produce wildlife stories, and here she was, volunteering to search for a missing kid. “Yes, ma'am,” she replied.
“Stick around. Rescue 504âthe Explorer Scoutsâwill be here any second; we'll organize the second wave then.” Tanner walked a few steps, then turned back. “Coffee's over there on the stove.” Her thumb jerked toward a picnic table close to the Fischers. “Help yourself.”
Tanner joined an overweight man in park service uniform. Sam recognized the bulky profile of Superintendent Jerry Thompson.
“I'm taking her up on that coffee.” Sam strode toward the table.
Kent followed. “You've obviously forgotten the Tanner touch.”
He was right. She had blanked out Tanner's talent for producing sludge. The stuff tasted like asphalt.
Kent rubbed the back of his neck, pills of sweat-dampened dirt rolling up like mealy bugs under his fingertips. “Once I thought for sure I had Zack. I saw something moving on the river path. But it was only a raccoon.”
That reminded her. “I saw a ringtail last night.” A fellow wildlife biologist like Kent would appreciate the wonder of it.
“Cool. Wish it had been me.”
They walked back to the bench and sat down again. A muscle in Sam's thigh started twitching. Aggravating. A reminder that she was getting old and out of shape. She'd spent way too much time behind a desk recently. She dug her knuckles into the offending area. “Did you find any evidence that Zack's still in the park?” she asked in a low voice.
“We didn't find any evidence that he's not.” He looked at her sideways. “You think someone took him?”
“There
was
a man, I swear. And his father didn't remember me.”
“Maybe he will later. None of us are processing too well at the moment. It's been a long, long, long night.” Pressing his index fingers to his eyelids, he rubbed in circles.
Sam closed her own eyes, tried to relax the tension in her neck muscles. When she opened her eyes, she nearly jumped off her seat. Jenny Fischer stood less than a foot away, staring at her.
“Will you find him?” The woman's blue eyes burned with pain. She held out a hand in supplication. “You know what my baby looks like.”
Sam took the woman's cold fingers in her own warmer ones. She and Kent, lounging on a picnic bench, drinking coffee, must appear totally uncaring to this desperate mother.
Kent stood, put a hand on the woman's shoulder. “Everyone's looking for Zachary, Mrs. Fischer. Fresh volunteers like Sam here are coming to take over for those of us who have searched all night. And we'll all be back this afternoon after we've gotten some sleep.”
Jenny withdrew her hand from Sam's and twisted her fingers together, staring at some point in the middle distance.
“I was trying to light the stove.” Jenny's voice was hoarse. “I didn't have my eyes off Zack for more than a minute.” She pulled a small orange toy from the pocket of her sweatshirt.
Jenny held a tiny plastic truck with only three wheels. Sam blanched. Zack's
twuck
. The little boy's mother pressed a fingertip onto the empty metal axle. A drop of blood oozed out of her pale skin. Jenny didn't seem to notice. “This was Zack's favorite toy. I was always worried that he'd pull off a wheel and choke on it.” Her voice cracked.
Her gaze returned to the same distant point. “How was I to know that something even more terrible could happen to my baby? Fred said thatâ” Jenny's hand rose to her mouth. A tear slid down her reddened cheeks. “Oh God, did a mountain lion eat my baby?”
Sam realized that Jenny's eyes were fixed on the signboard near the pay station. It held a poster identical to the one Zack had noticed at Goodman Trailhead, the standard National Park Service flyer: WHAT TO DO IF YOU SEE A COUGAR.
“No, Mrs. Fischer,” Sam said. “A cougar wouldn't take a child.” Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Kent's jaw clench.
“Kids wander off all the time,” she continued. “Sometimes they go farther than you can imagine.”
Kent recovered. “Sam's right. Last May a five-year-old chased a squirrel away from the picnic grounds. It took us twenty hours to find him huddled under a bush three-quarters of a mile away. He was hungry and thirsty, but he was fine.”
The young mother's eyes met Sam's. “He was fine,” Jenny repeated.
“I'm sure Zack will be fine, too.” Sam regretted the words as soon as they came out of her mouth. Who was she to be giving this mother trite assurances?
“Zack will be fine,” Jenny echoed. She stumbled away as if under the influence of some mind-numbing drug, back to her husband's arms.
“God.” Kent shook his head. “If I ever have kids, I hope I never go through anything like this.” He stared at the ground and rubbed his fingers over his lips, hesitated a moment before asking, “Sam, you said you saw Leto and Artemis yesterday?”
“Yeah. I got a great photo.” She tried to summon back the magic she'd felt standing beneath the rock bridge with the cougars looking down on her.
“But not Apollo?”
“Just the females. The photo's on the SWF website.”
“I told you about the tracks by the river. Apollo's tracks.”
He couldn't think . . . No. “They're just tracks, Kent.”
“You said Zack went down the path by the parking lot. The search dog got really excited there, then lost the scent down by the river.”
Had Zack turned down the path to the river? She would have sworn he ran toward the man.
“Since it's so dry now up on the mesas, most of the deer are in the valley.” Kent paused for a moment, then added, “So the cats are coming down, too.”
“It's only natural that the cougars come down for water,” she whispered. “That'll change when the rains begin.”
Her friend's blue eyes were intense. “I think Apollo killed a poodle a week ago.”
“A poodle?” She picked up her mug and took a sip. The tar didn't taste any better lukewarm.
He leaned closer. “According to the owner, it was a teacup poodle, one of those itty-bitty furballs. A hawk or a coyote could have picked it off. But it might have been a cougar. There wasn't enough left to provide many clues.”
She screwed up her face. “You found it?” A gruesome vision of scattered doggy curls and bloody jeweled collar rose up in Sam's thoughts. Someone's beloved pet, gone forever.
Kent dipped his chin and said in an even lower voice, “Nobody else knows.”
“A poodle, maybe. But a cougar taking a kid?” she said. “It's not likely.”
“Not likely,” he agreed. “We'd have found remains by now.”
Sam shuddered at the thought. Her mind switched to another track. “Zack might not even be in the park now. If the man at the end of the path wasn't Fred Fischer . . .” She couldn't bear to finish the sentence.
“There's only one exit from the valley, and we had that gate closed ten minutes after the parents called. The gatekeeper said that nobody had driven out for forty-five minutes, and we've checked every car since then.” Kent set his cup on the picnic table and yawned. “So, until there's evidence to the contrary, we've got to look for Zack in the park.
“There's a little kid lost out here somewhere.” He yawned again. “He's probably cold and terrified, and all I can think about is breakfast. A Denver omelet. Ham and cheese.” He shook his head and then tilted it back, covering his eyes with dirt-encrusted hands. “I'm bad.”
She put a hand on his arm. “Real bad.”
A van pulled into the gravel parking space alongside the campsite, followed by a station wagon. Teenagers, adults, and dogs piled out in a frenzy of shouting and barking. The humans wore blue T-shirts with an Explorer Scout insignia on the front and SEARCH AND RESCUE printed on the back. The dogs sported the same designs on their blue packs.
A sharp whistle interrupted the commotion. Thompson positioned himself beside the troop leader. The superintendent's gray hair was matted at the crown from wearing a park service helmet all night. Beside Sam, Kent reached up to feel his own hair.
“Yours is okay,” Sam murmured. “And I don't want to hear a word about mine.”
“There are around twenty volunteers coming in from Las Rojas, too. They should be here any minute,” Kent said. He stood up. “I'm taking off.”
“Find that omelet.”
“Find that kid.” He retreated with a trio of uniforms to a park-issue vehicle and drove away.
A stack of posters lay on the table under a flashlight. She helped herself to one. The chubby-cheeked laughing toddler stared out at her from the yellow paper. MISSING. In the grainy photo, dark blurs of clothing surrounded the child. A woman's hand lay protectively on Zack's shoulder. A hasty enlarge-and-crop job.
Sam studied the cherubic face. The little boy looked so happy in the photo.
“Please be okay,” she whispered.
4
SAM'S search assignment was the valley campgrounds and trailhead parking lots.
“But those places have already been searched,” she pointed out.
“Humor me,” Tanner told her. “The Explorers can beat the bushes. We need adults talking to campers, assessing the possibilities down here.” The woman looked around to make sure nobody was listening to the exchange, then lowered her voice a notch. “I heard about your encounter with Zack in the parking lot, about the unidentified man. Worse things happen to kids these days than getting lost.”