EROMENOS: a novel of Antinous and Hadrian
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Authors: Melanie McDonald
EROMENOS
Eromenos
Melanie McDonald
© Melanie McDonald 2011
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Seriously Good Books
Naples, Florida USA
ISBN: 978–0–9831554–0–9
E-Book ISBN: 978-0-9831554-2-3
Cover and interior design by Ellery Harvey
Cover photo @ 2009 Megan Chapman
Map courtesy of U.S. Military Academy Archives
Cataloging-in-Publication Data
McDonald, Melanie.
Eromenos / Melanie McDonald. —1st ed.
p. cm.
1. Antinous, ca. 110-130—Fiction.
2. Hadrian, Emperor of Rome, 76-138—Fiction.
3. Favorites, Royal—Rome—Fiction.
4. Emperors—Rome—Fiction.
5. Rome—History—Hadrian, 117-138—Fiction.
I. Title.
PS3563.A2345E76 2011
813’6--dc22
First edition, 2011
EROMENOS
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ELANIE
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ONALD
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ERIOUSLY
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OOKS
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For Kevin
I hate and I love. Why, you might ask.
I don’t know. But I feel it happening and I hurt.
—
Catullus 85
QUESTIONS FOR READERS’ GROUP DISCUSSIONS:
S
UCH A QUIET NIGHT
, after Alexandria. I can hear the wild dogs barking along the banks outside Hermopolis, where the imperial fleet lies anchored. Farther down, ibis and river horse alike doze hidden among reeds beneath the turning wheel of constellations. The moon itself is dark, an auspicious sign for my purposes.
Here in our quarters, the only other soul awake is the guard on watch. Should he come round to check, these words are safe—he cannot read Greek. These last four nights, while the empire sleeps, I have assigned myself this confession. Any struggle must be resolved here upon these sheets, so the morrow holds nothing but acceptance, acquiescence, peace. With this lamp as witness I record my life until now. When I am finished, I must consign it all, save the final chapter, to the temple fire.
Earth, air, fire, water—all elements must be in accord for Our Lady to accept my offering for Hadrian’s genius. That confluence of elements approaches.
I
WAS BORN
in Bithynia, in the town of Claudiopolis, during the reign of Trajan, and named Parthenos Antinous.
I have often wondered why my father and mother chose to name me after the foremost rejected suitor in the story of the
Odyssey
, killed with an arrow loosed by Odysseus; the shaft pierced his throat, leaving him to gag and choke while the life gushed out of him. Then again, Mantineia in Arcadia, Greek mother-city to our little town, was said to be founded by the princess Antinöe, guided to its site by a dragon. My name might be descended from hers. Whatever the reason for their choice, my parents carried it away with them into silence. My grandparents must not have known, for they never mentioned it.
My grandfather, Parthenos Philemon, made his fortune through shrewd land negotiations, while retaining the habits and attitude of a small-holdings farmer. He took care to teach me how our Greek forebears invented civilization, government, culture; how the Romans modeled their society on our own, and how our philosophy, medicine, arts and letters remain superior.
From my father’s mother, a tiny, hawk-faced woman, I learned all the old Greek stories, as well as our local beliefs and superstitions. Every mountain, wood and stream belonged to a particular deity, and she claimed the river Sangarius was the birthplace of Dionysos. She said my grandfather was named for a man in ancient times who, alone out of an entire village, offered hospitality to strangers who were gods in disguise. Afterward, that ancient Philemon and his wife saw everyone and everything they loved vanish, destroyed beneath flood waters called forth by the gods, except for their own house, which became a temple.
She also told me how butterflies, those scraps of color that feather the meadows each spring, represent the souls of the departed, a concept known to philosophers as transmigration. Each year I watched when they appeared again, and always chose the most beautiful, a delicate blue, to be my mother.
My mother died in childbed before I turned four, but I remember her: lovely, kind, rather unhappy. Her name was Iris, after the goddess of the rainbow. I’m told she was intelligent, for a woman. From her I inherited certain physical characteristics more evocative of Asia than Greece; my broad face, high cheekbones, and deep eyes all disavow the Hellenic purity of my father’s lineage.
As for my father, Parthenos Erythros, a surveyor and veteran of the Dacian wars fought during Trajan’s reign, he was to be the heir, but his early death diverted the family properties into the care of his younger brother, Thersites. Though my father emphasized the superiority of Greek culture, he also took pride in the engineering feats accomplished by the Roman government. The imperial roads and aqueducts offered a vast improvement in living standards, especially for those in small towns.